Age 28 - I have my life back

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Hey all I am very proud to say that I am just over a month with no porn it has been a bit of a struggle but I'm here!

A small bit of back story about me, I have been watching porn for 15 years I was shocked when I done the maths it really woke me up to the problem. I have. Beautiful fiancé and a baby that I have come so close to losing so many times because I kept lying about porn and hiding it. This has been a habit from my youth clear the history etc.

I have made my own plan for recovery here I have not gone hardcore mode hats off to people who can in the last month other then sex I have masturbated twice (no porn) at first I really beat myself up over this but my problem was porn and excessive fapping I am restricting myself to once a week max. Guys with young families will know sex is not as available with a baby on hand.

But all in all I am better and happy it has improved my life tenfold all I will say is be strict with yourself but don't feel you need to be a monk we are human we have sexual needs it’s just a matter of getting things back to normal levels focus on what was the biggest problem. Good luck all and stay strong

 

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by martyg