Nkhani Zokhudzana ndi Zithunzi za ED 8 zili munkhani zingapo za 8 zokhala ndi zitsanzo zazing'ono zodzidziwitsa za amuna osiyanasiyana omwe adakumana ndi zolaula zomwe zidapangitsa ED. Kuti mumve zambiri onani ma ED ndi ma forum awa:
- Zambiri zolaula / maliseche zimayambitsa ED? (Zolemba za 3300)
- 22 ndi zolaula zinapangitsa kuti erectile iwonongeke? (Zolemba za 450)
- Zithunzi zochititsa manyazi za ED: YourBrainRebalanced.com
- Zomwe zimayambitsa matenda ED: RebootNation.com
- Zomwe zimapangidwira zithunzi za ED: NoFap.com
- Kuwonetsa-kunayambitsidwa ED sub-reddit
Yang'anani malipoti ambirimbiri odzipulumutsa kuti mudziwe zomwe anthu omwe achira akumana nazo: Kubwezeretsanso Akaunti Tsamba 1 , Kubwezeretsanso Akaunti Tsamba 2 , Kubwezeretsanso Akaunti tsamba 3 , ndi Ma Blog ndi Mitu Yakubwezeretsa Yakunja.
Chizolowezi changa cha M2P (Kuseweretsa Zolaula) sichinali chongokhudza zolaula za pa kanema kokha . Ndinkalowa nawo malo ochezera a swinger, kupanga ma profiles abodza, kupeza zithunzi ndi ma profiles ena a swinger ndikuseweretsa maliseche nthawi zonse. Onani, ndili ndi vuto la ziphuphu. Ndipo ndinazindikira kuti ndikayamba M2P ndimakhala ndi ziphuphu patatha masiku angapo (ndili ndi vuto lalikulu). Koma ndinazindikira kuti ndikayamba kugwiritsa ntchito ma profiles a swinger, sindinkapeza ziphuphu patatha masiku angapo. Ndipo ndinaseweretsa zithunzi za zolaula ndi ma website a swinger kwa maola ambiri. Chifukwa chake kwa miyezi ingapo chaka chatha ndi miyezi ingapo yapitayo, sindinkaseweretsa maliseche kwa mwezi umodzi kapena iwiri, koma zithunzi zomwe zili patsamba la swinger. Panthawiyo ndinali pachibwenzi ndi mtsikana, ndipo ngakhale kuti sindinali M2P, ndikungoseweretsa zithunzi za swinger, vuto langa la kugonana linapitirira. Chifukwa chake, zadziwika kwa ine kuti kungoseweretsa maliseche nthawi zonse pa kanema kapena zithunzi zilizonse zokhudzana ndi kugonana kumathandizira ku Erectile Dysfunction yanga.
Zomwe timaganiza zomwe zimayambitsa ED ndizongowona mbali yathu, koma ambiri a ife takhala ndi vuto la P2M kwazaka zambiri, chifukwa chake ndikuganiza kuti tili ndi malingaliro abwino pazomwe zikuchitika mthupi lathu. Sizachidziwikire kuti munthu wazaka 12-50 sangathe kukhala ndi erection ndikumagonana pafupipafupi. Mwina ndichachipatala, kapena mbali yanga komanso cha ena ambiri pano omwe amalimbikitsa zolaula komanso makanema, zithunzi, ndi zina zotero …… Ndakupangitsani kukhala operewera m'maganizo kapena mwakuthupi kuti musakhale ndi ziwonetsero zachimuna. Ndine woyamba kutsimikizira izi. Ngati Harvard kapena bungwe lina lililonse likanaphunzira, ndikanakhala woyamba kudzipereka ndi kuwauza nkhani yanga. M2P yawonongeratu moyo wanga wogonana. Kuyambira pa Januware 1, ndine woyera M2P. pakhala kuyimba pafupi pang'ono, ndipo panali imodzi pafupifupi ola lapitalo. Ndinafika mpaka pokoka thalauza langa pansi ndikuyatsa kanema. Koma ndidangodzuka ndikupita kukhitchini. Ndi chizolowezi choipa ………
Apa ndiye wonyamula, ndikumana ndi mtsikana wokongola kwambiri wogonana usikuuno. Palibe tsiku, zakumwa, ndi zina zambiri .. .. Ingopita kumalo ake ogonana. Komabe, ndili pano ndikulimbana ndi chiyeso chofuna kuseweretsa maliseche, ndichizolowezi choipa. Ndine masiku 11 pf M2P ………
Monga mutu umati. Ndinali ndi chibwenzi ndi mtsikana wochokera kuntchito. Kupita bwino. Anapita kukamwa ndi chakudya. Ine ndinamuyenda iye kupita ku galimoto yake. Tinkakambirana kwambiri ndikupempha kuti ndiyendetsere pakhomo pakhomo, kenaka anandiitana kuti ndibwerere kunyumba kwake. Ndikudziwa kuti ndikanena kuti ayi. Ndikuganiza kuti ndi chifukwa cha msinkhu wanga wokongola, ndikukhala ndi 4 mowa kwambiri, ndipo ndinkangotenga, zomwe zinandipangitsa kuti ndivomereze.
Nkhani ina yammbuyo, ndinakumana ndi mtsikana uyu mwezi umodzi wapitawo. Anapita ku phwando lapanyumba ndi iye posakhalitsa pambuyo pake. Anagwirizanitsa pamodzi usiku wonse, kusekedwa, kumpsyopsyona, kuchuluka kwa malonda ndikuyenda mosiyana. Ndinali woyang'anira mwezi. Anapita kukadya potsatira wk. Zinasangalatsa. Iye sanayankhe kwalemba, ndipo ife sitinayanjane wina ndi mzake kuntchito kotero izo zinatuluka. Sindinkakumbukira. Mutu wanga, ndimadziwa kuti anali kunja kwa mgwirizano wanga ndipo sanafune kuti izi zikhale zovuta, zomwe zinali ndi ngozi yopanga ntchito yosatsutsika. Kenako tinakumbatirana ndipo anandifunsa pamene ndimutulutsanso ndipo umo ndi usiku watha. Iye ndi 9 yamphamvu. Drop akufa wakukongola, ndi umunthu wosweka (pang'ono wopenga koma si aliyense !?). Sindine mnyamata wooneka bwino. Ndimakhala ndi abwenzi abwino kwambiri ndikudziwa kuti sindimakondwera nawo. Komabe, ndili ndi nzeru zambiri zamaganizo, ndikusangalala, ndikudzichepetsa, ndimagwira ntchito m'dera lomwe anthu amalemekeza kwambiri (ngakhale kuti malipiro akuyamwitsa), ndipo ndikukonda kwambiri udindo wanga. Ndikudziwa kuti anthu ambiri amakopeka ndi makhalidwe amenewa.
Komabe, ndikuopa kwambiri za kugonana. Ndikumapeto kwa 20s. Ndili wodziwa bwino ndi atsikana angapo omwe ndakhala nawo kwa miyezi yambiri ya 6 m'ma 6 apitawo. Ndili ndi chidaliro chokwanira koma ndikuzizira kwambiri pankhani yogonana. Ndalowetsa atsikana nthawi zina za 20-30 koma ndi ED, osatetezeka kwambiri, ndi 'Ine-sindikudziwa-zomwe ndikuchitika-mutu wanga' maganizo olakwika, sindingathe kulowa mmenemo. Ndimamva ngati sindikudziwa zomwe ndikuchita.
Ndikulemba izi, ndikudziwa sindiyenera kubvomerezana kubwerera kunyumba ya atsikana usiku watha, koma ndimamukonda kwambiri. Komanso, ndinkamwa mowa pang'ono kuchokera ku mabotolo a 4, ndipo ndinalola kuti moyo wanga ukhale wolamulira, kundiuza kuti ndibwerere ndikuwona zomwe zikanati zidzachitike. Ndikudziwa kuti ndinali kukana ndipo ndikuyembekeza kuti akhoza kukonza magetsi anga ndi moto wake wonse. Wopusa, ine ndikudziwa.
Nkhani zina zammbuyo, ndili ndi thupi loopsya, limene ndikukhulupirira kuti linachokera kuunyamata, kutetezeka kwakukulu, ndi anorexia ambuyomu. Sindinkachita masewera olimbitsa thupi ngati mwana, ndipo ndinayamba kumwa moŵa ndi mankhwala osokoneza bongo kuchokera kwa mwana wamng'ono. Zaka zingapo zapitazi ndayesetsa kwambiri kuti ndikhale ndi zakudya zoyenera komanso ndikuchita masewera olimbitsa thupi ndi masewera olimbitsa thupi, chipinda chogona ndikutuluka, masewera olimbitsa thupi, ndi masewera a 5-10km, omwe amadzaza nthawi zambiri 3-5 nthawi wk. Kuwonjezera pa sabata langa lolemera lakumwa komanso kumwa mankhwala osokoneza bongo mwezi uliwonse (zomwe ine mwina sindimaganiza molakwika ngati chinthu chachikulu), ndili ndi moyo wabwino. Ndibwino kuposa kale.
Ku zolaula ... Ndinayamba kuyang'ana zolaula kuyambira ndili mwana ndipo nthawi zonse ndinali wamanyazi komanso wosatetezeka ngakhale ndikuganiza kuti msungwana aliyense yemwe ndimaganiza kuti ndi wokongola akhoza kukhala ndi chikondi kwa ine. Nditasiya sukulu ndipo anzanga anayamba kuchita zachiwerewere, ndinabwereranso kumamwa mowa komanso kugwiritsa ntchito mankhwala osokoneza bongo pazofuna zanga, komanso zolaula zomwe ndimakumana nazo pazokonda zanga zogonana, nthawi zambiri ndimakhala ndi nkhawa tsiku lotsatira. Ndinali 23 ndisanataye unamwali wanga. Ndinavutika kwambiri kuvomereza kuti ndinali namwali kwa iye. Amandithandizira modabwitsa koma sindimakhoza kukhala wowona mtima kwathunthu kwa iye. Anandipatsa madokotala a ED chifukwa ndinazindikira kuti sindingathe kukonzekera, kapena pamene tinkayesa m'mawa, sindinathe kusunga. Sindinali wokonda zogonana, ndimangofuna kutsogola, kapena sindimadziwa zomwe ndimafuna. Zotsatira zake, kwazaka 6 zapitazi ndakhala ndikulibe ubale, ndiye ena, ma med a ED. Ndili ndi madokotala omwe sindikukwaniritsa kukwiya, ndikadakhala kolimba komabe ndimavutikanso kulowa. Izinso zimandipha mkati. Kukhala ndi madokotala ndizovuta kwambiri, koma kuti imodzi mwa mapiritsi amphamvu kwambiri a ED pamsika sikugwirabe ntchito imanditumiza kukhumudwa kwambiri. Nthawi yonseyi ndimakonda kuwona zolaula, nthawi zambiri tsiku lomwelo lomwe ndimakumana ndi mtsikanayo. Ndikuwona kuti kukondana ndi gawo lokhalo m'moyo wanga lomwe limandisokoneza m'maganizo. Ndikudziwa kuti ndine womvetsa chisoni chifukwa chopanga zisankho zovutazi.
Ndinalowa m'dera la NoFap la 2 zaka zapitazo. Angathe kufika kumasiku a 10 osati kuphwanya maliseche. Kenaka ndinkakhalanso ndi zolaula. Miyezi yotsiriza ya 2 ine ndapita patsogolo. Maganizo anga onse asintha. Ndikumva kuti ndikukonzekera kusintha khalidwe langa la zolaula ndikuyang'ana kugonana. Sindinayang'ane zolaula pa 2 wks (mwinamwake ndatalika kwambiri ndapita mu 10 yrs). Anasiya kukhala ndi mphamvu zolaula pokhapokha ngati palibe. Gwiritsani ntchito maliseche kamodzi kapena kawiri pa sabata pogwiritsa ntchito malingaliro anga okha. Zilibe zolimbana ndi ED ngakhalenso maliseche popanda zolaula. Komabe, sindinathe kuthetsa maliseche kwathunthu chifukwa ndikumva ndikukhumudwa komanso ndikukhumudwa, ndikuganiza ndikusowa kumasulidwa. Ndikufuna kudula izi ndikuyembekeza kuti ndiri pa njira yolondola yochitira izi.
Nditha kupeza ziweruzo zambiri pakunena izi, koma pano ndili pachibwenzi ndi mtsikana wina, wabwino kwambiri, wamtendere. Mwakutero, tangokhala pamasiku atatu ndipo tidangopsompsona, mwachikondi. Ndikudziwa kuti akufuna kugona nane, wandiuza. Ndili ndi mantha kwambiri kuti sinditha kuchita. Sindinakhalepo wokhoza kale. Ndikufuna kumuuza zonse zokhudza momwe ndimakhudzidwira komanso zosachita zogonana…. koma ndili ndi mantha kwambiri. Ndikuwopa kumuwuza zamatsenga. Ngakhale kulemba izi tsopano kwakhala kovuta kwambiri, sindinamuuzeko wina aliyense izi, kupatula aphungu angapo omwe sanathe kuthana nawo ndikusintha mitu, kapena sananditsutse. Ndimavutika kwambiri kuti ndithane ndi gawo ili la moyo wanga (ED, komanso kusowa kwa moyo wogonana). Ndimanama kwa anzanga ndikuwakokomeza zomwe ndimakumana nazo pogonana.
Ndikufunika kusintha, ndine wokonzeka kusintha. Sindikudziwa zomwe ndikufuna ndikulemba izi. N'kutheka kuti ndizolakwika kwambiri, koma ndinkafunika kuzichotsa pachifuwa changa. Zikomo omwe adatenga nthawi kuti awerenge izi. Ndimaganizanso kuti kuchokera pamene ndikusiya zolaula ndikuvutikirabe, ndikuyembekeza kuti anyamata akhoza kupereka uphungu, kapena kumvetsetsa.
TL; DR 10 yamafilimu, opulumuka, osatetezeka, kuphatikizapo zaka 6 za ED, akungondiletsa kukhala pachibwenzi ndi atsikana omwe ndimawakonda kwambiri, ndipo akundipha
Nkhani za ED (ndi zifukwa zomwe ndinayanjanirana noFAP)
Mwamuna 23, adalumikizana ndi NoFAP kuti athetse mavuto anga pofika pamtima pa PIV ndi akazi (kwa zaka zambiri)
Nthawi zonse ndimaganiza kuti inali vuto lokhala ndi nkhawa, koma nditawonera zokambirana za TED, ndi YBOP, zidamveka bwino, makamaka popeza ndinali ndi abwenzi ofunitsitsa komanso oleza mtima (komanso okongola) kale. Ndinganene kuti mwina ndataya ambiri mwa anzathu chifukwa cha nkhaniyi, zomwe zimapweteketsa chidaliro chanu chokhala ndi ubale wabwino.
Ndili wodabwitsidwa kuti sindinadziwe kuti ndinali ndi mavuto atagona pambuyo poti sindinakwanitse kuchita zachiwerewere ndikugonana ndi akazi ena, nthawi zambiri ndimangomuimba mlandu munthu wina chifukwa chofulumira, kapena kukakamira etc.
Zakhala zaka zambiri (mwinamwake mungayambe kuyambira 20 kapena kotero) ngati muli ndi nkhaniyi ndipo mwasankha tsopano ndi lero kusiya khalidwe loipa loyang'ana zolaula ndikutenga zinthu mmanja mwanga (palibe chilango chofunira)
Panalibe masiku a 10 kwambiri mpaka pano ndikusiya PMO (Ukupempha kuti ndikhale woipa kwambiri, ndikulola ubongo wanga kunyengerera kuti ndichite izi patangotha maola ambiri ndikuganiza, osati maliseche, ndi zomwe ndimasowa)
Ndinakhala zaka 2 popanda kugonana, ndipo muyese nthawi yake kuti ndibwererenso ku masewerawo, ndipo khalani okonzeka pa chilichonse chimene chidzabwera, chirichonse chimene chimafunika. Kuyambira ndi vuto la tsiku la 90.
Tsiku latsopano, munthu watsopano, nthawi yake yopita!
Ndakhalapo chaka chokhazikika. Osati olimba. Ndabwereranso pang'ono. Mwinamwake ndapita mwezi umodzi. Koma zambiri zomwe ndinkabwereranso zinali zogonana kwenikweni. Komabe, zochitika izi ndi zenizeni. Ndinagonana kamodzi usiku watha, kenako m'mawa uno. Sindili 100% panobe koma zaka 10 zowonongeka zitenga nthawi. Ndinagonana mobwerezabwereza mwezi watha nawonso ndipo zonse zinali bwino.
Gawo langa lomaliza ndikudziwitsa dokotala wanga yemwe ananditumiza kwa madokotala awiri a urologist kuti andithandize. Ndikupemphera kuti tidziwitse anthu azachipatala kuti anyamata ena apeze thandizo. (LINK)
Zaka za 17 zakale zotsitsimula [ZINTHU zatsopano za REELSED]
Ndine wachinyamata wochokera ku Romania, ndili ndi zaka 17 ndipo ndimavutika ndi ED, nkhawa ya PE ndipo ndimavutika maganizo kwambiri chibwenzi chikatha. Nkhani yanga ndi iyi, ndinakumana ndi zolaula ndili ndi zaka 11-12 ndipo kuyambira pamene ndinadziseweretsa maliseche, ndinachitanso mopitirira muyeso, kawiri kapena kanayi patsiku. Popeza ndinali ndi zaka 16, ndinkachita zochepa pang'ono, kamodzi patsiku, nthawi zina kamodzi kapena katatu (panali nthawi zina pamene nditasiya zolaula kwa masiku atatu kapena anayi ndinkachita izi kangapo). Sindine munthu woipa, ndimalandira mayamiko ambiri kuchokera kwa atsikana, makamaka maso anga. Koma kungogonana ndi mtsikana wabwinobwino sikunachitike (mtsikana anali namwali kapena sitinafike pamenepa muubwenzi) ndinagonana ndi akazi achiwerewere kangapo.
Nthawi yoyamba inali yabwino kwambiri, ndinali wamanjenje pang'ono koma ndinatha kupeza erection, monga mukudziwa, pali oyanjana ndi anzawo komanso osagwirizana. Chifukwa chake ndidakumana ndi zoyipa zingapo kuti sindinathe kukonzekera bwino, kumaliza mwachangu, ndipo ndidakhala ndi nkhawa, koma zolaula zidagwira ntchitoyi ndikusokoneza ubongo wanga. Ndimakumbukira nthawi ina kuti msungwanayu anali wotentha kwambiri (mtundu wanga, wammbuyo wam'mbuyo ndi mawere apakatikati) ochezeka kwambiri ndipo ndicho chinali chiwerewere chabwino kwambiri chomwe ndinali nacho. Mwala wolimba, wopanda PE, unali wodabwitsa. Kuposa pomwe ndidakumana ndi mtsikana ndipo ndidakhala pachibwenzi cha serios ndikudandaula za mavuto anga, nthawi zambiri ndikufufuza mayankho m'malo azachipatala koma palibe amene amawoneka kuti ali ndi yankho lolondola
Ndazindikira ngakhale patangotha masiku ochepa chabe, kupewa zolaula komanso maliseche kuti ndimakopeka kwambiri ndi akazi. (Nthawi zambiri ndimakonda kusankha, chifukwa cha zolaula zosayembekezereka mwina, lol) Komanso, ndikupeza zovuta mosavuta ndi atsikana. Kodi ndi ziti mwa nkhani zanu zopambana kapena kusintha komwe mwawona?
Ndazindikira kuti zisonyezo zanga za ED ndizomwe zimayambitsa zolaula. Nayi mbiri yakumbuyo:
-Ndili ndi zaka 18.
-Ndayamba kuonera zolaula nthawi zambiri ndili ndi zaka 14, ndimadziseweretsa maliseche mwina katatu kapena kanayi pa sabata nditazitsegula.
- Anayamba chibwenzi (akupitilizabe) zaka 3 zapitazo, pomwe ndili 15. Ndidali ndi maliseche.
- Anataya unamwali wanga ku 16, koma sindinathe kuwongoka konse. Ndinayipitsa pansi koma nditayesanso kangapo, ndi mtsikana amene ndimamukonda, ndinayamba kudzifunsa ngati china chake chalakwika.
- Kuyambira pamenepo, ndakhala ndikugonana bwino (mpaka pamalungo) mwina nthawi 10 mpaka pano. Komabe, ndi banja lokha lomwe linali labwino kwambiri kotero kuti sindinkafunika kufufuza nthawi zonse ngati ndinalibe chilili pakati pa kugonana, sindikudziwa chomwe chidapangitsa kuti zizigwira ntchito pazochitika izi koma china chake chidachita, kunditsimikizira kuti ndizotheka kugonana kosangalatsa kwambiri. 80% ya nthawiyo, ndimawona kuti kugonana ndi kosasangalatsa, kulimbikira ndipo ndimayenera kuseweretsa maliseche atabwera.
- Chaka chatha, ndikupitilizabe kuseweretsa maliseche pafupipafupi, ndaona zosintha zambiri pakugonana:
1. Ndizosatheka kuti ndikhale pafupi ndi bwenzi langa, ngakhale titagonana. Nthawi zambiri timakakamiza kugonana m'kamwa kuti tikwaniritse ziwonetsero zathunthu pamapeto pake, koma izi ziyenera kutsagana ndi "zoyipa" zomwe zimatsanzira malingaliro omwe ndimakonda kuchokera pa zolaula. Ngakhale ali bwino ndi izi, sindikumva kuti izi ndi zachilengedwe, ndipo zakhala zovuta kwambiri kuzimitsa, kumvetsetsa kwathunthu kuyenera kugwiritsidwa ntchito kupita kulikonse.
