Makahiki 23 - (ED) Ua kiʻi hou wau i ka hiki ke loaʻa a ʻoluʻolu i ka moekolohe

Hoʻolaha: ʻo ka mea aʻe ʻaʻole ia he lawena kūpono e kūʻē i ka ʻoihana porn (ʻoiai ʻo ka ʻoihana ʻoiaʻiʻo kekahi mau ʻano kānalua), kahi e nānā ai i ke ʻano o ka porn i ka manaʻo a me ka ʻike o ka wahine, ka moekolohe, a me ka nani. Hāʻawi ʻia i kāna kumumanaʻo hohonu, ʻaʻole ia he ʻepekema āpau - ʻoiai manaʻolana wau e kahakaha ʻia nā pilikia maʻamau i kū ʻia e nā poʻe o ka moʻomeheu Komohana i hoʻohana i ka porn.

Ua hoʻomaka wau e nānā i ka porn i koʻu mau makahiki he ʻumi, a i kēia mau lā he mea nui ia - e nānā paha wau iā ia ma mua inā he keiki i kēia ao. I ka ʻoiaʻiʻo, i ka nānā ʻana, ʻo kaʻu kaʻina hana holoʻokoʻa i ʻike ʻia he ʻaneʻane ʻelua ma ka hoʻohālikelike ʻana i nā ʻike o kēia wā. Aia wau i kahi kula kauā keikikāne āpau ma ka hema o ʻEnelani, a ʻo ke ʻano o ka hoʻokumu ʻana i ka moekolohe kekahi o ka hōʻole loa ʻana. Hāʻawi ʻia i nā keikikāne hormonal o kēlā mau makahiki a me ka ʻike kahiko, pili kēia hōʻole i ka farcical. Eia nō naʻe, ke hana wale nei ke kula ma ke ʻano he ʻelele kūloko o kahi kaiāulu me nā manaʻo like a me nā ʻano like: he kapu nā kamaʻilio kūpono ʻana e pili ana i ka moekolohe, a hōʻole loa ʻia ka moekolohe ʻana i nā keiki. No laila, ma kahi o ke aʻo e pili ana i nā manaʻo a me nā koi a mākou e ʻike nei - a me ko lākou wahi hanohano a nani i ka ʻike kanaka - waiho ʻia mākou i kā mākou iho ponoʻī, i kā mākou huakaʻi pilikino ponoʻī, me ke kōkua o ka Wild West e make nei. nā pūnaewele 2000 mua.

Hoʻolahalaha ʻia nā nūhou o nā pūnaewele, nā pūnaewele e hoʻomaikaʻi iā ʻoe, nā pūnaewele me nā kiʻi o nā wahine ʻōlohelohe me nā puʻupuʻu nui. Aia kekahi ma loko - Bikini69, manaʻo wau ua kāhea ʻia ia, ua hoʻopau ʻia - makemake nui ʻia kēlā. No laila i kekahi ʻauinalā, i ka pāʻani ʻana o nā mea ʻē aʻe āpau a maʻi wau, ua komo wau i loko o ka lumi IT, kī i kekahi mana kahiko o Internet Explorer, a hoʻomaka wau i kaʻu huakaʻi porn.

Hoʻolālā ʻia nā kiʻi a Bikini69 e kēlā me kēia maʻamau: ʻo lākou ka nui o nā kiʻi o hoʻokahi hoʻohālikelike i nā ʻano ʻokoʻa o ka lole, ʻo ka hapanui me kāna mau puʻupuʻu i waho. Eia nō naʻe, he mea hou loa kēia a pau noʻu, a ua ʻike wau i nā kiʻi e hoʻāla nui nei: ua kuʻi lākou me nā ʻumeʻume a me nā manaʻo aʻu e ʻike nei, nā mea aʻu i ʻike ʻole ai. ʻOiaʻiʻo ua ʻike wau he mau moekolohe lākou - ʻike maopopo ʻia ka hapa nui, a ʻaʻole wau he naʻaupō - akā ʻo ia wale nō kaʻu e ʻike ai. Eia kekahi, ʻo ka ʻike e pili ana i nā mīkini kumu o ka hoʻopili ʻana a me ka hana hou ʻana ʻaʻole i mea iki e kōkua iaʻu e hoʻomaopopo piha i kēia mau koi.

