I kou wā ʻelemakule (iaʻu ma waena o 30 mau makahiki) M2P (masturbating 2 porn) a me ka ED e hele pū me ia e lilo i ʻino a ʻeli iā ʻoe i kahi lua nui. M2P no 10 mau makahiki, kūʻole. ʻO koʻu ʻano ma ke ʻano maikaʻi ʻole e like me nā haʻi ʻē aʻe. E ʻae wau e kau kālā ma luna. E noʻonoʻo e pili ana i kēlā kekona ... ..
I koʻu mau makahiki 30 mua, 4-5 mau makahiki i loko o kaʻu kuhi, hiki iaʻu ke loaʻa i kahi ola mau loa. Hiki iaʻu i kekahi manawa ke kūkulu aʻe me kahi kōkua wahine liʻiliʻi a moe kolohe. I nā manawa ʻē aʻe pono wau e huki iaʻu iho i kahi kūkulu. Weliweli kekahi moekolohe a hana wau i kūkulu no 2-5 mau minuke a i kekahi mau manawa he 20-25 mau minuke kaʻu. Akā ʻano laha ʻole ia no ke kū maoli ʻana. ʻO ka hapa nui o nā manawa ke hele nei i kahi semi-erect ma o ka huli ʻana a laila ke hele ʻana iaʻu iho e paʻakikī; A i ʻole nā manawa ʻē aʻe e ʻokiʻoki ana iaʻu iho e kūkulu i kūkulu.
ʻAʻole maopopo iaʻu ʻo M2P ke kumu o kaʻu ED a hiki i kahi makahiki ma mua o koʻu haʻalele ʻana. Ke hana nei au i ka ʻimi ma ED a ua hele mai au ma kēlā ʻaoʻao. HIT ME KEKAHI HANA O KAHIKI MAKANA. Ua manaʻo mau au ua hui pū ia me nā nūmau, masturbating nui loa. ʻAʻole loa wau i ʻike ʻo ia ʻo M2P a me kaʻepekema o Dopamine ke kumu o kaʻu ED.
Ke pā wau i kaʻu hala 30 mau makahiki ke hiki ʻole iaʻu ke kiʻi i kekahi ʻano o ke kūkulu kūlohelohe me kahi wahine, ʻaʻohe mea. Hoʻomaopopo wau i ka hālāwai ʻana me kahi wahine ma kahi pūnaewele pili pūnaewele. Ua hele pololei ʻo ia i koʻu wahi ma hope o ka hana no ka lou ʻana. ʻO kēia ka manawa mua a mākou e hui ai. Ua hōʻea ʻo ia, ua ʻapo mākou, a hele pololei ʻo ia i ka lua i ka lua. Ua hele mai ʻo ia i waho o ka lumipaku me ka ʻaʻahu ʻana i ka pāpale ʻeleʻele, nā stockings ʻeleʻele a me ke kāʻei garter a me nā heʻe kiʻekiʻe. Kiʻi i kēlā keonimana. A maikaʻi loa ʻo ia. ʻO wau e ʻōlelo, he mea pololei ʻole kēia mai kahi moemoeā. Mai kuhi hewa iaʻu, he nui loa koʻu ʻike i ka moekolohe, akā e hoʻohana nei i kēia me ke ʻano he laʻana maikaʻi.
No laila ua ʻae ʻo ia iaʻu e kiʻi i kekahi mau kiʻi, a laila hoʻomaka mākou e hana. ʻAe, i kēia manawa ua ʻeha a haki ka pili o kaʻu peni a ke hele ʻo ia i kona mau kuli e hāʻawi mai iaʻu i ka moekolohe ma koʻu lumi noho, ʻo 40% paha ka maikaʻi o kaʻu kūkulu ʻana. ʻO nā kāne, ma 38 mau makahiki, olakino, i ke ʻano maikaʻi, pono kaʻu kūkulu ʻana ma 120% me ka mea i loaʻa i mua o koʻu mau kuli. Ua pili ka wahine ma kahi o 40 mau minuke. Pono wau e kala iaʻu iho i kēlā me kēia manawa e paʻakikī. A ʻaʻole hiki iā ia ke holo iaʻu no ka mea inā kau ka wahine i luna iaʻu ʻaʻole wau e noho paʻakikī. ʻO ke ala maikaʻi loa iaʻu e noho paʻakikī ma hope o ka hoʻopaʻa ʻana iaʻu iho i ke kūkulu ʻana, he kaila ʻīlio. No nā makahiki 5 i hala iho nei o kaʻu porn ED, ʻaʻole hiki i kahi wahine ke holo iaʻu, no ka mea ʻaʻole hiki iaʻu ke noho paʻakikī.