2. Sindimaganiziranso zakugonana masana, ndipo zosintha zanga mwadzidzidzi zatha. Sindikupeza atsikana ena okongola, pomwe ndisanakhalepo ndikukula m'matumba anga kungokhala pamaso pa atsikanawa.
3. Kusankha zolaula kwasintha kwathunthu, sindimapezanso makanema ovuta kapena amuna kapena akazi okhaokha olimbikitsa, amakhala owopsa komanso owopsa, ngati zigawenga ndi zinthu zosadziwika kwenikweni. Osati izi zokha, ndimadzipezanso kuti ndimatha pafupifupi mphindi 30 ndikufufuza m'makanema osiyanasiyana kuti ndipite, pomwe kuwonera ma boobs kunali kokwanira. Chodabwitsa ndichakuti sindikulakalaka zolaula, zomwe zimachitika pafupipafupi, monga ndisanagone etc. Ndili pano pa Tsiku 4 la kuyambiranso, ndipo sindinakhalepo ndi zilakolako. Komabe, m'miyezi yapitayi ya 3, ndakhala ndikuchita zolaula komanso kuseweretsa maliseche kuposa kale lonse chifukwa ndidachitidwa opaleshoni yamiyendo, kutanthauza kuti ndakhala mchipinda changa miyezi ingapo yapitayi ndili ndi laputopu komanso intaneti yothamanga kwambiri, zinali zowona zambiri potopetsa.
4. Mbolo yanga imamverera ngati "yodzuka", imamva kuzizira ikakhala yopanda pake ndipo imandipatsa lingaliro loti kukula kwanga kwachepa pang'ono. Ine sindinayambe ndayesa, koma ine ndikutsimikiza kuti pakhala kuchepa kwa kukula, ndipo ine ndikumverera kuchepa ndi kufooka kumeneko.
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TSIKU 9 - BWINO KWAMBIRI… PAKUKHALA KUPITIKIRA MCHITSA
Monga ndanenera poyamba mu nyuzipepala yanga, Ndinayamba kumva ngati ED yanga inali yowonjezereka chifukwa cha kupitirira mastibation m'malo mochita zonyansa kwambiri ED.
Ndipo lero, ine ndikuganiza ine ndikanatsimikizira kuti ndine wolondola.
Masiku 9 opanda PMO amapatsa thupi, makamaka mbolo yanga ndi machende, kuti achire kupsinjika kwakuthupi ndi kutulutsa umuna. Lero, ndinawona chibwenzi changa koyamba kuyambira masiku a 9 atayamba, ndipo ndinali ndi zovuta zolimba, ndikulankhula za 100% zolimba mphamvu, adaziwona nthawi yomweyo mukamakwatirana ndi kupsompsona, zomwe zimandipindulira kwambiri.
Mwadzidzidzi, libido yanga inali itabwerera, ndinamva ngati munthu watsopano mkati mwa nthawi yaying'ono yopanda PMO. Tsoka ilo, tinalibe kondomu, chifukwa chake adandipatsa kugonana m'kamwa ndipo kwa nthawi yoyamba m'zaka, zidamveka zodabwitsa:
1) Chidziwitso cha mbolo changa chinali chitangobweretsanso, ndinkatseka maso anga ndikungoganizira za zowawa osati kuganizira zolaula.
2) Sindimvekanso ngati kuti ndinali ntchito yanga yopita kumaliseche, ndimatha kukhala pansi ndikupumula ndikusangalala ndi zomwe zikuchitika, pomwe ndisanayang'ane mozama (ndidayeneranso kuwonetsetsa kuti mchipindacho mulibe chete kale zochitika).
3) mbolo yanga inali yamphamvu, 100% erection. Izi sizinangondipangitsa ine kukhala munthu wosangalala kwambiri kuti ndiwone kuti izi zinali zotheka kachiwiri pambuyo pa zaka zofooka zofooka, koma bwenzi langa linaganiza kuti ndatengapo mapiritsi okula chifukwa adadabwa ndi kukula kwake ndi kuuma kwake.
4) Mtunduwu unali wokhala wautali komanso wokondweretsa, ndipo adawona kuti katunduyo ndi wolimba kuposa momwe unakhalira (kuwonjezeka kwa umuna kumadziletsa?) Osati izi, koma mbolo yanga idakali yovuta pambuyo pa kutsegulira kwa mphindi pang'ono, pamene Zisanayambe kuwonongedwa ngakhale panthawi yopuma!
Zomaliza zanga, ndikuwonetsa pazifukwa zomwe zili pamwambapa, ndikuti mbolo yanga ndi testis zimangofunika kupumula kuzoseweretsa maliseche kwazaka zambiri - ndadakhala zaka 4 osapitilira masiku awiri kupumula maliseche. Kwa ine, m'kupita kwanthawi maliseche amatsogolera ku ntchito yofooka kuchokera ku mbolo, ndipo kuchepa kwa libido ndi thupi lomwe likuyesera kukuwuzani "ndipatseni nthawi, ndatopa!". Zachidziwikire, chifukwa cha zolaula, sindinapumulitse thupi langa chifukwa ma spikes a dopamine omwe adapangidwa chifukwa cha zolaula adandipangitsa kukhala ndi chisangalalo kotero kuti ndidakwanitsa kupyola gawo la "mbolo yovulala", kotero kuti idafika pofika ED. Izi zikufotokozanso chifukwa chomwe ndimagonana mosangalala kangapo m'mbuyomu - Ndiyenera kuti ndinasiya masiku awiri kuti mbolo yanga ipezenso bwino.
Komabe, zolaula zakhudza momwe ndimaonera zakugonana molakwika, ndipo ndipitiliza kupewa kuseweretsa maliseche komanso zolaula, ndikulola kuti pakhale nthawi yayitali pakati pazakugonana ndi bwenzi langa (poganiza kuti sitigonana tsiku lililonse haha). Ndiyesa izi ndikugonana ndikamuwona sabata yamawa. Ndine wokondwa kuti ndazindikira izi, sindinasowepo zolaula, sindinayambe ndakhala ndikuonera zolaula, ndimangokhalira kuseweretsa maliseche komanso zolaula zimandithandiza kunyalanyaza zizindikilo zotopetsa za thupi langa.
Ndili ndi zaka 21, ndipo ndikuvutika ndi ED . Kotero kuyambira pachiyambi, ndikuganiza kuti ndakhala ndikuchita maliseche kuyambira kale ndisanakwanitse zaka 10. Kungokhudza mbolo yanga kumandisangalatsa ndipo ndinkachita bwino kwambiri ndisanathe kutulutsa umuna. Izi zinakula kwambiri ndili ndi zaka pafupifupi 10 pamene ndinali ndi wailesi yakanema m'chipinda changa chogona. TV yausiku yomwe inkawonetsa akazi opanda zovala tsopano inali chinthu chomwe ndinkasankha m'malo mwa malingaliro anga. Izi zinakula mofulumira kufika pa M nthawi zina ndi zolaula pa intaneti pamene makolo anga sanali kunyumba. Zinakhala zopitirira muyeso pang'ono, ndipo nthawi zina ndinkachita mpaka kasanu patsiku.
Nditatha kukhala ndi chibwenzi pa 17, choyamba chogonana ndinakhala ngati ndikusowa kanthu, koma tsopano ndikuthawa ndi nkhawa ndi kutha msinkhu wanga, chifukwa posachedwa, tinali ngati akalulu tsiku lililonse . Kugwiritsa ntchito zolaula kwatsika, koma kulipo, ndipo ndikuwoneka kukhala ndi chikondi choyipa pa zolaula, zomwe ndinayambanso ku chiyanjano changa. Sindinali nkhani yaikulu poyamba, koma patapita pafupifupi chaka chimodzi ndimangowenda kamodzi kokha kapena kawiri ngati ndiri ndi mwayi ndipo sindikanakhoza kuchikweza. Ngakhale ngati ndinkanyozedwa ndi chilakolako cha kugonana kwa abambo, ndimangotenga nthawi yomweyo ndikutha kupita. Pa nthawiyi, kusowa kozembera pambuyo pa 1 sikudakhudze ine konse. Zinkawoneka kuti zimamukwiyitsa mtsikanayo, koma ndimangoganiza kuti ndizovuta, monga momwe ndakhalira kale. Ndipo ndikudziwa kuti anali wokhutira, ndikuganiza kuti anangokhala wokhumudwa ndi lingaliro lakuti sanandibwererenso, zomwe sizinali choncho. Ndinali kuyang'ana zolaula ngakhale kuti ndikuchita maliseche kotero izi ziyenera kuti zinakhudza khalidwe la erection. Kawirikawiri ndimakonda kuseweretsa maliseche monga momwe zinalili msanga mosavuta.
Patapita nthawi tinasweka monga momwe maubwenzi ambiri amachitira, ndipo kenako ndimabwerera ku PMO. Ndikuganiza kuti zinapangidwira pompano chifukwa ndili ndi PC yanga m'chipinda changa, choncho ndimakhala ndikupeza zolaula tsiku ndi tsiku. Sanaganizire kanthu za izo monga zikuwoneka kuti aliyense akuchita izo masiku ano. Komabe, sindinathe kupeza erection pamene ndiri wamaliseche ndi mtsikana kuyambira, nkomwe. Ndinakhala kunyumba ndi atsikana angapo usiku uliwonse kunja, ndipo ndinayamba kupusitsa mozungulira, ndinatenga gawo, koma izo zinali izo. Zokhumudwitsa kwambiri. Anayimba mlandu pa boze, koma izi zinkachitika, kotero ndimangopewa kulowa m'zochitika zogonana tsopano. Posachedwa ndinagonana ndi mbuyanga kachiwiri, pambuyo pa miyezi 11 ya kusweka, ndipo ndangokhalira kuyisunga kwa mphindi zingapo nthawi yoyamba, ndipo nthawi yachiwiri ndikupita mofulumira ndikuyesera , Ine Ndisanayambe Kusamba Pambuyo pa Miniti. Zangokhala nkhani yaikulu kwa ine tsopano, ndikuganiza kuti zinandipangitsa kuzindikira P kunakhala koipa kwa ine, mosiyana ndi momwe ndinasinthira ndikumuona ali wamaliseche, palibe chomwe chinachitika kumeneko.
Ndinayesetsa kusiya PMO pa Chaka chatsopano, ndinabwerera dzulo pamene ndinali kuseketsa (kapena kuti ndinali ndi chilakolako cha PMO, popeza sindinakhale ndi erection, ndangomva ngati ndikusowa, ndikuganiza kuti ndikumverera bwino, koma sindimakhala ndi erection, ndipo ndikangozilemba pa webusaiti ya Porn, ndimakhala ndi erection, ndikuchita maliseche ngati zachizoloŵezi. , kuti mutenge O). Kotero, eya, kuyambira lero. Ndikulingalira kuti izo zimapangitsa kusiyana, ndipo ndimatha kupeza zolakwitsa pokhapokha ndikuganiza za kugonana kachiwiri, monga momwe ndingathere pamene ndinali 15.
Zaka za 19 zakubadwa ndi ED
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Choyamba zikomo kwambiri chifukwa cha bolodi limenelo, ndikudabwa kwambiri ndi mkhalidwe wabwino komanso wodziwika bwino womwe uli pano! Ndinatsegula ulusi dzulo ( http://www.yourbrainrebalanced.com/index.php?topic=2028.0 ) ndipo ndinadabwa kwambiri ndi mayankho abwino. Choncho ndinaganiza zoyambanso kulemba buku langa. Pakadali pano ndiyenera kale kuyamikira aliyense amene amatenga nthawi yake kuwerenga zomwe ndalemba. Komanso ndiyenera kupepesa chifukwa cha Chingerezi changa, sindine wolankhula bwino.
Nkhani Yanga
(Trigger chenjezo) Ndili ndi zaka 19 ndipo ndili ndi chikoka cholimba kwa amayi (apa ndi pamene mwamuna wogonjera amalamulidwa ndi mkazi) ndi atsikana mapazi (ndikupepesa kutchula dzina). Komanso ndikuvutika ndi ED.
Ndikulingalira kuti fetusi iyi (komanso ED) imayambitsa zolaula, chifukwa ndikutha kuona chipinda chokwera. Ndili ndi zaka za 13, ndinayambitsa maliseche ndi zolakwitsa zachilendo, ndikujambula zithunzi za atsikana, ndikujambula zithunzi za atsikana ndipo kenako ndinapeza zochepa zojambula za 30 zolaula. Koma nthawi yovuta kwambiri inayamba pamene ndinapeza mavidiyo otalika komanso opanda malire.
Pazaka zoyambirira zanga zakusinkhuka ndinali woipa kwambiri ndi atsikana. Ndinapita kusukulu kuti ndikapeze bwino kenako chinthu choyamba chomwe ndidachita ndikafika kunyumba ndikutsegula kompyuta ndikusiya zolaula. Koma nditakhala 15-16, ndidakhala ndi chidwi chachikulu chopeza chibwenzi "monga anyamata ena onse amsinkhu wanga". Chifukwa chake ndimayang'ana pa intaneti kuti ndipeze maupangiri otolera anapiye ndikuyamba kuyeserera zolimba kuti ndikhale bwino ndi atsikana. Ndinawerenga zonse zomwe ndimapeza ndikuyamba kutuluka pafupipafupi kuti ndikayandikire atsikana. Ndipo ndinayamba kukhala bwino komanso bwino (pomwe ndimathamangira zolaula). Pakadali pano sindinazindikire kuti ndinali ndi ED, chifukwa mpaka pamenepo sindinapitirire kupsompsona, ndipo ndimaganiza kuti si zachilendo kuti ndisadzutse izi. Ndinali wotsimikiza kuti ndidzatsegulidwa ndikangogona ndi mtsikana wamaliseche. Koma nditayamba kupeza bwino, zinthu ngati izi zidayamba kuchitika ndipo sindimatha kuzimva. Poyambirira ndimakhala ndi malingaliro ngati "ndimangomwa" kapena "mwina sindinapeze msungwana wokongola mokwanira". Koma nditalephera kambirimbiri ndinadziwa kuti ndiyenera kusintha china chake. Poyamba ndidaganiza kuti china chake ndi testosteron yanga sichinali bwino, chifukwa chake ndidachita zonse kuti ndikweze testosteron yanga. Koma izi sizinagwire ntchito. Mkhalidwe wanga unali womvetsa chisoni. Ndidagwira ntchito molimbika kuti ndigwire bwino bwino ndikutola anapiye (Sindikufuna kuti ndikhale wonyada, koma ndikuganiza kuti ndili bwino pakadali pano ndipo anzanga ena ndiophunzitsa kukopana, chifukwa ndimakhala wotseguka nthawi zonse za mafunso pankhaniyi - ingomasuka kumufunsa, ndingakhale wokondwa kukuthandizani! Koma pamene ndinali ndi mtsikana pabedi sindinapindule nawo.
Kotero ine ndinayambanso kubwezeretsa koyamba mu July 2011 komwe ndimapita kuzungulira masiku 110 (koma nthawi zina ndimayang'ana zolaula). Pamapeto pake ndinagonana ndi mtsikana wogonana bwino, koma ndinkangokhala ndi dick. Patatha masiku angapo ndinapezanso chipangizo chojambulira komwe ndinkakhala kovuta kwambiri ndipo sindinayambenso ndi amayi (koma ndi mapazi). Koma kenako ndinalakwitsa kwakukulu: Ndinabwereranso.
Ndinabwereranso chifukwa ndinkaganiza kuti ndinachiritsidwa ndipo ndikungodzinso ndi maliseche. Kotero ine ndinadziwuza ndekha, kuti mtsogolomu maliseche opanda zolaula kamodzi pamlungu amaloledwa. Koma kamodzi pa sabata mwamsanga kamodzi patsiku. Ndipo pasanapite nthawi ndinayambanso kujambula zolaula kwa miyezi yotsatira ya 1-2. Kumapeto kwa nthawi yolekererayo ndinakhala ndi mwana wanga wamoto ndikugona ndipo sindinayandikire ngakhale pafupi. Dick yanga inali yakufa kwathunthu. Ichi chinali chosaiŵalika kwambiri chochitika kwa ine kuti sindinathe ngakhale kuchikweza ndi mtsikana wanga wamaliseche pafupi ndi ine. Komanso fetusi ya ukazi inayambanso.
Ichi ndi chifukwa chake ndinalumbirira ndekha kuti ndimenyana ndi vutoli. Ndikuyesera izi kuyambira January 2012, koma sindinapambane mpaka pano. Nthaŵi zonse ndimabwerera pakati pa tsiku 20-30 ndikupanga kamodzi kokha mpaka tsiku 50. Kufikira miyezi 2 yapitayi ndinayambanso kuyambanso ndi chibwenzi, koma ndinkangobwera ndi dzanja lamanja. Ndipo ndinazindikira kuti izi zinachepetsanso patsogolo. Kotero tsopano ndimapewa kukhudzana kwambiri ndi atsikana ndipo ndimaganizira kwambiri ntchito, kucheza ndi banja langa ndikuphunzira ku koleji.
Ndangomva/kuwerenga posachedwapa za ED yoyambitsidwa ndi zolaula koma ndizomveka kwambiri kwa ine. Sindinakhale ndi vuto lililonse lopeza mphamvu yogonana komanso kutulutsa umuna pa zolaula bola ngati ndidapeza kuti zolaula zomwe ndimaonera zinali zolimbikitsa mokwanira, zomwe zikutanthauza kuti ochita sewero la zolaula ayenera kukhala okongola kwambiri komanso atsopano kwa ine posachedwa. Komabe, pamene ndinali pachibwenzi, sindinathe kusunga mphamvu yanga yogonana kwa nthawi yayitali, makondomu anali vuto makamaka, ndipo sindingathe kutulutsa umuna. Chilimbikitsocho sichinali chokwanira. Kupeza mphamvu yogonana ndi maliseche ndekha popanda kuonera zolaula kunakhala kovuta - sindinathe kufika pachimake mwanjira imeneyi nthawi zonse. Poyamba ndimaganiza kuti vutoli linali testosterone yochepa kapena ED yochokera ku chifukwa chachilengedwe. Testosterone inayesedwa kuti ikhale mkati mwa malire abwinobwino ndipo tadalafil sinathandize kwenikweni.
Kotero, tsopano ndinaganiza kubwezeretsa ubongo wanga ndikuwona ngati izi zithandizira. Ndinayamba kupeŵa zolaula kumayambiriro kwa December. Sindinasiye kulemba maliseche mpaka December 20.
Ndinazindikira kuti kupeza zolaula kuchokera ku maliseche popanda kuwona zolaula kunali kosavuta. Izi zinali zabwino.
Komabe, popeza ndinasiya zolaula ndi maliseche, ndinapeza zizindikiro zotsatirazi:
* Nthawi zambiri ndimakhala wokhumudwa. Sindikusangalala kuchita chilichonse.
* Ndimasungulumwa kwambiri. Panopa ndine wosakwatira komanso osati pachibwenzi. Kuyambira kumbuyo PMO ndimakhala ndi maganizo amphamvu kuti ndikufuna kukhala ndi munthu koma osati kugonana. Ndikumva kuti palibenso kanthu. Ndikanafuna kuti mkazi azikumbatira, kumpsompsona, kugwirana naye. Simunamvepo kukhumba kwakukulu kwa izi kale.
* Ndimamva kukhudzidwa kwambiri kuposa kale, zomwe sindimakonda chifukwa zimandipangitsa kuti ndizimva kuti ndine bambo.
* Libido ndi yotsika kwambiri mpaka palibe. Komabe, nthawi zina ndimangowerenga mawu ogonana kapena zithunzi za akazi otentha pamalonda zimandichititsa kuti ndikhale wotentha kwambiri. Chinthu chachirendo ndi chakuti nthawi zambiri izi sizigwirizana ndi kupeza erection.
Adzakuthandizani kusintha pamene zinthu zisintha.
Tsiku lopanda mwana (Tsiku 29 PMO) tsiku 85
Zikomo powerenga izi. Ndiyamba ndikunena kuti ndikawerenga YBOP ndidakhala wotsimikiza kuti ndinali ndi vutoli. Pamodzi ndi P.ED ndili ndi hocd. Ndi mwana pang'ono. Sindilowerera tho .. Nthawi zonse ndili ndi zaka 17 ndipo ndakhala ndikuyang'ana zolaula kuyambira zaka za 10. Ndimatha kuzichita nthawi zosachepera 2-5 patsiku. Kawirikawiri ankapuma pokhapokha nditayenera.
Panopa ndili patsiku 39. MO za nthawi 8: / mulungu. Nkhani yabwino ndiyakuti ndimalota koyamba kunyowa m'moyo wanga mozungulira tsiku la 20.
(Zaka 23) Pambuyo pake, tinkangokhalira kukwatirana ndipo zinthu zidayamba kugonananso pang'ono - timakondana tokha ndipo ndidazindikira kuti sindingathe kuzipeza konse. Ndinadabwitsidwa kwathunthu ndi mfundoyi.
Kuchokera zaka zanga zolaula zogwiritsira ntchito intaneti ndinaganiza kuti ndili ndi libido yaikulu, ndipo kukula kwakumangidwa kwanga kuli mphatso kotero ndimamva ngati ndikukhazikitsidwa kwa mtsikana aliyense amene akufuna kunditenga. Ndinkalakalaka kukhala mkazi wokondeka + wokondweretsa. Ndinkadzidalira kwambiri izi zisanachitike.
Ndinapita kuchimbudzi ndikuyesera kuseweretsa maliseche kuti ndikhale wokonzeka. Sindingathe kuchita izi. Zitha kukhala ngati 45% kwambiri ndipo zifa msanga. Pambuyo pake ndinabwerera pabedi ndikumangokhalira kuganizira za kugonana ndi akazi kwa zaka khumi ndipo apa ndinali ndi msungwana wokongola patsogolo panga ndipo sindinkamva chilichonse pansi apo. Poyamba, zinandipweteka kwambiri ndikakhala ndi msungwana uyu ndipo sindinathe kuzimva. Sindingathe kuzimvetsa poganizira momwe ndimakhalira ndi zolaula. Sindinaganizepo zaka miliyoni kuti ndikhoza kukhala ndi ED.