I koʻu mau makahiki he ʻumikūmālua, ua hoʻonui ʻia kaʻu mele repertoire. I kēia manawa ua hoʻopaʻa wau me nā kiʻi o nā wahine me nā umauma i hoʻonui nui ʻia - a ʻaʻole wau e manaʻo ʻo "nā puʻupuʻu nui" wale nō, akā nā hana nui e like me ka udder-like. I ka nānā ʻana, pono paha nā photoshops, a i ʻole nā ​​kiʻi o nā wahine me ke ʻano gigantomastia, ʻoiai kekahi o nā hiʻohiʻona i hele i ka lōʻihi weliweli o ka loaʻa ʻana o nā implant umauma kolosal, e hoʻohuli iā lākou iho i loko o ka mea nui, he komohana Komohana. -ʻumikumamāhiku manaʻo kuhihewa o ka mea 'seksi' (ʻo ia ka mea i haʻi ʻia iā lākou he 'seksi').

Ua puni kēia manawa wau i hoʻomaka masturbating. Akā ʻo ka mea kūpono ʻole a ka ʻūlū ʻana ʻole i kēia mau makemake hou i lilo ka mea hewa ʻole - ke kāʻei wau i nā haʻuki (ma ke ʻano he ʻano hana hoʻomohala āpau), e kahe i loko o kahi papa hana ʻole me ka PC, o ka wahine. ʻO kēia kahi i hoʻomaka ai: ka pilina o kaʻu kāne i ka wahine. ʻO kaʻu e hana ai, i ʻike pololei nei i kēia manawa, ke kau nei i ke kahua o nā mea e hiki mai ana.

Ua hoʻololi au i nā kula i ka makahiki ʻumikūmākolu oʻu, puka kula i ke kula Aupuni keiki kāne nui āpau. Ma aneʻi, ke ʻano o ka hoʻokumu (akā ʻaʻole nā ​​kumu) no ka moekolohe ʻana o nā haumāna. ʻO kēia hōʻole i manaʻo nui ʻia e kā mākou ʻimi ʻana i ka moekolohe e nā kumuwaiwai ʻekolu wale nō: ʻo kā mākou mau hoa, nā keikikāne, a me kā mākou mau manaʻo iho i hoʻopilikia ʻia.

Ua hoʻomaka ia i mau pule ma hope o ka hoʻomaka o ka manawa, ke ʻike mau nei wau a me kaʻu mau hoa i ko mākou mau wāwae i ko mākou wahi hou: nā ʻōpio ʻumikūmākolu mau makahiki e hoʻāʻo nei e hoʻohiwahiwa i kekahi i kekahi a me nā kāne makua. I kekahi pō, ma mua o ka hiamoe ʻana, ua hele a puni ke keʻena kahi kanaka o ka makahiki ma luna a mākou e hana ai i kā mākou haʻawina home, me ka ʻōlelo ʻana e nānā ʻo ia i kekahi porn ma kāna lua cubby, a e ʻoluʻolu mākou. e hui pū me ia.

Elima mau minuke ma hope aʻe, ua piha ʻia paha he ʻumikūmālua o mākou i loko o kāna wahi hana i hūnā ʻia, nā wahi ʻāpana a me nā pona. Eia hou, ua nani wale ka kiʻiʻoniʻoni, retrospectively. ʻO nā mea kiʻi porn-script maʻamau, ʻaʻohe mea maoli a koʻikoʻi loa.

Akā e kālele ana kēia.

ʻOiai he kula hānai, holo wikiwiki ka ʻike. ʻAʻole wikiwiki wau a me nā mea ʻē aʻe e wikiwiki i nā proxies, nā tunnels VPN a me nā ala ʻē aʻe o ka pale ʻana i nā kānana ʻupena o ke kula me ka waiho inoa ʻole ʻia, a me ka hoʻokaʻawale ʻana i nā faila, ka P2P kahawai a me ka mea nui o ka paʻa o kahi paʻa paʻa ponoʻī. Ua wehe ʻia kahi ao holoʻokoʻa o ka porn iā mākou i loko o kahi manawa pōkole loa, ʻoi aku ka maʻalahi o ka hiki ke kiʻi ʻia ma mua o ka wā ma kaʻu kula ma mua. Eia, he moʻomeheu. ^ E Ha yM. Nānā nā poʻe a pau. ʻO kekahi keikikāne aia ma luna o 100 gigs o nā mea, no 2004 no ke kumu kīkahi (e 2009 nona ka terabyte, a me nā mea no paha e hoʻomaka paha i loko o ka hale paʻahao inā ʻike ʻia).

