I’m 27 and PMO addict. I started MO in grade 5 (age 11 i believe). My step-brother age 13, who came to spend summers with us, introduced me to my first playboy magazine that summer. I can’t recall when masturbation became an every night occurrence but i know by age 13 or 14 it was.
Though it truly is my 90th day on hard mode, and I am proud, and thankful, it has in fact been over a year and a half since I stopped giving myself orgasms with my hand or sheets etc. Now you may ask yourself, did I succeed through the year and half then want to step up to hard mode? Was I giving myself orgasms with some sickly contraption not involving my hands or sheets? Both options would be wrong.
I am a tough case, if I can do it, so can you. I have been a porn addict since about 1982. For the last 9 years I have been in SAA and had many relapses. With the help of accountability software, mostly to get started, yoga, saa, therapy, and determination, I have reached a point of sobriety where I do not crave porn.
In the summer before senior year of college, my grandpa who was someone I was very close to passed away. He was a role model and he gave me soo much motivation through his life and character. He came to this country as an immigrant to give us the opportunity to do something amazing.
I'm on the verge of a product launch and all lights say that it's good. My numbers are checking out, the interest is there and I'm on the verge of doing a big launch that can change my entire life. This shit works.
So let me start by saying, I'm not new to all of this. I've done the research, read lots of posts here. I know what is going on. I've done the whole streak thing myself, but never going over two weeks. Many one week streaks and countless 2-3 day micro streaks.
Met a girl who was visiting town last week. Really hit it off and spent a couple of days together. Slept together the night before she left. I felt much more present during the deed than in the past. Didn't last too long but didn't explode immediately either as I expected.
I am finally writing my success story. I'll probably post in a fair bit of detail as I hope my story can potentially help other sufferers and give them hope that they can overcome this situation, especially guys feeling trapped by weird fetishes which have become their only sexual outlet.
On the whole, the nofap journey I have to admit it has been great for me. before nofap I was pretty much numb all the time, I had social anxiety but did not feel even close to as poorly as I have during flatlines.
I struggled with PIED for several months with my first real girlfriend. We went through a lot of tough times together because of this. With several months of nofap and longer with no porn I actually finally managed to be able to have sex with her, then finally was able to orgasm like a normal person.
I started masturbation at a very young age before internet porn. Never had a wet dream. Had a mild(?) case of DE which was ok since I lasted pretty much as long as I wanted during sex and only O in a certain position. Never was able to O from BJs only. I think I was addicted to porn at some point in my life, but I really would say I was rather addicted to fapping.
I had a bit of a miracle last night. Since being PMO free that last couple of weeks, I have started feeling more attracted to my wife, and she to me, and even though I was exhausted last night, I was able to perform and we had sex. It was the first time in i don't know how many years I was able to maintain an erection without Viagra.
I've been thinking about the day when I finally get to write a post here about my own NoFap journey for a very long time now. It hasn't been easy as you guys know better than anyone, but I've now realised that with the right mindset and motivation, ANYTHING is possible as long as you're honest with yourself.
I'm at day 113 and I have experienced huge benefits today. Since the start of this streak I have felt sort of depressed and quite antisocial. I didn't feel connected to anyone, and it was a struggle to maintain the most basic conversation.
I waited a bit to write this success report. I feel like something has really changed during past months, and needed time to process and put it into words. Here is my story. I accidentally discovered NoFap almost five months ago. I started a 90-days challenge and managed to endure until 120 days.
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