Hoʻihoʻi hou i ka 2012 december i hoʻoholo ai e pani i ka nānā ʻana i ka porn no hoʻokahi makahiki. i loko o 3-4 mau mahina o ka ho'āʻo ʻana ua hele au i Thailand a aloha wau me nā kaikamahine he nui ma luna o ka papa, a laila hele mālie wau i porn. Ma 2013 hana wau i kekahi hopena ikaika a nui wau i ka hakakā, akā me ka milalakiko ʻo aʻu alb ego hele e pili ana i nā mahina 8 me ka ʻole o kekahi porn a i ʻole masterbation.
Akā ʻaʻole loa i emi, ua hoʻomaha wau i kēia manawa a ua hoʻi wau i kahi ʻano punahele punahele nui me ka mea inu a me ka hoʻohuihui wai.
ʻO kēia ke alakaʻi i ke kaumaha koʻikoʻi, ʻike wau i kēlā me kēia mahina 3 e hoʻomaha wau, a hāʻawi i kaʻu kaikamahine i kēia "manawa holo cruise" e nānā i ke kiʻi porn.
A laila i kēia makahiki o April 2014. Ua hoʻoholo wau i ka hoʻoholo, ke hele nei wau e hana i kēlā me kēia mea. Ua paʻa wau i loko o koʻu puʻuwai ka hana i kēia mea i kapa ʻia ʻo 12 mau kiʻo, akā ua manaʻo mau au ʻaʻole ʻia iaʻu no ka mea ʻaʻole wau i noʻonoʻo iaʻu iho e like me kekahi mea hoʻokau nui a manaʻo mau hoʻi (a ʻike au e hiki iaʻu ke pani me koʻu mana hoʻomalu . ^ E Ha yM.
ʻAʻohe hiki i lilo i hana ʻoiaʻiʻo me aʻu iho, a hoʻoholo noʻu i kāna ʻĀLUA e nānā i ka porn i kēlā me kēia mau pule a me nā mahina. ʻAʻohe KEKAHI e hana i nā lāʻau lapaʻau IKAU… ʻaʻole ʻo OK ke hiki ke kūleʻa i ka kūleʻa e like me ka pae o nā poʻe ʻē aʻe ʻike aʻu e ʻike ana i ka mea i ʻike ʻole ma mua oʻu.
Ua hālāwai kēia alakaʻi no ka mea i hoʻopau i kaʻu hoa kikiʻo 12 a ua maikaʻi kāna e kōkua mai iaʻu no ka manu ma Skype a ma o ka leka uila.
Ua hoʻomaka wau e hoʻohana i nā manaʻo ... no kaʻoiaʻiʻo he nani ʻē a he nui koʻu kānalua, akā he wikiwiki ka hopena. Ua hoʻomaka wau e ʻike i ke hoʻololi ʻana pehea e mālama ai i nā hoʻowalewale. Pau koke wau e like me ka mea ma lalo o kēia CLOUD pale.
ʻAʻole wau i HATE porn, loaʻa wale kekahi pehea e pono ʻole e ʻike ai, ua hana kekahi hana. Ua hoʻomaka wau e hoʻomaka i kaʻu ʻoihana (hoʻolaha pūnaewele) a ua hōʻalo maoli kaʻu aʻo ʻana. Ua hoʻoholo e mākaukau no kahi hōʻike pilikino a hana ikaika i ka haleahi.
Ua hoʻokaʻawale wau i ka manaʻo o kekahi wahine, a hiki i koʻu piha ʻana me kaʻu 12 anuu. Ua ʻōlelo kekahi mea i loko o koʻu puʻuwai inā e hana wau i kēia e hoʻopōmaikaʻi ʻia wau me kahi hoa aloha aloha aloha aʻu e makemake mau ai.
ʻIke wau i kekahi kaikamahine ʻē aʻe i kēlā manawa, ʻo ia wale no ke kiʻi akā ʻaʻole wau i manaʻo nui i ka ʻoluʻolu a ʻaʻole wau e ʻike iaʻu e makemake pū me ia.
No laila ua hana wau i kahi neʻe wiwo ʻole. Ua hoʻomaka wau i nā ʻanuʻu he 12. Ua holoi wau i nā hoaaloha lāʻau āpau mai ke kelepona, ua holoi wau i nā pilina mai nā kaikamahine aʻu i makemake ʻole e ʻike. a haʻi ʻoluʻolu wau iā lākou e koho wau ʻaʻole e hoʻomau me kēia me ka mahalo. He mau pō mehameha koʻu i ka lā Sābati a me nā Pōʻalima kahi i makemake ai wau e hele i waho a me ka pāʻina kahi aʻu i ʻike ai e loaʻa nā kaikamahine a me nā lāʻau a me ka moekolohe akā ma o ka makana o 12 hehi kekahi pehea ʻaʻole lawa ka ikaika o ka hoʻowalewale, a ua ʻoi aku ka ikaika o ka PROMISE i koʻu puʻuwai.
