Aloha kākou makemake wau e kaʻana aku i koʻu ʻike ma aneʻi a hāʻawi paha ʻo Idk i ka manaʻolana i kekahi. E hoʻomaka wau ma ka ʻōlelo ʻana he 23 koʻu mau makahiki; Ke nānā nei wau i ka porn mai koʻu manawa he 12-13. I ka mua, ua nānā au i kekahi manawa akā no nā makahiki he 4-5 i hala aku nei ua ʻoi aku paha ka mea i lilo i mea o kēlā me kēia lā a ʻoiai ʻaʻole wau i ʻike i ka ʻino aʻu e hana nei i koʻu lolo.
Ma mua o kēia makahiki e moe kolohe mua wau me kēia kaikamahine mai ke koleke ma hope o ka pō inu inu. Pōkole ka lōʻihi o ka moʻolelo ʻaʻole hiki iaʻu ke kiʻi aʻe, hilahila ia akā ua manaʻo māua ʻo ia nā mea inu a manaʻo wau ua luhi paha wau i ka hana ʻana i nā hana hoʻoikaika kino (gym, nā pāʻani kinipōpō he nui i kēlā pule, a pēlā aku. .).
I kēia manawa e noʻonoʻo wau ua moekolohe wau i kekahi mau manawa ma mua me nā kaikamahine ʻelua mai ka makahiki 19 a ʻaʻohe oʻu pilikia no laila ʻaʻole wau i hopohopo nui e like me kaʻu hilahila e pili ana. ʻO ka wikiwiki i mua o kekahi mau mahina ua hui wau i kēia kaikamahine nani e lilo i wahine aloha naʻu. Ua hoʻāʻo mākou e moekolohe a ʻaʻole hiki hou iaʻu ke ala aʻe. Ua haʻi wau iā ia ʻaʻole wau i ʻike i ka mea e hana nei.
I kēia manawa ua hopohopo wau no laila ua nānā au i ka mea e hiki ke hana a ʻike e pili ana iā PIED. Ua kū wau i ka hana kuʻi ʻana a me ka nānā pū ʻana i ka porn. He paʻakikī akā ua maopopo iaʻu he mea waiwai kēia kaikamahine a makemake wau e hoʻoponopono iaʻu iho nona e like me aʻu.
Ma hope o ʻelua mau mahina o nofap, (hoʻomanawanui ʻo ia ma waena o kā mākou hoʻāʻo ʻana e moekolohe i kēlā manawa i nā manawa he nui) ua loaʻa ka moekolohe a he mea kupaianaha ia.
I kēia manawa loaʻa wau i ka wahie wahala ka pōʻino pinepine a idk inā 100% hoola ʻia wau akā ʻike wau kokoke wau i kahi kokoke. ʻOi aku ka maikaʻi o koʻu ola holoʻokoʻa ʻike wau ʻaʻole pono wau i ka porn a i ʻole kekahi o kēlā.
Lana koʻu manaʻo e hiki nō hoʻi iā ʻoukou a pau nā hoahānau ke kūleʻa pū kekahi. E hoʻomanawanui a ʻike he kukui ma ka hope o ke ana.
I nā manawa he nui, makemake wau e haʻalele [Nofap]. E like me kaʻu i ʻōlelo aku ai iā ʻoe ua hoʻāʻo mākou e moekolohe a ʻaʻole hiki iaʻu, a ʻaʻole wau e ʻike i ka hopena o ka nofap, a me kaʻu papahō e loaʻa ana iaʻu ka makemake o ka ʻai ʻana e like me shit, luhi mau a nele i ka hoʻoikaika akā ua hoʻololi nā mea āpau. me kekahi manawa.
ʻO kaʻu ʻōlelo aʻo inā he kaikamahine āu e aloha ai e wehewehe iā ia i nā mea āpau iā ia, e hoʻomaopopo ʻo ia a ahonui inā he ʻoiaʻiʻo ia a e kōkua ʻo ia e kōkua i kou pilikia a e ulu ikaika ka pilina o ʻolua ma muli o ia. Aloha maikaʻi e nā hoa.
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