Age 20 - More energy, more social, porn is now "meh"

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Finally reached 90 days of hard mode after 2 attemps, and I decided to end the streak with honesty and went in for the fap. 90 days was always the goal for me, and I felt I had "earned" the right to end the streak on my terms instead of suddenly failing on some edgy trip to web or some other thing and feeling like shit.

I felt the benefits of NoFap pretty soon. I tent to have more energy, and be more social. I also started to hit the gym regularly, but both these have been on my mind way before I even heard or thought about NoFap.

Now after ending the streak, I noticed something I haven't heard a lot about, and that it is the fact that porn now feels kinda.. off. Ofcourse, it still gets its "job" done, but now it feels very meh overall. The overall feeling after pleasuring myself also doesn't feel that amazing, something meh like with the porn. I don't regret or feel bad afterwards. I feel like this may actually be a more permanent effect that NoFap did on me.

I dont know what the future holds, but I'm pretty sure I'm not going to be so harsh to myself about these things after this streak.

I'm glad that I did this, and I feel pretty confided now that I have understood the dangers of fapping, especially to porn. I feel like this NoFap thing won't be going anywhere and I still keep on subscribing this subreddit.

Stay strong fellas, You can do it!

I first heard about NoFap and laughed it off one night. Then my YouTube recommended me some NoFap videos for some weird reason (like one of those random videos you get "recommended" every now and then) and actually watched some of them, can't remember what exactly.

After that video I started to think about masturbating and shit and decided to try it, mostly to challenge myself. The "enlightment" came some time down the road and decided to take it more seriously.

So in short, mostly to challenge myself after some thoughts.

I turn 21 this spring and first started to fap when I was 10 to 12, can't remember exactly.

LINK - 90 Days in, and ended it on my terms.

By Mojo_GG