E ʻae ʻoe iaʻu e akāka mai ka hoʻomaka: ʻaʻole pono ʻoe i ka pmo, he ʻoiaʻiʻo he 30 mau lā i hoʻomaopopo iaʻu, ʻaʻohe ou mea e nalo ai, ʻoi aku ka maikaʻi ma mua o ka manaʻo 5 sec e hōʻino ai i kou ola 100 i mea ʻole.
eia kaʻu moʻolelo, ua lilo wau i mea addict i koʻu wā e manaʻo ana i ka 13 am i kēia manawa 20, ua hoʻomaka wau i ka porn ma mua, ua hoʻomaka wau mai ka nānā ʻana i nā hiʻohiʻona honi a hiki i ka porn koʻikoʻi loa o ko mākou i kēia lā, i ka wā i hoʻomaka wau ʻaʻole wau i ʻike i kekahi mea e hewa ai, ʻAʻole wau i ʻike he aha ia, ua hina wale wau ma luna ona, no laila no nā makahiki 2 mua ma waena o 13 - 15,
ʻAʻole wau i maopopo loa, ʻo ka ʻike wale nō i loaʻa iaʻu e pili ana i ka pmo mai kaʻu mau hoaaloha pū kekahi a naʻaupō a manaʻo ʻole he hewa me ia, i kēlā mau manawa ua pumeed wau me ka ʻole o ka hele ʻana i kahi lā me ka ʻole, ua huhū wau i kekahi mea hiki ʻole ke noʻonoʻo ʻia. e kiʻi i nā kikoʻī, i kekahi mea pmo-hiki, ua hana ia,
manaʻo wau ʻo 16 mau makahiki wau i hoʻomaka ai e hui me ka poʻe lōʻihi lōʻihi i haʻi mai iaʻu i ka ʻoiaʻiʻo maoli o ka mea maoli, ua ʻike wau i NoFap a puni kēlā manawa.
A ʻo ia ka hoʻomaka o kaʻu reboot, he gehena ia, ʻaʻole maʻalahi ia, hohonu hohonu wau, e hōʻoiaʻiʻo nei i koʻu lolo kolo i ka mea i hana ʻia no 3 mau makahiki ʻaʻole maikaʻi a pono e hoʻopau ʻia ʻaʻole maʻalahi, ʻo ia kahi mea e maopopo ai i kēlā me kēia,
ʻaʻohe ala maʻalahi e puka aku ai, no ke ʻano āu e hoʻohana ai, aia kahi manawa e hele ai ʻoe i ke poʻo wāwae me kou lolo, a ʻae wau i kēlā ʻoiaʻiʻo ʻaʻole wau i holomua, ʻo kaʻu mau kaha kiʻekiʻe i kēlā manawa manaʻo wau he 4 - 5 mau lā, i ka manawa i loaʻa iaʻu kahi hōʻoluʻolu aʻu i hāʻawi ai, ua hoʻomau ʻia kēia no nā makahiki,
Ua hele wau i nā wahi āpau a me nā wahi āpau, ua like wau me he mea lā ke lana wale nei wau i ka manawa, ua pili nui iaʻu, kaʻu mau aʻo ʻana i kaʻu mau pilina, me nā hoaaloha ʻelua a me ka ʻohana, inā ʻoe i manaʻo i ka pilina e like me nā kaikamahine NO no ka mea, ʻo kaʻu kumu e kamaʻilio ai i ka ʻokoʻa kāne / hilinaʻi ʻole he ʻole,
He zombie wau i kēlā me kēia ʻano o ka huaʻōlelo, i kēlā manawa pāʻani wau i ka soccer, e pāʻani ana me nā hoaaloha a i ʻole poʻe ʻike wau he Akua wau, ua pāʻani wau ma nā pae e like me messi a i ʻole ronaldo, ke hui pū wau i kahi hui kūloko semi-pro kahi ʻAʻole wau i ʻike i kekahi, ʻaʻohe koʻu hilinaʻi, me he mea lā ʻaʻole wau i pāʻani i ka pōpeku ma mua, ua hele a ʻaoʻao wau i koʻu ola holoʻokoʻa, ʻaʻohe mea i loaʻa iaʻu.
a laila ma hope o ka nui o ka hoʻokolokolo ʻana a kūleʻa ʻole, ua ʻae wau i kaʻu hopena, inā wau e kāohi i kēia, pono wau e hele āpau, ua hoʻomohala wau i kahi mantra kahi e haʻi ai iaʻu iho e hele maoli wau ma waena o gehena inā pono wau, a lanakila. ʻAʻole paʻakikī kēlā no ka mea he heloliʻi loa koʻu ola,
ʻo ia ka manawa i hoʻomaka wau e ʻike i ka hopena, no laila 20 mau makahiki i kēia manawa a ma 30 mau lā, a ke kahaha nei au, ʻaʻole wau he mea hilinaʻi nui i nā mana nui akā eia kekahi mau loli aʻu i ʻike ai / ʻike ai ʻaʻole hiki iaʻu ke nānā.