ʻO kēia hoʻohiki he mea hou ia i loko o ke ola aʻu e HUA NUI.
ʻO kēia ʻōlelo hoʻohiki kahi manaʻo e hele maoli ana kahi mea maikaʻi maoli iaʻu e pili ana a noʻonoʻo paha.
Pehea wau i ʻike ai i kēia ʻōlelo hoʻohiki? E lawe iā ʻoe ma kahi mele koke mai koʻu moʻolelo ...
Ok loa i ka lā e pili ana iā 8 mau makahiki i hala ua hoʻohana au i ka nui o nā lāʻau lapaʻau, e like me ka ecstasy a me ka cocain ect .. a ua hauʻoli nui au i kēlā mau lāʻau. Akā, ma hope o kekahi manawa ua ulu maikaʻi kaʻike. ʻO nā hui like ʻole, nā kānaka like, a me ke kino e lilo i ka kaumaha, a laila ma hope o ka hoʻokuʻu ʻana i nā lāʻau lapaʻau i loko o 3-5 mau makahiki, ua hala koʻu ola i kahi ala hou, ua hoʻomaka wau e lilo i hilinaʻi nui loa, huakaʻi hou a ʻike i nā ala hou o ka noho ʻana o ka honua. Ua loaʻa iaʻu kahi ola ʻaʻole loa wau e ʻ EʻAG like.
SO i ka haʻi ʻana o ka neʻe wikiwiki ʻana i kēia hanana, eia kēia manaʻo iaʻu i ka wā e haʻalele ai i kahi addiction aia kahi ʻoiaʻiʻo loaʻE I MANU MAIKAʻA IA MAUI I KE ANO NUI.
OK No laila he aha ka uku nui a no ke aha wau e hele nei i CRAZY me nā pale he nui?
Eia ka mea i hana i koʻu ola.
ʻAʻole ʻoe e manaʻo ke haʻaheo ʻole ko ʻole e hoʻowalewale ana iā ʻoe
ʻAʻole au ia. Makemake wau iā ʻoe e INSPIRED e kaʻu moʻolelo. Loaʻa iā ʻoe kekahi koho i kēia manawa, hiki iā ʻoe ke HATE a i ʻole iā ʻoe e koho iā ʻoe e hiki i kēia ke hiki i kēia mea ke hiki iā ʻoe.
Eia ka mea i hope aʻe.
Mai ka lā april 2014 a hiki i kēia lā ʻaʻohe wau e nānā a ʻUʻU paha i kāu porn a OR Masterbated. KA WAI OLE KINO.
Manaʻo wau he fluke kēia a hiki i koʻu ʻohana kahi e noho nei me ka LEFT ME ALONE no nā wiki 3-4, a ua kau wau i kahi hoʻokolokolo maoli e ʻike inā paha wau e hoʻi i ka porn. Ma ka noho wale ʻana ma mua o ka mea i hoʻowalewale ʻia iaʻu ma mua akā i kekahi pehea pehea ʻo DID KA MANAWA.
I nā mahina i hala aku nei ʻo 6 he mau MIRACLES e hana nei i koʻu ola.
1) KAUKANA HUI: Ua lako mau wau, a ʻike wau i ka hiki ʻana ke holo wikiwiki, no laila ʻaʻole like kēia me ke ʻano nui. E LOHE MAUA IA. Ua ʻike wau i kahi loli nui loa e like me ka maikaʻi ʻo BETTER ma mua o nā lā aʻu e hana nei i nā steroid anabolic.
Ua loaʻa iaʻu nā wikiō e pili ana i kēia kumuhana, i like me kaʻu e hana ai i ka steroid 6 i nā makahiki i hala aku nei, i kēia makahiki, i ka manawa o FREE no ka porn a me ka masterbation, ua hoʻololi wau i koʻu kino i kahi hana mana. Nā kiʻi ma koʻu Facebook.
2) HĀLĀOHE MA CHARISMA: Ua noʻonoʻo wau iaʻu iho i ke hilinaʻi ʻana, akā i ka hoʻomaʻamaʻa ʻana i nā mahina ʻo 6 i hala iho nei ua lawe koʻu hilinaʻi i kahi ʻano hou. ʻO kahi manaʻo o ka aloha a maikaʻi hoʻi i kekahi. Ke kamaʻilio nei wau i nā kaikamāhine he nui a ʻaʻohe mea a pilikino paha i loko o lākou, ʻike wau i ka nui o nā kaikamahine e komo mai ana iaʻu a makemake wale wau no ka mea ʻike wau ʻaʻole i hoʻokō lākou i kaʻu mau kūlana.
