190 days - I look at women like human beings now (escalated to rape porn)

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Couple on dateI don't want to fill anyone's head with a bullshit success story about how my life has been steadily improving, but it has been. Not going to relapse within the foreseeable future because I want to see how far I can push the improvement before seeing diminishing returns.

A tip I can give those starting out who are serious about NoFap: Doing something is a lot harder than not doing something. Workout everyday for 90 days, ughhhhh. Don't masturbate for a few months? MUCH EASIER!!!! Put things into perspective, if you want something in life, make it happen.

The relationship I have with every woman in my life (even just friendly coworkers) has improved since getting off porn. Porn corrupts and brainwashes what you think about women. It got to the point to where I would search for rape scenes because regular porn wasn't enough anymore, and I would daydream about rape/torture all day long. Obviously I would never do something like that to another human being, it was just a fantasy. But I finally realized how disgusting that lifestyle is, and as much as I may have fooled myself into believing I enjoyed it, it won't be something I'm returning to.

I look at women like human beings now, as opposed to sex toys, and they respond positively.

LINK -190 days!

by Oxilili