He aha ia porn - ʻo ia ka nui o nā kaikamahine boob over-exaggerated e nānā hewa ʻole. Ua puni kēia wā i koʻu ʻike ʻana i nā huaʻōlelo a me nā ʻano tit fucking, ihili, anal beads, BDSM, face fucking, bukkake a ka hoʻohaʻahaʻa.

A masturbated au iā ia a pau.

Ma hope, ma hope o kekahi mau mahina, ʻike wau i kekahi wikiō pīhoihoi e pili ana i kahi wahine hāpai wahine (ʻoiai e wehewehe paha ʻoi aku ka hapai iā ia) - a ua ʻike wau i ka ikaika loa. Ma hope ua hina wau i kahi ʻano: e nānā wau i ka porn a me ka masturbate ma ka liʻiliʻi i hoʻokahi manawa i ka lā: ʻelua mau manawa, i kekahi manawa ʻekolu a ʻehā mau manawa. E nānā wau i ka nui o nā porn hāpai, i hoʻopili ʻia me ka ʻumiʻumi, ke alo, bukkake, a me nā wikiō i kapa ʻia ʻo 'BBW'. He ʻumikūmākolu oʻu.

ʻO kēia, me hoʻokahi a ʻelua mau ʻano ʻokoʻa, i lilo ia i mea e hele i ka porn repertoire no nā makahiki e hiki mai ana. I koʻu holomua ʻana i loko o koʻu mau makahiki ʻōpio, ua ʻimi au i mau wikiō hou aku, a lilo i mea ʻoi loa a kūpono ʻole hoʻi i ke kūlohelohe, e hoʻolilo ana i mau hola i ka loaʻa ʻana o nā hualoaʻa a me nā pūnaewele 'Tube' hou, e ʻimi mau nei no kēlā kiʻi aʻe e 'loaʻa' maoli. ʻo ʻoe ʻOiai ua aʻo wau e pili ana i ka hana hoʻopilikia i ka Biology, ʻaʻole au i ʻike i nā ʻōuli i loko oʻu. ʻAʻole wau i ʻike i ka hopena o kēia hana hou ʻole ʻana o Porn- Masturbation-Orgasm e hana nei i kaʻu moekolohe a me ka noʻonoʻo.

Pehea ka mamao o kēia hana PMO mai ka wahine maoli? E nānā mua i ka ʻokoʻa o ka porn. Holo ka script porn maʻamau i kekahi mea e like me kēia: ʻo ke kaikamahine wale nō i loko o ka hale, komo mai kahi kāne, hānai ʻo ia iā ia no kahi manawa (ʻo ia pū kekahi i kāna mau tits), pili lākou i ka moekolohe i loko o nā ʻano like ʻole. (ka mālama ʻana i ko lākou kino maoli i kahi mamao loa e hiki ai, no laila hiki i ka mea ʻike ke ʻike i ka hana o ke komo), a laila hele mai ʻo ia i kona alo. O ia wale nō.

ʻO nā mea ʻē aʻe, ʻoi loa nā ʻano o ka porn i kahi kekelē ʻoi aku. Nui nā wikiō i hoʻokahi ʻāpana o ke kino o ka wahine e like me ko lākou kiko kiko - kāna hoki, nā umauma, momona, a ʻōpū paha (inā he wahine hāpai) - fetishizing it, pāʻani i nā leʻaleʻa kāne ma luna ona. Ua hamo ʻia nā penisona ma waena o lākou, a ma hope ua hiki mai. ʻImi ʻia ʻo Asses a kīloi ʻia me nā mea phallic (a i ʻole penise iā lākou iho), a laila hele mai nō hoʻi. ʻO nā waha he pani hakahaka, a lawe pinepine i nā peni i kā lākou holoʻokoʻa, a i ʻole ʻinoʻino ʻia paha. Waiho ʻia nā helehelena, wāwahi a me nā ʻōpū.

