Rashin hankali, Ƙaunar, Ina jin kamar ɗalibin 13-yr yana kallon mata sake

Ya kasance watanni biyu mafi inganci da na samu a cikin aan shekaru. Ba zan ce ina da kwarin gwiwa ba amma, na fi karfin iko. Na magance motsin rai na kuma na dawo da baya sosai.

A watan farko na ji daɗin gaske, ina tsammanin wannan ya janye. Kwakwalwar tawa ba ta samun bugawa ta hanyar buga dopamine yau da kullun kuma ina jin kamar yana kan hanyar dawowa.

Kwanaki 68 ne amma na kasance cikin aiki tuƙuru don sabuntawa. Ina da tsawon wata daya kafin wannan.

Rashin hankali ya ragu, amma na sake canza salon rayuwata. Ina cin abinci mafi kyau, dauki bitamin, motsa jiki, yin tunani kuma ina ƙoƙari mu kara yawanci. Dukkan canje-canje sunyi tasiri a rayuwata.

Ina samun katako na safe sau 3 a sati a matsakaita. Ina da layi da kwanaki inda nake jin tsoro sosai, amma duk sun wuce.

abu na karshe, ra'ayina akan mata still Har yanzu ina ganin mata suna lalata sosai saboda ina tsananin damuwa da yawa. Amma na fi kulawa da komai game da jima'i.

Kafin wannan, na iya kallon 'yan mata a cikin matsattsu, sanye da kayan gona, a cikin gajeren rigunan bazara kuma ban ji an ɗan tayar da hankali ba. kwakwalwata ta kasance ta fallasa don kawai yin rajistar tsiraici kamar yadda yake na jima'i. Yanzu, duk inda na kalli koda wani yanki ne na yan mata, zan iya jin cakulkuli a cikin wando na… ya zama kamar na sake ɗan shekaru 13 a

kamar yadda nake so in girmama mata kuma in ga cewa su ma mutane ne na yau da kullun (kamar mutane da yawa a cikin wannan kwamitin waɗanda suka sami wannan canjin), ban kasance a wurin ba tukuna. Har yanzu ina tunani tare da dick.

TL, DR bakin ciki, damuwa, Ina jin kamar dan jaririn 13 yr yana kallon mata sake.

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by faretgrets