ʻAe, ʻae kōkua ia! Ua hoʻomaka wau i ka wā ʻōpio me PMO pū kekahi. ʻO 9 wau i ka wā i hoʻomaka ai me nā makasina, 13 me ka porn pūnaewele a ʻo 29 wau i kēia manawa. Ua kiʻi wau iā PIED mai ka manawa e hiki iaʻu ke hoʻomanaʻo me kahi kaikamahine. ʻOiai ʻo ED e pepehi ana iaʻu (ua inaina wau iaʻu iho) ʻaʻole au i hāʻawi, e hoʻomoe ʻia, no ka mea ʻaʻole wau i makemake e haʻalele i ka leʻaleʻa hiki. I koʻu laki i ka loaʻa ʻana o kahi ipo wahine, ua hiki iaʻu ke hoʻomaha a ua maikaʻi maikaʻi ia i kekahi mau manawa akā e mau ana ka ED ma kahi o ke kihi. I kekahi mau mahina i hala aku nei ua ʻike wau iā NoFap a me koubrainonporn.com a ua naʻaupō wau, ʻaʻole i loaʻa iaʻu, hiki i kēlā porn ke lilo i pilikia.
Ua hoʻāʻo wau i kekahi mau manawa, ʻoiai e pili ana i ko ʻīpē wahine e pale wale i nā kiʻi porn akā paʻa wale nō naʻe. A laila hoʻāʻo wau i ke ʻano paʻakikī a aneane hiki i nā lā 90. I kēia mau lā 90 ua wāwahi ʻia koʻu ipo wahine, akā no nā kumu ʻē aʻe. Ua hele mai ka hopohopo a ua manaʻo wau iaʻu iho a hoʻāla hou kēia iaʻu no nā pule he ʻelua mau pule. Akā i kēia mau lā 90 uaʻike wau i ke ʻano ʻoi aku ka maikaʻi, ʻaʻohe superpowers, akā ʻoi aʻe ka hilinaʻi a me ka ikaika a me nā kaha e neʻe ana i ka wana o ka wanaʻao a me nā moemoe wai.
Ua hoʻi wau ma ke kaʻaahi nofap mai 13 mau lā i kēia manawa a ua hoʻomaka wau e aloha hou. I kekahi manawa me kahi kaikamahine ua alakaʻi ia i ka moekolohe. Ua makaʻu wau i ka wā mua akā maikaʻi ʻo ia, a hana ia ma hope o ka holo mua ʻole ʻana. He hoʻomaikaʻi nui kēia…. KA HANA MA KA LA MUA I KA HANA HĀLUA! I nā makahiki i hala aku nei, maikaʻi ʻole ia, ʻaʻole hiki iaʻu ke ala aʻe i ka manawa mua me kahi kaikamahine.
Mai kuhi hewa iaʻu, nui nō ka lumi no ka hoʻomaikaʻi ʻana, akā ua ʻike mua wau i loko o kēia wā pōkole loa o ka nofap kahi hoʻomaikaʻi nui. Ke noʻonoʻo ʻoe, ua nānā wau i ka porn no ʻelua mau makahiki a ua hāʻawi wale wau i ka porn ma kahi o 4 mau mahina me nā wahi hoʻomaha iki ma waena, a laila he kūleʻa nui kēia.
Malama i ka hana maikai.
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