Age 19 - ED: Quick recovery. I can feel my lust slowly returning after 4 years of absence, and it's wonderful.

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feet in bedI've been a member of our cult for about 15 days now, and even though I've relapsed a few times, the benefits are incredible. I'm only on Day 5 now, but things have been getting so much better. Fapping myself to sleep every night for the past 4 years destroyed my sex drive, leaving me with ED at age 19.

I went to several doctors, but they couldn't find anything wrong with me. Half a dozen girls tried to have sex with me that year, and were all sorely disappointed when my fingers were the only hard thing they were getting from me. I kept on trying to hook up with girls, convincing myself that somehow the previous ones I had tried to bang were doing something wrong, ensuring a constant cycle of disappointment. I made excuses, lied, said it was my medication that made me incapable of becoming hard. However, just last week I was finally able to have true, full-blown, rock-hard sex for the first time in my life, truly only losing my virginity at the age of 20.

I can feel the nervous tension of moments before making a move, again. I can feel my lust slowly returning after 4 years of absence, and it's wonderful. Now I know that for me, fapping only leads me to shame, embarrassment, and the inability to perform. No more relapses!

LINK - Recovery from ED. Feeling like I'm 16 again.

by RedFapstronaut