166 days ago I was a nobody, I had no prospects with relationships, terrible self esteem, PIED and DE

happy coupleWell folks I finally did it. I achieved everything I set out to do when I started Nofap. 166 days ago I was a nobody. I had a shitty body, I had no prospects with relationships, terrible self esteem, PIED and DE and the list goes on and on.

84 days - ED cured. I don't think I have been happier in my life.

fork in roadWell, here I am at 84 days. I have been reading a lot of the posts in since my first posts and constantly reading how everyone is going in here.

The girl on the phone

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The vulgar girl has left my screen,
the one who with her two boyfriends could be quite obscene.
She used to tease me from within my phone,
now it is empty and I am alone.

For years I've had social anxiety, suffered from depression, no motivation

color paletteWow, it has been this long already? Ninety days ago I started a journey, and at first I didn't even realise it. I usually PMO'd 2-3 times a day. However, then I went away for 2 days, with other people always present. Couldn't do it for 2 days. I managed, because I kept imagining coming back home, and doing my stuff. Instead, due to some random link on reddit, I ended up on this subreddit and recognised myself quickly.

6 months - I am now a normal, sexual human being

young coupleYou know in Anchorman, when Ron shouts "Veronica Corningstone and I had sex and now we are in loooooove"? This is that. I never understood the desire to tell the whole world before.

I don't have strange unwanted fetishes anymore!

waterfallTrigger warning. During my fapping on porn life I developed a lot of fetishes. Some I thought were normal but a couple of them were really disturbing......

Age 26 - ED cured, HOCD much better, starting go out and meet girls again

flirtingJust would like to share my story. I started masturbating to porn at the age of 12, and would have periods of doing this up to 4 times daily. Problems with ED and HOCD started a couple of months ago.

Age 23 - (ED): Succesful sex!

bird and rainbowSo I have been going strong for 140 days now, with one relapse in which I masturbated without porn about 40 days ago. Over these past few months, I have attempted to have sex and failed multiple times with multiple different women.

Everything that was missing in my life 103 days ago, is finally coming full circle.

happy couple in bedWhen I woke up on New Years Day, I was lying next to my dream girl after an amazing night of partying with good friends and a crazy night in bed with her. She's incredibly hot, nice, understanding, unassuming and she's graduating in the spring from an Ivy League school.

Age 34 - 8 years of ED (graphs showing progress over several months)

flirty coupleThis is my first time posting but I have found this site to be a huge resource for this addiciton.  I started experiencing ED at age 26, while in college and am now 34. That's 8 years of my life, at my sexual prime, that porn stole from me.


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