Nkhani Zobwezeretsa Edeni 3 ndi gawo la mndandanda wa masamba 8 wokhala ndi akaunti zazifupi.
Kwa nthawi yaitali, nkhani zambiri za ED zimayang'ana Kubwezeretsanso Mauthenga ndi Zowonekera Pakadali Kubwezeretsanso Blogs & Zingwe
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Ndinkaona Kuti Ndikupatsani Chiyembekezo
Hei aliyense, ndimangoganiza kuti ndisiya kuti ndipereke zosintha. Eya, inali pafupi ndi miyezi ya 4 ya PMO popanda ine, ndipo ndili ndi malingaliro oganiza bwino kwambiri ndakhala ndikuganiza ngati ndikuyenera kuyesedwa kuti ndiwone momwe ndasinthira pa nthawi imeneyi popanda PMO. Kotero, usiku watha ine ndinaganiza zodzitonza maliseche ndisanagone. Chophimba chofunika apa ndi chakuti sindinagwiritse ntchito zolaula (mwachiwonekere) kapena malingaliro amtundu uliwonse. Dzanja langa lokha, ndi kukwapula kwakukulu pa izo. Palibe amodzi omwe amachititsa anthu ambiri omwe amatsutsa maliseche.
Cholinga cha mayeserowa chinali kuwona ngati ndingakhale wolimba popanda zoyeserera zakunja kupatula kumverera. Nditangoyamba kumene ulendowu, ndinawerenga malipoti angapo pomwe chisonyezo chabwino chakuchira chinali kutha kuseweretsa maliseche ndikungomva dzanja lanu. Chabwino, ndinadabwa kwambiri kuyesera izi. Ndinali wovuta pambuyo pamasekondi a 2, ndipo ndikutanthauza zovuta kwambiri. Sindinakhaleko nthawi yayitali pagawoli. Ndinali kuyembekezera yankho linalake popanda zolaula kapena zongopeka, ndipo wow ndikuganiza yankho lake linali lochuluka kwambiri.
Sindinakhale wotsimikiza, komabe, chifukwa sindinachite maliseche pafupifupi miyezi 4. Mwina sindinakhalitse chifukwa sindinachite izi kwakanthawi. Ndinaganiza zoyesanso lero, nthawi ino ndi kondomu. Ndisanapeze zotsatira, ndiyenera kunena kuti panalibe zotsatira "zoyendetsa" usiku watha. Palibe chikhumbo chowonera zolaula kapena kuganizira zolaula lero. Chabwino, gawoli lero linali lothamanga ngati masiku apitawa. Sindinaike kondomu pamavuto, ndinali yovuta kwambiri kale komanso pambuyo pake, ndipo sindinakhale ndi vuto lomaliza ndi kondomu. Zochita za kegel zimaperekanso malipiro. Ndinawona kukomoka kovuta kwambiri pomwepo, ndipo zinali zosavuta kudziletsa ndekha mpaka pomwepo kuposa zomwe ndimakumbukira m'mbuyomu. Izi ziyenera kukondweretsa atsikana amtsogolo
Ndinkafunitsitsa chizindikiro chodzidalira kuti ndikumakhala bwino ndisanagone ndi mayi, ndipo ndikuganiza kuti izi zandipatsa. Ndikuwona izi ngati zopambana, ndipo nthawi zonse mumakonda kukhala ndi kukumbukira kwanu kwaposachedwa kuposa kuchita bwino. Sindidzadwalanso kapena kuseweretsa maliseche, makamaka ndikukonzekera kuyimiranso kwakanthawi (mwina mwezi). Ndikudziyang'anitsitsa m'masiku ochepa otsatirawa pazotsatira zilizonse zoyipa monga kufunitsitsa kuwonera zolaula. Pakadali pano ndilibe chilichonse chomwe ndi chabwino.
Mwina ubongo wanga wadzichiritsa wokha koma sindidziwa mpaka chibwenzi changa chotsatira. Ndikusuntha mwezi umodzi kotero sindikuyang'ana madeti pakadali pano popeza ndili ndi vuto logonana (ndiye mutu wina) ndipo sindikufuna kuyambitsa chibwenzi kenako nkusiya boma. Ndikulankhula ndi mtsikana yemwe amakhala pafupi ndi komwe ndikhala, ndikukhulupirira kuti nditha kuyambitsa mayeso omaliza posachedwa ndili ndi izi zoti ndinene, mantha anga asintha chifukwa cholephera kukhala ndi chiyembekezo chokhala kwakanthawi zokwanira.