I kekahi manawa ʻo ke kino o ka wahine ponoʻī kahi kiko fetishistic - a hou, ma kahi o ka moekolohe ʻana, hoʻokani ʻia nā leʻaleʻa kāne on ia. Lawe i ka bukkake - ka hōʻike hope loa o ka porn vicarious - kahi hui o nā kāne i masturbate ma luna o kahi wahine, a laila hele kēlā me ia i ka manawa. ʻAʻohe mea komo. ʻAʻohe ʻōpiopio mau. Hoʻokani wale nā ​​kāne i kahi wahine wahine, a manaʻo or ē aʻe me ka moepona a me ka moina wahine, a laila hele mai. ʻO ka mea nānā ma kēia kūlana pālua hoʻohanohano: hoʻokaʻawale ʻia i ka hana maoli o ke kāne.

Eia nō naʻe, ʻoi aku ka pālua o nā mea nānā porn āpau i kēia manawa, no ka mea, e like me kā mākou i ʻike ai, ʻaʻole ʻo ka lunamakaʻāinana kahi lunamakaʻāinana. ʻO Porn, ma ke ʻano, kahi parody o ka moekolohe, kahi pā o ke aloha aloha, a ʻo kēia ka mea e nānā aku nei i nā mea nānā, ʻaʻole kahi hana maʻamau o ka moekolohe.

A laila aia kahi hiʻohiʻona o PMO. I loko ona iho, ʻaʻole maikaʻi ka masturbation - akā hoʻopili ʻia me ka porn, hana ia i ʻōnaehana uku-leʻaleʻa e pili ana i ka hoʻonāukiuki wahaheʻe: kahi ʻōnaehana i hiki ke lilo i mea hoʻopulapula, ʻaʻole e hōʻike i ka hōʻino ʻana i ka moekolohe maoli (e like me ka mea e hana ʻia. i ka hui pū ʻana me kekahi kanaka ʻē aʻe).

Ua ʻike mua wau i kēia. Ma mua o ka hele ʻana i loko o kaʻu moʻolelo, e kuhikuhi i kekahi o nā ala e pili ai ka pōʻaiapuni ʻo Porn-Masturbation-Orgasm i ka moekolohe o kekahi me kekahi.

ʻO ka mea mua, loaʻa ka leʻaleʻa wale nō mai kahi kikoʻī o ka hōʻino ʻana (wahaheʻe) hoʻokalakupua, hiki i ke ʻano o ke wā, hiki iā ʻoe ke wale no loaʻa ka leʻaleʻa ma o ia ʻano. I ka pōkole, inā nui ʻoe i ka porn, hiki ke lilo i ala hoʻokahi e ala ai ʻoe, e ala aʻe, a i ʻole hele mai paha. ʻO ka lilo ʻana o kēia hiki ke ala aʻe i ka maoli, ka pili kino ʻana me ke kanaka maoli kekahi o nā pōpilikia nui loa i hiki i ke kanaka ke ʻike, i koʻu manaʻo - a e like me kā mākou e ʻike ai, ua loaʻa iaʻu ka pōʻino e iho i kēlā ala.

ʻAʻole kaupalena ʻia nā pilikia iā ʻoe iho. ʻO ka flipside o ka nalo ʻana i ka hoihoi i ka moekolohe maoli ka mea i hōʻino ʻia ke ola wahine o kāu hoa (inā he hoʻokahi kāu, ʻo ia nō). Ma kahi pae haʻahaʻa haʻahaʻa, hiki i ka PMO ke hoʻokau nui iā ʻoe i kāu leʻaleʻa ponoʻī, ke nānā nui nei hoʻi i ka pāʻani ʻana i nā hana leʻaleʻa i kāu hoa i kūʻē i ka moekolohe maikaʻi. ʻO ka moekolohe maikaʻi kahi hana o ka mahele, kahi hana o ka launa, ʻaʻole o ka hoʻopili ʻana iā ʻoe iho me ke kino o haʻi.

ʻO kekahi ʻaoʻao o kēia hiki iā ʻoe ke hoʻopau i ka nīnau ʻana i nā mea mai kāu hoa, no lākou, ʻoi aku ka maikaʻi a me ka hoʻohaʻahaʻa maikaʻi loa a me ka maikaʻi ʻole (e pili ana i ka makemake pilikino, ʻoiai - ʻoiai e hauʻoli kekahi poʻe i ka loaʻa ʻana o kahi penis. iho i ko lākou puʻu a palu ko lākou alo, ʻaʻole nui). ʻAʻole e hōʻike i ka hilinaʻi hilinaʻi ponoʻī e ʻike ʻia e kekahi poʻe, ke ʻike lākou ʻaʻole hiki ke hoʻāla ʻia e kā lākou pakanā e lākou wale nō, a ma kahi e koi ai i nā parodies wikiō e pili i ka moekolohe.