He mea paʻakikī paha ka haʻalele ʻana i ka nānā ʻana i ka porn a hele i nā pūnaewele swingers me ka manaʻo e hiki iaʻu ke nānā a nānā i nā kiʻi a me nā kiʻi a ʻaʻole i masturbate iā lākou. E hala ana i kekahi mau lā, malia paha he hebedoma. I kekahi manawa hele wau i nā lā 16 me ka nānā ʻana i ka porn a me ka masturbating wale i kaʻauʻau, i ka moe, ka ua. Ma ka lā 15th o kēlā waiu masturbating. ʻAʻole hauʻoli, nele i ka leʻaleʻa. ʻAʻohe mea e hānai i koʻu lolo me kaʻu, ʻaʻohe porn, ʻaʻohe kiʻi o nā wahine ma nā pūnaewele swinger. Hāʻawi wau i loko a me ka masturbated i porn.
Pehea a i ka manawa hea wau i haʻalele ai? Hiki iaʻu ke noho ma aneʻi a haʻi iā ʻoe ua luhi wale wau iā ia. Ua hū aʻe kekahi mea i loko o koʻu manaʻo ua hiki i ka manawa no kahi loli. Malia paha he 10 mau makahiki o ka mea hōʻalo i ka hope loa i koʻu manaʻo. ʻAʻole maopopo iaʻu. Ua maopopo iaʻu ka manawa e haʻalele ai a ua ʻae pū koʻu lolo me aʻu. He mea leʻaleʻa ia, ʻae ua hoʻowalewale ʻia wau e nānā i ka porn a me nā mea ʻē aʻe āpau, akā ua hiki i koʻu lolo ke kāohi. Makemake wau he wahi huna kaʻu e haʻi aku iā ʻoukou i ka mea huna e haʻalele. Akā ʻaʻole au i manaʻo aia hoʻokahi. Pono ʻoe e hoʻonohonoho i kahi papahana nāu e haʻalele.
ʻO ka maʻalahi e hana ke nānā ʻole iā ia, maʻalahi ke kaomi ʻole iā ia a hele aku. Hana paha ʻoe i kēlā i nā manawa he 5 i ka lā a i ʻole 20 mau manawa i ka lā. Akā ʻo ka hele wāwae ʻana mai ia ka mea maʻalahi loa e hana. Makemake ʻoe e ʻike i nā mea paʻakikī e hana ai? ʻO ka mea paʻakikī e hana ʻo ka hana ʻole i ka porn ke nānā ʻoe iā ia. Hāʻawi wau iā ʻoe e masturbate ʻoe; inā ʻaʻole kēlā lā, akā ʻo ka lā aʻe.
ʻO Porn ED kahi mea hou i ka ʻepekema a me ke kaiāulu psychology, e hiki mai ka noiʻi nui ma ia mea i nā makahiki he 10 e hiki mai ana e like me ka ʻike o nā loea lapaʻau e hoʻomaka nei e hoʻopili i nā keiki i ka makahiki 15 a ke hoʻomohala nei i kahi hanauna o nā mea addict porn e hoʻomohala iā ED i kā lākou formative makahiki. E koho wau e hele mai ka porn pūnaewele me kahi pahu ʻeleʻele e hōʻike ana i ka hōʻino hiki ke hana ʻia e pili ana i ka moekolohe a me ka hilinaʻi iā ʻoe iho.
Manaʻo wau ua haʻalele wau iā M2P malia paha he 15 mau manawa i hoʻokahi makahiki ma mua o ka hiki iaʻu ke kīki i ka mea hōʻalo. ʻO kaʻoiaʻiʻo, i ka nānā ʻana, pono wau e hele a ʻike i kahi mea lapaʻau ke hiki ʻole iaʻu ke haʻalele i nā manawa mua ʻelua. E noʻonoʻo e kōkua paha iaʻu i ka haʻalele ʻana ma mua a kōkua iaʻu e hoʻomaopopo i ke kumu o ka hana ʻana i nā mea aʻu i hana ai iaʻu iho. E nā kānaka, ʻaʻohe oʻu hilahila e kamaʻilio e pili ana i kēia kolohe. Manaʻo ʻole e leka uila iaʻu inā he nīnau kāu mai kahi kāne aʻu e makemake ai e pili i ka ʻona ʻoi loa o M2P.
LINK - ʻO ke kaiāulu olakino kāne: ʻO ka nui loa o ka porn / masturbation ke kumu o ED
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