Why do I say this? Because ever since I started PMO-ing heavily, I haven’t been able to have relationships. I could only interact with people that I had a relationship with prior to PMO. I did manage to get 2 girlfriends but both dumped me within 3 weeks because I was a good boyfriend but then randomly I would become like the ice-man. They couldn’t trust me!
Now that I haven’t masturbated in 33 days, I am full of affection for pretty much everyone I talk to, unless they remind me of bad days. But I’m not great at showing that affection because I’ve lived like the ice-man for so many years. But the things they do and say stir me at my core, like back in the old days. My mind is primed for relationships once again, especially longing for a woman, now all I gotta do is figure out how to get the ice-man’s influence out of my head. Fuckin goddamn porn and chronic masturbation nearly killed me!
LINK - In convinced that a heavy PMO habit literally makes you incapable of relationships
by gallagher222
A FEW DAYS EARLIER – Et ass verréckt wéi Porno Gebrauch guer net um Radar vun de meeschten vun eisen Elteren ass
I’ve been a chronic masturbator since my teens. I didnt see a hell of a lot of porn in high school due to having to use the family computer but I saw my fair share, being sneaky and fapping later to the images burned into my brain. But once I got out of high school and had my own laptop I went nuts.
Hours and hours of porn everyday and my twice a day masturbation habit exploded to five times a day. I chose to live by myself and masturbate and smoke weed as much as possible. Obviously my mental health deteriorated tremendously. Later I moved back into my parents house but didn’t let that stop me from being on my laptop for porn as much as possible. My parents were on my case all the time for being unproductive. But they literally thought I was just lying in my bed watching YouTube videos and such. Porn was not on their radar at all.
Zënter datt ech nofap entdeckt hunn, hunn ech masturbéieren a porno opgehalen a fille mech sou vill besser datt ech bal jiddereen gesot hunn, ech weess iwwer meng chronesch Masturbatioun a Porno benotzt a wéi ech et fäerdeg bruecht hunn. Dorënner meng Elteren. Ech hunn ëmmer ugeholl datt se woussten datt ech op Porno süchteg wier a wollt et just net unerkennen. Awer et stellt sech eraus datt se wierklech keng Ahnung haten! Et ass wéi wann se keng Porno Gewunnecht verstinn, well se am Fong ouni Porn opgewuess sinn. Si hunn ni d'Punkte verbonnen a wuertwiertlech just geduecht datt ech faul wier. Ech war net liddereg, ech war süchteg a mäi Gehir war vun der konstanter Masturbatioun gedämpft.
Well ech Porno a MO ophalen, hunn ech Null Loscht just ronderëm ze léien wéi fréier. Ech hätt dat ni gemaach wann et net fir d'Porno gewiescht wier. Meng Mamm huet vun engem Jong säi Frënd geschwat, deen 29 ass an näischt mat sengem Liewe gemaach huet, nach ëmmer doheem wunnt an déi ganz Nuecht um Computer verbréngt. Erëm, seng Elteren hu keng Verbindung mat Porno benotzt gemaach, se mengen just hie wier liddereg an un de Computer gekoppelt. Ech war wéi „Hallo ?! Et ass Porno !!!! ” a meng Mamm war wéi "wierklech? Dir mengt?"
Kuerz, déi meescht vun der aler Generatioun huet kee Konzept vu Porno Gewunnechten / Sucht. Hir Kanner si süchteg drun an d'Elteren hu keng Ahnung well se hir Käpp einfach net ronderëm dës ganz Porno Saach wéckele kënnen. Si sinn net a Verweigerung, se denken wuertwiertlech just ni drun. Déi eenzeg déi verstinn sinn déi mat Porno Gebrauchserfarung an dat ass rar mat der aler Generatioun. Si hu vläicht déi komesch Haut Mag am Dag kaaft awer dat ass näischt am Verglach mat der Galaxie vu Porno déi hir Kanner kucken, wahrscheinlech all Dag. Et ass traureg, well et gi vill frustréiert Elteren dobaussen, déi just vun hiren onproduktive Jongen verwonnert sinn. Wa se d'Anatomie vun enger Porno-Gewunnecht verstanen hunn, géif et wierklech vill Famillje vill Trauer spueren.
by gallagher222
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