Ndinganene kuti ndachiritsidwa kwambiri tsopano. Tinapita masiku 30 opanda P & M (mmbuyo momwe - onani zolemba zoyambirira) koma tsopano M pafupipafupi, mwina kamodzi pa sabata, koma osawonera zolaula. Porn ndiye wakupha weniweni pano IMHO. Komanso, ngati makondomu akupha zomwe mwasankha, onetsetsani kuti muli ndi kukula koyenera! Anga anali omangika kwambiri ndikudula magazi, motero ndinapeza akulu. Ngati akumva zolimba, mwina ndi!
Ndikuwona kuti milungu isanu ndi umodzi osati P & M ndiyeno M kamodzi pa sabata ayenera kuwongolera amuna ambiri bwino!
Zizindikiro za kusintha kwa PIED?
Hei anyamata kotero ndakhala ndikulimbana ndi PIED kwakanthawi tsopano. Msungwana womaliza yemwe ndinali naye ndimatha kungodzuka akandiwombera koma mphindi yomwe ndimayika kondomu imangoti khuma. Ndine 22 tsopano ndipo ndakhala ndikuwonera zolaula zapaintaneti kwambiri kuyambira ndili ndi zaka 13. Pakadali pano patsiku la 56 la hardmode pakadali pano, ngakhale ndidawonapo chithunzi cha maliseche kangapo paulendowu. Posachedwa kwambiri ndakhala ndikupeza ma boners ovuta kwambiri omwe ndidakhala nawo kuyambira ndili mwana kusukulu yasekondale. Kodi pali amene angandiuze ngati ichi ndi chizindikiro kuti PIED yanga ikuchiritsidwa pang'onopang'ono? Ndingakonde kumva za nkhani zanu ndi zokumana nazo.
Achiritsidwa! Koma nkhani yatsopano
Momwemo ndimachiritsidwa ndikugonana pafupipafupi koma nkhani yanga yatsopano ndikutaya msanga msanga, ndimatha pafupifupi mphindi 2-3 ndipo mwina pang'ono ndikamagonananso ngati theka la ola pambuyo pake, ndimangoganiza ngati izi zipita kapena ine muyenera kuchita kanthu?
Ndasowa kulowa pa 120, ndimaganiza kuti ndidumpha mpaka 150 koma china chake chodziwika chidachitika posachedwa. Chiyambi: Ndine 40 ndipo ndikuchita nofap kuchiza ED. Ndinali mtundu wosungulumwa wamuyaya wopanda zachiwerewere. Ndakhala ndi SO kwakanthawi ndipo nthawi zonse timagwiritsa ntchito ma ED kuti tigonane. Pambuyo masiku 90 sindinayambirenso kuti ndizipitirirabe.
Ndili ndi ED koma SO yanga inatha kundichotsa tsiku lina. Izi zinali zisanachitikepo kale, mtsikana akundichotsa pamanja, chifukwa chake ndimatcha kupita patsogolo kumeneko. Ndikuyambanso kupeza zokhazokha zokhazokha, palibe zovuta zonse komabe.
Komabe, khalani mmenemo abale, zimakhala zosavuta mukamayenda, koma tiyenera kukhala tcheru!
Tsiku 10: Chikumbutso cha Washington
Wokondwa kwambiri ndi zotsatirazi, sindinayambe ndamuwonapo mwana wanga wamwamuna wamng'ono komanso wowoneka bwino. Khalani olimba zimangokhala bwino!