- ua maikaʻi koʻu ʻano holoʻokoʻa, ʻike wau i ka maikaʻi
- ua ʻike wau i ka hoʻonui ʻana o koʻu hilinaʻi, ke nānā pono nei wau i kahi mōʻī i kēia manawa, hiki iaʻu ke nānā i kekahi i ka maka, i kekahi manawa ke nānā nei wau i loko o kou ʻuhane (LOL)
- hana pinepine wau i loko o koʻu mau lā pmo a maikaʻi wau, akā i loko o kēia mau lā he 30 i hala iho nei, ʻaʻole wau i hana maoli no ke kula a me nā mea āpau, ua hana wau me ka liʻuliʻu a ke nānā nei au i ka haehae me he mea lā e kalai ana koʻu kino iā ia iho. , nānā wau iaʻu iho i loko o ke aniani i kēia kakahiaka a makemake wau, e like me ka understatement, aloha wau i ka mea aʻu e ʻike nei
-ʻike wau ʻaʻole wau e hāʻawi i kahi shit e pili ana i nā mea āpau, ʻaʻohe mea hou aʻe iaʻu, ʻo ka manaʻo wale nō aʻu e ʻike nei i kēia mau lā ke aloha, hāʻule maʻalahi wau i ka wahine ʻē aʻe, nā mea liʻiliʻi aʻu i ʻike ʻole ai ma mua. e like me ka lani iaʻu i kēia manawa, he ʻakaʻaka a kahi kaikamahine, a i ʻole ke ʻano o ka ʻōlelo ʻana a i ʻole ke ʻano a i ʻole hoʻomākeʻaka e kiʻi ai iaʻu e hāʻule no ke kaikamahine (pono wau e hoʻokau i kēlā)
- manaʻo wau ʻoi aku ka maikaʻi, wikiwiki a me ka mōakāka, ʻo ke ala wale nō e wehewehe ai i kēia, me he mea lā he hipa PC, ma hope o ka hemo ʻana a kāpae ʻana i nā faila junk, loaʻa ka nui o ka ram a me ka mana hana, manaʻo nui wau e like me Sherlock Holmes i kēia manawa
- ma muli paha o ka pōmaikaʻi ma luna aʻe, pāʻani wau i ka soccer a manaʻo wau ua ulu wau i ke ono o ka manaʻo, hele wau i ka dribble a me ka helu a ʻaʻole wau e hana ana i kēlā mau mea, e like me kaʻu e hoʻoholo nei i nā hoʻoholo milliseconds, e hoʻāʻo nei e decode no ke aha i neʻe i kēia ala, pehea wau i ʻike ai e hele ana kēia mea pale i kēlā ala, a ʻaʻole i hiki iaʻu ke wehewehe kūpono iā ia, hiki wale nō.
no laila ʻo ia ka mea i ʻike a hiki i kēia kiko
ke kū nei i kahi mea hōʻalo ma muli o ka maʻalahi ʻole o kēia, ʻo kaʻu ʻōlelo aʻo ka mea e pono ai no ʻoe, ʻaʻole holo pono paha ka hoʻolālā a B no B, ʻaʻole holo pono paha ka hoʻolālā a B no C, ʻaʻole mākou āpau i ke ʻano like, a me kekahi mea kōkua maoli iaʻu e wānana i kahi ʻiʻini a i ʻole hoʻi hou i mua o ka hana ʻana a pale i kāna mea hoʻoheheʻe, kōkua nui ia iaʻu a maʻalahi hoʻi i kaʻu reboot, ma hope o ka hana ʻana i kēlā me kēia mea e hōʻalo ai i nā mea hiki ke hoʻowahāwahā ʻia.
ʻAʻole kēia heihei kahi heihei, a hoʻomanaʻo i ka manawa mau o ka addict ʻaʻohe mea hiki ʻole ke kiʻi ʻia, ʻaʻole e makaʻu iā ʻoe akā manaʻo wau i hoʻokahi manawa a 30 mau lā, e nalo wale nā mea āpau e pili ana i ka pmo a hoʻowalewale hou ʻia wau, ʻaʻole pēlā. ʻo ia, ma ka liʻiliʻi ʻaʻole pehea iaʻu, ua ʻiʻini wau i kēia kakahiaka, ʻo ka kiko holoʻokoʻa o NoFap ka mea e ikaika ai a hiki i kahi o ka makemake ʻole e like me ka hawanawana.
ʻaʻole maopopo iaʻu inā e mae mau loa ia, akā maopopo wau ʻoi loa ka ikaika o ka gehena ma mua
Hiki i nā mea āpau ke loli, inā e heluhelu kekahi i kēia manawa i 2 mau makahiki i hala aku nei a haʻi mai iaʻu ua 30 mau lā, ʻaʻole wau e manaʻoʻiʻo he ʻano manuahi wau no ka manuahi, hiki i kēlā me kēia kanaka ke loli, hiki iā ʻoe āpau ke hana i kēia
e lawe wale i hoʻokahi lā i kēlā me kēia manawa, ʻaʻole kūkulu ʻia ʻo Roma i hoʻokahi lā, hiki iā ʻoe ke hana i kēia mau kāne, hiki iā ʻoe ke paʻi i kēia mea, ʻo ia ka holoholona maʻemaʻe āu i manaʻo ai, nā kāne laki maikaʻi.
LINK - ʻO ka huakaʻi hele a 20 mau makahiki
By ʻO Haywhy
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