Ouderdom 30 - 200 dae: ek het nou 'n onmiskenbare seksdrang, fetisies irrelevant

I now have an undeniable sex drive. I want my wife more than ever. If a long time passes without sex, I feel this thing called ‘sexual tension’ which is apparently a real thing!

Vir enkellopende ouens ... As u so ver kom, sal u beslis selfvertroue kry om met vroue om te gaan. U sal dinge raaksien wat u nog nooit voorheen opgemerk het nie. Haargooiery, vinnige blik, asemhalingspatrone, lyftaal ... Dit is 'n ander wêreld en ek kan jou vertel ... As jy tot hiertoe kom, sal jy regtig nie omgee vir watter super-spesifieke pornofetisies jy dink die enigste ding is nie gaan af, want net die woord VROU (of man of wat ook al) sal jou dringend laat voel.

Op 'n manier was dit soos om vir die eerste keer 'n stereotipiese tiener te wees. My vrou het kommentaar gelewer oor hoe ongemaklik ek haar getref het. En ek het al baie op haar geslaan. En dit was regtig baie goed as dit werk ... Soos gillende, hele liggaam orgasmes. 6, 8, 10 kragtige ejakulasies met stuiptrekkings in die hele liggaam. U sal dit nooit van Rosy Palms kry nie. Die meeste wat ek ooit met pmo gekry het, was miskien een medium spuit en dan 'n paar byna pynlike dribbels. Daar is baie te sê oor die feit dat u nie die stimulerende persoon is nie, want u brein word skaars as u kom. As iemand anders jou laat stimuleer ... Of om van geslagsomgang af te kom ... Sjoe, dit is net so anders en jy moet jou regtig onthou van PMO om tot die punt te kom.

Die lewe is goed.

LINK - 200 dae aanbreek ...

 by Betterdad199 dae


 

UPDATE

Almost 400 days, but I need your help!

I need your help! Lately (last month or two) I’ve been flirting with disaster. At first, I was letting myself look at racy (but “not porno”) images on Pinterest… then it was “Hey, I bet I can find non-nude pictures of sexy celebrities, you know, just to appreciate their beauty.” The next thing I knew it, nude pics were okay… and that slippery slope led to my present situation. Lately (last 10 days or so) I’ve been doing things like loading the random nsfw page on Reddit and “just peeking” at a small number of images on Imgur. So the excuse I’ve been making for that is “As long as it isn’t a hardcore porn video, it’s not the same thing.” But now, I’ve definitely seen some hardcore imagery, which was something I hadn’t let myself see in… well, hundreds of days!

I was doing so well! How did I get off track? You know, I think it was in a single instance when I caved when my friend sent me a racy music video. Ever since then, it’s been a lot of permission-granting.

I’m not in full addict mode, so that’s good and I can (and WILL) still get this back under control, but I do know that I’ve been more stressed than ever before with work lately, and my wife has been really stressed out too… And I’ve been wanting sex so bad even though there’s no time. So that doesn’t help. Maybe I have been feeling like things are out of control in my life and this is where my brain wants me to try to regain control? NO, brain, NO! I won’t give in. No more porn. No more celebrities. No more sexy images. GET OUT!

I’m grateful that I’ve had the strength to resist fapping, and I’ll be proud to pass the 400 mark. But I wish I could have kept my noporn badge going longer than 250 days…

So, help me stay motivated! I’m not going to stop with nofap at 400! What do you others who have made it a long time do when you mess up?

And for those of you who have gone a long time without messing up, what do you do to re-strengthen your fortifications as time passes?