Masabata seveni lerolino opanda mb mb kapena p. Masabata asanu kuti apite, Ndine sooo, ndimakhumudwa ndi zachiwerewere zomwe zimandipangitsa misala. Ndikuwona zotsatira zakupha. Njirayi imagwiradi ntchito. Zomwe ndiyenera kuchita ndikungoganiza za mchitidwe wogonana ndipo zimakhala zovuta… zovuta kuposa momwe zinalili kale… ndipo izi zinali zolimbikitsa thupi. Zotsatira zake ndi zabwino kwambiri, ndipo ndikudziwa kuti ndiumaliza ndipo sindidzabwereranso, koma ndizokwiyitsa kwambiri chifukwa chosatha kuwononga. Moona mtima njirayi imavuta kwambiri pakadutsa nthawi, mukuwona zotsatira zabwino sabata iliyonse. Ndipo ngati ndili ndi zotsatirazi zabwino tsopano lingalirani momwe zidzakhalire ndikamaliza miyezi yonse itatu ya 3, koma kukhumudwa kumamanga ndikumanga. Gawo lovuta silikhala kutali ndi zolaula sikuti ndi mbing. Ndikudziwa kuti uthengawu uli ndi vuto koma ndimangofuna penapake pomwe ndingatumize zokhumudwitsa zanga- haha. Khalani olimba anyamata, ndikuwonani tsidya lina.
Maliseche si nkhani yonse, kapena gawo lalikulu kwambiri la nkhaniyi. Ndingakhale wokonzeka kubetcha ndalama zomwe amuna ambiri amadziseweretsa maliseche, m'malo mopanda izi. Chotsani zolaula komanso maliseche zimatsika. Ndakhala amadziwikiranso kuti kugonana popanda zolaula sikungakhale koopsa kwa kugonana. Ndi zolaula komanso kuseweretsa maliseche zomwe zimapha libido.
(Zaka 20) 17-20 ali ndi zambiri. Ngakhale pakhala pali mavoti mazana atatu okha pazomwe zitha kukhala masauzande eyiti kuphatikiza. Ngakhale panali mavoti awiri okha. Ndikadakhalabe wodabwitsidwa kwathunthu.
Kuyambira pomwe ndinali 15 mpaka miyezi 3 yapitayo (pomwe ndidazindikira nofap) ndimaganiza kuti munthu yekhayo amene akukumana ndi mavutowa ndi ine ndekha. Ndikudziwa kuti ndi kinda kuti ndikhulupirire izi, koma mwana wachinyamata yemwe ali ndi vuto la erectile samamvekanso. Ndine wokondwa komanso wothokoza kuti ndapeza nofap chifukwa ndimatha kusiya zolaula zomwe zidandichititsa zaka 5. Ndizosangalatsa kukhala ndi chithandizo chonse pano.
Monga munthu amene amaletsa kusiyana pakati pa nthawi yolaula pa Intaneti, komanso nthawi yolaula, ndimatha kukuuzani kuti ndinalibe vuto lililonse kuphatikizapo kugonana ndi maliseche pazochitika zanga kuyambira kumayambiriro mpaka zaka za m'ma 90ties. Nditayamba kulowa zolaula pa intaneti kumapeto kwa zaka za m'ma XNUMXies ndikulowa m'malo opumira, ndipamene vuto langa lidayamba. Kuthamangitsidwa mochedwa kunali vuto lalikulu: sindinathenso kutulutsa chilakolako chogonana m'kamwa ndipo nthawi zina ndimavutika ndimaliseche. Ndidadzipeza ndekha ndikuseweretsa maliseche nditagonana ndi mkazi wanga chifukwa sindinathe kuchoka kwina, ndipo nthawi zina ngakhale kuseweretsa maliseche sikunayende bwino. M'nthawi isanakwane pa intaneti, pomwe ndimangokhala ndi malingaliro a malingaliro anga, kuseweretsa maliseche ndichinthu chomwe ndimachita pafupipafupi, koma zolaula zothamanga zidasintha chilichonse - ndimazichita kangapo patsiku. Ngati sindimamva ngati kuseweretsa maliseche, koma ndikufuna kuthana ndi nkhawa kapena kugona, zolaula zimandithandiza kuti ndidzuke. Ndinadzipezanso ndikuyang'ana zolaula ndisanagonane ndi mkazi wanga, kuti ndiwuke chifukwa sakanatha kundichitira. Nditachotsa zolaula ku equation (zomwe sizinali zophweka), pafupipafupi maliseche anga adatsika ndipo moyo wanga wogonana udakula.