A laila aia nā pilikia hou aʻe o ka introspective, filosofia a me ka hoʻohana ʻana i ka porn, kēlā me kēia me kēlā me kēia kanaka, akā hūnā ʻia i kēia manawa: pehea ka hana a porn e hōʻike ai i kahi pilikia o waho? He hana hoʻokūkū ia / hana kaomi / hopena o nā pilikia noʻonoʻo / nā pilikia pili / pilikia me nā ke ʻano kū'ē aʻe / a me kekahi ʻano paʻakikī o ka paʻakikī, akā ʻike ʻole ʻia a i ʻole he stigmatized nā pilikia? A laila, ʻoiaʻiʻo nō ia noʻonoʻo noʻonoʻo kino no kekahi poʻe e hana i nā pōʻai maʻamau o PMO? I loko o kā mākou kaiāulu, kahi e lapaʻau ai i nā pilikia psychological a hoʻohālikelike iā lākou i nā "kumu kūlohelohe" a me nā "imbalances kemika" a hōʻole i kekahi nohona or ahupuaʻa ʻo ke kumu, kahi ʻike ʻole ʻia ʻana o kēia pilikia.

No laila, ka manawa e kahakaha ai i kēia mau pilikia me kahi laʻana. I ka piha ʻana o koʻu mau makahiki he ʻumikūmālima, ua hoʻomaka wau e launa me kekahi kaikamahine i kapa ʻia ʻo Clara. I kēia manawa ke nānā nei wau i ka porn no ʻelima mau makahiki, a me PMOing no ʻekolu. ʻO ka mea mua i hōʻeha iaʻu ʻo ka ʻokoʻa maoli o ka moekolohe maoli me kekahi kanaka ʻē aʻe - aia nā pilau, nā wai, nā hiʻohiʻona unglamorous, nā manaʻo hou o ke kino - i ka pōkole, ʻoi aku ka nui o nā ʻano i ka moekolohe maoli i hoʻohālikelike ʻia i ka porn.

Akā naʻe, ua huhū wau. Ua huhū wau iā Clara no ka hānai ʻole ʻana i kuʻu moa, ʻaʻole hoʻi e hoʻokuʻu iaʻu e hoʻokau iā ia i lalo i kona ʻāʻī. No ka hoʻokuʻu ʻole ʻana iaʻu e hele mai i kāna mau tits. Ua noi au iā ia i kēlā manawa i kēia manawa, a i kēlā me kēia manawa ke nānā ʻino ʻo ia, a hōʻole.

ʻO ka hope ua lilo kēia huhū i ka huhū. I kekahi manawa nalowale koʻu kūkulu ʻana, a i ʻole hiki ʻole ke mālama. He moekolohe kā mākou, akā he porn ia e hāʻawi iaʻu i kahi ʻano leʻaleʻa o ka leʻaleʻa: me ka porn, ʻaʻole loa wau e pilikia me kaʻu kūkulu ʻana. Me ka porn, hiki iaʻu ke hana i kekahi mea aʻu e makemake ai i ka wahine - vicariously, ʻoiaʻiʻo. Ua hiki i kahi e nānā ai wau i mua i kaʻu mau kau porn ma mua o kaʻu moekolohe ʻana me Clara - no ka mea ʻaʻole ʻo ia e ʻae iaʻu e hana i kaʻu mau makemake iā ia, a ʻoi aku ka palupalu, a i ʻole. hoihoi ʻole.

I kekahi lā ua loaʻa ʻo ia i ka porn ma kaʻu kamepila. Ua huhū nui ʻo ia. Loaʻa iā ia ka makaʻu ʻole ma luna o kāna kaumaha a me kona helehelena (e like me ka mea i ulu pinepine ʻia i nā wahine ʻōpio e kā mākou moʻomeheu o nā mea kūʻai) a lawe kēia iā lākou āpau. Ma luna o kēia, ua huhū loa ʻo ia i ka ʻoiaʻiʻo ʻaʻole lawa ʻo ia e hoʻokō kolohe ai iaʻu, a i ʻole e ala ai iaʻu. Ua manaʻo ʻo ia e kumakaia au iā ia.

