That day on 2/17/15, for no particular reason, I decided to stop fapping. So I stopped fapping for a week. I thought I’d beat the previous high of 20 days. Then I reached 20 days, I thought maybe go for the first star. Then when I got the first star, I figured, since I had gone this far, I might as well go for the second star. Then when I got the second star, since I had gone this far, I might as well keep going and get the third star. After getting the third star, I figured, since I had gone this far, I might as well go for the triple digits.
There we go, folks. These are the things I am doing differently.
- I signed up and started going through fortifyprogram.org. I highly recommend it. It costs $35 if you are over 18, and it is worth it.
- Mindfulness medication. This has been a game changer. The urge surfing meditation in particular has been pure gold. It has saved my ass many times.
- With time away from the Internet, I have taken steps to rekindle friendships with about 5 people in the past 100 days. I had forgotten how much I love them and how much they love me. Gone is self-pity. I love and I am loved.
Life is beautiful, folks. You have to live it and feel it. You have to feel life’s sadness as well as joys to live it to its fulness. Porn and fapping get in the way of doing just that.
edit: Forrest Gump reference
LINK - Triple digits! Over 100 days reached. Feeling like Forrest Gump (xpost /r/nofap)
by suntower_guy
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