Ndikhoza kunena mosakayikira kuti inachiritsa zolaula zanga zinachititsa ED. Ndakhala ndi masiku 90 masiku angapo, ndipo ndidapitilira 100 posachedwa. Ndikhoza kugonana ndi mkazi wanga kangapo kamodzi madzulo ndipo sindikhala ndi vuto lokonzekera. Ndinali ndi mavuto a ED zaka zambiri ndisanapeze tsamba la YBOP. Ndakhalanso pazaka zopitilira 2 tsopano. Chaka changa choyamba chinali kulimbana kwenikweni, ndipo sindinachiritsidwe kwathunthu ku ED mpaka chaka chatha.
Ndinali ndi mankhwala a Cialis zaka zingapo zapitazo ndipo sindinkakonda kugwiritsa ntchito. Ngakhale kupita kukaonana ndi dokotala kunandichititsa manyazi kwambiri chifukwa pansi ndikuganiza kuti ndimadziwa kuti ndi PMO yemwe amayambitsa vutoli, ndipo izi zinali zisanachitike ndidakumana ndi yourbrainonporn.com.
Lolani aliyense,
Ndikufuna ndikukonzeketseni mkhalidwe wanga, monga ndikuganiza kuti zingakhale zolimbikitsa kwa ena a inu. Ndiyesetsa kuyisunga mwachidule komanso mosavuta kuwerenga.
Ndinazindikira ulusiwu pa 3rd ya Januware - tsiku lomwe ndidatumiza koyamba - ndipo tsiku lomwelo ndidaganiza zopita kwa miyezi iwiri osakhala ndi zolaula kapena maliseche. Ndipo ndinatero; 2 ndi theka miyezi kukhala yolondola.
Munthawi imeneyi libido yanga inali yosinthika kwambiri. Nthawi zambiri kunalibe, koma, milungu iliyonse ya 3 kapena apo, imafikira pamlingo wosafikapo ndipo ndimamverera modabwitsa (kungokhala wamaliseche kusamba kungandipangitse kukhala Wovuta kwambiri). Izi zitha kukhala masiku 3-4, kenako libido kubwerera ku zero. Ndimakumbukira kuti ndinali wachisoni pa izi. "Ndi chiyani choti mupewe, ngati libido yanga ili ngati 90% ya nthawiyo?"
Pambuyo pa nthawiyi ndinabwerera kunyumba (ndinali kugwira ntchito kunja), zomwe zikutanthauza kuti ndibwerere kwa bwenzi langa. Ndipo zinthu zina zomwe zimabwereranso ndikumverera kwanyumba yanga yoyesedwa, nkhawa komanso malingaliro ofuna kudzipha ndisanakumane naye, ndi zina zambiri.
Chizindikiro choyamba cha kusintha chinali libido. Kuyambira pokhala pamwamba pamasabata onse a 3, idayamba kukhala yaikulu mlungu uliwonse.
Kenako, pa 2 Epulo, ndiwo masabata awiri apitawo, chinthu chodabwitsa kwambiri chidachitika. Potsutsana ndi zomwe ndimayembekezera, ndikutsatira madzulo okayikira komanso malingaliro olakwika ngakhale tili nawo), ine ndi bwenzi langa tidagonana ... Ndikutanthauza kulowa. Nditapusitsika pabedi mbolo yanga inali yolimba kwambiri. Adakumanabe kuyika pang'ono, koma atangochita ndikuyamba kuyenda chokwera ndi chotsika, zinali zosangalatsa - ndidajambulidwa mphindi 2. Kwa inu nonse omwe simunayeseko izi, ndikukuuzani kuti kupwetekedwa kwa nyini kumatha kukhala chinthu chabwino kwambiri. Zili ngati zidamangidwa kuti mbolo ituluke.
Zitatha izi libido yanga inapitiliza kwa nthawi yaitali. Zinali zovuta sabata yatha, ndipo Lachisanu ndinakumana ndi bwenzi langa, ndipo tinapezanso kugonana kosangalatsa kwambiri. Yokanidwa kawiri, nthawi yachiwiri chifukwa cholowera. Mmawa wotsatira, ine ndinali ndi imodzi mwa mitengo yayikulu kwambiri yomwe ine ndinayamba ndakhala nayo. Mphamvu ya libido ndi nkhuni zamphamvu zakhala zikupitiliza kumapeto kwa sabata ndi lero.