ʻAʻole wau i manaʻo e like me kahi shit i koʻu ola. Akā he aha kaʻu i hana ai? Nānā mau wau i ka porn. ʻO kēia ʻano PMO kaʻu kumu punahele o ka leʻaleʻa - ʻoi aku ka ikaika ma mua o ka moekolohe ponoʻī - noho pū me aʻu i loko o kaʻu pili nui e hiki mai ana. I kēia manawa naʻe, maikaʻi ʻole nā ​​mea. I ka hoʻomaka, loaʻa iaʻu hoʻokahi pōpilikia o kahi pilikia i ke kūkulu ʻana i kūkulu. Ua hala kekahi mau mahina ma mua o ka hiki iaʻu ke komo i ka moekolohe me ka maikaʻi - a na ke akua, ʻaʻole no ka hewa o kaʻu ipo wahine. He ʻehaʻeha loa kēia nona, akā i koʻu mahalo hope ʻole a me ka mahalo i hope ʻole, ua hānau ʻo ia me aʻu. ʻOiai hiki iaʻu ke ala aʻe, mamao loa kā mākou moekolohe mai ka mea kupaianaha. E noi wau iā ia e hana i nā mea - a ʻoiai ʻo ia e ʻae iaʻu e hele mai i kāna mau tits, ʻaʻole ia he mea aloha i nā helehelena ʻino e makemake wau e hāʻawi iā ia, no laila ua hoʻomaka hou ke kaʻina o ka inaina.

A he sewa, he ʻumikumamāiwa kaʻu. Inā i kēia manawa kaʻu hana ʻana i kēia manawa. ʻAe nui kaʻu i aie iā ia ma mua o kaʻu i hāʻawi aku ai iā ia. Ua pono wau i ʻoi aku ka maikaʻi iā ia. He ʻoi aku kona maikaʻi. Pela no ko Clara.

Ua haʻi ʻē mākou. Ua hoʻi wau i nā pōkole hope loa o PMO, ke nānā mau nei au i nā kihi make ʻole o ka parodies maoli ʻole o ka moe.

Pākuʻi ke ola iaʻu i ka maka i kekahi lā i koʻu iwakāluakūmālua mau makahiki. Ua hele au i kahi pō i waho me kekahi mau hoa, kekahi o lākou he hoaaloha kahiko mai ʻAmelika e kipa aku. He kaikamahine uʻi a pau ʻo ʻAmelika Hui Pū ʻIa, he mea haʻohaʻo maoli. I ka hala ʻana o ka pō, piʻi aʻe ka pīhoihoi flirty, a hiki i ka hopena o ka honi ʻana, a laila e kala aku i nā poʻe ʻē aʻe.

Ua hoʻi mākou i ka hostel āna i noho ai, a hoʻoholo mākou e ʻauʻau. Hana ʻo ia i kekahi o nā maʻamau, a makemake loa wau iā ia (ʻo kekahi hapa aʻu i hana, ʻoiai). Akā ua hewa kekahi mea.

No koʻu ola, ʻaʻole hiki iaʻu ke kū aʻe i luna.

Eia, manaʻo wau kokoke hāhā ʻia e ke kūlana. ʻO kēia kaikamahine ʻōlohelohe, e kahe ana ka wai wela ma luna o kona kino nani, ʻaʻole ia he kaʻa wale no koʻu mau makemake hoʻopunipuni. He kanaka ʻo ia, ʻaʻole i makemake i ka leʻaleʻa mai ka hoʻomaʻamaʻa vicarious. Makemake ʻo ia i ka leʻaleʻa like, mai ka pili o kā mākou kino ʻelua.

A i ka noʻonoʻo a me ke kino hiki iaʻu ke hāʻawi iā ia.

I koʻu hele ʻana i ka home, huhū a huhū ma iho i kēia manawa, ua maopopo leʻa. ʻO wau ʻo PMOing iaʻu iho i ka hiki ʻole ke loaʻa ka wahine maoli. He kāne ʻōpio, koko ʻulaʻula wau - akā ʻaʻole hiki iaʻu ke noho me kahi wahine maoli. Ma loko o kahi makahiki he XNUMX mau makahiki o ka hoʻohana ʻana o ka porn iaʻu. Ua hōʻeha ia i koʻu libido, koʻu manaʻo o ka mea ʻo 'sexy', a ʻoiai ka moekolohe ponoʻī.