Vuto lomweli pano, zolaula zambiri.
Kuledzera kwa anapiye otentha kwambiri ndimatha kupeza pa intaneti.
Kwa ine kuli ndi zambiri zokhudzana ndi zinthu zowona, ngati ndingathe kundisamalira ******* msungwana yemwe ndikhoza kupeza erection ndikubwera mosavuta. Ngati ndikugonana pakamwa ndipo sindikuwona zambiri zomwe ndataya.
Kuthamanga kulibe vuto, kuyang'ana zolaula ndikugwedeza momwe ine ndikufunira kuti zimandipangitse ine kubwera maminiti
Ndikufunika kusiya zinthu zowoneka, ndizovuta kwa ine.
Ndangoyamba ulendowu, zaka zoposa 30, ndakhala ndikuonera zolaula kuyambira ndili 13 mwina? Chizoloŵezi cha moyo wokakamiza kuseweretsa maliseche komanso kuwonera zolaula komanso kupewa kugonana kwenikweni ndi akazi.
Muubwenzi watsopano, woyamba pakatha zaka, ndipo ndikufunadi kuti ugwire ntchito. Vuto - palibe maboners, okongola kwambiri. Ndazindikira pazaka zapitazi za 3-5 kuti ndizikhala movutikira, koma ndikaonera zolaula ndimakhala wovuta nthawi yonseyi. POPANDA kuonera zolaula, komabe, palibe chomwe chingapangitse magazi kuyenda pamenepo. Muubwenzi watsopanowu, zilibe kanthu zomwe bwenzi langa amandichitira, palibe zotsatira, kapena zovuta. Amadzimva wopanda pake, ngati ndi iye kapena china, chomwe sichoncho. Ndipo ndimachita manyazi komanso manyazi, nthawi zambiri ndimamukakamiza kuti asandigwire kapena kuyesera kuchita zinthu, zomwe zimamupangitsa kuti azimva kuti ndiwonyanyala ndipo tsopano akutseka zachiwerewere. Komabe sitinagonepo, tingatani? Zogona zonse zasanduka tsoka! Ndipo tsopano ndikulimbikira kwambiri kuti vutoli lithe, kukulitsa kukulirakulira.
Chifukwa chake, ndili pano, ndikuyesera kudzisinthanso ndekha. Palibe zolaula kapena maliseche kwa sabata imodzi tsopano. Palibe kusintha pakadali pano. Ndipitirizabe kutumiza patsogolo. Ndikukhulupirira izi zikugwira ntchito! Ndimakumbukira kumbuyo tsiku lomwe ndimayang'ana mkazi wokongola kwambiri ndikuvutika. Tsopano, ikani mkazi wotentha kwambiri padziko lapansi wamaliseche patsogolo panga ndipo sindingayankhe konse. Gahena ngakhale zolaula wamba sizimandichitira kanthu, ziyenera kukhala zachilendo kapena zoopsa. Izi ndizochititsa manyazi, zokhumudwitsa, komanso zakhudza kwambiri ubale wanga! Ndiyamba uphungu komanso kuthandizira pankhaniyi ndi zina zomwe ndili nazo.
Adzalemba pazomwe ndikupita patsogolo.
Zing'onozing'ono za ine ndekha: Ndine 19, ndipo ndinayamba kuseweretsa maliseche ndili ndi 10, ndikuwonetsa zolaula kuyambira zaka zingapo pambuyo pake, pafupifupi kawiri patsiku. Sindinazindikire kuti ili linali vuto, kapena kuti mwina ndikumangokhala chizolowezi, mpaka nditakumana ndi bwenzi langa loyamba labwino mu Okutobala. Tinkayesa kugonana nthawi zambiri usiku tili limodzi, ndipo nthawi zambiri ndimatha kuzimva, koma sizimatha nthawi yayitali, mwina chifukwa sindinasangalalepo ndi kugonana. Ubongo wanga unali kusangalala nawo, zedi, koma Dick wanga sanamve kanthu. Chifukwa chake ndidasunga PMOing - inali njira yokhayo yomwe ndingamasulidwire, ndipo mwanjira inayake inali njira yanga yotsimikizirira kuti ndikadatha kuchita. Ndipo Mulungu amudalitse, adakhala ndi ine ndikuyesera kuthandiza, koma ndikuganiza kuti ichi ndi chimodzi mwazifukwa zomwe tidasokonekera kumapeto.
Izi zidabwerera mu Epulo, ndipo ndakhala ndikuchita PMOing kuyambira pamenepo. Ndapeza a YourBrainOnPorn masabata angapo apitawa, ndikuyang'ana nkhani zonse zopambana (komanso sayansi kumbuyo kwa zomwe ndikudziwa tsopano kuti ndi zolaula), ndikudziwa kuti ndichinthu chomwe ndikufunika kuyang'anizana nacho, ndipo china chake kwambiri kumenya.
Nthawi zonse ndakhala ndikuwona kuti ndikhoza kumamatira ku china chake ngati ndili ndi zifukwa zingapo zomwe nditha kuziwona, chifukwa chake:
1. Kutha kuchita sewero pabedi - Izi sizophweka.
2. Kuyanjana bwino ndi anthu – nthawi zonse ndakhala munthu wodzikuza, ndipo ndikudziwa kuti kuyambiranso sikungasinthe umunthu wanga mwamatsenga (ndipo sindikufuna kuti kusinthe), koma ngati kundithandiza kukulitsa luso langa locheza ndi anthu, ndiye kuti ndi bonasi yabwino kwambiri!
3. Mphamvu zambiri - Ndinayesa kuyambiranso masabata angapo apitawo, pamene ndinapeza YBOP koyamba, ndipo ndinatha masiku 12. Ndikukumbukira momwe ndimamvera ndili ndi nzeru, wochezeka komanso wamphamvu, ndipo ndikufuna kumvanso zimenezo.
4. Kudzidalira kwambiri.
5. Nthawi yochulukirapo yochitira zinthu zina - Nthawi iliyonse yomwe ndikanathera ndikuchita PMO, ndimatha kuchita zinthu zolimbikitsa kwambiri - kuchita masewera olimbitsa thupi, kuwerenga buku, kuonera filimu, kuchita masewera olimbitsa thupi a saxophone, chilichonse.
6. Phunzirani kuyamikira moyo kwambiri - Ichi chinali chinthu china chomwe anthu ambiri pano komanso pa YBOP ankalankhula, ndipo ngati ndicho chimene kubwezeretsa zinthu kungathandize, ndikufuna kulowa.
7. Ndinkasangalala kwambiri nditayang'ana kumapeto, ndikudziŵa kuti ndimakonda kwambiri zolaula, ndikudziŵa kuti ndimagonjetsa.
Moni Nonse, Kukhala positi yayitali, mwachenjezedwa
Ndili ndi zaka 30 ndikuchita PMO kwa nthawi yayitali pano, kuyambira ndili ndi zaka 8. Kalelo, ndinkangoganizira zinthu zochepa chabe ndipo ndinkangoganiza zinthu mozama, mpaka nditazindikira kuti abambo anga ondipeza ankandikonda kwambiri. Ndinali wosasangalala kwambiri ndikakhala kusukulu ya sekondale, makamaka ndi atsikana, ngakhale kuti ndinali wotchuka chifukwa cha luso langa pa masewera komanso ndinali munthu wokongola kwambiri. Komabe, sindinathe "kutsimikizira mgwirizano", ndipo ndinali namwali nthawi yonse ya HS. Ndinataya mwayiwo mwina patatha chaka chimodzi kuchokera kwa munthu amene, chabwino, anali ngati mnyamata wa Pillsbury dough, aliyense amavutika. Ndipo anali ndi chidziwitso chochuluka kuposa ine… Ndinali nditatopa kwambiri ndi kukhala namwali pamene ana omwe ndimaganiza kuti ndi ZIPANGIZO zonse anali kugonedwa osati ine.
Komabe, zinali zosakhutiritsa tonsefe ndipo zidatha miyezi ingapo, kotero ndidakhala wosakwatiwa mpaka ndili ndi zaka 23. Ndinayamba kuwerenga malingaliro / matupi ambiri, nzeru zamankhwala akum'mawa ndipo ndidazindikira kuti kuseweretsa maliseche zizolowezi zinali kubweretsa mavuto anga. Kupanda chidwi, manyazi, osamva "mphamvu". Kwenikweni zomwe zikunenedwa apa ndi YBOP koma ndizovuta kwambiri. Ndinasiya chizolowezicho, ndikuyamba kuwerenga masamba ena a PUA, ndipo zidandigwira. Ndidakhala ndi mtsikana wazaka 4. ZINALI zabwino, makamaka ... Ndinayamba kukhala wamanyazi wabwino kwa alpha jerk, ndipo inde ndinamunyengerera ndipo ndikudandaula mpaka lero. Ndikulingalira sindinazolowere chidwi chachikazi ichi komanso chidaliro chatsopano. Moyo wathu wogonana unali wabwino, ngakhale kuti sitinapangepo "chikondi" nthawi zonse kumakhala kosavuta komanso kuyamwa… tinkakumbatirana kwambiri komabe .. Ndikulingalira kuti sitingathe kuphatikiza awiriwa. Komabe, zidayamba kuchepa… ndipo patadutsa zaka ziwiri ndili pachibwenzi, ndidayambiranso zizolowezi zanga zolaula, ngakhale zovuta kwambiri komanso intaneti yothamanga kwambiri, ndidayamba kuyang'ana zinthu zamakolo / kink zochulukirapo. Pamene ndimayamba kupeza zambiri, tinagonana pafupipafupi, ngakhale ndimafunabe. Sindinachitenso bwino monga kale. Chabwino, pamapeto pake idatha, ndipo ndidakhumudwa.
Ndidayamba zolaula kwambiri, komanso chizolowezi cha cocaine pafupifupi chaka. Ndikuganiza kuti kuphatikiza kwa awiriwa kunandipweteka kwambiri ndipo kunatsegula zitseko zamadzi osefukira kuzolowera zolaula komanso ma kinks / fetish. Komanso ndakhala ndikumwa mowa mwauchidakwa zomwe sizimathandiza, ngakhale ndidasiya miyezi ingapo yapitayo ndipo sindikufuna kubwerera. Ndakhala ndikukhala ndi zibwenzi zambiri kuyambira pamenepo, koma palibe chomwe chimakhutiritsa kwathunthu ndipo ndiyenera kudalira ma cialis chifukwa ndadzipukusa kwambiri kotero kuti sindingathe kukhala wolimba popanda izi. Nthawi zambiri ndimayesetsa kuthana nawo kuchokera kwa bambo anga opeza, ndipo ndakhala ndikuwayitanitsa nthawi zina koma ndiyokwera mtengo kwambiri. Sindikufuna kudaliranso. Ndiyeneranso kulingalira za zochitika / zozizwitsa izi zomwe sindikufuna kuti zichitike m'moyo weniweni, ndipo zimandinyansa.
Ndili ndi thanzi labwino, ndikuwoneka wathanzi, ndikuwoneka wachinyamata pazaka zanga kupatula kuti ndine wadazi kwambiri, koma azimayi amandipezabe wokongola ngakhale zili choncho. Ndimakhalabe ndi makolo anga… wopondera miyala / wosungulumwa / wotsika kwambiri yemwe amakhala mchipinda cha amayi. Ndimakhala ndimacheza komanso ndimakonda kucheza, koma nthawi zambiri ndimakhala ndikumwa. Ndimadziwonetsera bwino, ndimavala bwino, ndimayankhula bwino… ndili ndi maluso omwe ndawononga kapena kuwononga. Zimandipha… Ndiyenera kuti ndimachita zambiri ndekha… Ndataya anzanga ambiri… Ndili ndi ena komabe anzanga akale onse andisiya.
Ndikungofuna kuti ndiwone mkazi yemwe ndimamukopeka ndikumva CHINTHU china kachiwiri ... sindimamva kalikonse. Ndimagwira ntchito ndi azimayi ambiri okongola, ndipo sindimayankha ngakhale pang'ono… ndimangoyang'ana mopanda kanthu mlengalenga, ena mpaka kumandikopa ndipo ndimangokonda… osayankha. Poyamba ndinkakonda kukopana, ngakhale pamene ndinali wachinyamata wosadziwa zambiri. Ndili ngati super jaded kapena china…. Ndizomvetsa chisoni.
Kotero, dzulo linali tsiku langa loyamba PMO kwaulere. Kudzuka kumverera mwamphamvu pang'ono kuposa masiku onse. Mukukonzekera kukayenda bwino chisanu musanagwire ntchito. Kuyesera kukhala ochezeka m'malo mongopewa kuyang'anitsitsa monga ndimakonda kuchita. Nthawi yokhayo yomwe ndimakhala ocheza ndi pomwe ndimamwa zakumwa zingapo ... chifukwa chake ndiyenera kuphunzira kukhala wopanda anthu. Ndikumvanso kuti ndikamatha kulenga ndikasiya, ndichifukwa china chomwe ndikufuna kuponyera izi ... kuti ndikhozenso kuyimbanso munyimbo zanga ndikumva kuti kuyambiranso kumayambiranso. Ndikungofuna kuti ndikhale wofunda komanso wowala, ngati momwe ndinkachitira ndikakhala ndi ubale wathanzi kale, koma kuti ndipeze izi ndikukopa mkazi ndiyenera kuyambiranso masewera anga. Ndimangoganiza za anthu onse opambana kwambiri m'mbali zonse za moyo .. ndikuganiza ndekha… "kodi anyamatawa amangokhalira kuzolowera zolaula pa intaneti tsiku lonse?" Kukaikira kwambiri.
Ndimadana kwambiri ndi zomwe zimandichotsa. Ndili ndi chinthu chachikazi chachikulu kwambiri… sindikuyankhula azimayi athanzi / azibambo wamba… ndikuyankhula 300lbs kuphatikiza. Nthawi zonse ndimakonda azimayi onyentchera okhala ndi ma curve koma tsopano, ndimangokonda zazikulu kwambiri zikuwoneka ndipo zikundisokoneza. Ndikuganiza kuti zaka zoyang'ana zithunzi za atsikana achichepere / zazikulu koma zimangokhala pang'ono pang'ono kukula mpaka kukhala okonda azimayi onenepa kwambiri okhala ndi abulu akulu. Ndizoseketsa chifukwa amayi omwe amanditembenuza kale samandichitiranso. Ndimadzipeza ndekha ndikulowa mchimake momwe "mumawonera" osachita nawo. Zachidziwikire kuti sizabwino kugonana moyenera, pomwe muyenera kulingalira mnzanu akutenga winawake kupatula inu kuti mupeze boner. Nditha kuthana ndi azimayi onenepa kwambiri, koma sindimakonda izi. Zikuwoneka ngati kwamuyaya ndikangoyang'ana zolaula zakanema ndikwanira.
Zikomo powerenga positi yayitali, ndikukonzekera kutumiza tsiku lililonse kapena osachepera masiku aliwonse olimbikitsira kuti ndisiyane ndi PMO'ing.
Zikomo chifukwa cha zolemba zonsezi. Ndili ndi zaka 29, ndakhala ndikuonera zolaula kuyambira ndili ndi zaka pafupifupi 12, mwina kamodzi patsiku/masiku asanu mpaka asanu ndi awiri pa sabata. Ndinali pachibwenzi chachikulu kuyambira ndili ndi zaka 19 mpaka 25, ndipo ndi mtsikanayo, kugonana kunali kosangalatsa. Nthawi zambiri ndinkakonda kugonana, ndipo sindinavutikepo ndi kudzuka. Unali ubale weniweni - wofunika. Anali atsikana achiwiri omwe ndinakhala nawo.
Izi zikunenedwa, nditatha chibwenzicho, ndinapita kokagonana ndi atsikana osiyanasiyana… atsikana omwe sanatanthauze kanthu kwa ine, kupatula kugonana. Ndipamene mavuto okhala molimba adayamba kuwonekera. Sindinkakonda kuvala kondomu, ndipo ndikangoyamba kuvala imodzi, ndimatha kutaya kanthawi kochepa pambuyo pake.
Ndinapanga kulakwitsa kosagwiritsira ntchito kondomu nthawi yochepa, ndipo mwatsoka sindinagwirepo matenda alionse. Komabe, muzochitikazi, popanda makondomu, ndinatha kusunga kondomu.
Komabe ... tsopano, zaka zapita, ndikupitilizabe kuonera zolaula, ndikuchita maliseche, ndi zina zambiri. Tsopano, ndikupeza kuti sindingakwanitse kusunga kondomu popanda kondomu. Zili ngati ndazolowera momwe ndimadzichotsera kuti nyini ya atsikana imakumana nawo. Ndikuganiza kuti izi zimakhudzanso zolaula, popeza kugonana pafupipafupi sikuwoneka kuti sikuchita.
Kwambiri, komabe, ndikuganiza kuti izi zitha kukhala zokhudzana ndi kuti tsopano kugonana kwa ine kwakhala kopanda tanthauzo, kosangalatsa kwakuthupi. Poyamba zinkandiphatikiza ndi “chikondi,” koma tsopano, popeza ndakhala “wosweka mtima” kamodzi kapena kawiri, ndikuwoneka kuti sindimakonda. Ndikuganiza kuti ndizomwe zikumuletsa johnson. Komabe, ndimangoganiza kuti ndibweretsa "chikondi / kuwona mtima" mu equation kuti ndiwone zomwe anthu akumva za izi.
Ponena za lonjezo loti 'ndisamachite zolaula, ndakhala ndikuyesera. Ndili pa tsiku lachiwiri pakalipano. Pakadali pano, ndakhala ndikulota zodetsa nkhawa komanso matabwa am'mawa, koma palibe opha ma boners panobe. Sindingathe kudikira kuti ndiyambirenso chinthu chonsechi. Ndikulemberani anyamata.
Zikomo chifukwa cha kukhulupirika konse.
Kusokoneza moyo uno kamodzi!
Ndili ndi zaka 19 ndipo ndakhala ndikuchita maliseche pafupifupi tsiku lililonse kuyambira ndili ndi zaka 10 (pafupifupi kuyambira nthawi yomwe ndinayamba kutha msinkhu). Mpaka posachedwapa, izi sizinali vuto - makolo, mabuku ndi masukulu onse ankandiuza kuti maliseche ndi abwino kwambiri, sindinakhalepo ndi vuto lililonse ndi maphunziro anga, ndipo ndimamva kuti nkhawa kapena mavuto aliwonse okhudzana ndi anthu angandipangitse kukhala wopanda chilakolako cha anthu, ndipo koposa zonse, ndimamva bwino, kotero ndinapitiriza kuchita zimenezo. Monga momwe ndikukumbukira, PMOing inakula pang'onopang'ono: choyamba malingaliro, kenako mafilimu osakhazikika, zithunzi zamaliseche ndipo pamapeto pake zolaula zovuta. Sindinapitepo kumapeto kwenikweni kwa zolaula (kugwiririra koyerekeza, kugonana ndi nyama ndi zina zotero), koma panali kukwera kwakukulu kwa zaka zambiri, ngakhale monga ndidanenera kale, kupatula lingaliro losamveka bwino kuti nditha kuchita chinthu chopindulitsa kwambiri ndi nthawi yanga, izi sizinawoneke ngati vuto.
Kotero, nditamaliza sukulu ya sekondale popanda chilichonse chosonyeza chikondi (kupsompsona koyamba ndili ndi zaka 18, palibe china chilichonse choposa pamenepo), ndinapita ku yunivesite mu Okutobala watha, ndipo mwanjira ina ndinadzipeza ndikugawana zoipa ndi mnzanga wa m'nyumba mkati mwa milungu itatu. Sindikudziwabe momwe zimenezo zinachitikira (anali atalekana ndi chibwenzi chake, ndinali kumumvera chisoni, chinthu chimodzi chinatsogolera ku china ... china chonga chimenecho), koma chinatero. Zachidziwikire, monga momwe mwaganizira kale, pamene tinaganiza zopita patsogolo, sizinagwire ntchito. Ndikanatha kudzuka mwamphamvu, koma chinthu chachikulu sichinapitirire. M'miyezi yomwe tinakhala limodzi, tinkaimba mlandu chilichonse - nkhawa yochita bwino poyamba, kenako ine ndikuyika kondomu, ine ndikuyika kondomu (funso lofunika, kodi zinthuzo ziyenera kukhala zolimba kuposa kugwiriridwa kwanga?), ine ndikutopa, ubale wathu wakuthupi ukukulirakulira mofulumira - tchulani, mmodzi wa ife mwina anaganizapo za izo nthawi ina. Pomaliza, ndinali waluso kwambiri pakumupangitsa kuti abwere, koma palibe chomwe adayesa kundichitira chomwe chinagwira ntchito. M'miyezi isanu ndi umodzi (nthawi ndi nthawi) yomwe tinkagona limodzi, tinkayesa kugonana usiku wonse, ndipo ndinkabwera katatu pabedi, nthawi zonse ngakhale kuti ndinkachita mantha iye atasiya.