Iyi ndi nkhani mpaka pano. Nazi mfundo zanga zazikulu:
1) Nthawi yolaula ya miyezi ya 2 komanso kusasula ziwoneka ngati kofunikira kuti munthu ayambe kuchira. Zinali zovuta nthawi zina, koma ndimatha kudzidziwa ndekha kuti ndichite. Ndinali wotanganidwa ndi zinthu zina panthawiyo, zomwe zinathandiza maganizo anga kupeŵa malingaliro.
2) Munthawi imeneyi, libido idawonetsa zikhalidwe zabwino kwambiri, kuyambira rocket rocket mpaka kunalibe. Ndikukhulupirira kuti izi ndi zachilendo ndipo zimangokhala momwe thupi limasinthira mwadzidzidzi poyambitsa P & M.
3) Pambuyo pa miyezi iwiri, libido ikuwoneka kuti ibwerera mwakale, yomwe ndiyokwera, kapena nthawi yayitali kwambiri. Kusintha kwakukulu komwe ndidazindikira ndikuti, chifukwa cha zolaula, atsikana ambiri mumsewu amawoneka okongola ndipo adangondipangitsa kuti ndigone nawo. Izi sizinachitike monga momwe ndimaonera zolaula. Ndipo ndimadzimva kukhala wokonzeka kulandira ndi kusangalala ndi thupi la mtsikana “wabwinobwino,” ndipo ndimakhala womasuka kwambiri ndi thupi langa.
4) Pambuyo pa miyezi iwiri, ndinayambiranso zolaula kamodzi kokha, ndipo tsopano ndikufuna kupitiliza nthawi yayitali popanda izi. Ponena za kuseweretsa maliseche, ndakhala ndikuzichita kamodzi pa sabata. Ndikuganiza kuti izi sizowopsa, zitha kukhala zopindulitsa "kupitiriza makina kugwira ntchito"; ngakhale ndimatha kupitilira pang'ono, nenani milungu iwiri kapena iwiri iliyonse. Ndikachita maliseche, ndimagwiritsa ntchito pang'ono kuti ndisawononge mbolo.
5) Kukhala ndi bwenzi lomuthandizira kunali kofunika; ndizothandiza kwambiri ngati munthu apambana ndipo, ngati zizindikiro za nkhawa zilipo, monga momwe zinalili, ndikukhulupirira ndizofunikira. Adanenetsa kuti ayimirira pafupi nane ndipo sanandikakamize. Kuphatikiza apo, amakhala yekha (makolo ake amakhala atachokapo nthawi zambiri), zomwe zikutanthauza kuti titha kugwiritsa ntchito malo ake pamaulendo athu apakatikati opezera zogonana, popanda zovuta.
Ndiye mfundo yanga ndi yotani?
Mfundo yanga ndiyakuti ndizotheka, anyamata. Sindikuganiza kuti ndatulukanso m'nkhalango, koma ndikumva bwino kwambiri. Chinsinsicho ndikupeza msungwana, kuyimitsa kuseweretsa maliseche kwa miyezi 2 ndikumachita izi pafupipafupi (pafupipafupi zimadalira munthuyo, cholinga chake ndikukhala ndi libido yanu), komanso kupewa zolaula, ngati zingatheke kosatha. Kwanthawizonse. Zonse zomwe amachita ndizovulaza.
MUNGACHITE.
Ndili tsiku 70. Ndikayang'ana m'mbuyo ndekha moona mtima, ndiyenera kuvomereza kuti pomwe ndimayamba ntchitoyi mwina ndinali wokonda kwambiri "kuchita" kachiwiri. Ndinkafuna libido yanga yowonongeka, ndipo ndinkafuna kukhala wokonzeka kuchitapo kanthu.
Koma lero, patadutsa miyezi iwiri, ndapeza kuti libido yanga sikukwiya.
Ndimamva chisoni kwambiri, chifukwa ndili ndi gawo lachinyamata limene ndimakonda kwambiri kuganizira za mkazi aliyense amene ndakomana naye, ndikupitirizabe kuona zithunzi zolaula zomwe ndimakonda, ndikukongoletsa, kukongoletsa, ndikumverera monga ndinasungunuka chifukwa ndinali wotentha kwambiri.
