9 months – From meds, escorts, HOCD and bingeing on femdom – to new job, reduced anxiety, relationship

Just want to share with you that I’m starting my 9th month without porn ! After many tries I finally made myself able to heal deeply from the dark side of porn… 8 months back, I was deeply binging into it (femdom, shemales……), had terrible HOCD (I was close to being hospitalized), depression and anxiety… […]

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Age 28 – HOCD for years: it really helps if you quit this porn shit

I haven’t been here for a while. But during my HOCD (that took like 5 years of my life) I used to seek for a words of support and hope and now I think I can bring some to you on my personal example. I think that somehow I owe you this. Anyway, when I was 23 something started to change, like it was hard for me to be turn on by girls in real life, only porn was still doing it for me. […]

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Age 27 – PIED & HOCD. I abstained for most of the last 4 years: I needed to rewire before I could fix this

I began my journey in 2013. At the time I was extremely fearful of my situation. I had PIED, I was nervous around women and intimacy was a difficult thing for me. I even developed HOCD. Fapping had a detrimental effect on my mental health overall, and I began to feel shame. I abstained for […]

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ED free since day 80. HOCD significantly decreased. Had more sex in these 250 days than in the previous 24 years.

That’s it. I’m halfway to 500 days. A random list of things that happened to me – I still worry about erectile dysfunction but I’m 100% ED free since day 80. – Sometimes I still think about my HOCD, but is decreased a lot. – I feel my head burning sometimes, like I did at […]

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Age 23 – 60 days: ED significantly improved, HOCD thoughts fading away. I feel like I’m actually enjoying life now

Sorry for the long post in advance, I know it’s a lot but I wanted to share how I’m doing and maybe it motivates other people to keep going or to start out. I feel like I’m less emotional or optimistic than other people so I’m not promising superpowers or girl magnets. but I’m actually […]

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