Age 19 - I've felt the benefits of living a porn free life: over 599 these last 3 years

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cVLXi3xWJW0 or https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q1L11Y0I5E0

I'm a guy and I've been doing Nofap since 17 (I'm 19 years now ),

I just relapsed.

But the funny thing is that I never quite managed over 30 days for over 2 years and I don't care anymore... Trying for ever but never quite reaching that last barrier 90 days. And I kinda blame the day counter big part for that happening.

I've felt the benefits of living a porn free life. The confidence and also energy wise. I'd probably have gone over 599 these last 3 years. Going from doing it daily since age thirteen to going at least 10+ days PMO free and then relapse on day 15 for like 15 minutes.

I can say sometimes I got Anxiety and Depression because I never reached day 90,not reaching that end goal ;'( I had in my head when I first started. The dream of Porn free life 90 days.

I realized there are no END goals in at ALL in life, it's just an illusion we've been taught. Work-money>House,kids ITS ALL BULLSHIT! One day we Will ALL Die Alone. Whether we like it or not. We WILL die lonely! All achievements in life will have been for nothing. Just temporary pleasure and material wealth.

When I started seriously for over 2 years ago it was for the Pussy and woman I can truthfully say, because the porn industry and commercials brainwashed me AND my parents and my country had conditioned my brain since childhood!

The interesting part I found out in the beginning from Nofap was that the energy boost and confidence.

I just did Nofap for those selfish reasons and for God I thought.. I can say that I became better with woman more confident in school :). In other words pleasure and celebration from living pornfree.

More UPS than downs in life since quitting porn :) But as the time went by and I continued with Nofap, I discovered the Spiritual effects of Nofap!? A Change in mindset and more confidence to explore unknown experiences in life and read about the universe & astronomy.

I continued with Nofap AND combined it with Psychedelics and listening to Indian Guru's/Mystics high, for over 1 year with daily cold showers. ( Some may call me crazy for doing this )

Some Meditation And More lately (right now kinda 1 year) Smoking Weed and taking Shrooms and LSD.

My own conclusions are the following > Nofap will never END so don't beat yourself up for watching one time a month?

Life will end though. Setbacks will always happen even though you don't like it and believe that you can learn from negative experiences. you're lying just lying to yourself....

Death WILlL happen. The most successful humans faced the thousands of failures in life but they NEVER gave up.

Many of the worlds leading innovators died unhappy and alone (fact).

That's my first reak conclusion that I can think of right now, after doing Nofap intensely for OVER 2 years with many failures (watching porn for 20 minutes in 24 hour day maybe once every second week)

I met and had confident conversations with strangers many times because of Nofap. My social skills are excellent whenever I want to use them I got more energy and could workout harder in the Gym.

But Sexuality doesn't matter as much for ME as weird as it may sound.

And I live in a hyper sexual Capitalist society promoting all kinds of weird fetisches and thoughts. sexual or not.

An insane Society with weird ideas about what you should THINK,DO and FEEL.

Being enslaved through Money, Work, Consumerism, good food and!!

Maybe 1 in a 1 million practice Nofap religiously in the world and maybe one in a ten million are like me in this world.

That's my second opinion.

My third and last conclusion is that being obsessed about the daily counter doesn't matter much and it certainly doesn't help.

My biggest Failures came from obsessing/thinking about Nofap.

A tip for you beginners. Quit spending time on this site and watch the counter! Go out and live life.

Fucking isn't the meaning of life that we've been taught. Reproduction isn't the goal of LIFE.

Do this instead, try working out in the gym.

Practice your social skills with anyone you choose too, fuck women sometimes but don't obsess about it. Read a lot,self education.

Subjects like Science - History and historical Astronomy ( Cosmos ). Love music. Try out " Illegal " drugs such as. Marihuana or shrooms + LSD I can be found in the Dark net in almost every Western Country. ( old Silk Road for example ).

Live in the moment and enjoy TRUE independence! Stop watching the news and commercials as much as you ca, go walk in Nature or watch the stars instead :D!!!

I lived as much as I could alone and started trying to accept aloneness for maybe a 1 year now .

Try this way of LIVING and certainly your views about EVERYTHING will change,I can guarantee you that from experience.

Life is silly and non seriously.

Here are some helpful material if you choose to explore unknown territory. Like I did in 2013^ Spirituality

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mMRrCYPxD0I

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wCKva76JpGE

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WH1B2HaInDg

Popular Science

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=46ez2f1RHqY

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Pa1ImgOcOPM

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4PN5JJDh78I

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9D05ej8u-gU

Books

http://www.amazon.com/The-Power-Now-Spiritual-Enlightenment/dp/1577314808

" If you realized that life is truly precious, you would dedicate yourself to life, the ways of life and the real source of life. "

Good luck on your own personal Journey if you read this far and watched all the URL's, I just wanted to share my thoughts ;-)

LINK - Truth of Nofap, THREE YEARS. (it's a Long Story)

by awakeningNOW