Ndikuwona tsopano — zonse zomwe zinali zachichepere. Ndi achichepere kukhala otanganidwa kwambiri ndi kumasulidwa kwa chiwerewere. Pambuyo pake, malingaliro onse amasanduka nthunzi, ndipo ngati simukukonda munthu amene muli naye, mumazindikira msanga m'maso mwawo, chifukwa fumbi la mngelo lomwe linakonkhedwa ponseponse ndi mamiliyoni a zaka zosinthika likupita… .POOF… ndipo mukuyang'ana moyo weniweni, womwe siwowoneka bwino nthawi zonse komanso wosangalatsa.
Kwa inu achichepere okwapula, "fumbi la angelo" ndi mankhwala, ndipo ndikuganiza kuti ndibwino kuganiza zodzutsa ngati mankhwala. Chifukwa imasokoneza zenizeni. Ndipo ife oyambiranso tonse tinayamba kuzolowera. Ndipo kenako kuzolowera. Ndipo zina mwazinthu zofunikira mthupi zidasokonekera, ndichifukwa chake tonse tili pano tikucheza patsamba lino.
Koma mfundo ndiyakuti, ndimamva ngati milingo yanga ndi madzulo kwanthawi yoyamba m'moyo wanga, ndipo ubale wanga ndi chikhalidwe changa chogonana ukusintha kukhala bwinoko. “Hei, kugonana sikunayenera kumeza umunthu wanga wonse! Ndi gawo chabe la moyo! ”
Osadandaula, horndogs. Makina amabweranso ngakhale mutakhala a pansy ngati ine. Masiku ano, nthawi zina ndimayenera kukhala mgalimoto kwa mphindi kapena ziwiri ndikafika kwinakwake chifukwa, ndili wokonzeka kuchita kanthu. Zinthu zamtunduwu sizinachitike kwanthawi yayitali. Zinthu zina zimachitikanso, koma sindilemba zonsezi, chifukwa sichofunikira kwambiri padziko lapansi.
Khalani pamenepo ndipo mukafika kumeneko. Khalani atcheru za izi. Ndikukhulupirira kuti mupezanso ndalama zatsopano, chifukwa mudzakhala olimba, komanso omasuka ndi inu nokha, ndikudziyang'anira nokha, ndipo, amuna, izi ndizabwino kwambiri.
[Owonjezera] Ine ndikuganiza kuti nthawi yayitali ya kudziletsa kwathunthu ndiyo njira yabwino yopitira. Ndinachita zinthu mosadzidzimutsa kuti chinthu choyambiracho chinayambiranso. Ndikuchita PMO kapena MO kwa masiku angapo, pita sabata limodzi kapena awiri popanda. Mobwerezabwereza kwa chaka chimodzi kapena kuposa. Sanawone bwino konse. Ndikuganiza kuti zakhala zovuta kwambiri.
Sindinayambe kumva ngati zinthu zikuchira mpaka nditasiya PMO ndikudutsa nthawi yayitali. Patatha mwezi umodzi kapena apo ndidayamba kuwona zosintha zina zabwino. Tsopano ndatsala ndi miyezi iwiri ndikusintha kwambiri.