Tsopano, ndinali ndikuonerabe zolaula panthawiyi, ngakhale tonsefe tinkadziwa kuti sizinkathandiza mavuto anga pabedi. Nthawi zambiri, tinkangokhala mabwenzi ndi maubwino, choncho ndinadzilungamitsa ponena kuti sitinali pachibwenzi, ndipo chomwe ndikudziwa tsopano kuti ndi chizolowezi choonera zolaula chinali kulira kuti ndikufunika kumasulidwa, ndikufunika kubwera. Ndipo kuposa pamenepo, ED yanga inali kukulitsa kwambiri kuvutika maganizo kwanga. Kulephera kuchita sewero pabedi kunandipangitsa kudzimva ngati wopanda mwamuna, ndipo kunandipangitsa kudziona kuti ndine wofunika. Kuchita PMO kunathandiza kuchepetsa zimenezo. Ndikayang'ana mmbuyo, ndikuganiza kuti mfundo yakuti ndimaonera zolaula inamupweteka monga momwe kulephera kwanga kuchita sewero pabedi kunatipwetekera tonse, ndipo ndimamvabe chisoni kwambiri chifukwa cha zimenezo. Tinakhala nthawi yochepa ngati banja lovomerezeka mu February, ndipo ndinayesetsa kwambiri kusiya zolaula panthawiyo (ndinamva kuti zinali pafupi ndi kumunyenga). Ndinakhala masiku asanu kukhumudwa kwa kugonana kusandibwezeretse ku zolaula, ndipo kotero kuvutika maganizo kunapitirira. Pomaliza, adapeza wina, ndipo chizolowezi changa cha PMO chinapitirira, zomwe zinatibweretsa mpaka pano.
Ndakhala ndikudziuza ndekha kuti ndisiya kuonera zolaula ndikuchita maliseche m'malo osiyanasiyana zaka zingapo zapitazi (osapambana), ndipo ndimayang'ana zolaula pambuyo powonera "Manyazi", omwe, kupatula kukhala Kanema wosangalatsa, adandipangitsa kuzindikira kuti ndikupita kumtundu wamakhalidwe abwino, ndikuti sikunali komwe ndimafuna, kenako ndikupunthwa ku YBOP. Podziwa kuti ndinali ndi zolaula za ED, ndikuzindikira kuti sindituluka osayambiranso, pamapeto pake zidandipatsa chilimbikitso chosiya PMO.
Masiku 12. Pambuyo pake ndinabwereranso tsiku la 12 (10 Julayi), ndipo kuyambira pamenepo sindinathe kupitilira 3. Mwanjira ina ndine wokondwa, chifukwa izi zandithandizadi kuzindikira zomwe zimayambitsa zina, koma ine sizinafanane ndi zoyeserera zoyambazo. Komabe. Sindikudziwa chifukwa chake - ngakhale pambuyo pa masiku 12 okha, ndinali ndikudzidalira kwambiri, ndikutuluka, ndikulimbikira komanso ndikumveka bwino, ndipo ndimakumbukirabe momwe ndidamvera nditangobwerera m'mbuyo. Ndikufunadi kubwerera kumeneko, koma sindikudziwa ngati chomwe chikundiletsa ndi mantha olephera, mphwayi, kapena kusadzidalira kuti ndidzachita bwino ndikabwereranso.
Chifukwa chake pano ndikulemba izi, ndikuyembekeza kuti kupanga ndikusintha magaziniyi kudzakuthandizani kuti ndisadzayambirenso. Masiku anga 90 osakhala ndi PMO, kapena bola ngati ndingakhale wosakwatiwa pambuyo pa nthawi imeneyo. Ndikudziwa kuti ichi chikhala chinthu chamagazi chovuta kuti ndichite, koma ndili ndi mndandanda wazifukwa zambiri zodzichiritsira (zomwe ndikulemba mawa - ndi 1:30 m'mawa pompano !), Ndipo ndikudziwa kuti zikhala zofunikira pamapeto pake. Chifukwa chake ngati mwangowerenga khoma lalemba ili ndikuwoneka kuti ndatuluka, zikomo powerenga. Ndimamva bwino kuchotsa izi pachifuwa panga. Zikomo komanso kwa aliyense amene walembapo nkhani kapena wandilimbikitsa mwanjira ina kuti ndimenye izi. Nditha kuchita izi. Ndikudziwa kuti ndingathe.
Yatumizidwa miyezi ingapo yapitayo…… Kusokonezeka kwanga chifukwa chodziseweretsa maliseche kunayamba nthawi yomweyo nditakhazikitsa intaneti ya broadband mnyumba mwanga kumayambiriro kwa chaka cha 2004. Zinanditengera pafupifupi zaka 7 kuti ndidziwe chifukwa chake kukhwima kwanga kwakhala kulibe. Ndinkatha maola 1-2 patsiku masiku 7 pa sabata. Ndikapanda kuchita izi kwa tsiku limodzi kapena awiri, zikutanthauza kuti ndinkadziseweretsa maliseche kwa maola 4-5 kuti ndibwezeretse pambuyo pa masiku angapo…………..Unali chizolowezi choipa kwambiri. Mu Disembala ndinakhala masiku 14 osachita izi, ndinagwa. Koma ndi chaka chatsopano ndatenga lingaliro latsopano loletsa maliseche - kudziseweretsa maliseche. Ndivomereza, ndimaseweretsa maliseche, monga munthu wina aliyense. Anzanga amavomereza kuti nthawi zonse ndimadziseweretsa maliseche, koma alibe vuto lopeza maliseche. Ndimawauza zoona za kusagonana chifukwa cha chizolowezi chogonana ndi zolaula ndipo amangoseka…… Sangakhulupirire kuti munthu wokongola ngati ine sangavutike ndi akazi ena okongola omwe ndimakhala nawo usiku wonse (ndakhumudwitsa atsikana ambiri okongola)……. Koma ndivomereza momasuka ndipo ndidzakhala woyamba kuchitira umboni kuti kuseweretsa maliseche, pazifukwa zilizonse, kaya ndi mankhwala kapena zamaganizo, kudzakulepheretsani kupeza kugonana kwabwinobwino……… Ndili pa tsiku lachisanu ndi chimodzi ndipo ndidzakudziwitsani………NDINAYENERA kusintha, sindingathe kupitiriza kukhala moyo wopanda pake komanso wopanda chiyembekezo. Ndikanaonera zolaula za amateur pa X-Hamster ndikuganiza kuti, bwanji anyamatawa amalimba mtima? Ali ndi zaka zambiri kuposa ine, ali mu mkhalidwe woipa kwambiri. Sizinali zomveka. Koma ndimadziwa chifukwa chake sindingathe kukhala ndi kugonana. Ndinali wokana kwathunthu…………..Koma ndi tsopano kapena ayi, kaya ndipambana izi tsopano, kapena zidzandipambana popanda chiyembekezo choti ndingazigonjetse…………
Ndangowerenga ndondomeko yonse ndikuyang'ana zida za 4, zomwe ziri zabwino mwa njira, zimapereka chiyembekezo
Chabwino, nthawi yoti ndiyang'ane ndi chizoloŵezi changa ndi zolaula zinachititsa ED.
Ndili ndi zaka 39, ndakhala ndikuchita zolaula kuyambira ndili ndi zaka 13, ndakhala ndikuchita zolaula pa intaneti kuyambira ndili ndi zaka 18 ndipo ndinadwala matenda amisala ndili ndi zaka 30. Sindinkadziwa zomwe zikuchitika, sindinali pachibwenzi nthawi zonse kotero sizinandikhudze kwambiri kupatula manyazi, koma sizinali nthawi zonse choncho ndinangopitiriza.
Kenaka ku 31 ndinayamba kukhala ndi chibwenzi ndi msungwana wamng'ono wa zaka 10 kuposa ine. Iye anali wosasunthika, ankafuna nthawi zonse kotero ndinaganiza zongodzifufuza. Monga momwe ndikudziwira tsopano kuti panalibe cholakwika mthupi ndipo ndinayamba kugwiritsa ntchito Cialis. Zinali zabwino kumayambiriro, sindinakhulupirire, zomwe zinkakhala zolimba kwambiri ndipo ndikutha kubwereza. Moyo unali wabwino kuti asinthe. Kenaka patapita kanthawi sindinathe kuzifikitsa pazinthu zonsezo kotero ndinasintha kukhala Viagra, zakhala bwinoko, koma ED idabweranso kudzandinyengerera. Nthaŵi yonseyi akadali M pa khoka, pang'onopang'ono kuyang'ana zinthu zovuta ndi zovuta. Ndikuganiza kuti panthawiyo kunali kuphatikizapo zolaula komanso nkhawa. Pa 33 ubale umenewu unatha chifukwa cha zifukwa zina, koma ndikudziwa kuti ED idasewera gawo. Ndikufuna kuyankhula za izo, ndinakhumudwa pamene ankafuna kugonana.
Ndinkaseŵera pang'ono, ndikuyamba kugwiritsa ntchito malo kuti ndipeze atsikana nthawi zina. Monga momwe zilili ndi chizolowezi choyipa, icho chinakula kwambiri ndipo chinayamba kulowa mu ukapolo ndi kugonana kwambiri. Maola ambiri omwe ndasakaza pofufuza 'msungwana woyenera' kuti akwaniritse zozizwitsa zanga zonyansa sizingatheke, ngati ndatumiza nthawi yonse ndi khama ku maphunziro kuti ndikhale ndi madigiri angapo pakalipano, ndikutaya nthawi.
Ndinakumana ndi mtsikana 2 1 / 2 zaka zapitazo, choncho ndinabwereranso nthawi yambiri, 2 x 20mg mapiritsi sabata, nthawi zina zambiri. Tinasamukira pamodzi pamodzi miyezi 6 yapitayo. Ndili ndi vuto lokhazikika pa kamodzi pa mwezi ndikugonana ndi msungwana wanga kamodzi pa sabata tsopano ngati ali ndi mwayi. Lidiya yanga ili pafupi ndi kanthu. Sindinamuuzepo za vuto langa loledzera, adapeza mapiritsi anga ndipo ndikungonena kuti ndimagwiritsa ntchito mobwerezabwereza. Ndimakumananso ndi kugonana kwa kinky, sindingathe kusiya ndekha. Ndikumva kuti ndine wolakwa kwambiri kuti ndimakumana ndi atsikanawa koma sindifuna kugonana naye. Iye ali ndi zaka 10 kuposa ine komanso pachiyambi chake, amayenera kwambiri.
Ndikuganiza kuti chinthu chomwe chawonjezera chizoloŵezi changa ndikuti zaka 4 ½ zapitazo ndinayamba ntchito yatsopano yomwe imatanthauza kuti ndimagwira ntchito kunyumba. Zimandipatsa mpata wokhala pakhomo tsiku lonse ndi M. Literally pa masiku otsiriza a 7 opanga maola ndikukhala M maola a 5 pa tsiku. Ine sindikupeza ntchito iliyonse ndipo ndingataya ntchito yanga pa izi. Wokondweretsa kamodzi adanena kuti akamva kuti wina amagwira ntchito kuchokera kunyumba, nthawi zonse amamufunsa kuti, "Kodi ndikupita bwanji M"? Ndi zoona
Chaka chimodzi kapena chapitacho ndinapeza kugwirizana pakati pa zolaula ndi ED ndipo sindinachitepo kanthu, koma tsopano ndikupita.
Sindinanyengedwe ndi abwenzi anga onse, koma sindinathe kudzithandiza. Ndimakonda mtsikana wanga kwambiri ndipo sindikufuna kuti ndimuchitire izi, sungakhale chomwe ndikuchita kwa ine ndekha. Izi zidzatha, izi ziyenera kuima.
Ndikukhulupirira kuti ndingabwerere ubongo wanga kuti ndikhale wabwino, ndikukhala ndi moyo wabwino. Ndizoseketsa, kulembera izi ndikutsitsa mabala anga kwandidziwitsa momwe ndikufunikira kuchita chinachake kuti ndidzichotse mu dzenje lomwe ndadziikapo.
Mutu wabwino kwa inu nonse kunja uko, pali chiyembekezo ndipo ndimamverera kwa atsikana ndi atsikana omwe amayenera kudutsa nazo izi, nthawi zambiri osadziwa kuti vutoli ndi liti.
Hei aliyense,
Nayi mfundo zazing'ono zokhudza ine: Ndakhala ndikudziseweretsa maliseche kuyambira ndili ndi zaka 13. Pamene ndinayamba giredi 9, ndinapeza kompyuta yanga yoyamba yokhala ndi intaneti yothamanga kwambiri. Apa ndi pamene chizolowezi cha zolaula ndi kudziseweretsa maliseche chinayamba. Ndinkadziseweretsa maliseche kamodzi patsiku mpaka pano ndili ndi zaka 24. Nthawi yayitali yomwe ndakhala popanda kudziseweretsa maliseche panthawiyo inali masiku 7 chifukwa ndinali paulendo wapamadzi ndi anzanga ambiri ndipo sindikanatha kuigonjetsa popanda kuthekera kuti andigwire; zomwe zikanakhala zochititsa manyazi kwambiri. Paulendo wapamadzi umenewo, zinali zodabwitsa momwe ndinkafunira kuonera zolaula ndi kudziseweretsa maliseche. Sindinkatha kudikira kuti nditsike m'sitima yapamadzi kuti ndibwerere ku kompyuta yanga ndikuyatsa zolaulazo. Ndikudziwa kuti ndizomvetsa chisoni.
Ndinayamba kuzindikira mozungulira kalasi ya 12 kuti ndimayamba kuda nkhawa pagulu. Ndinkangokhalira kudandaula za zomwe anthu akundiganizira. Nthawi zonse ndimakhala wamanyazi koma pali kusiyana pakati pamanyazi komanso nkhawa zamagulu. Ndinalibe chidwi chocheza ndi anzanga. Kuyanjana kumangomva ngati kumafunikira kuyesetsa kwambiri; Ndimangofuna kukhala ndekha m'chipinda changa. Ndinkangokhala wotopa ndipo ndinalibe chidwi chochita chilichonse. Sindinadziwe kuti zolaula komanso maliseche zimayambitsanso ubongo wanga. Choseketsa ndichakuti nthawi zonse ndimaganiza zinthu ngati "Amuna, payenera kukhala zovuta zina zomwe ndimachita tsiku lililonse ndikuonera zolaula". Popeza kuti anzanga ambiri amasewera maliseche, ndimaganiza kuti zinali zachilendo. Ndinayang'ana zolaula ndi maliseche monga mankhwala omwe ndimakonda, kupatula kuti anali bwino kuposa mankhwala osokoneza bongo chifukwa panalibe zovuta zina. Zoyipa zoyipa ndinali kulakwitsa. Posakhalitsa ndidayamba kugona ndi mtsikana waku sukulu. Nthawi yoyamba yomwe adandipatsa kugonana m'kamwa, sindinathe kukhala ndi erection. Sindinakhulupirire, pamapeto pake ndinali kupeza BJ ndipo sindinathe kuyisunga. Ndingakhale bwanji zaka 18 ndikukhala ndi ED? Tidapusitsika tsiku lotsatira ndipo ndidayambiranso kumangokhala ndikugonana naye. Ndinachita manyazi kwambiri. Vutolo limapitilira ndi atsikana ena.
Kuda nkhawa kwa anthu, ubongo waubongo, kusowa chidwi, ndi zovuta zina za PMO zidakulirakulirabe. Ndinayamba kufufuza intaneti pa kuseweretsa maliseche mopitilira muyeso ndipo mwanjira ina ndimalumikizanso ndi YBOP. Sindinakhulupirire. Ndinayamba kuwerenga zonse zomwe zili patsamba lino. Ndinadabwa kuti anyamata ena ambiri anali kumva momwe ndimamvera. Ndakhala ndikubwezeretsanso tsopano kwa masabata a 6, ndikubwereranso sabata la 3. Ndikumva bwino kwambiri. Ndidakali ndiulendo wautali kuti ubongo wanga usakonzenso, koma ndikuwona kuzungulira kwa 30% mpaka 40%. Ndimakhala womasuka ndikakhala ndi anzanga komanso osawadziwa, ndili ndi mphamvu zambiri, ndimalimbikitsidwa, ndimakhala wosangalala nthawi zambiri masana, komanso zina zambiri zabwino.
Nkhani zopambana zokhudzana ndi zolaula za ED? Ndikufuna kuthandizidwa paulendo watsopanowu!
INDE! Ndine wowongoka, ndikuganiza kuti zovuta zolaula ndizofanana mosatengera mawonekedwe. Ndakhala ndikukhala ndi ED kwanthawi yayitali (kuyambira nthawi yoyamba kugonana). Nthawi zonse ndimadziwa kuti zinali zamaganizidwe, koma sindinazindikire kuti zinali zokhudzana ndi zolaula mpaka pafupifupi chaka chapitacho pomwe ndidayamba kuwerenga. Monga mukuwonera patsamba langa, ndimabwereranso zolaula nthawi zina. Koma ndilibenso ED. Mwinamwake ndimaonera zolaula kamodzi pa sabata panthawiyi, ngakhale kuti nthawi zonse ndimayesetsa kuti ndizisiye kwathunthu. Ndikhoza kunena kuti kuchepetsa kugwiritsira ntchito zolaula kunandichotsera ED, ndipo kugonana ndiko kwabwino kwambiri kuposa momwe ndakhala ndikuonera zolaula.
Malangizo oletsa kuseweretsa maliseche anali owona kwa inenso. Ndimasewera maliseche mocheperanso. Kuchita maliseche kumakhudza kwambiri ED yanga, koma zimandipangitsa kuti ndizilakalaka zolaula, ndichifukwa chake ndimapewa nthawi zambiri.
Yesetsani zolaula kwa kanthawi, ndikuganiza kuti muwona kusiyana ndikukhala bwino.
Hei, ndapeza tsamba ili kudzera mu yourbrainonporn.com. Komabe, nditakumananso ndi mtsikana miyezi ingapo yapitayo osakhutiritsa… Julayi ndikuganiza kuti, ndinazindikira kuti zolaula ndi maliseche zinali vuto langa, ndakhala ndikuchita izi kuyambira ndili wachinyamata ndipo monga ambiri pano, ndimapeza kuti ndizosangalatsa kuposa kugonana nthawi zonse. Komabe, ndinapita sabata imodzi poyamba, koma kenako zinali zokhazikika ndikuyesera kukhala kutali. Pafupifupi mwezi umodzi wapitawo ndinali ndi mtsikana wina, sindinagonepo, koma anandipatsa bj ndi hj. Zinali zochepa, koma pamapeto pake ndinakhala ndi maliseche anga oyamba ndi mtsikana (ndili ndi zaka 22). Sizinali zokhutiritsa kwenikweni kotero ndinaganizanso zoyesa kusintha. Sindinathepo kusagonana kwa sabata imodzi mpaka nditapeza yourbrainonporn. Ndinavomerezanso, koma ndinangomaliza milungu iwiri yokha. Ndinaledzera ndipo ndinadzisangalatsa, ndipo ndinachitanso tsiku lotsatira. Ndinazindikira kuti mphamvu zanga za mbolo zinali zitawonjezeka kwambiri.
Chovuta pa izi ndikuti ndidazindikiranso kuti kuthamanga komwe ndimapeza kuchokera kwa PMO ndikokuliranso, chifukwa masiku angapo apitawa akhala akulimbana ndi masiku a 2 kuchoka pa mzere waukulu kwambiri kuyambira pomwe ndidabwereranso pa 2nd. Koma ndikufunadi kuti ntchitoyi igwire. Pa milungu iwiri yopuma, ndidamva bwino! Nditha kudziwa kuti atsikana anali kundiyang'ana ndipo ndinali wolimba mtima mozungulira iwo. Komanso ndakhala ndikumva kukhumudwa m'miyezi ingapo yapitayi ndipo kukhumudwa konseku kunatha m'masabata awiriwa. Ndikudziwa kuti kuyambiranso kungandichitire zodabwitsa, ndiyenera kuyesetsabe. Ndikumva kuti kupereka malipoti kuno kudzandipatsa mwayi wowerengera mlandu, chifukwa chake tiwona momwe zikuyendera ndipo ndiyesa kuyankhapo pafupipafupi. Ndemanga zilizonse kapena mafunso ali olandilidwa.
Kubwerera kumbuyo.
Ndikumva bwino kwambiri kudziwa kuti si inu nokha amene mukuvutika ndi vutoli, komanso kumva bwino kwambiri kuzindikira kuti pali gulu lothandizira kale komanso lokhazikika. Ngakhale zikumveka zoyipa, zinali zosangalatsa kwambiri kuwerenga za anthu ena omwe ali ndi zizindikiro zofanana ndi ine. Sindingakhulupirire kuti vutoli silikudziwika kwambiri, ndapita kwa dokotala kangapo koma ndinachoka ndi paketi ya viagra/cialis ndikumugwira mokoma mtima. Payenera kuti pali anyamata ambiri ngati ine omwe sanadziwe chomwe chimayambitsa mavuto awo, ndipo zimenezo zokha n’zodetsa nkhawa kwambiri. Ndikuganiza kuti ndiyambe ndikulankhula pang'ono za ine ndekha. Pakadali pano ndili pafupi kukwanitsa zaka 19 ndipo ndili mu chaka changa choyamba ku yunivesite, ndipo ndikuvutika kwambiri ndi ED . Nkhani yanga ikuwoneka ngati nkhani yachizolowezi m'magawo awa, kotero ndiyesetsa kuifotokoza mwachidule momwe ndingathere. Ndikukumbukira pamene ndinali ndi zaka pafupifupi 11 kapena 12, ndinkagona pabedi usiku ndikuganiza za atsikana nthawi zonse. Ndikukumbukira kuti ndinkayembekezera kugona, kuti ndigone pabedi ndekha, ndikuganizira za izi. Sindinkadziwa kuti ndimatha kudzuka ndikachita izi. Kenako usiku wina, ndili ndi zaka pafupifupi 13, ndinadziseweretsa maliseche koyamba. Zinali zachilendo kwambiri, ndipo ndikukumbukira kuti nditatulutsa umuna, ndinkachita mantha koma nthawi yomweyo ndinkasangalala. Chaka chotsatira kapena apo ndinayamba kudziseweretsa maliseche mobwerezabwereza, kuyambira kamodzi kapena kawiri pa sabata, kenako kamodzi patsiku. Sindinali ndi mwayi wopeza zithunzi zolaula, ndipo ndinkangogwiritsa ntchito maloto kuti ndipeze chilakolako, koma zinali zokwanira. Ngakhale kuona mtsikana wokongola nthawi zina kunkandivutitsa nthawi yomweyo.
