Age 29 - (ED) Day 236, Just had successful sex

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After 236 days, I had sex without Viagra once at about 70 days. Before I needed the blue pill. I would go to the bathroom during foreplay when I realized I wouldn't be getting it up without help. This, btw is with a sex buddy I have and she's very understanding and patient with me. Today for the first time I successfully had sex with here and no blue pill in sight. It took me ages compared to other stories here, but finally I made it. (bonus: she came 3 times, me once!!)

Just wanted to let other people know that it takes some people much much longer than others, but eventually it IS worth it! I feel so much better with myself. :)

I am 29 years old, and have been a fairly heavy porn user from about 15


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LINK - Day 98, better but still far from promised land

4 months ago by depresseddespair

Hey guys, as you can see I am on day 98. some background info first, I am 28 and been fapping to porn and mimicking girls online to get off from about 13-4. i had sex with the help of the magical blue pill at 22 but since then just lots of fapping. I never went for the weirder stuff online just amateurs and like I said before mimicking girls (I am 100% straight). I really don't know why that turned me on so. I now have a sort of sex partner and I'm concerned with my erections. From nearly total ED I was better at about days 70 up to 90 but now I seem to be experiencing it again. Anyone else on the same sort of boat? I do get semi hard eventually but its not like it was a couple of weeks ago. Btw I stopped the blue pills so I guess that's something.


Threw away 10 years of my life

6 months ago by depresseddespair

I am a long time lurker and have a pretty good idea of what was going on in my mind now. My story goes as this. I used to watch porn casually from about 15-16. When i got a PC in my room things got heavier and I was bored with normal porn and normal cyber chat on mirc. I used to love chatting as a girl and I really have no idea why. I'm a straight guy and although I have nothing against gays and even have a few friends that are gay this shocked me and made me feel so ashamed.

It became a daily habit and when I was at university and had my own dorm this became a compulsion. I even made a fake Facebook account and had constant chatters who were in love with me. I'm confused as to why I enjoyed this so much and did so for about 6-7 years quite heavily (more than 2-3 hours a day). I used to masturbate as they talked dirty to me about incestuous and other sick ideas which i so enjoyed at the time. After I used to cum the feel of shame would come over me and used to regularly delete my account but only to activate it again on the very next day.

I used to have ED problem of course that were very very heavy and threw away a lot of girls both through ED and the depressed mood I was in along with my low low confidence. I am now on day 50 with no porn or masturbation. I reached orgasm twice through bjs and one to sex last night but i still feel guilty as i used Viagra and don't seem confident enough to perform without it. I did cum in about 5 seconds which was a bit embarrassing but I'm still happy as before 3 months I could get an erection even with Viagra.

At 50 days I do feel much more confident and ready to tackle anything but I am still flat lining occasionally and am concerned with the Viagra I constantly feel I need. I would just like to know if anyone has been through something similar and want to congratulate you guys since you are an inspiration to me and thousands of others.

 

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by depresseddespair236 days