Age 16 - We turn from socially awkward guys who watch porn all day into men

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I've known about this reddit for almost a year and half, which isn't much, but I've been doing nofap for a while. I've had many relapses, as well as several good streaks, including a 115 day streak and a share of 30+ day streaks. some days its really tough when you experience depression and flatline, but looking back, i realize its all worth it. during nofap, I've had some of the happiest days with my friends, i was confident, had no guilt, felt free, etc. when you don't engage in pmo for a period of time, you feel like a huge weight was removed off your shoulders, you are guilt free. nofap is a journey to get your life and happiness back.

It's a journey to get your freedom, but there are many hard bumps that you have to fight first early in the journey. i have no idea how to explain the beauty of this challenge, its like we turn from socially awkward guys who watch porn all day into men who can take control of their lives and can achieve success and their lives back. its truly a beautiful thing that's worth fighting for in the long run.

LINK - the nofap journey is truly a beautiful thing when u think about it

by fapisbad123


 

TWO MONTHS EARLIER

school starts tommorrow, and i'm a different man now.

So tomorrow is my first day of school, i will become a junior in high school (I'm 16). i have been learning a lot about my past self recently, and i have realized how soft i was. I was a bitch,  I USED to be that guy that just listens to whatever anyone told me to do, it was like i had no manliness in me, like i was numb. i didn't defend my self, and i had almost no dignity. now, i have come far. i have reduced my pmo use pretty significantly over the past year. i have binged at some points during this summer, and i have felt guilty as a result, but it's a part of the growing process. tommorrow at school, I wanna be that guy everyone notices in the halls, I wanna be that man. no more taking bullshit from anyone. i'll have nice side, but i am developing that aggressive side now thanks to no fap. wish me luck guys! i relapsed yesterday unfortunately, so tomm will be my 2nd day of abstaining, but i wont let that affect me. my goal for this year? To remove pmo from my life and to be a badass.