Age 19 - 90 days: More open and comfortable around others, maintaining eye contact
My head is in a better place. I guess the biggest thing for me is that I'm comfortable with being myself. That's a pretty big thing for me. In the past, I was constantly unhappy with what I was doing and uncomfortable in my own skin. This led to me being depressed which led to PMO to "feel" better. The 90 days post PMO me doesn't feel that way.
Side-effects of this are being more open and comfortable around others, maintaining eye contact without feeling shame, feeling that being me is good enough no matter what other people say. And those are more than enough for me to continue to be pornfree. If you have any questions, feel free to ask me anything.
LINK - 90 days pornfree: a report
Checking in, I hit 180 days today! I'm super pumped, feeling awesome right now! If I could be any animal, I would be an immortal jellyfish. Why? Because they are awesome, they swim around freely in the ocean, they have few predators, and they are almost immortal, so that would be pretty cool. You can read more about them here.