Kenaka, nditakhala pafupi ndi 15, ndinapeza chisangalalo cha mafilimu a pa intaneti. Ndinayamba kuseweretsa maliseche pozungulira 2 kapena 3, nthawi zina mpaka nthawi ya 6 patsiku, mpaka pano. Poyamba zinali zodabwitsa, zabwino zosakhulupirira. Ndinali ndi abwenzi angapo a zaka zapakati pa 15, 16, sitinalowemo chilichonse chogonana, koma nthawi zonse ndinkakhala wovuta pochita zina zotero. Pafupifupi zaka za 16 ndi theka, ndinayamba kuchepa ntchito erectile. Ndinanena kuti izi ndizinthu zambiri: nkhawa, nkhawa ndi maubwenzi oipa / kusokonekera ndi ena. Sindinayambe ndalingalira kuti ndi chifukwa cha makhalidwe anga a PMO. Izo zinayamba kuipiraipira, mpaka lero.
Pakadali pano sindingathe kukhala ndi chilakolako chogonana kwa nthawi yayitali popanda kulimbikira kosalekeza popanda anzanga aakazi kapena dzanja langa, ngakhale pamene ndikuonera zolaula (mwachionekere ndekha, chibwenzi changa sichinawonerere zolaula haha). Ndikukumbukira kuti ndinayamba kugonana ndili mwana, ndipo zinkamveka ngati sizingalephereke, pamene ndinadzuka pang'ono, nthawi yomweyo. Tsopano ndikufunika kukakamiza mbolo yanga kuti ikhale yolimba ndi 60-70% ndipo sindinafike pafupifupi kufika pa 80-90% kwa chaka chimodzi. Ndimatopa nthawi zonse, sindili ndi chidwi, ndipo kukumbukira kwanga kukuipiraipira kwambiri. Posachedwapa ndinataya unamwali wanga, ndipo zinali zokhumudwitsa, zokhumudwitsa. Sizinkamveka bwino ngati momwe ndidachitira ndi zolaula m'mbuyomu. Ndinangokhala mphindi 5 zokha ndisanathe, ndipo kunena zoona, sindinasangalale nazo kwambiri pankhani yogonana. Izi sizinali zomveka konse. Ndili mwana ndinkalota za tsiku lomwe ndidzataya, ndipo ndinkaganiza kuti vuto langa lalikulu lidzakhala kutaya umuna msanga.
Izi zimayambitsa kudzikayikira ndi nkhawa zambiri, komanso zomwe ndikuzindikiranso monga HOCD: Kodi ndine gay? Ndinali kale Kodi ndinali kudwala? Ndinayesa kuyankha mafunso awa ndi kufufuza zambiri ndi kupirira.
Sindimachita zachiwerewere, ndipo ndili ndi abwenzi ambiri ogonana amuna kapena akazi okhaokha, koma sindinayambe ndakhalapo ndi chibwenzi kapena kugonana ndi mwamuna wina, makamaka m'masiku anga a PMO asanakwane, pomwe ndinali wowongoka kwambiri ... zolaula, zomwe sizinandisangalatse pang'ono. Zithunzi zolaula za Shemale zidandidzutsa kangapo, koma ndidazindikira kuti makamaka mawonekedwe azimayi komanso "cholakwika" (posowa mawu abwinoko) omwe amandiyambitsa. Chifukwa chake ndidadutsa pamndandandawo.
Kugonana kwa amuna okhaokha kunalibe mwayi wina, monga nthawi zina zomwe sindinagonepo ndi kugonana kapena libido, ndipo ndinali ndi PMO chabe. Komabe, nditapatsidwa masiku angapo a PMO, nditha kumulamulira mwamsanga.
Chotheka chotsiriza chinali chakuti ndinali ndi matenda. Ndinali wotsimikiza kuti ichi chinali vuto langa, pamene mbolo yanga inakhala ndi bend / kugwedezeka kuchokera kuzinyoza nthawi zonse ndipo nthawi zambiri ndimamva kupwetekedwa pokwaniritsa erection (ngakhale izi ndi pamene ine ndikukakamiza imodzi, osati nthawi, nthawi zochepa kwambiri nthawi Ine ndikuwukitsidwa moona) Ine ndikuyeneranso kupita ku chimbudzi nthawi zambiri kuposa anzanga. Ine ndinapita kwa madokotala kangapo, ndipo ngakhale ndinapita kwa katswiri wa urologist. Sindinapeze chilichonse cholakwika ndi ine kapena mbolo yanga, ndipo onse awiri anandiuza kuti ndikufunika kuti ndipumule ndikupereka Ciallis kapena Viagra. Mayeso a magazi adabweretsanso zotsatira zowonjezera ma testosterone.
Ndiganiza kuti chifukwa chachipatala sichinafikepo pa vuto ili ndichifukwa chakuti ambiri ofufuza zachipatala ndi madokotala ali akale, ndipo sankakonda zolaula pamene anali achinyamata. Kotero chikhalidwe ichi chikuwoneka chosamvetseka kwa iwo chifukwa iwo sanayambe akhalapo ndi mwayi kuti atengeke. Ndikudziwa kuti ngati sindinapeze zolaula, sindikanakhala ndi vuto lomwe ndili nalo tsopano.
Kotero apo ine ndinali, wosokonezeka ndi wokhumudwa kwambiri. Ntchito zachipatala sizinapereke yankho, sindinkagonana amuna kapena akazi okhaokha ndipo sindinachite zachiwerewere. Tithokoze Mulungu kuti ndapeza Yourbrainonporn.com.
Ndikuyambanso kubwezeretsa. Ndikudziwa kuti izi ndizofuna kuyamba pomwepo ndipo zidzakhala zovuta kupindula koma sindiwona chifukwa chokhalira kutha kwa PMO. Ndikuganiza kuti ntchito yovuta kwambiri idzakhala ikugona, monga zaka zitatu zapitazo ndimadzipweteka ndekha kuti ndigone usiku uliwonse. Ngakhale usiku watha, ine ndinali mpaka 4 m'mawa mpaka ine ndinagona tulo, koma mnyamata, zinamveka bwino kudzuka m'mawa ndikudziwa kuti sindinagwiritse ntchito maliseche usiku watha. Sindikuganiza kuti kudziletsa ndekha kuti ndisapite ku zolaula kungakhale kovuta, monga momwe ndagwirira ntchitoyi nthawi zambiri. Ndikuyang'ana mmbuyo tsopano, ndinaona ubwino woletsa kuonera zolaula poyamba, koma, monga ena ambiri, sindinagwirizanitse zolaula ndi ED. Ndikuganiza kuti vuto lalikulu lidzathetsa maliseche palimodzi.
Panthawiyi, ndikukhala ku koleji ndipo ndili ndi chibwenzi chomwe chimakhala m'kalasi yomweyo. Timagona limodzi (kwenikweni kugona, osati wina "kugona palimodzi) usiku wambiri ndikugonana mwinamwake usiku uliwonse. Ichi ndi chokhumudwitsa kwambiri kwa ife, popeza ndimangokhalira kugonana zokhudzana ndi 5 mpaka 10 mins, ndipo ngati ndiyimira ngakhale nthawi yaying'ono, ndimataya chidwi nthawi yomweyo. M'maŵa ndimamukondweretsa ndikumupangitsa kuti adziwonetsere, ndipo nthawi zambiri amandipatsa pakamwa kapena m'manja. Ndidzasokoneza, koma sizowoneka ngati kuti ndikuona zolaula, ndipo sindinali wovuta. Mwamwayi iye akumvetsa, ndipo ndikuyembekeza kuti adzakhala ndi chipiriro kudikira pamene ndikuyesera kubwezeretsa, ngakhale ndingamvetsetse bwino ngati akufuna kuichotsa.
Mwamuna wazaka 30 pano…Ndakhala ndikuvutika ndi vuto la kugonana kuyambira nditayamba kuonera zolaula kuyambira ndili ndi zaka 8 ndi mnzanga . Ndimakumbukira zakale; Ndinakhala zaka zambiri zanga kusukulu ya sekondale movutikira komanso mwamanyazi, ngakhale kuti ndinali wokongola komanso m'modzi mwa othamanga abwino kwambiri. Ndinayamba kuoneka ngati ndine wamisala msanga… ngakhale kuti ndimabadwa ndi vuto la majini koma palibe amene anayamba kuoneka ngati wamisala msanga mbali zonse ziwiri. Ndinakwanitsa kugona nthawi zingapo nditamaliza sukulu ya sekondale, koma palibe chomwe chinali chokhutiritsa ndipo sindinkatha kugona chifukwa cha kugonana ndipo nthawi zambiri ndinkataya chilakolako cha kugonana. Nthawi zonse ndakhala ndikudziwa za “maonekedwe achilendo”, ndipo ndinapeza china chake chomwe chimati amuna sayenera kuwononga umuna wawo (jing) ndipo zonse zinali zomveka kwa ine. Ndinasiya kwa kanthawi, ndinakumana ndi mtsikana wokongola ndipo tinagonana bwino…. Panthawiyi ndinali ndi mphamvu, ndinasintha kuchoka pa kukhala mnyamata wokondedwa ngati bwenzi kupita ku stud… zomwe zinakhumudwitsa kwambiri wakale wanga chifukwa ndinkachita zachinyengo nthawi ndi nthawi. Ndinkangosangalala ndi mphamvu zanga zatsopano zogonana zomwe sindinalole kuti ziwonjezereke.
Mwamwayi, ndinabwereranso ku njira zanga zakale, ndipo ndikugwirizana nazo, moyo wathu wa kugonana unatsika ndipo pamapeto pake tinathyola patatha zaka 4. Ndinadandaula ... Ndipo mmalo mosiya chizoloŵezi chimenechi ndinangopita kumalo osokoneza bongo, komanso ndi intaneti yothamanga kwambiri, ndikukhala ndi chizoloŵezi choipa cha coke ... osasokonezeka ndi izi. Zofuna zanga zogonana zinayamba kumveka bwino komanso "kinky". Pambuyo pake, ndinafika poti sindingathe kumangokhalira kugonana ngakhale pamene ndikuchita maliseche ... kugonana kunalibe ponseponse pokhapokha nditakhala ndi vuto linalake kapena chinachake ... ndiye ndinali wophunzira koma sindinamve bwino.
Chabwino, zaka za 4 pambuyo pake, pano ndikuvutika maganizo, ndikusagwirizana ndi anthu, palibe chomwe chimandipatsa ine ndikukhala pansi pa mayi. Ndasankha kamodzi kuti ndikhazikitse chizoloŵezi ichi, ndikudziwa kuti chimandilepheretsani. Nthawi iliyonse yomwe ndasiya khalidweli, zinthu zabwino zimayamba kuchitika. Sindichilombo chamatsenga koma ndimamva kuti mumapereka vibe yosiyana mukakhala "Okwanira" mphamvu zanu zamunthu. Ndapita masiku omalizira a 5 popanda ndipo nthawi yomweyo ndimatha kuzindikira kuyanjana kwanga ndi atsikana, ndipo mnyamata amakhala bwino. Ndimamasuka kwambiri, mawu anga ndi ozama, atsikana akuwoneka kuti akulephera kulankhula / kukondana nane. Ndikudziwa kuti anandipeza wokongola pamaso ... Nditavala bwino, ndikuwoneka bwino kwa msinkhu wanga ngakhale kuti ndine wamisala. Ndimangomva zamatsenga / mphamvu zogonana ... monga momwe ndingatengere mkazi aliyense ndipo ndi zabwino. Ndikuganiza kuti anthu ambiri omwe akunena izi ndi abodza omwe amanyengerera kwambiri ... kukana kuli wamphamvu kwambiri. Anthu ochepa ali ndi mphamvu yowonekera mkati mwa moyo wawo ndikudzifunsa okha. Ego ndi wowononga anthu ambiri ... kutaya umoyo wanu. Mmodzi mwa abwenzi anga apamtima akhoza kukhala woimba kwambiri, koma akusowa m'malo ena ndipo nthawi iliyonse yomwe ndayesera kumubweretsera izi ... iye amapita kukana kapena kinda amachita mu khutu limodzi, kunja kwina . Iye sangachite bwino yekha pokhapokha atakhala ndi maso aakulu.
Chikhulupiliro changa ndi "iwo", mphamvu zomwe ziri, amafuna chiwerengero cha ma schmucks ndipo ndikuganiza kuti chifukwa chake kugonana kumalimbikitsidwa kwambiri. Ndiwe wamkazi ngati simukuchita izo ... Ndikumverera kwambiri kuti ndikutha kuchitapo kanthu ndipo ndangokhala masiku a 5 mu ndondomeko yanga "yobwezeretsanso". Ndikupangitsani anthu kuti ayang'ane pa webusaitiyi - yourbrainonporn.com Ikuwunikira kwambiri, ndikufotokozera momwe izi zilili choipa kuti muzitsatira nthawi zonse popanda chiphunzitso chachipembedzo kapena kummawa kwachidziwitso kwa mitundu yanu ya sayansi / zomveka.
Tsopano, sindikuganiza kuti pali cholakwika ndi ntchito yamagetsi, ngati simukupeza. Ngati muli ndi chiyembekezo chogonana musaganizirepo. Sizofunikira; simungapeze kansa ya prostate, ndilo gulu la bs. Maloto owopsa ndi njira yachilengedwe yoyeretsera mapaipi ngati simukugonana.
Ndizochita zamisala momwe tinapitsidwira kuti tikhale anthu achikunja okonzedwanso kwathunthu, kupita ku gulu losafuna kwathunthu lomwe ndiloti, "ngati ndikumverera bwino, chitani" Kodi malire ali pati? Ndikuganiza m'zaka za 10 20 zidzakhala chidziwitso chodziwika bwino kwambiri, makamaka kuonera zolaula kumawononga kwabwino. Zedi, zolaula zakhalapo kwa nthawi yayitali ... koma mpaka zaka zomalizira za 10-15 takhala tikudziwika ndi zolaula zambiri. Simukuyenera kupita ku bukhu la "store" kuti mukonzekere, ndipo ngakhale mutatha kupeza zambiri ndipo zimakhala zambiri .... tsopano simukuyenera kulipira (ngati mukudziwa zomwe mukuchita) ndipo mukhoza kukhala pamaso anu a diso nthawi yomweyo. Izo si zachibadwa.
Ganizirani za anthu opambana kwambiri omwe mumawakonda kapena mumafuna kukhala nawo. Mukuganiza kuti 2pac ankakhala akuzungulira nyama yake kwa maola ambiri patsiku?
Moni ndili ndi zaka 33 ndipo ndakwatirana kwa chaka chimodzi. Pomwe ine ndi mkazi wanga timapita kokasangalala patadutsa chaka chapitacho tinayesa kugonana. Ndinakhalabe wodziletsa mpaka nditakwatirana (Ngakhale kuti ndinali kukula ndili ndi zibwenzi ndimachita zinthu zina monga kugwiranagwirana kwambiri, pakamwa) momwemonso iye. Kotero pamene ife potsiriza tinachita izo, zinali zopanda pake kunena zovuta ndi zovuta. Chomwe ndidazindikira ngakhale ndikuti ndimatha kuchikweza koma ndikangoyesa kulowa ndikatsika. Ngati ndikadalowamo sindinakhalitse. Kwa chaka chatha ichi ndichinthu chomwe ndakhala ndikulimbana nacho. Mkazi wanga (Mulungu amudalitse) wakhala woleza mtima kwambiri komanso womvetsetsa. Koma nthawi zonse timaganiza kuti izi ndi zabwinobwino ndipo zimangotenga kanthawi kuti "Muzimva bwino"
Koma china mwa ine chimati china chake sichinali cholondola. Malangizo omwe ndidalandira kuchokera kwa abwenzi ndikuti ndimangokhala ndi nkhawa, ndipo ndimafunikira kupumula. Izi zitha kukhala gawo lake koma sizimandithandizabe. Pa nthawi imeneyi muukwati wathu ndinali ndikukhumudwa. Kugonana ndichinthu chomwe sindinathe kuchita ndikudzifunsa ngati ndingathe. Ndinkaopa kuti sindidzakhalanso ndi ana. Dokotala wanga adandiuza kuti nditenge mankhwala ena monga cialis kapena Viagra koma sindikufuna kutero.
Kenako ndidapunthwa pa yourbrainonporn.com Ndipo zonse zinali zomveka kwa ine. Makhalidwe ambiriwa adandifotokozera tee. Popeza ndinkafuna kukhalabe wosakwatirana mpaka nditakwatirana ndimagwiritsa ntchito PMO ngati malo anga. Ndipo sindimadziwa zomwe ndimachita muubongo wanga. Ndikumva kuti zaka zonse za PMO zandibweretsera mavuto m'banja langa. Ndakhala ndikugwiritsa ntchito zolaula kuyambira ndili wachinyamata. Koma tsopano ndikufuna kwambiri kusiya chizolowezichi. Osati za ine koma za mkazi wanga wokongola yemwe amayenera kwambiri kuchipinda kuposa momwe ndingamupatse. Ndinauza mkazi wanga zonse zomwe ndachita zokhudzana ndi zolaula komanso ubongo komanso vuto langa loonera zolaula. Ndinadabwa kuti yankho lake linali "zachidziwikire kuti unali ndi vuto, ndiwe mnyamata". Ndipo tinaseka. Ndinamupepesa chifukwa chogwiritsa ntchito zolaula ngakhale m'banja lathu, adati zili bwino. Ndidamuwuzanso za pulani yanga yoyesera kuyambiranso ndikuwona ngati izi zingathetse vuto langa m'chipinda chogona, koma izi zikutanthauza kuti sitingagone miyezi 2 mwina kupitilira apo. Ali pa 100% ndipo akundithandiza mokwanira pantchitoyi.
George Clooney? Leo Messi? Ayi, iwo amatsitsa kuti mphamvu yogonana muzojambula zawo kuti azidzipitilira okha.
Moni, ndili ndi zaka 33 ndipo ndakhala m'banja kwa chaka chimodzi. Pamene ine ndi mkazi wanga tinapita ku ukwati wathu chaka chimodzi chapitacho tinayesa kugonana. Ndinapitirizabe kudziletsa mpaka nditakwatiwa (Ngakhale kuti ndinali ndi atsikana anzanga, ndinkachita zinthu zina monga kukhudza kwambiri, kukamwa) ndipo iyenso anachita chimodzimodzi. Choncho titachita zimenezi, sizinali zofunikira kunena kuti ndizovuta komanso zosayenera. Koma chomwe ndinazindikira n'chakuti ndimatha kudzuka koma ndikangoyesa kulowerera ndinkagwa. Ngati ndilowerera sindikanatha nthawi yayitali. Chaka chatha ichi ndi chinthu chomwe ndakhala ndikuvutika nacho. Mkazi wanga (Mulungu amudalitse) wakhala woleza mtima komanso womvetsetsa. Koma nthawi zonse tinkaganiza kuti izi zinali zachilendo ndipo zimangotenga nthawi kuti "ziyende bwino"
Koma china mwa ine chimati china chake sichinali cholondola. Malangizo omwe ndidalandira kuchokera kwa abwenzi ndikuti ndimangokhala ndi nkhawa, ndipo ndimafunikira kupumula. Izi zitha kukhala gawo lake koma sizimandithandizabe. Pa nthawi imeneyi muukwati wathu ndinali ndikukhumudwa. Kugonana ndichinthu chomwe sindinathe kuchita ndikudzifunsa ngati ndingathe. Ndinkaopa kuti sindidzakhalanso ndi ana. Dokotala wanga adandiuza kuti nditenge mankhwala ena monga cialis kapena Viagra koma sindikufuna kutero.
Kenako ndidapunthwa pa yourbrainonporn.com Ndipo zonse zinali zomveka kwa ine. Makhalidwe ambiriwa adandifotokozera tee. Popeza ndinkafuna kukhalabe wosakwatirana mpaka nditakwatirana ndimagwiritsa ntchito PMO ngati malo anga. Ndipo sindimadziwa zomwe ndimachita muubongo wanga. Ndikumva kuti zaka zonse za PMO zandibweretsera mavuto m'banja langa. Ndakhala ndikugwiritsa ntchito zolaula kuyambira ndili wachinyamata. Koma tsopano ndikufuna kwambiri kusiya chizolowezichi. Osati za ine koma za mkazi wanga wokongola yemwe amayenera kwambiri kuchipinda kuposa momwe ndingamupatse. Ndinauza mkazi wanga zonse zomwe ndachita zokhudzana ndi zolaula komanso ubongo komanso vuto langa loonera zolaula. Ndinadabwa kuti yankho lake linali "zachidziwikire kuti unali ndi vuto, ndiwe mnyamata". Ndipo tinaseka. Ndinamupepesa chifukwa chogwiritsa ntchito zolaula ngakhale m'banja lathu, adati zili bwino. Ndidamuwuzanso za pulani yanga yoyesera kuyambiranso ndikuwona ngati izi zingathetse vuto langa m'chipinda chogona, koma izi zikutanthauza kuti sitingagone miyezi 2 mwina kupitilira apo. Ali pa 100% ndipo akundithandiza mokwanira pantchitoyi.
Kuthamanga mwamsanga, mwinamwake.