3) KAUKAU: Ma hope o 15 mau mahina mai koʻu hoʻi ʻana mai kaʻu huakaʻi mai asia mai, ua paʻakikī loa wau no kekahi manawa, I kēia mau mahina 4 i hala iho nei ua haʻalele wau i kaʻu ʻoihana pūnaewele. Ke hana nei au i kēia manawa ma kahi o $ 60 a 100 $ loaʻa PASSIVE, ʻo ia hoʻi ma kahi o 2000 $ a 3000 $ I kēlā me kēia mahina. I kēia manawa ua ʻike wau ʻaʻole nui kēia i ka hoʻohālikelike ʻia me kaʻu mau hoaaloha e hana ana iā 65K i kēlā me kēia mahina akā e ʻae ʻoe iaʻu e ʻā wau i ke ahi <hauʻoli loa e pili ana i koʻu ola no ka mea i kēia manawa hiki iaʻu ke hele i waho o ka ʻaiʻē a kūʻokoʻa hoʻi.
4) aloha o koʻu ola: OK Ua mālama ʻo wau i ka mana maikaʻi loa a maikaʻi loa. Ma Kepakemapa 19th 2014, ua hele wau i kahi haʻawina i kapa ʻia ʻo MILLIONAIRE MIND ma alberta. Ua kamaʻilio wau me kēia kaikamahine ʻo AMAZED iaʻu me kona puʻuwai a me kāna wahine aloha kupaianaha. ʻIke wau i nā kaikamāhine nani i nā wahi a pau, akā e haʻi wau iā ʻoe e KOHOLOHE i kēia kaikamahine a ʻ KNlelo ʻē a pehea eʻaʻahu ai. ʻO ka moʻolelo lōʻihi, ʻo ia kaʻu mea i moe ai. GET MAIKA, ala ʻo ia i ka manawa like me aʻu (520am) ke heluhelu nei ʻo ia i ka puke like me aʻu (16 kānāwai o ka kūleʻa), he mea wai nui loa ia a nānā maikaʻi, a kūpono hoʻi i koʻu mau lima.
He moʻolelo lōʻihi ʻO mākou ke ʻākoakoa nei, ʻo ia koʻu hoa kaikuahine kaikamahine mua a ʻo ke kaikamahine mua aʻu i makemake loa ai mai ka manawa mai ʻApelila 2014. ʻO ka manawa mua ke loaʻa i kahi ʻano pilikino. ʻAʻohe masterbation, ʻaʻohe moekolohe, UNTIL i hālāwai wau me ia a ʻo ia kahiʻike maikaʻi loa.
Aloha wau e hiki ke haʻi iā ia "I LOVE YOU" ʻoiai ke moe nei wau me ia. ʻO kēia kahi mea aʻu i hiki ʻole ai ma mua, no ka mea, pili mau wau i nā pili pili pili i ka moekolohe a me nā mea maʻamau.
No laila, eia wau i koʻu kino, koʻu waiwai a me kaʻu aloha, aia i loko o 6-7 mau mahina mai ka lā april 2014.
KOHANA MAIKAI ʻAʻole wau i makemake e kau i kēia akā ua loaʻa iaʻu kēia hea i loko e kaʻana like me koʻu hauʻoli.
ʻIke wau i koʻu puʻuwai e hiki i kēlā me kēia mea ke hana i ka hopena like. Aia nā ʻanuʻu.
Eia ka mea maikaʻi loa, hāʻawi wau i FREE aʻoaʻo i kekahi kāne (24 makahiki) mai india a ua hōʻo ʻo ia i ka porn no hoʻokahi mahina akā ua hoʻomaha hou no ka mea ʻaʻoleʻo ia i hahai ma o…
A laila hāʻawi wau i ka loea i kekahi kauā (72 mau makahiki mai USA) a ua kūleʻa ʻo ia i ka nānā ʻana i porn. Ua loaʻa iā ia kekahi mau ʻemo aʻe akā ua huli ʻo kona ola i kēia manawa. Hana maikaʻi ʻo ia a kau ʻo ia i kēia manawa he haumāna ʻē aʻe a ʻaʻohe oʻu manawa e hoʻomaʻama maoli.
No laila ua ʻae wau e kaʻana i kēia leka. Aia kekahi mea e like me nā ʻanuʻu 12.
ʻIke wau he ala ʻuhane a ʻo kekahi o mākou ʻaʻole hoʻomana a i ʻole ka ʻuhane, akā ʻae nō wau e hōʻoia iā ʻoe ʻoe e KA MAKAʻI I MANU ANA, ʻĀwī wale nō ʻoe, e kuhi ʻoe me ka manaʻo e hana i nā mea e pono ai.
Makemake wau e hana i kahi kono BOLD, e noʻonoʻo nei ʻoe i kēia pou, IF you feel in you heart full of shit, just ignore this, But if you really CAN TELL that me I HONEST with you and I want NOHING but kou ʻāpono, e ʻoluʻolu e hoʻāʻo i kēia.
Hana ʻia nā Hana 12.
ʻO ka hopena ʻo MIRACULOUS.
Ua hauʻoli loa au a mahalo wau.
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