UPDATE: First to say hello to everyone on this site and to everyone who is reading this post at the moment. 3-4 years ago, I have posted a success story, please read it before you read this, otherwise reading this has not much sense. https://forum.nofap.com/index.php?threads/5-years-struggle-severe-hocd-transexual-porn.129195/ I haven’t been on this or any other site like […]
Read More… from Age 28 – The story continues… (HOCD)
Just want to share with you that I’m starting my 9th month without porn ! After many tries I finally made myself able to heal deeply from the dark side of porn… 8 months back, I was deeply binging into it (femdom, shemales……), had terrible HOCD (I was close to being hospitalized), depression and anxiety… […]
Read More… from 9 months – From meds, escorts, HOCD and bingeing on femdom – to new job, reduced anxiety, relationship
I haven’t been here for a while. But during my HOCD (that took like 5 years of my life) I used to seek for a words of support and hope and now I think I can bring some to you on my personal example. I think that somehow I owe you this. Anyway, when I was 23 something started to change, like it was hard for me to be turn on by girls in real life, only porn was still doing it for me. […]
Read More… from Age 28 – HOCD for years: it really helps if you quit this porn shit
I dealt with PIED and HOCD. I also abused psychedelics and had pretty bad anxiety episodes that left me in a depersonalized state. I can say that these benefits I’m experiencing are great. I never thought I’d experience these feelings again. Can’t wait till I’m finally cured. Keep moving forward guys. I’m 21. [After more […]
Read More… from Age 21 – HOCD and PIED, slow progress, anxiety down
I began my journey in 2013. At the time I was extremely fearful of my situation. I had PIED, I was nervous around women and intimacy was a difficult thing for me. I even developed HOCD. Fapping had a detrimental effect on my mental health overall, and I began to feel shame. I abstained for […]
Read More… from Age 27 – PIED & HOCD. I abstained for most of the last 4 years: I needed to rewire before I could fix this
That’s it. I’m halfway to 500 days. A random list of things that happened to me – I still worry about erectile dysfunction but I’m 100% ED free since day 80. – Sometimes I still think about my HOCD, but is decreased a lot. – I feel my head burning sometimes, like I did at […]
Read More… from ED free since day 80. HOCD significantly decreased. Had more sex in these 250 days than in the previous 24 years.
Firstly to start off with I’m a 15 year old lad from North England, so hello to many foreigners but this is my success story and how I got over porn addiction. (Sorry if it’s long). So where do I begin? Discovered porn at a very very young age on YouTube and u might think […]
Read More… from Age 15 – Escalated to extreme stuff, suicidal, developed HOCD – now recovered
So it was around the end of last September that I last used porn. I have continued to masturbate. I have had a few moments when I felt tempted but have never been close to using porn. This isn’t the first time I tried to stop using porn. I have used pure willpower in the […]
Read More… from Age 44 – Had HOCD – Now, sex with wife is much better, porn fetishes fading
Sorry for the long post in advance, I know it’s a lot but I wanted to share how I’m doing and maybe it motivates other people to keep going or to start out. I feel like I’m less emotional or optimistic than other people so I’m not promising superpowers or girl magnets. but I’m actually […]
Read More… from Age 23 – 60 days: ED significantly improved, HOCD thoughts fading away. I feel like I’m actually enjoying life now
For the beginning I just want to apologize for some grammatical mistakes because I don’t use English very often and I want to tell you that it is going to be a very long story, maybe one of the longest I have read so if you don’t want to read it, nobody forces you. This […]
Read More… from Age 24 – 5-year recovery, severe HOCD, transgender porn