Ndili ndi zaka 18 ndipo ndakhala ndikuonera zolaula kuyambira ndili ndi zaka pafupifupi 13 kapena 14. Sindikuganiza kuti ndakhala nditazolowera kwambiri zolaula kwa zaka zinayi/zisanu zimenezo; sindinayambe ndayamba kuchita zinthu zovuta kwambiri ndipo nthawi zambiri sindinkaonera zolaula tsiku lililonse ngakhale tsiku lina lililonse. Komabe, ndikutsimikiza kuti kugwiritsa ntchito zolaula ndiko komwe kumayambitsa ED yanga ndikakhala ndi atsikana enieni. Ndinapeza YBOP kumayambiriro kwa Ogasiti ndipo ndinayamba kuyesa kuyambiranso kugonana pa 4 Ogasiti. Ndakhala ndikuchita zolaula kawiri kuyambira nthawi yoyamba, ndipo posachedwapa ndili ndi zaka pafupifupi 13 popanda zolaula kapena maloto. Koma kuyambira pamenepo ndakhala ndikuyesera kuti ndisachite chilichonse. Ndimayamba koleji sabata yomaliza ya Seputembala kotero ndikuyembekeza kuti ndidzakhala nditachira nthawi yomweyo kuti nditha kusangalalanso ndi atsikana. Koma ngati sichoncho ndipitiliza kuyambiranso kugonana kwambiri. Kuchokera m'magazini ena omwe ndawerenga pano zikuwoneka kuti anyamata ena achichepere adachira mwachangu, ndikuyembekeza kuti ndidzakhala chimodzimodzi.
Patsamba langa ndimadzipereka kuti ndikhale wathanzi komanso ndikunyamula, nthawi zambiri ndimagwira 4 kapena 5 sabata iliyonse. Ngati chiwerengerocho chikutanthauza kuti mwina ndili ndi testosterone yambiri kodi izi zitha kukhala zopindulitsa kuchira kwanga?
Zikuoneka kuti nthawi iliyonse ndikayesa kugonana ndi chilakolako cha kugonana, ndimayenera kupita kuchimbudzi pamene sindikugona kapena sindikugona mokwanira. Koma ndikusintha. Kuyambira pano, ndikusiya zolaula kwamuyaya. Ndakhala ndikuyang'ana kuyambira ndili ndi zaka 12. Zonse zinagwa ndili ndi zaka 18. Tsopano ndili ndi zaka 19. Ndinali ndi vuto lokhala wolimba mtima pongoganiza. Ndinkangoganiza kuti zonse zinali m'mutu mwanga, choncho ndinayesa kugonana ndi mtsikanayu. Anali wamaliseche pamaso panga ndipo sindinamve chilichonse, chochititsa manyazi kwambiri. Kenako patatha miyezi itatu ndinayesanso ndi mtsikana wina, anali wabwino kwambiri ndipo sindinathe ngakhale kulimba mtima kapena kumva chilichonse. Zochititsa manyazi kwambiri. Ndinkapitiriza kunena kuti sizingakhale chifukwa cha zolaula. Choncho ndinaganiza zoyesa milungu ingapo yapitayo. Ndinakhala sabata yonse popanda PMO. Ndinamva bwino, ndinatsala pang'ono kupeza munthu wosangalala ndikuyang'ana atsikana awa akuchita yoga mkalasi mwanga. Pamene ndinkalankhula ndi mtsikana, ndinayamba kumva kuti ndakonzeka. Koma kenako ndinabwerera mumsampha, ndinabwereranso ku zolaula. Ndipo sindinamvebe ndikayang'ana zolaula. Zimangowonjezera chilakolako cha kugonana. Tsopano ndikusiya.
Kwa ine, zolaula ndizoipa kwambiri.
Tsopano ndangokhala osalemba, chifukwa ngati ndimamvetsetsa bwino, ambiri aife tili pano chifukwa zogonana za vanila sizikutithandizanso, ndipo kusapezekanso kumatithandizanso kuti tibwerere mwakale, koma nchiyani chimayambitsa izi?
Za ine, ndi zolaula. Sindingathe fap chifukwa ndimadzipweteketsa ndekha chifukwa chofika pamsinkhu uwu, koma sindikuganiza kuti M kapena O ndi owononga monga P.
Mwinamwake mukufunsa chifukwa chake.
Ndili ndi mwayi woti ndinkatha kugwiritsa ntchito intaneti ndili ndi zaka 14-15 zokha, pogwiritsa ntchito modemu ya 28.8k. Choncho, kusintha kulikonse kwa moyo wanga wachinyamata kunkachitika ndi malingaliro (ndinali kale ndi zizolowezi zogonjera kotero nthawi zambiri ndinkaganiza zogonana ndi atsikana omwe ndimawakonda).
Kenaka intaneti inabwera koma akazi sanali otchuka komabe, kotero ndimakhala masiku anga ambiri zolaula ndikuwona zolaula za vanila. Ndinakhalanso ndi mwayi wotaya unamwali wanga ku 17, ndipamene ndinayamba kufunafuna kwambiri zachikazi, koma chifukwa nthawi imeneyi inali mkati mwa 56.6k modem siteji (DSL inali yotsika mtengo kwambiri), sindinavutikenso ndi ED kwambiri.
Kenako intaneti yothamanga kwambiri idabwera ndipo azimayi amatulutsa nthambi. Panali matani ndi matani amtundu wina. Poyamba ndinali wokondwa kungowona .zips azithunzi zazithunzi zatsopanozi. Kenako adasintha kukhala makanema. Ndiye zinthu zolimba. Poyamba kuzindikira momwe fetasi zanga zasinthira pakapita nthawi, ndinachita mantha. Ndinkangokhalira kusangalala ndi mtsikana atakhala pankhope yanga koma tsopano ndili ndi feteleza Sindingamuuze aliyense m'moyo weniweni.
Zonsezi pamene ndinali kuyamba kumva ED (osati kwenikweni thupi, koma "osakhudzidwa" mu kugonana kwa vanila, motero palibe zovuta). Ndinaganiza kuti ndikadatha kutulutsa zolaula mu mphindi za 3 ndiye sindimaganiza chilichonse.
Ndiye posachedwapa ndakhala ndi mwayi ndi atsikana, koma nthawi ikafika yoti ndichite izi ndimangomva ngati ndikutsatira. Nthawi zina ndimamva ngati Sindikufuna kuzichita. Maganizo anga amapita pang'ono motere:
Mwamuna akutentha, koma sindingathe kuyimitsa. WTF ndiyolakwika ndi ine? Agona pamenepo akundidikirira, bwanji sindikuvutitsidwa kuti ndichite kalikonse? Hm .. kumusala chala sikusangalatsa. Ndine wofewa. Akundiyang'ana, ndibwino kuti ndizisangalala.
Lingaliro ili lonse limandipangitsa ine kuchita zonse ndi kupumula, kapena kusowa kwa chidwi, ndipo zimakhala zachilendo kwenikweni. Ndiye tikayamba kuseka, ndimatha kukhala patali, sindimalira, ndimatseka maso anga ndikuyang'ana kwambiri za mwana wanga wamwamuna. Nthawi zambiri sindimakhala nthawi zambiri.
Chifukwa chake ndimaganiza kuti ndikulephera zolaula, zikanda zanga, zikukula, ndipo ndikadzipangitsa kukhala wosimidwa kotheka kuti nthawi ina ndikadzapanga chikondi, ndizisangalala nayo. Kenako kusaka kwina kwa Google kudatsogolera ku ina, ndipo ndidazindikira kuti pali chinthu chomwe chimatchedwa zolaula chomwe chidapangitsa ED.
Kwa okayikira aliwonse kunja uko, ndikukutsimikizirani, ndizowona. Zimangokhala ndi moyo weniweni, pokhapokha mutakhala wokonzeka kulipira pro kuti mukwaniritse zomwe mumayembekezera, zomwe sizingakuthandizeni.
Koma powona momwe ndidapitilira moyo, sindinena kuti M&O imapha. Ndinganene zolaula. Zithunzi zolaula zapamwamba kwambiri pa intaneti. Fuck that shit.
Tsopano ndikakhala ndi chilakolako chofuna kuona zolaula, ndimangoganiza zofunafuna gawo lokondana, ndipo ndimayiwala mosavuta. Pakhala pafupifupi sabata la 2 ndipo ndapulumutsidwa, koma zitha kutenga kanthawi ndisanayerekeze kuganiza kuti mwana wanga wachinyamata adzachoka pa nthawi yogonana ndi vanila.
Ndakhala ndikuwerenga mozungulira ndipo ndikuganiza kuti choyipitsitsa ndi ndalama. Ndikuwona anyamata ambiri omwe akuvutika ngati gehena, chifukwa safunikiranso kuwona zolaula. Akangomva mbuye akuwapempha kuti amupatse ndalama zawo zonse, amatero, ndipo kwa iwo, ndiye kuti P yayambiranso. Ndine wokondwa kuti ndili ndi fetus zachibadwa zachikazi. Koma izi zitha kukulira mosavuta ngati zikadapitilira njira yanga yolaula.
Chifukwa chake nonse anyamata omwe mwayambiranso ndi M & O, musadandaule. Bwererani, koma chifukwa cha chikondi cha Mulungu yesetsani kuti musayandikire P.
TL; DR Porn ndi mdani wanu wamkulu, osati mthupi lanu.
Palibe cholakwika ndi kuseweretsa maliseche moyenera (zomwe zingakhale kamodzi patsiku, kapena kamodzi maola ochepa malinga ndi munthuyo).
Ine, ndi ena ambiri, tili ndi zizolowezi zowononga maliseche. Ndinasiya kukhala ndi erection ndi amayi nthawi zonse pa 18. Ndakhala ndi mavuto akulu ndikukhala ndi nkhawa komanso nkhawa zomwe sizimagwira mankhwala. Posakhalitsa sindinathe ngakhale kukonzekera kwathunthu ndi akazi.
Nthawi zambiri ndimakonda kugwiritsa ntchito zolaula ndikachita maliseche ndikutenga mphindi 45 kupitirira ola limodzi sizinali zachilendo (pakati pa zosokoneza -ndimakhala wokwezeka kwambiri ndikamatha- ndikusaka zolaula zabwino zimatha kutenga kanthawi. Nthawi zambiri ndimangokhala chiwalo changa cholimba mdzanja langa).
Ndikuyembekeza kuti nofap imachiritsa ED. Ndizolepheretsa kwambiri. Sindinayesere mwamphamvu kutenga mkazi mzaka khumi.
Ndibwino kuti muzitha. Ndi enafe omwe tili ndi zizolowezi zoyipa.
Ndidzanena kuti mapulaneti anga awiri oyambirira atapita pafupifupi milungu iŵiri anali otupa kwambiri. Chisoni chonse chinali chatsopano. Kusweka kungapindulitse ngakhale inu omwe simunachite zinthu zovulaza. Ingokupezerani mwayi wabwino kwa inu
Moni, ndili ndi zaka 38 ndipo ndakhala ndikuvutika ndi ED kwa zaka 8 zapitazi. Ndakhala ndikuonera zolaula kwa zaka 10 zapitazi koma sindinaganizepo kuti ED yanga idayambitsidwa ndi izi . Ndinkaganiza kuti ndi nkhawa yokhudza magwiridwe antchito. Kugonana kwanga kumakhala kofooka, ndinalibe chilakolako chogonana ndipo panalibe chizindikiro cha wood ya m'mawa. Nthawi zokhumudwitsa ndinapeza yourbrainonporn ndipo ndinaganiza zoyesa. Kwakhala masiku 96 popanda zolaula komanso maliseche ndipo ndikuchita bwino (wood ya m'mawa ikubweranso komanso porn yamphamvu pang'ono). Ndakhala pachibwenzi ndi mkazi wotentha kwambiri kwa miyezi 5 yapitayi kotero ndakhala ndikuyesera kugonana kumapeto kwa sabata. Ndimavutika koma ndimataya ndikayamba kuganiza za kusowa kwa kumva mu mbolo yanga. Sindingathe kumva kukongola kwanga nthawi zina. Wopenga! Ndimayesanso ndipo nthawi zambiri ndimafika pachimake.
Ndikudabwa kuti wina wapitilizabe kugonana ndi mnzake ndipo wachira? Kodi ndikuchedwetsa ntchitoyi ndikumangocheza ndi mwana wanga wamkazi? Nthawi zina ndimagwiritsa ntchito zowonjezera zitsamba chifukwa ndimaopa kuti mwina sizingagwire ntchito.
Chinthu china chomwe wina aliyense wamva chisoni ndikubwezeretsanso? Masabata omaliza awa a 2 sindinakhalepo ndi vuto logonana kapena kumva chilichonse ngakhale msungwana wanga ndi wokongola kwambiri. Upangiri uliwonse ungayamikiridwe kwambiri.
Ndine wachinyamata yemwe wakhala ndi mavuto a ED zaka zisanu zapitazi. Nthawi yoyamba yomwe zidachitika anali ndi chibwenzi chakale. Ndidataya pakati pa kugonana chifukwa ndinkatopa kwambiri. Ndipo kwa zaka zapitazi zangoipiraipira. Nthawi zochititsa manyazi kwambiri nthawi zonse zimakhala pamasewera pomwe ndimakhala ofewa; Ndinayesera kulingalira zolaula zomwe ndimaziwona kuti ndigwiritse ntchito zonunkhira, koma palibe chomwe chingachitike, ndipo zomwe ndimakonda nthawi zonse zimangoganiza kuti china chake chachitika. Kwa zaka zambiri ndimangokhala mchipinda changa ndikulola kuti machitidwe anga a PMO atenge. Ndinali wokhumudwa, wokonda kucheza, ndipo ndinayamba kulingalira moyo wanga wonse nditakhala mchipinda changa, ndikuponyera zolaula - ndinayamba kulingalira za izi.
Koma m'masabata angapo apitawa, ndidayamba kuganiza kuti china chake chikulakwika ndi ine. Chifukwa chake ndidalemba mu Google, 'kusokonekera kwa erectile komanso zolaula.' Sindinakhulupirire kuti vutoli lilipo, ndipo zinali zodabwitsa kuti ndi anthu angati pa intaneti omwe anali mumkhalidwe womwewo. Mulimonsemo, ndasiya zolaula masiku asanu ndi limodzi apitawa, ndipo ndazindikira kale zovuta zina. Ndinali nditakhala m'sitima, ndipo ndinamva anyamata awiri akuyankhulana kwambiri - palibe chokongola - ndipo ndinakhala ndi erection. Sindinakhulupirire. Zinali zochititsa manyazi kuyesa kubisa pamene ndinali kutsika sitima. Ndinkadzimva ngati wachinyamata.
Ndikuganiza kuti ichi chitha kukhala chisankho chabwino kwambiri m'moyo wanga.
Ndili ndi zaka 26 - Ndikuvutika ndi matenda a ED kwa zaka zingapo zapitazi ndipo ndikukuuzani zambiri za izi. Ndinayamba kudziseweretsa maliseche popanda zolaula ndili ndi zaka 13. Uku kunali kumverera kwabwino kwambiri padziko lonse lapansi ndipo ndisanadziwe kuti ndinali nditayamba kukonda kwambiri.
Ndi 15 ndinadziwitsidwa zolaula ndi mnzanga. Ndipo ndinali womangirizidwa kwathunthu. Ndinalibe kompyuta m'nyumba mwanga kotero ndimakonda kupita kumalo omwera pa intaneti ndikumatha maola ambiri ndikuwonera zolaula tsiku lililonse. Ndipo mubwere kunyumba ndi maliseche. Chizolowezi ichi chidapitilira mpaka II nditapeza kompyuta yanga. Ndinkakonda kuona zolaula popeza banja langa limakonda kugona pakati pausiku mpaka nthawi zambiri 5am .Ndidzachita maliseche kangapo chilichonse. Ndinali ndi chibwenzi koma amakhala kunja kwa boma ndipo sitinagonanepo.
Pofika 18 ndinali akadali namwali ndipo ndimayang'ana zolaula tsiku ndi tsiku - ndimakhala ndi chilakolako chogonana. Sindinakhalepo ndi maloto onyowa omwe ndimakhala ndikuchita maliseche tsiku lililonse mosasankha. Nthawi yoyamba yomwe ndinagonana ndinali ndi mtsikana ameneyu. Nthawi yanga yoyamba zinali zowopsa sindinakhale ndi chidwi chilichonse-zimangokhala ngati ntchito yomwe sindinayiwone m'mavidiyo. Ndidayimba mlandu mayiyo komanso kusadziwa zambiri - samakhala wolimba mokwanira ndipo sindinadziwe chilichonse. Sindinayambe ndamuwonananso. Nthawi yotsatira ndinagonana patatha chaka chimodzi ndi mtsikana wina ndili ndi 18 kachiwiri ndipo nthawi ino ndinakhala nthawi yayitali ndipo ndimamuwombera ngati wopenga kwambiri koma chidwi sichinali champhamvu ndipo ndimagwiritsa ntchito kondomu. Ine m'mutu mwanga ndimaganiza kuti kusowa kwa chidwi chomwe ndimamverera ndi mwayi womwe ndingagwiritse ntchito kuti ndikhale motalikirapo. Ndikumva kuti mukamakhala nthawi yayitali kuli bwino kwa winayo. Ndinkafuna kuti ichite momwe ndimamuonera m'mavidiyo. Ndinakhala nthawi yayitali ndipo amaikonda kwambiri momwe ndikudziwira ndikulimbitsa chidaliro changa kwambiri. Ndimaganiza kuti ndinali nyenyezi zolaula.
Ndili ndi zaka 19 ndimasewera maliseche tsiku lililonse - nthawi zina kangapo. Kuchokera pa zolaula zaunyamata ndidasamukira ku zolaula za azimayi okhwima - ndipo tsopano ndapeza gf yanga yoyamba yomwe ndimagonana nayo pafupipafupi. Nthawi yoyamba yomwe ndimayesera kukhala nthawi yayitali ndikuyesera kutalikitsa gawolo. Ndinkafuna kugonana kwa ola limodzi la 1 nthawi iliyonse. Ndimapita mofewa koma ndimatha kubwezera zolimba. Tinkakonda kuchita izi mgalimoto. Gf yanga inali yosatetezeka kwambiri ndipo nthawi zonse ndimaganiza kuti ndingachite bwino. Miyezi ingapo yoyambirira inali yabwino - sindinasangalalepo ndi kugonana koma ndimangodzinena kuti sanatenthe mokwanira. Ndinayamba kusowa ngati ndili ndi chidwi chogonana Ndili ndi zaka 21 ndidamunamiza - ndipo ndinali wolimba mwamphamvu. kotero zidatsimikiziridwa kuti inali gf yanga. Ndimapita kumakalabu ndikupera ndi atsikana kuti ndiwonetsetse kuti ndayamba kusankhidwa. miyezi ingapo pambuyo pake tinasiyana
Pofika zaka 23 - Ndimakondanabe tsiku lililonse ndipo ndipamene ndidazindikira kuti china chake chalakwika ndi ine. Kumene ndimakumana ndi izi mnzanga kuti agone naye ndipo sindinathe kuzimva. Ndipo icho chakhala prb kuyambira pamenepo ndipo ndinayamba kuchita masewera olimbitsa thupi ndikuwadzudzula pa chizolowezi changa chosuta. koma palibe chomwe chinasintha - Chaka chatha zidatsimikiziridwa kuti ndinali ndi vuto ndi bwenzi lachitatu koma sindinathe kumuuza. Ndinayamba kugwiritsa ntchito chamba ndipo pazifukwa zina ndikakhala pamwambapo ndimatha kugwedezeka mwamphamvu ndipo ndimamva bwino kwambiri ndipo ndimamva bwino. Sindingathe kuyimirira popanda kukwera. Ndinasiyana naye patadutsa miyezi ingapo.
"Sindikumva ngati mwamuna pomwe sindingathe kukondana ndi mkazi amene ndimamukonda"
Nkhani ngati izi ndi chifukwa chake ndili ndi chiyembekezo. (LINK ku ulusi)
Posachedwa ndidalumikizana ndi msungwana 2 koma onse adalephera, ndakhala ndikuchita zolaula kuyambira kusekondale mpaka pano. Ndinalibe vuto lililonse lokhazikika pamaso pa mtsikana mochedwa ngati 19 koma tsopano ku 25 ndikamacheza ndi ED mode. Ndinayesera kupitilira ola limodzi ndipo zinali zamanyazi chabe ndipo nditha kudziwa kuti ndimamupweteketsa chidaliro chomwe ndimamva chisoni ndipo sindingathe kuyang'anizana naye. Ndikupita ku Tsiku 10, ndikukhulupirira kuti pakatha miyezi ingapo ndidzachiritsidwa. Zabwino kwa inu amuna! Ndikufuna kusangalatsa mtsikana momwe ndimamukondera.