I kēlā pō, hoʻohiki au ʻaʻole wau e nānā porn hou.

Hele wau i ka pūnaewele, e ʻike inā ua loaʻa kekahi i nā pilikia like. Lakou i. Many ua loaʻa i ka poʻe. Ma laila nō ia, pāʻani hou a pinepine hou: nā hoa huhū, nā ʻōnaehana uku-leʻaleʻa i kū ma hope o ka moekolohe maoli, ka hiki ʻole loa ke hāpai aʻe, e moekolohe pū kekahi. Aia nā kaiāulu kākoʻo ma ka pūnaewele, nā kāne a me nā kaikamahine i hāʻawi kekahi i kekahi i nā ʻōlelo aʻoaʻo e pili ana i ka haki ʻana i ka maʻamau, i ka hoʻi hou ʻana i kā mākou moekolohe. ʻO kekahi mau kāne, e like me aʻu, ka pōhaku paʻakikī ke nānā nei i ka porn akā ʻaʻole hiki ke hāpai aʻe i ka wā o ka moekolohe maoli, ua ʻōlelo ʻia e hōʻole i ka masturbation a me ka porn, a i ʻole ka ʻoki ʻana i ka manawa o kāu hana. I ka manawa o ke kākau ʻana, hoʻokahi makahiki kēia mai koʻu huli ʻana a puni, a ke hele nei wau i kēia manawa no ke kiʻi hou ʻana i kaʻu moekolohe - hiki ke hoʻāla ʻia e nā wahine maoli, a hiki ke moe maikaʻi me lākou, me ka ʻole huhū a manaʻo paha i ka pono e hana i nā neʻe porn iā lākou. Ke hele nei i ka maikaʻi.

He mea hoʻomākeʻaka, ke ʻōlelo wau "reclaim", e like me ka "hoʻopiʻi hou ʻana i kaʻu moekolohe" - ʻaʻole maoli ia. ʻAʻole i loaʻa iaʻu kahi moekolohe maikaʻi, olakino maikaʻi e kiʻi hou i ka mua; a hiki i hoʻokahi makahiki i hala aku nei, ʻo ka porn ka mea i ʻike nui ʻia e aʻu i ka moekolohe, ʻo kaʻu kumu nui ia e loaʻa ai ka leʻaleʻa, e like me ia no nā kāne ʻōpio a me nā wahine (ʻoiai ʻo nā kāne he nui) e noho ana ma nā ʻāina Komohana, ʻo ia hoʻi ma nā wahi o ka wikiwiki. pūnaewele.

Ma ke ʻano, ke ʻike nei wau i kaʻu kāne i ka manawa mua.

A he hele maikaʻi loa kahi.

E nā kānaka, ua hana hewa wau. Ma hope o kahi mau makahiki pornfree ʻelua mau makahiki, ʻae wau e hoʻi haʻahaʻa. I kēia manawa ua hoʻi wau i ka helu ʻehā: PIED, mahalo iā ʻoe iho, nā hana. Mai Mai iaʻu.

Nov., 2016

ʻElua makahiki i hala aku nei e lele kiʻekiʻe ana wau. Ua lanakila wau i kaʻu porn kolohe a ke ʻike nei wau i kahi ola o nā mea kupaianaha. He kanaka maʻamau wau ma hope, e leʻaleʻa nei i ka pilina ma ke ʻano maoli. ʻAʻohe PIED, ʻaʻohe hopohopo, ʻaʻohe mau manaʻo o ka waiwai ʻole. ʻAʻohe hoʻohilahila hou inā ʻaʻole hiki iaʻu ke ala aʻe. ʻO kēlā ʻōpala wale nō i ka wā i hala. Ua hala.

Ua neʻe wau i kahi ʻāina ʻē a ua launa me kahi wahine kupaianaha. Kupaianaha kā mākou pili: ʻo ka mea maikaʻi loa aʻu i ʻike ai. Ke hoʻokō kupaianaha nei, me kahi pae ʻuhane. ʻO wau he homo sapiens, komo i kahi hoʻomana e hoʻomau i ke ola a pau (aiʻole ka nui o ke ola,). ʻO ka nani o ka porn! Pehea ka manaʻo liʻiliʻi a me kaʻokoʻa, pehea ua palena,ʻoluʻolu a me ka mea hōʻailona!