(Tsiku 44) Tsiku lililonse, zomwe ndimapanga m'mawa zimakhala zolimba. Ndikadzuka, ndimakhala woledzera ndi kuluma. Uku ndikumverera kwatsopano kwathunthu kwa ine; Sindinamvepo motere. Ndikadzuka manja anga amakhala pawokha koma ndimadzilamulira ndekha ndikupewa kuseweretsa maliseche. Patsiku 40 ndinali ndi erection yolimba kwambiri yomwe sindingakumbukirepo kukhala nayo m'moyo wanga. Zinali ZOFUNIKA KWAMBIRI !!! Mwamwayi, sindinathe kukana chilakolako changa chodziseweretsa maliseche, ndipo ndinapita ku zolaula (palibe zolaula). Tsiku lonselo, ndipo ndidamva kuti mahomoni anga akusewera ndi zomwe ndikumva. Ndinali wokhumudwa komanso wosasangalala patsiku la 41, pafupifupi wokhumudwa pang'ono. Awa ndi malingaliro omwe sindinakhaleko kuyambira pomwe ndidayamba vutoli, koma tsopano ndikayang'ana m'mbuyo pa moyo wanga pomwe ndinali PMOing ndinali mmenemo kwambiri. Chisangalalo changa chinafika tsiku la 42 ndipo ndikuganiza kuti nthawi idangodutsa kuyambira nthawi imeneyo chifukwa zikuwoneka kuti lero ndi tsiku la 44. Ndidadzukanso ndikumangidwanso lero ndipo sindinathe kungoseka mokweza. Ndikumva kuti ndine wopweteketsa mtima kwambiri, moyo suyenera kukhala wophweka chonchi, koma ulidi choncho ndipo yankho lake linali pomwepo pamaso panga nthawi yonseyi !!! DOH =)
[Zambiri] Ndikuganiza kuti ndidakali munthawi yanga yolunjika, ngakhale ndikuyamba kuwona kuwala kumapeto kwa mseuwo. Ndine 1000% ndadzipereka kusagwiritsa ntchito zolaula. Moona mtima, sindinathe kudzipangira ndekha tsopano, nditawona kusintha komwe kuleka kwabweretsa. Nditadzuka ndikumangirira, ndimangofunika kupeza kumasulidwa. Sindingathe kukumbukira kuti ndidakhala ndi erection yolimba, ndipo sindimadziwa choti ndichite nayo. Ndikapitiliza njirayi ndikuganiza kuti ndiphunzira momwe ndingapirire. Ndine 22, ndipo ndawonera zolaula kuyambira 15, makamaka bola ngati ndakhala ndikugonana. Ndizopusa kuti zomwe ndasankha ndizolimba tsopano kuposa momwe anali kusukulu yasekondale, koma ndikukhulupirira kuti zolaula zimandichititsa chidwi kwambiri ndikamakula.
Ndikudziwa kuti ndidakali pansi pompano chifukwa ndizomwe ndimatulutsa thupi langa. Ndikakonzeka, ndidzadziwa. Pansi panga panali poyipa mbolo yanga. Sindikuganiza kuti ndidakhala ndi zosankha mpaka tsiku la 30 kapena kupitilira apo, komanso m'mawa. Masabata oyamba a 2-3 adachepa koma sindidasamale kwambiri. Ngati mukukumbukira, ndimavutika kusiya zolaula kangapo izi zisanachitike, kotero ndinakumbukira magawo oyamba, omwe anali ofanana. Popita nthawi, ndidayamba kuyambiranso, nthawi zonse, osayambitsidwa ndi chilichonse. Ndipo mbolo yanga idatsikanso ndikubwezeretsanso girth. Zosinthazi zidakhala zolimba komanso zowonjezereka. Tsiku 40 Ndinadzuka ndipo ndikanakhoza kubaya winawake ndi chinthucho. Ndipo sizinali m'malingaliro mwanga zenizeni mpaka pano.
Kuyambira tsiku la 40, malingaliro anga adabwerera mwachangu, ndipo ndidachulukitsanso kudzipereka kwanga - osakhudza kwambiri mbolo yanga masiku angapo, nthawi. Ndikuganiza kuti zochitikazo zikuthandizadi pankhaniyi. Komabe, zovuta zanga sizinabwerere ku mphamvu yomweyo, zomwe ndizokhumudwitsa, koma ndikudikirira. Ndakhala ndikumwa moledzera tsiku lonse tsiku lililonse sabata ino, chifukwa chake mwina zimachokera pamenepo. Sindikumwa kwambiri. Nditha kuchepetsa kumwa sabata yamawa kuti tiwone zomwe zichitike pamenepo.
Ndiyang'ana kuyendetsa mphamvu ndi mfundo zowononga maliseche kutuluka, koma mwina ndipumulidwa m'manja kwakanthawi. Nditayamba izi ndimaganiza kuti sipadzakhala njira iliyonse yomwe ndingagwere ngakhale masiku 30, koma tsopano ndikufuna kupereka thupi langa ndikulipatsa nthawi yochuluka. Mwaubwenzi komanso mwamalingaliro, ndakhala ndikuzipha, chifukwa chake sindithamangiranso.
