Ni 47. Na yi amfani da batsa tun lokacin da nake 14, har ma a lokacin, yana da karfi sosai. Abin da ya sa ni in daina shi ne yawan tunanin da ke cike da motsin rai da shekaru na baƙin ciki mara magani. Fa'idodi ya zuwa yanzu: Na fi farin ciki. Ina da amfani Zan iya kallon mutane ido saboda ban jin kunyar halayena. Ina ci gaba da samun cigaba a aiki, kamar fiye da yadda nake so 🙂.
Duk wannan kuzari mai karfi wanda nake gabatar dashi a baya jima'i ana amfani dashi yanzu don aiki zuwa ga burina na mafarki (gano shi kuma an dauke shi aiki shekaru 4 da suka gabata), yana aiki zuwa independenceancin kuɗi (Zan yi ritaya a cikin watanni 6), aiki kan ruhaniya na yau da kullun yi, yawo a duniya, kasancewa ga ɗana (Na kasance ina yin bacci a ƙarshen karshen mako tare saboda na kasance na tsawon awanni da daddare kafin yin wasan kwaikwayo), da kuma kafa hanyar sadarwa ta wasu samari waɗanda ke kan wannan hanyar mara amfani .
Oh, kuma yawancin sabis na sabis. Wannan shine mafi girman mahimmancin wannan. Misali daya: TATTAUNAWA ne muyi magana da wadanda ke gidan yari game da wannan matsalar. Tafiyar motar awa biyu ce don samun damar zuwa gidan yarin gundumar, amma wannan shine mafi kyawu a cikin mako na.
Na kasance cikin nutsuwa, zombie na jima'i, ko da lokacin da nake saduwa da “hotties”. A cikin tatsuniyoyin Jafananci, ni fatalwa ce mai yunwa, ban taɓa koshi ba kuma tare da ƙaramar huda bakin.
Bayan shekarun 17 na gwagwarmaya tare da on / kashe ra'ayi / tilasta, Nov 20 2010 shine rana ta ƙarshe da na kalli batsa.
Abin da bai yi mini aiki ba
- KYAU
- Tacewar yanar gizo
- Abokan tarayya
- Kasancewa daga barazanar da wani SO ya bar ni
- Kasancewa daga barazanar rasa aikin da ɗana
- Pyschotherapy (ya koyi abubuwa da yawa, amma har yanzu yana ta komawa akai-akai)
- Littattafan taimakon kai (ditto)
- Neman "yarinyar da ta dace"
- Neman aikin da ya dace / gari / mota
- Rukuni na rukuni
- Rubuta labarin sa
- Zancen game dashi
Abin da ya yi aiki
- Bada dukkan nau'ikan saduwa da kai da kuma soyayya mara daɗi. Yep, ko da al'aura, wanda ba matsala ce ta farawa ba. Amma tsayawa hakan ya juya ƙarar muryar sha'awa daga "9" zuwa "3".
- Cire kofi.
- Tsaftace abubuwan da na cutar na gabata kai tsaye cikin hanzari, babu takamaiman abubuwa
- Culaddamar da aikin tunani na yau da kullun. Babu wani abu da ya rage daga “soyayyar” soyayya mai ma'ana tare da (ra'ayina) na Allah.
- Neman tare da yin aiki tare da wasu ƙawayen da ke fama da wannan matsalar, wucewa tare da abin da ke aiki a gare ni, kyauta. Na ziyarci gidajen yari, shaidu na beli, malamai, da kuma hanyar sadarwar samari a duk fadin duniya ta hanyar skype / waya.
- Ayyukan da suka gabata na sama biyu dole ne in aikata kowane rana, wani lokacin kuma ina cikin haɗarin komawa baya cikin rashin gamsuwa, kuma a ƙarshe, buƙatar samun sauƙi daga wannan rashin jin daɗin. Amma ba sauran aiki ba ne. Abin girmamawa ne.
Matsalar ita ce kai, mafita yana fita daga kanku. Waɗannan batutuwa na jima'i ba jima'i bane. Wannan makamashi ne na rayuwa wanda jama'a suka sanya ni yin jima'i. Fatana kawai shine maida wannan kuzarin cikin aiki.
Kowane mutum ya isa wurin kansa; hanyar kawai "madaidaiciya" ita ce wacce ke aiki ga kowannenmu. Amma wannan shine abin da ke aiki a gare ni har yanzu.
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