ʻOiai hoʻokahi lā ua nānā au i kahi wikiō o nā wāhine me nā koʻi nui. MaikaʻiUa haʻi wau iaʻu iho. Ua ʻaʻahu ʻia lākou! ʻAʻole porn maoli kēia. Eia naʻe, pēlā nō ʻokoʻa mai kaʻu mau ʻono kahiko, ʻaʻole hiki ke hoʻopili i koʻu lolo ma nā ala maikaʻi ʻole. ʻO ka ʻāina kahi aʻu e noho ai i kēia manawa (ʻo ka ʻāina āpau, ʻoiaʻiʻo) he mau manaʻo ʻokoʻa loa o ka mea seksi ke hoʻohālikelike ʻia i ke Komohana, a hele mai nei wau e ʻike (ma o ka acculturation paha, a no ka mea ʻo ia ka mea aʻu e ʻike mau ai i ka nani a ʻike wale wau iā ia) ʻo kaʻu mea pono kēlā. ʻO ka ʻoiaʻiʻo ʻokoʻa (a pēlā wau i manaʻo ai) ua maikaʻi, ma kuʻu manaʻo.

No laila ua hoʻomau wau i koʻu pilina, akā hoʻomaka wau e nānā i kēia mau pūnaewele. ʻOiai, ua hoʻi hou au i ka hanana PMO. ʻAʻole porn kēia! E haʻi wau iaʻu iho, ʻoiai e puhipuhi wau a loaʻa i hoʻokahi hola lōʻihi ke nānā ʻana i nā wikiō ma ka pūnaewele.

Ua hoʻomaka ka hala ʻana o nā mahina. ʻAʻole wau i ʻike i ka wahie no nā kumu lāʻau. He ʻokoʻa! E haʻi hou wau iaʻu iho, ʻoiai wau i hoʻomaka ai e nānā i nā wikiō kahi e pili ai ka ʻōlohelohe, a laila nā wikiō e papa ʻia ai ma ke ʻano he porn ma o ka wehewehe conservative nui loa.

ʻO ka lōʻihi o ka moʻolelo, ua hele aku wau e kuʻu hoaaloha i ka wā hoʻomaha. Ua pilikia ko mākou pilina no kekahi mau mahina, a he mea kānaluaʻole he mea pili i kaʻu hana porn hou. Ua hoʻoholo mākou e lawe i kahi manawa no mākou pono'ī.

'Onehinei, ua hālāwai wau i kekahi mea nui ma kahi huakaʻi hele, a hoʻokahi mea i alakaʻiʻia i kekahi. Hiki iāʻoe ke hoʻomanaʻo i ka mea i hanaʻia. ʻAʻole pono ka waiwai o kēlā mau makahiki o ka holomua. ʻO wau kekahi kaikamahine i hopohopo hou,ʻo ka mea me ka limu, ka pīpī pīhoihoi, i kahi manawa mai nā waimaka. Ua nohoʻo ia ma waena o koʻu mau wāwae, ka hua'ōlelo a me ka make,ʻoiai wau e ho'āʻo e hana i ka hana no ka hanaʻana i kekahi mea'ē aʻe nona. Ua puka hou ka'ōlohelohe o nā'ōnaho-manaʻo. ʻO ka hopohopo, ka hilahila, ka huhū; ʻO ka papa hana hoʻopuka ka mea iʻoi aku kaʻino wale.

ʻAʻole loa wau iʻike i ka waiwaiʻole i loko o koʻu ola.

Ma kahi o ka hapalua makahiki i hiki ai iaʻu ke wehe i nā mea a pau aʻu i hana nui ai. Ua hoʻi au i lalo o ke kuahiwi, e haka pono ana i ka piko, e like me nā wā kahiko maikaʻi ʻole. ʻO koʻu pili, koʻu hilinaʻi, koʻu manaʻo ponoʻī - hoʻolei ʻia. No laila mai hana hewa. Mai hopu ʻia e kahi ʻano hoʻopunipuni o ka palekana! He mea hoʻopunipuni kā mākou mau mea make, a hana lākou i nā mea āpau e hiki ai iā lākou ke hoʻi i loko o kā mākou mau noʻonoʻo.

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