[March] Ndinayambitsa maliseche ndikakhala pafupi zaka 12-13. Banja lathu linasweka panthaŵi yomweyo ndipo mwinamwake ndinagwiritsa ntchito maliseche ngati njira yopulumukira chowonadi. Ndakhala ndikuchita manyazi ndi amayi koma mwachionekere ndakhala wotchuka kwambiri. Mwanjira ina ndikuganiza kuti chizoloŵezi ichi chimagwirizana ndi mantha omwe ndili nawo pachibwenzi chenicheni.
Bwenzi langa lapamtima linali lopweteka kwambiri atazindikira kuti ndinali ndi zolaula. Ndinadziletsa ndekha ndipo ndinanena kuti izi zinali zachilendo, koma anakhumudwa kwambiri atapeza kalata yokhudza kugonana kwa foni. Chiyanjano chinatha pambuyo pa zaka 5 ndipo kuledzera kwanga kunakhala koipitsitsa pambuyo pa izi. Panopa ndili ndi zaka 31 ndipo ndikukumana ndi ED komanso nkhawa pamene ndikugonana. Anasiya kutentha kwa masabata a 2 apita pambuyo polephera kugona ndi msungwana wabwino kwambiri.
Ndinayambanso kugwiritsa ntchito mankhwala a nicotine a 2 apitalo kotero ndikukumana ndi zozizwitsa ziwiri: Miyendo yopanda mpumulo, kugona koipa, mkwiyo, kupanikizika ndi kusungulumwa. Pazifukwa zabwino ndili: Kuphunzitsa zambiri, kumayambiriro kwa kama, kugona kwambiri ndi mphamvu zambiri. Zikuwoneka ngati kumverera kwanga kuli ponseponse mpaka pansi.
[May] Uku ndiko kuyesa kwanga kachiwiri ndikubwezeretsanso, ndipo ndinakhala nawo masabata osachepera 4 nthawi yoyamba. Pomwe ndinayambiranso, ndinasamalira ndekha zokhudzana ndi thupi ndi maganizo. Zingamveka zopusa koma kwinakwake nthawi imeneyo ndinayamba kudzilemekeza ndekha. Anthu anazindikira ndipo ndinali ndi mayankho abwino ochokera kwa abwenzi, abambo ndi atsikana. Panthawi ino ndikusiya kumwa mowa nthawi zonse. Sindinatenge mwayi uliwonse panthawiyi ndikuchita zinthu zopusa ngati nditaledzera.
[Kutha kwa July] Tsopano ndakhala PMO mfulu kuyambira woyamba wa Julayi, eya pafupifupi mwezi umodzi. Ndizoseketsa momwe izi zimagwirira ntchito, koma ndakhala ndikukopeka kwambiri ndi atsikana. Ndinakumana ndi msungwana wokongola 2 masabata apitawa ndipo tidagonana mosagonana. Mavuto anga a ED anali olondola wapita ndipo zinachitikadi mwachibadwa.
Tinakumana ndipo tinasambira pamodzi pagombe masiku angapo kenako. Ndinayenera kukhala ndekha m'madzi ozizira titatha kumpsompsona za maminiti a 5, ndisanayambe kuyenda pamtunda wambiri. Iye ankaseka ndipo akusangalala ndi zochitikazo podziwa kuti ndikuyesera kuti ndisamangidwe. 😉
Kuyambiranso kumeneku kwakhala kosavuta kuposa koyambirira, ndipo ndikuyandikira mbiri yakale yamasabata a 4 PMO aulere. Ndinali ndikumverera kwachilendo m'miyendo yanga patatha masiku O osagonana, koma tsopano zapita.
Mmodzi mwa makoleji anga adati ndikuwoneka kuti ndili ndi vuto lochepa (sakudziwa za njirayi) koma kuti amakonda mbali yanga. Mwinamwake chinthu ichi cha PMO chinangondipangitsa ine kukhala pussycat wabwino ndi wokhumudwa? Kugwa uku ndikupita kusukulu kuti ndikamalize digiri yanga ya masters. 🙂