Zolaula zanga zinayambitsa kubwezeretsanso
Hei nonse, ndine mnyamata wazaka 24 waku Ireland yemwe amakhala ku Australia. Ndili patsiku lakhumi loyambiranso, ndikukonda tsamba lino ndi zolemba zanu zonse, ndemanga zothandiza !! Ndakhala wopanda masiku 10 masiku angapo ndakhala ndikuyembekezera tsiku la 5 koma Kuyamba kuyambira, madzulo ano ndimatumiza mameseji mameseji ndipo zimangotentha! Ndinadzutsidwa kwambiri musatero ayi ngati ili yabwerera? Koma osati gona zichitikenso izi zikutanthauza kuti kwa ine !! Ndakhala mo kwa nthawi yayitali momwe ndimakumbukira ndisanakhale ndi malo ogulitsira lol ndakhala ndimnyamata wowopsa kwambiri, ndakhala pmo kuyambira pafupifupi 13 ndikuganiza kuti idayamba nkhani zachiwerewere kupita kuzithunzi zamaliseche, zovuta zoyambira zakhala zikuzungulira zaka 3 kapena 4 zomaliza: (. Khalani ndi zizindikilo zambiri zofananira ndi anyamata ena pano, sindingakumbukire nthawi yomaliza yomwe ndidakhala wopanda zolaula, ndipo ndikakhala ndi mnyamata ndimavutikira koma kutaya mwachangu ndipo zandikhumudwitsa kwambiri !! Ndiye ndikutsimikiza kuwona izi !! Ndakhala ndi zochitika zochepa zogonana ndili wachinyamata koma intaneti sindinakhalepo ndi vuto ngakhale zinali ndi akazi ndipo ine Ndi gay lol, kotero patsiku la khumi ndikumva bwino mpaka pano, mutu wanga ndiwowonekera bwino ndipo ndatsimikiza mtima kuti ndiwone izi, sindidzatumiziranso anyamata mpaka nditasankhidwa chifukwa zimatha nthawi zonse Ndimalankhula zonyansa ndipo zimandipangitsa kuti ndikhale wotsitsimuka m'masiku otsirizawa ndakhala ndikuyang'ana anyamata moyipa monga momwe ndimakhalira, ndikuganiza kuti ndikuyandikira chifukwa chomwe ndakumana nacho ndazilemba kale ndipo ndiyambanso kumva choncho, ndiye ndikuyembekeza !! Ndipitiliza kutumizirako kupitilira izi ndikukhulupirira kuti zithandizanso ena monga anthu ena akhala ndikundithandizirabe 🙂
ndiye nchiyani chakukankhira iwe m'mphepete ndikupangitsa kunena kuti "osatinso"?
Ndinkadziwa kale kuti ndinali ndi chizolowezi chogonana chokhudzana ndi zolaula, ndinalibe chidwi chosiya (ngakhale pomwe ndinalonjeza ndekha), koma sindinaganize kuti zingakhudze moyo wanga wonse, kungokhala chizolowezi changa pandekha.
Mpaka nditawona TEDtalk, choncho. izo zinathandiza zidutswa zonse kuti zigwirizane palimodzi, ndipo ndinazindikira kuti zinkakhudza moyo wanga wonse.
Maphunziro onse pa intaneti omwe ndimafuna kuwatenga omwe sindinathe kupeza chilimbikitso choti ndilowemo.
Kuyeretsa konse komwe ndimafuna kukonza sikungatheke
Masewera onse omwe ndidakwanitsa kusewera ndi ana anga ...
Mwaona, ndicho chinthucho. Ndikuganiza kuti ndikhoza kukhala wamkulu kwambiri kuposa anthu ambiri pano. Ndili ndi mkazi, ana, ntchito… koma zolaula sizatsopano. Idayamba zaka zapitazo… zaka zambiri zapitazo ndili ndi zaka 6, ndikukumba a Hustlers ndi Playboys a abambo anga.
pambuyo pake, ndili wachinyamata, pamapeto pake ndinapeza mipira kuti ndiyimbire manambala ena kumbuyo kwama magazini, ndipo kwazaka zambiri ndinali wolumikizidwa pafoni. Ndidakhazikitsa ngongole ya makolo anga, kenako ndidatuluka ndikupitiliza kudula foni yanga chifukwa cha ndalama ya madola 3-400, kuchokera pa foni yogonana. Pambuyo pake ndimatha kulipirira, kulumikizanso, ndipo mwezi wotsatira lidachokeranso.
Kenako intaneti idakhala yodziwika bwino kuti aliyense akhoza kuyipeza kunyumba kwawo, intaneti yapadziko lonse lapansi, ndipo… ndimawoneka kuti ndikubwera kwa aliyense wondizungulira.
Osati choncho, ndinali nditangopita pansi pansi.
Kupyolera mu zonsezi, sizinali ~ zoipa kwambiri, ndinatha kukhala ndi moyo wabwino. Inde, ndimapewa misonkhano ina, ndinali wotanganidwa kwambiri pa USEnet kutsitsa ma binaries, koma ndidakokedwa kunja, ndikupeza anzanga, ndimakhala ndi zibwenzi, ndimakhala ndi zibwenzi. Palibe kulekana kumodzi komwe kudachitika chifukwa cha fap, momwe ndingathere, ngakhale mwina ngakhale tsopano sindikuziwonanso.
Ndili ndi mkazi wanga pang'ono kusanayambe kanema kanema. zikomo Zeus.
Zinthu zinaipiraipira kwambiri ndi kanema wothamanga, ine ndi mkazi wanga tinayamba kutayika. Ndinanena kuti ali ndi mimba ndipo sindikufuna kuti akhudzidwe, momwemo ndimamuimba mlandu, ndilo vuto lake kuti ndiyenera kutembenukira kuzinthu izi, kunditsutsa ine, momwe angayesere. mukulingalira izo zinali zofanana mofanana, ndipo ine ndinali kupanga zifukwa.
Vuto lenileni likuwoneka kuti linali pomwe adayamba kumwa mankhwala oletsa nkhawa omwe adachepetsa chilakolako chake chogonana. Sindinamukakamize, ndimamuthandiza… .koma ndidayambanso kuyang'ana zolaula kuti ndithetse mavuto anga. Kunali kumbuyo uko, koma kutaya chidwi kwake kunakhala tsiku lililonse, ngakhale kangapo tsiku lililonse.
Chowonadi chakuti ubongo wanga wamagetsi, kulekerera kwanga kwa dopamine ... kumatsika m'miyezi ingapo kumandipatsa cholinga chowombera (ndikhululukireni pun). Ndikudziwa kuti pali kuwala kumapeto kwa mseuwo. Ndikudziwa kuti nditha kudzipulumutsa ndekha. Ndipo moona mtima, ndikudziwa zomwe zimayambitsa.
kunyong'onyeka, ndichachikulu. palibe chomwe chikuchitika, sindikufuna kuchita zinthu zomwe ndimayenera kuchita, bwanji osapatula mphindi zochepa?
Chifukwa ili ndi zotsatira zoyesa, ndichifukwa chake, ndikotsetsereka. Ndichifukwa chake. Chifukwa sindingakhulupirire kukhulupirika kwanga, ndichifukwa chake. Ndipo chifukwa nthawi zochepa mkazi wanga amandikonda, amadabwa kuti bwanji sindimachita izi. Amadziimba mlandu. Kodi ndingamuuze bwanji kuti ndikukumana ndi mavuto ndi ED panthawiyo, ndili ndi mavuto ndikudzuka, kuti ngakhale ndimamukonda komanso kumukhumba, zikuwoneka kuti zasokonekera nthawi imeneyo?
Kotero eya. Tsiku 1, Zeus anandithandiza. Ndikhoza kuchita izi.
KUCHITSA KUKHALA KUKHALA KODZALAMA HAnxiety Journal
Ndiyambitsa zolemba zanga. Ine ndifotokoza nkhani yanga mwachangu kwambiri. Ndinachita PMO molimbika zaka zapitazi. Ndili ndi bwenzi ndipo ndili ndi DE ndipo kugonana kunali kodabwitsa - kwa iye. Kwa ine, ndinali wokhumudwa ndipo sindinathe kulowa mkati. Anayambanso kukulitsa ED ndikutaya erection panthawi yogonana. Ndinapitiliza PMOing ndi ED kukhala oipitsitsa. Komanso ndimayamba kuda nkhawa kwambiri za izi, chifukwa ndikudziwa kuti anzanga ndiosiyana ndi ine, libido yanga idasanduka zero ndipo thupi la atsikana silikuwoneka lokongola. Koma ndimalimbikitsidwa ndi chilichonse chokhudzana ndi PMO, monga kukhala ndekha m'nyumba mwanga, nthawi yogona, zinthu zamtunduwu. Ndiye ndimakhala ndi zikhumbo zamphamvu.
Ndinakhala masiku 60 PM kwaulere koma ndinkagonana masiku 15 aliwonse. Kugonana kunayamba bwino, ndinatha kutulutsa umuna ndipo ndinayambanso kukondana mwachibadwa. Ndinkaganiza kuti "ndachira". Ndabwerera ku MO ndikubwerera ku tsiku loyamba. Sindinawonenso zolaula kuyambira Epulo. Sindidzaoneranso zolaula Tsopano ndili pa tsiku la 22 popanda M ndi tsiku loyamba popanda O.
Ndinamenyana ndi mtsikana Loweruka. Vuto ndilokuti ndinasankha kudya, monga PE. Chikhumbo changa chofuna kugonana chinakhala chachikulu kwambiri patapita masiku a 15 osati PMO kotero ine ndinaitana fuck mzanga ndipo ndinagonana. Koma ndikudandaula pang'ono. Ndikufuna kuona momwe ndingathere popanda O. Ndipo, inde, vuto langa ED silinakhazikitsidwe panobe!
Kotero ndinaganiza zoyamba nkhaniyi!
Sindingalole kuti izi zichitike, sindilola kuti izi zichitike! 2 O
Ndili mwana wa 24 wokalamba ku New York City ndipo ndakhala miyezi yotsiriza ya 8 ndikuyesa chizoloŵezi cha PMO, ngakhale kuti palibe chifukwa chogwirizana. Ndinaonanso zolaula zokhudzana ndi nthawi 4 m'nthaŵi ino ndipo ndikuchita maliseche mobwerezabwereza. Ndalinso ndi malingaliro ndi malingaliro komanso opanda malingaliro ambiri pakati pokha ngakhale kuti nthawi zina zozizwitsa zingakhale iffy.
Ndipita pazinthu zazikuluzikulu ndikubwereranso zomwe ndakhala nazo. Kuyesera kwanga koyamba kungokhala masiku a 8 chifukwa ndinali kupatsidwa handjob ndi msungwana yemwe ndinali naye pachibwenzi panthawiyo. Popeza ndimakhala ndimavuto okhalitsa / kukhalabe olimba mulimonse, zimatenga khama ndipo zimamveka ngati ndikuseweretsa maliseche ndikadzabwera. Poyesa kwanga kwachiwiri, ndinasiya chibwenzi ndi mtsikana yemwe ndimamuwona ndipo ndinakhala masiku 2. Nditamaliza kusuta ndi mnzanga, ndidakhala wopanda nkhawa ndipo pamapeto pake MO'd. Pakati pa nthawi imeneyo mpaka pano ndakhala ndikutambasula kumene sindingathe kuseweretsa maliseche kwa masiku ochepa ngati 35 kapena 2 kapena bola ngati masabata a 3 kapena 3. Chifukwa chake sindikuganiza kuti ndachita izi pachabe. Ndakhala ndikutha kugonana ndi kondomu kangapo kuti ndikhale ndi vuto, koma sindinathe kufotokoza momwe mphamvu yanga ya libido ndi erectile yakhalira yosagwirizana. Panopa ndili ndi masiku 4 opanda PMO popeza sindinkagonana ndi akazi awiri osiyana Lachisanu ndi Loweruka lomwe linali lokhumudwitsa.
Nkhani zanga zazikulu zakhala kuphwando, kumwa, kusuta, ndi zina zambiri. Ndimakonda kugwira ntchito masiku atatu pa sabata mosasintha, koma ndi ntchito yanga komanso mayendedwe omwe ndimachita, kugwira ntchito pafupipafupi sikungatheke. Ndinganene kuti 3% ya omwe abwereranso m'mbuyo adabwera ndi mowa komanso / kapena chamba. Ndimamwa kwambiri ndikagwira ntchito ndi / opanda makasitomala komanso kumapeto kwa sabata, koma ndasiya kupita kumapeto kwa sabata. Ndakhala wokangalika mchilimwe chino ndikusewera basketball ndi mpira. Ndine wokonda nyimbo kwambiri ndipo ndimayimba makonsati momwe ndingathere.
Pa masiku 6 kuchokera ku MO yanga yomaliza, ndimakhala pansi. Sindinadziwe kuti ma flatline amatha kubwera mwachangu pambuyo pa MO, koma sindinalimbikitsenso MO ndipo, monga ndanenera kale, ndinalibe mwayi kumapeto kwa sabata. Ndili ndi chidziwitso cha sayansi / mafilosofi kotero ndimakonda kuganiza mozama makamaka pazinthu zokhudzana ndi ubongo, ma neuron, ndi ma neuromuscular olumikizana omwe ali osangalatsa kwambiri kwa ine.
Pakadali pano, ndibwino kuti musaganize ndikuchita. Ndili ndi zokambirana / kuvomereza ndi amayi chifukwa cha ED yokhudzana ndi zonsezi ndipo ndataya amayi ena omwe angakhale abwino kwambiri tsopano kapena kuti musapitirire ndikuyamba kupanga maubwenzi abwino.
Kuti ndimalize chilengedwe chomwe ndili, ndili ndi anzanga awiri ogona nawo. Mmodzi ngati ndi wophunzira wa kanema wa NYU yemwe adapangidwa mwapamwamba komanso osangalatsa. Ndi mnzake wapamtima komanso mphika waukulu. Wakhala wokhudzidwa pakusuta namsongole mosakaika. Mnzanga amene ndimagona naye limodzi ndi msungwana yemwe amakonda kupita kumapwando ndipo amabweretsanso azimayi nthawi zonse. Ndimakopeka ndi / kapena kupusitsidwa ndi ochepa, koma chifukwa sindikufuna kupangitsa zinthu kukhala zodabwitsa kwambiri kwa mnzanga yemwe ndimakhala naye, sindikufuna kuyika pachiwopsezo chilichonse poyesa kugonana ndi aliyense wa iye abwenzi. Chifukwa chake abwenzi amzanga, azimayi omwe ndimakumana nawo mwachisawawa, azimayi omwe ndimakhala nawo, ndi ena otetezedwa (osati enieni). Omwe timakhala nawo limodzi timakhala anzathu kuyambira chaka chatsopano cha koleji ndipo tili pafupi kwambiri. Onse akudziwa momwe ndimagwirira ntchito.
Anywho, pano pali zolinga zomwe ndikufuna kukwaniritsa m'miyezi yotsatira ya 3:
1) Masiku 90 opanda PMO. Ndinganene motalika, koma chifukwa ndakhala ndikutsutsana ndi vuto ili, masiku a 90 ayenera kukhala okwanira.
2) Ine ndikuyesera kuti ndichepetse kumwa kwanga mpaka pang'ono momwe nkotheka. Ndikuganiza kuti kudula kwathunthu kungakhale kovuta kwambiri, koma usiku wa 1 kunja kwa sabata kumene ndimamwa mowa ndipo ndimangokhalira kuledzera m'malo moledzera ndiwotheka kwambiri. Gawo lovuta kwambiri likhoza kukhala kuti nyengo za NCAAF ndi NFL zimayambira Loweruka lotsatira ndipo ine ndimagwiritsa ntchito mapeto onse a sabata mu nyengo yomaliza.
3) Ndisiyiratu kusuta kaya ndi ndudu (zomwe sindinasute mwezi umodzi kapena iwiri) kapena chamba. Izi zikuyenera kuyendetsedwa bwino ndipo bwenzi langa lapamtima likudziwa kuti ndazisiya kotero kuti zomwe ndakhudzidwa nazo kwambiri zikuwongoleredwa.
4) Ndikufuna kuyesetsa nthawi zambiri, makamaka nthawi za 3 pa sabata.
5) Chofunika koposa, ndikufuna kusiya kunyenga ndi akazi kwa mwezi woyamba.
6) Ndipitiriza kutenga multivitamin ndi Gingko Biloba paulendo kapena ulendowu.
Ndikufunika kuti ndingoyambiranso chizolowezichi. Ndikudwala chifukwa choyesera kugona ndi anthu osasintha. Ndikudwala chifukwa cha libido yanga yomwe ikufalikira. Ndikungofunika kuti ndithandizire pamodzi ndikuthamanga kwambiri. Sindikufuna kuti ndikhale ndi vuto la mbolo langa silikugwiranso ntchito.
Ndine wokondwa kutumiza zomwe ndikupita patsamba lino ndikupanga malingaliro a aliyense pazandili.
Zikomo kachiwiri!
Ndine watsopano kuno. Dzina langa ndi Nick Duval ndipo ine ndinayambitsa magaziniyi chifukwa chophweka. Mmawa uno ndinadzuka pafupi ndi mtsikana. Tinali ndi usiku wosangalatsa, koma ndinakumana ndi vuto. Apanso.
Ndinali ndi zaka 14 pomwe ndidatambasula magazini yanga ndi zithunzi za atsikana amaliseche. Sizinanditengere nthawi kuti ndisinthe magazini yokhudza zolaula kuti ndikhale magazini yodzaza ndi zithunzi zolaula; mitundu yamagazini yomwe yabisika kuseri kwa magazini ena onse ndipo ili pamwamba pa alumali pamwamba pamalo osungira mafuta. Mwinanso kuwapangitsa kuti asawonekere azaka 14 ...
Ndili ndi zaka 15 makolo anga adakhazikitsa satellite ya satellite mchipinda changa. Decoder inali ndi njira yolaula koma ndimafunikira nambala yolowera. Sizinanditengere nthawi kuti ndidziwe malamulowo ndipo ndinayang'ana kanema wanga woyamba zolaula. Icho chinakhala choyamba mwa ambiri.
Nditakwanitsa zaka 17 ndidagula kompyuta yanga. Kompyutayo inali yolumikizidwa ndi intaneti. Izi zidandilola kuti ndiwonere zolaula zomwe ndimakonda panthawi yomwe "ndimafuna". Zinayamba ndi makanema osalakwa, koma pang'onopang'ono zosalakwazo sizinandisangalatsenso. Pang'onopang'ono ndinatembenukira ku makanema oopsa kwambiri.
Pakadali pano ndili ndi zaka 24. Ndimaonera zolaula tsiku lililonse. Mu Januware chaka chino ndidathetsa ubale wanga (chaka chimodzi). Kuyambira Januware chaka chino ndakhala ndikugonana kangapo ndi atsikana. Koma zokumana nazozi sizinayende bwino chonchi. Kuyambira pomwe zinthu zimayamba kugonana ndi mtsikana ndimakumana ndi ED. Ndayamba kusaka pa intaneti kuti ndifotokoze. Sizinatenge nthawi kuti ndipumule patsamba lanu lotchedwa yourbrainonporn.com. Ndidawerenga nkhanizi pa webusayiti ndipo ndidayamba ndikuyambiranso. Patatha milungu iwiri ndinayambiranso kuseweretsa maliseche. Patatha milungu iwiri, ndimayang'ananso zolaula.
Kwa ine izi zimatsimikizira kuti ine ndimakonda kugonana ndi zolaula.
Nditadzuka m'mawa uno ndinaganiza zatsopano. Kuchokera kuyesayesa kwanga koyambirira komwe ndaphunzira ndaphunzira kuti ndiyenera kuchitapo kanthu kwambiri. Ndicho chifukwa chake ndikukhulupirira ndikofunikira kuti ndizindikire zomwe ndikuchita. Kotero ine ndalemba pa tsamba ili ndikuyamba magazini ino.
Cholinga changa: Kusangalala ndi chilakolako cha kugonana "chachibadwa" m'malo mwa chilakolako choopsa chomwe ndikuchiyamba lero, kuti ndisangalale kugonana ndi mtsikana kachiwiri.
Ndondomeko Yogwirira Ntchito: Masiku 100 opanda zolaula ndi maliseche. Ndimalola kumasula zogonana ndikakhala ndi mtsikana. (Chifukwa kumasula zogonana kutengera zomwe zimandilimbikitsa nthawi zonse ndiye cholinga changa choyambiranso).
Malonjezo: Ndidzipereka kulemba zomwe ndakumana nazo mu magazini iyi kamodzi pa masiku awiri.
Ndikupanga nkhani yatsopano chifukwa ndimaganiza kuti sindinatenge nkhani yanga yoyamba mozama. Nthawi ino ndikupanga mawu oyamba oyenera kuti mumvetse bwino za momwe ndimavutikira. Ndinapeza buku lakuti Your Brain on Porn nditagonana kachiwiri ndipo ndinali ndi mavuto aakulu okhudza kugonana. M'zochitika zonsezi, chibwenzi chomwe chingakhalepo chinachepa kukhala usiku umodzi chifukwa cha kulephera kwanga "kudzuka", ndipo mwina chasiya chilonda m'maganizo mwanga. Ndikumva ngati sindinamvepo momwe kugonana kumayenera kukhalira, kuti mwanjira zina ndidakali namwali. Ndikuganiza kuti gawo lalikulu la vutoli ndi kukhumudwa. Ndakhala ndi zaka 22 ndikukonzekera kugonana ngati chinthu cholimbikitsa kwambiri, chisangalalo chosayerekezeka. Koma kenako nditalowa koyamba, sindinamve ngati wapadera kwambiri. Palibe amene anandiuza kuchuluka kwa zolaula zomwe zimakokomeza chisangalalo cha kugonana, zovuta komanso zovuta kusintha malo, ndi zina zotero. Mpaka lero ndikupeza kuti kupatula ma BJ, kupsompsonana pakhosi ndi kukumbatirana/kugwirana, kuchita zogonana si chinthu cholemba kunyumba. Komabe ndimatsatirabe chikhulupiriro chakuti ngati ndili ndi kugonana kopanda ED, kudzapangitsa kuti malingaliro anga asinthe madigiri 180. Kuwonjezera gawo lina ku anyezi, ndili ndi matenda a asperger, kotero mwachibadwa ndimakhala ndi nkhawa zambiri za anthu, komanso nkhawa zambiri. Ndimavutika mutu pafupifupi tsiku lililonse, ndipo ndimada nkhawa ndi zinthu zomwe mwina sizachilendo (monga kutsuka chimbudzi ndi mapazi anga, kutsegula zitseko ndi manja anga kuti ndipewe majeremusi). Anthu ambiri omwe ndawafotokozera za ED yanga molimba mtima akuwoneka kuti amaganiza kuti mavuto anga ndi nkhawa yokhudza magwiridwe antchito okha. Sindikudziwa bwino, koma si chinthu chosavuta kudziwa nthawi yomwe zimandivuta kugona. Ndimamva zachilendo kwambiri ndikawerenga nkhani za YBOP chifukwa sindili wokonda zolaula. Ngakhale ndimagwiritsa ntchito zolaula (kapena ndimagwiritsa ntchito, m'malo mwake), sindimavutika ndi kutopa kapena kukwaniritsa chilakolako cha kugonana kudzera mu maliseche okha. Ndipotu, ndimatha kufika pachimake ndikaganizira za amphaka, kapena china chake chosasangalatsa komanso chosasangalatsa. Sindingathe kumvetsetsa zambiri zomwe ndimawerenga patsamba lino, monga kusaka zinthu zatsopano nthawi zonse. Ndine wokondwa kwambiri kuonera makanema a redtube okhala ndi zokonda zina (monga ebony, Asian, curvy, loud, doggystyle), sindikufuna kuonera kugonana kwa transvestite kapena nyama. Ndikuganiza kuti ndilibe chidwi ndi kuona matupi amaliseche, ndipo blonde wamba wokonda zolaula sachita izi kwa ine. Zoonadi, chomwe ndimakonda kwambiri ndichakuti mkaziyo amakonda kulira ndi kuwonetsa kuti akusangalala kwambiri.
