Age 19 - Recovered from porn-induced ED; went back; now I have ED again.

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right decision, wrong decision signI'm only 19 years old and I've been PMOing since I was around 12, often several times a day. Throughout high school I was never able to get it up but I never realized there was a problem until college.

My freshman year I was trying to lose my virginity over and over with this one girl and it just couldn't happen. I thought I was a strange case of normal ED at 18 years old, did some research and eventually stumbled upon this subreddit and similar sources and realized I had PIED.

I began to try and reboot, rarely relapsing but occasionally masturbating about once a week. Eventually, I began to have morning wood again and a few decent sexual encounters (hard for oral and semi-hard for sex). However, after that I began to look at a little bit of porn again and now every time I try to have sex I am flaccid. I have been PMO free for one month and yesterday I tried to have sex for the first time with a girl I really like and I wasn't able to! Will I ever recover again?! I know this time I will never PMO again for as long as I live, but I really want to be able to satisfy this girl :/ I don't even get morning wood anymore! Any and all feedback would be much appreciated!

LINK - 19 years old PIED-Recovered and then Happened again! Will I ever fully recover?

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