Chimene ine ndikuchidziwitsidwa kuti AM ndimadana nazo ndi maliseche. Ndine munthu wosalakwa kwambiri chifukwa sindimasuta fodya, kumwa mankhwala osokoneza bongo, kapena kumwa mowa wa khofi. Komabe ndikukhulupirirabe kuti ndili ndi maganizo omwewa omwe amachititsa anthu ku zizoloŵezi zamtundu uwu, kotero ndikupeza kumasulidwa kwina m'njira zina, zomwe zimakhala ndi maliseche. Ndimakumbukira ndikudzidula kuyambira ndili ndi zaka 5-6, ndikuyamba ku 11 (mwachiwonekere ndikumayambiriro kwa msinkhu wamwamuna?), Ndipo mwinamwake anachotsapo nthawi 3-5 pa tsiku. Nthawi zina ndimakhala ndi maliseche kwambiri moti palibe namuna amene angatulukidwe pamene ndimayambitsa matendawa, kapena ndimangokhalira kukangana kwambiri pa gawo linalake limene ndikufuna kuti liwonongeko pang'ono. Ndikulingalira kuti zochitikazi zakhala zovuta chifukwa sindingathe kuseweretsa maliseche oposa 2 pa tsiku popanda kukhumudwitsa kwambiri. Zikuwoneka kuti mbolo yanga imaphimba chifuwa changa ... Ndikuganiza kuti mutenga lingaliro. Kotero monga momwe sindinapeze nkhuni zammawa, sindimakhala wovuta pamene ndimayang'ana 80% ya nthawiyo, njira yokha yomwe ndimagwirira ntchito ndi njira yowonongeka yomwe imapangitsa kuti ndisinthe. Ndinayamba kuchita zimenezi pamene ndinali wamng'ono kwambiri chifukwa chinapangitsa kuti chisangalalo chikhale chodabwitsa, koma tsopano sindingathe kutero popanda kuchita zimenezo. Inenso sindingathe kusokoneza maganizo poyimirira. Ndimakonda kukonda maliseche kwambiri ndinkakonda kudzipha. Ndikanalingalira ndekha, "ndichifukwa chiyani pa dziko lapansi munthu angafune kudzipha okha ngati atha kukhala ndi chisangalalo chotere popanda dzanja limodzi ndi chipinda chapadera?". Mwinamwake chiwonongeko chimandiwona bwino kwa ine kuposa momwe izo zimachitira kwa anthu ambiri chifukwa ine sindingakhoze kuganiza za kumverera kwina kulikonse kumene ine ndikanafuna kukumana nako kupitirira nthawi yowopsya.
Chabwino, zokwanira za izo Tiyeni tikambirane maubwenzi. Ndinali ndi chibwenzi chimodzi chokha pamoyo wanga ndili ndi zaka 15-16. Tinakhala limodzi kwa miyezi 1.5, kenako miyezi 6 pambuyo pake, m’zochitika zonse ziŵiri anasiyana nane ndipo anandikhumudwitsa kotheratu. Ndadutsa zaka ndi zaka zakukhumudwa pang'ono nthawi zina, koma kukhumudwa kwa miyezi 8 komwe ndidakhala nako nditasiyana kunali gehena chabe poyerekeza, sindikanayika mdani wanga woipitsitsa. Pamene ndinali ndi zaka 19 ndinayamba kuŵerenga za chitaganya cha onyamula, kuchita njira zozizira ndi kuchezera makalabu ausiku mokhazikika. Sindikudziwa ngati zidandithandizadi kapena zidangowononga malingaliro anga ndi mawu owopsa komanso malingaliro. Sindikufuna kulowa mu izo, koma mosasamala kanthu kuti ndapanga ndi akazi ambiri kuyambira pamenepo, koma sindinalowe mu ubale wina waukulu. Ndimakhalabe ndivuto lalikulu lopanga anzanga, makamaka pamalingaliro olimbikitsa, ndipo nthawi zina ndimatonthozedwa kukhala munthu wanzeru / wachete.
Kotero ndikufuna chiyani kuchokera pa izi? Zonse zomwe ndikuyembekeza ndizochokera ku ED ndikupita komweko kuti ndikhale ndi moyo wathanzi wathanzi. Kupeza abwenzi abwino, maubwenzi, kukhala osangalala, ndikuwona zinthu izi zonse zodzipindulitsa kuyesetsa mwakukhoza kwanga kuthana ndi maliseche a x nambala ya masiku. Sindiyembekeza kupeza mkazi wa maloto anga pokhapokha nditatulutsa manja anga mu thalauza zanga masiku a 800, ndikufunikabe kuika ntchito mu zigawo zina za moyo wanga.
Kotero, ngakhale kuti sindili wokonda zolaula, ndayamba kuzindikira kuti kudziseweretsa maliseche ndi vuto lalikulu kwambiri kuposa momwe ndinkaganizira. Ndinkaganiza kuti kukhala milungu iwiri popanda kudziseweretsa maliseche ndi chinthu chapadera kwambiri ndipo ziyenera kutenga masiku 30 kapena kuposerapo kuti ubongo ugwirizanenso (pambuyo pake, zizolowezi zatsopano zimapangika masiku ngati 21). Koma, pa tsiku la 17 lopanda PMO, ndinagonana ndi munthu wondiperekeza ndipo ndinakumana ndi mavuto omwewo monga momwe ndinakumana nawo koyamba awiri ogonana. Pomwe ndimaganiza kuti ndatsala pang'ono kutuluka m'mavuto, tsopano ndadzichepetsa pozindikira kuti ichi ndi chiyambi chabe. Zikuwoneka kuti kuyambiranso kwa masiku 90+ kumafunika nthawi zambiri, ndipo pali zolemba zina zodetsa nkhawa za anthu omwe ali ndi kuyambiranso kwa masiku 250+ omwe akudwalabe ED, kotero ndili ndi ntchito yambiri yoti ndichite.
ZOCHITIKA PATHU kapena NEVER .. nthawi yambiri kuti zithetse moyo wanga.
Ndili ndi zaka 19 ndipo zolaula zanga zomwe zinachititsa ED ndizovuta kwambiri ngati anthu ena. Koma ndikufuna kuchita zimenezi kuti ndisiye kuonera zolaula ndikuletsa kugonana. Ndinayambitsa maliseche pafupi ndi zaka za 14 / 15, ndinayambanso ndi chilakolako chodzidzimutsa basi ndinayamba kutenga zolemba zolaula ndikugwiritsira ntchito zolaula ndikukhala ndi 19 ndipo ndikukhala ndi vuto lolimbana ndi amayi. Vuto langa lalikulu ndiloti ndikamadzuka ndimayenera kugwiritsa ntchito manja anga kuti ndidziwonetse ndekha kuti ndikhale ndi erection komanso nthawi zambiri sikuti ndi yovuta kapena 100% momwe ziyenera kukhalira.
Ndayesera kangapo ndipo ndayambiranso mobwerezabwereza koma sindikutaya chikhulupiriro ndipo ndikukhulupirira kuti nditha kuzichita, ndi nkhani yodziletsa komanso kuganiza moyenera. Ndimayesetsanso kuzichita ndekha osagwiritsa ntchito intaneti Zosefera ndi zina zotere, koma sizimagwira ntchito nthawi zina sindimangondithandiza ndekha ndipo zakhala zochitika tsiku ndi tsiku kuseweretsa maliseche, ndidapunthwa patsamba lino ndikudabwitsidwa ndi anthu angati omwe ali omasuka komanso omveka bwino zavutoli, pambuyo pake ena amaganiza kuti ndaganiza zolowa nawo ndikulemba magazini kuti ndikawone komwe ndingapite.
Ulendo wautali kuchokera pakuwoneka kwa achinyamata
Pakadali pano ndimakhala masiku 6 osagwiritsa ntchito PM. Ndili ndi zaka 16, ndipo ndakhala ndikuzolowera PM kuyambira ndili ndi zaka 12. Ndisanayambe kugwiritsa ntchito PM, ndinali wanzeru kwambiri, wodzidalira ndipo ndimatha kuganizira kwambiri (izi zinali pamene ndinali mwana wonenepa). Koma tsopano ndili ndi nkhawa, ED ndipo ndilibe chilimbikitso . Ndimaopa kwambiri atsikana kapena akazi, koma ndimatha kusunga malingaliro anga mkati mwanga popanda kusonyeza zimenezo. Kwa zaka ziwiri zapitazi ndakhala ndikungodzikuza, ndakhala ndikumva ngati ubongo wanga wafa koma ndapeza ma marks abwino pamayeso.
Ndikungofuna kuti ndionenso kuthekera kwanga kwathunthu. Ndili mgulu lalikulu la anyamata 12 (palibe atsikana) koma ndilibe 'zabwino zambiri,' sindingathe kukhala ndekha. Tsiku lina ndiabwino kuposa ena koma ulemu ndiwowopsa. Msungwana m'modzi kusukulu kwathu yemwe ndimakhala womasuka kuyankhula naye, ndizodabwitsa chifukwa ndi m'modzi wowoneka bwino kwambiri mchaka changa. Ali ndi mwana womasuka yemwe ndi nutter, ndikuganiza ndichifukwa chake sindimamukonda. Koma ndi momwe ndimafunira ndikamacheza ndikakhala ndi atsikana onse.
Palibe chomwe chayikidwa pamiyala, ndaphunzira.
Moni, ndili ndi zaka 19. Ndakhala ndikuchita maliseche kuyambira giredi yachinayi, mwina. Ndikukhulupirira kuti ubongo wanga wasiya kumverera. Ndikukumbukira kuti kuwona chithunzi chapafupi cha matako a mtsikana kunali kokwanira kundisangalatsa. Ndipotu, ndinkatha kuziona, kuziganizira pambuyo pake, ndikukhala ndi nthawi yokwanira yodziseweretsa maliseche.
Tsopano, ndikadzamaliza kutulutsa umuna, ndili ndi mwayi ndikachoka ndikungowonera makanema asanu ndi atatu omwe ndimawona kuti ndiolandilidwa PAMBUYO pakuwedza kale kudzera 50 kapena apo. Ndipo zachidziwikire, ndidalumpha mozungulira kuti ndiwoneke CHONSE CHONSE. Kodi zamkhutu izi ndi ziti? Kusintha kwachidziwikire!
Koma sizingokhala choncho. Ndi ma flirts a pa intaneti komwe kuyesedwa KWAKULU kumachokera. Sindikufotokozera mwatsatanetsatane zovuta zomwe zimandipangitsa kuti ndichite izi, koma tinene kuti ndizopweteketsa ndekha, ndipo sindimachita izi kuti ndizisamalire kapena kuzisamalira, koma ndikuganiza kuti ndine kuthamangitsa zopeka. Ndimakonda kunamizidwa, kunyengedwa, ect. Kugonana kwanga kwasokonekera. Sindikudziwa chomwe chimandichititsa kuti ndizigonana, komanso zomwe zimangodyetsa kusuta / kukhumbira. Komabe, maubwenzi osaya awa ndi gawo lalikulu m'moyo wanga wamagulu, chifukwa sizovuta kungozisiya. Koma ndiyenera kutero ngati ndikufuna kuti izi zikhale zosavuta.
Sikuti ndimangodziseweretsa maliseche mwanjira ina. Ndili ndi vuto la Traumatic Masturbatory Syndrome (vuto lomwe munthu amaseweretsa maliseche ali pamalo olunjika). Izi zimawononga chifukwa zimandipha kukhudzidwa mtima. Kuseweretsa maliseche mwanjira imeneyi sikufanana ndi momwe zimakhalira pogonana. Amuna ambiri amaseweretsa maliseche ndi manja awo, ndipo savutika kutengera kugonana ndi nyini (poganiza kuti alibe chizolowezi choonera zolaula). Koma ine sindili. Ndikukumbukira momwe nkhope ya mtsikana inkaonekera pamene ankayesa kundigwira ndi manja. Mbolo yanga sinali yogwirizana nayo. Kuyesa kuiyika mu nyini mwake sikunali koyenera chifukwa sindingathe kukhala wolimba nthawi yayitali, chifukwa mbolo yanga imazolowera kukankhidwa mwamphamvu komanso kosalekeza. Nthawi zambiri ndimatulutsa umuna popanda kukhala wolimba ndikaseweretsa maliseche. CHIZINDIKIRO CHOIPA.
Mfundo yofunika: Ndimakhudzidwa m'maganizo komanso m'thupi.
Ndapanga masiku asanu ndi awiri mpaka asanu ndi atatu osasewera maliseche katatu. Nditapereka, ndikuwona kusiyana kwakukulu pakumverera kwanga kwakuthupi ndipo zisangalalo zanga zimakhala zazikulu ngati ndili ndi zaka khumi ndi ziwiri. KOMA masiku asanu ndi atatu kulibe komwe kuli kokwanira - ndikufunikirabe mwachilengedwe ROUGH kukondoweza kuti umvere.
Ndili ndi bwenzi la moyo weniweni. Mwamwayi, samachita zachiwerewere kotero kuti kulephera kwanga kugona naye sikunalepheretse ubale wathu, koma ndikufuna kukhala ndi moyo wogonana nthawi ina. Ichi ndichifukwa chake ndikuchita izi. Cholinga changa ndi ichi: Palibe zolaula zomwe zidzachitikenso. Kusunga malingaliro anga ndikuwonetsa zomwe anyamata akuchita pa intaneti kumakhala kovuta kwambiri! Ndiyesetsa momwe ndingathere. Ndimakonzekanso kuchita masiku 30-60 osakhudza mbolo yanga. Kuchokera pamenepo, NDIDZAYESETSA kuti ndichepetse njira zanga zogonana ndi chibwenzi changa (osaphedwa, osachita maliseche).
Ngati mbolo yanga imakhalabe yosamvera kukondoweza kwa NORMAL patatha masiku 60, ndimayisiya ndekha ndikuyesa masiku ena 30 osakondoweza. Ngati izi sizigwira ntchito, MONI DOTOLO
Mwamuna wamwamuna wa 20 wazaka chaka pano. Ndili ndi chibwenzi ndipo ine ndikuchita nofap kuti ndichotse ED ndikusangalala kwenikweni.
Zinthu zovuta zinkasowa NoFap. Ndipo lipoti la kusintha
Choyamba ndimunthu wa 26yo. Nkhani yanga ndiyofanana ndi ambiri pano omwe ndawerenga kupatula kuti ndinali wopanda mwayi, kapena wopusa, kapena onse awiri. Nkhani zina zakhala zolimbikitsa komanso zolimbikitsa, chifukwa chake ndigawana zanga mwachilungamo ...
Ndinayambira ulendo wa fap pafupi ndi 15 pamene makolo adayika pa intaneti. Kuyambira nthawi imeneyo ndinkangoyendayenda, ndikuonera zolaula ndikusintha kamodzi patsiku. Ndinapanga zithunzithunzi zowonongeka komanso zowonongeka, zokhudzana ndi 40gig poipa kwambiri. Nditafika ku koleji ndinapitiriza izi, koma chifukwa cha mphatso yanga yolankhula, ndinkachita bwino kwambiri ndi amayiwa, ndikuyendetsa mizu ya 15 pachaka popanda ntchito zenizeni. Izo sizinali mpaka ine ndinali 21 ndipo laputopu yanga inagwedezeka yomwe inandituma dziko langa. Ndinali ndi malo ogulitsira makompyuta kuti akonze, iwo amaganiza kuti pali zinthu zina zapansi pa izo, ndipo mwadzidzidzi apolisi apolisi anali pakhomo panga. Nyumba yonseyi inanjenjemera ndipo adatenga chipangizo chilichonse chosankhira chosungira deta. Osati zanga zokha koma komanso okondedwa anga. Chaka chotsatira iwo ankanena kuti iwo sanapeze kalikonse, ndipo anali kubwezeretsa galasi langa, ndi apamtima anga apamtima. Koma kunali mochedwa kwambiri. Ndinkakhala m'tawuni yaing'ono, ndipo mawu adatuluka kuti ndinali pedo. Banja lathu linanyalanyazidwa, ndipo ndalama zanga zinasokonezedwa ndi ndalama zowonongeka. Kwenikweni kunali kowala. Zaka zoposa 5 ndipo zowonjezereka zinapitirira, ndipo zinthu zinali kuyamba kupita kummwera. M'zaka izi za 5 ndinali ndi zizindikiro zapamwamba za fap-ilitus, nkhani zazikulu za ED, mavuto aumunthu ndi aumunthu, sindinathe kugwiritsira ntchito chibwenzi, ndakhala ndi chaka chapadera ku koleji, ndikuyesa mankhwala aliwonse omwe amadziwika ndi munthu, ndipo sindinkawoneka ngati akuwoneka mu diso. Ndinawawona madokotala, akatswiri a sayansi ya sayansi ya matenda a maganizo komanso ngakhale katswiri wamaganizo. Chirichonse chinali chachibadwa
Zinali zovuta mpaka nditapunthwa ku TEDX pa youtube, kuti ndinaika awiri ndi awiri ndikudziwitsa nkhani zanga ndikuyimitsa zonse. Zolaula, kuphulika, chirichonse. Patsiku la 22 zapitazo ndinazindikira kuti ndikufunika kuti ndipatule. Ndataya anyamata anga ambiri, ndinavala makilogalamu a 15 mu mafuta ndipo ndinasokonezeka. Kunena zoona, ndapeza masiku a 22 mosavuta, mwachidule, ndi zolakalaka zokhudzana ndi zolaulazo ndikuphwanya schlong. Koma kukhala bwino. My libido ndi wokongola kwambiri, dick wanga amawoneka wochepa ndi ozizira, koma ndili ndi umwini wa umwini pamapeto anga omwe sindinamvepo kuyambira ndili wamng'ono. Ndayamba kugwira ntchito yolimbitsa thupi mwamphamvu, ndipo ndatayika pafupifupi makilogalamu a 5, ndipo ndikukonzekera kusiya kusuta fodya sabata yotsatira. Zoposa zonse ndayamba kuyang'ana msungwana ndipo potsiriza ndimamva ngati ndingathe kuyankhulana ndi mkazi. Palibe nthawi yamasewera ngati yamakono, monga momwe ndakhala ndikuyikira kuti ndithandizenso. Amaganiza kuti Im ndikhale njonda chabe. Ndikuzindikira kuti ndili ndi njira yayitali. Koma ine ndikudzipereka ku chifukwa.
Komabe ndikuthokozani reddit kuti kudzoza kusinthe moyo wanga.
TLDR: Wanker wanker akuimbidwa mlandu chifukwa chotsatira apolisi kuti asamalire zolaula zake zolaula, ataya zonse kuphatikizapo kukumba. Zaka 5 za shit pambuyo pake zimayambitsa nofap ndi zotsatira zowonjezera
Kale kusiyana kwakukulu mu ED wanga
M'mabuku anga apitawo ndafotokoza momveka bwino kuti chifukwa chachikulu chomwe ndikuchitira nofap ndikuthandiza ED ndi DE kuti ndakhala ndikukumana ndi zovuta zogonana zomwe ndakhala nazo, makamaka nthawi iliyonse yomwe ine ndi bwenzi langa timayesetsa. Chabwino sindingathe ngakhale kukumbukira tsiku lomwe ndili koma china chake chachitika. Msungwana wanga adaganiza kuti akufuna kuthera kumapeto kwa sabata limodzi nane motero adayendetsa 2hrs pano Lachisanu usiku. Tinapita kukadya chakudya ndipo tonse tinadya bwino komanso magalasi ochepa a vinyo. Titafika kunyumba ndinali wamantha pang'ono. Nchiyani chikanati chidzachitike? Kodi uwu ukhala usiku wina wamanyazi? Yankho lake ndiloti .. 😉
Amadziwa kuti ndikuchita nofap ndipo pomwe ndimamanga tenti kuchokera pomwe amayendetsa zala zake kumbuyo kwanga kwinaku tikukuvulazanani adadziwa kuti china chake chasintha! Moona mtima sindingakhale wokondwa ndikusintha komwe NF yasintha kwakanthawi kochepa chonchi. Sanalinso chiwopsezo. Mapeto a sabata anali otanganidwa kwambiri mu dipatimenti yogonana ndipo sizinandilepheretse kamodzi! Ndimamva ngati munthu wina.
Komanso ndidazindikira kuti kutengeka kuthupi langa kukukulirakulira, amatha kundigunditsa kumbuyo kumbuyo ndipo zingakhale zabwino koma palibe chapadera… Tsopano zikuwoneka ngati ali ndi magetsi oyenda mmanja mwake. Wina aliyense azindikire izi
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