Pomwe ndidayamba koyamba, ndinali wovuta kusokonekera, nthawi zambiri 2-3 kangapo patsiku, nthawi zina 4-6 ndikadakhala kuti palibe chomwe ndimachita. Ndikufuna kuti ndisafike poti ndisadzitchinjirize. Ndinali wokonda kupunthwa nthawi zonse, ndipo zinkandivuta kukopeka ndi azimayi, zimandivuta kuti ndikhale ndi nthawi yocheza nawo, zomwe zimandibweretsera nthawi ina.
Sindinkacheza ndi atsikana. Anali ndi nkhawa yayikulu mozungulira iwo, sanadzimve kukhala olimba mtima kapena osangalatsa, ndipo amadziwa. Ndinadzipereka kuti ndisamayanjane ndi atsikana chifukwa kukanidwa kunali kowawa kwambiri. Anali malo owopsa kukhalamo.
Inde, masiku 110, mkati, ndili ndi bwenzi langa loyamba. Kodi amakopeka ndi ine chifukwa nofap idandisandutsa mamuna wamwamuna? Ayi, sichoncho. Zinangondipatsa chidaliro chochepa kwambiri kuti zinthu zitheke. Kukankhira zinthu patsogolo. Kodi ndidakali wamanjenje komanso kuda nkhawa? Inde, koma sizophatikizanso zonse. Pomwe pasanachitike nofap, zinthu nthawi zambiri zimakhala zopweteka komanso zovuta monga momwe ndimaganizira kuti zikhala m'malingaliro mwanga, zinthu sizili zoyipa masiku ano. Nkhawa yawonekera bwino m'maganizo mwanga.
Mukayamba kulawa "zopambana" zanu monga momwe amachitchulira, ndikuganiza kuti ndikofunikira kukumbukira kuti zotsatira zake (monga momwe ndakhalira) sizikhala pamlingo wamuyaya. Inde, mudzakhala olimba mtima komanso osakhala ndi nkhawa, koma simukukhala Superman akuuluka mozungulira kukopa atsikana kulikonse. Kuchokera pa zomwe ndakhala ndikuwerenga, chinthu choterocho chimabwera chifukwa cha testosterone yomwe imakwera ndipo pamapeto pake imayambiranso. Komabe, ikadzakwanira, ikhala yayitali kwambiri kuposa kale, zomwe ndizomwe zimakupatsirani chidaliro chochepa ndikuchepetsa nkhawa m'kupita kwanthawi.
Ndikofunika kusiya kuyerekezera. Izi ndizovuta kwambiri, koma kwakanthawi zidandipha ndipo zimandilepheretsa kupita patsogolo. Mwamwayi, ndakhala ndikuchokapo pafupifupi masiku 20 tsopano (ndinayambiranso pambuyo pokhala ndi nkhawa), ndipo ndimamvanso zizindikiro zakusiya. Ndine wopusa, wokwiya, ndipo ndimakhala ndi nkhawa kwambiri kuposa zabwinobwino. Koma ndili ndi chidaliro kuti ndi zotsatira za kuchotsedwa kwopeka, chifukwa chake ndikupitilizabe. Ndikutsimikiza kuti nonse nkudziwa momwe zingandithandizire.
Pakadali pano, ndilibe malingaliro oyambiranso kuseweretsa maliseche. Moona mtima kukhudzika sikumafika ngakhale m'maganizo mwanga panthawiyi. Osati kuseweretsa maliseche kwakhala chizolowezi. Ndamva za anthu ena akunena kuti kuseweretsa maliseche nthawi zina kumatha kuthana ndi "nthawi yamwamuna" yomwe anyamata ena amadutsamo, koma mpaka nditapeza umboni wolimba pansi pa lamba wanga, sindiyenera kutero.
Inde, ndi izi. Mwina nditha kusakhazikika pang'ono ndikakhala ndi tsiku lopanda pake, koma anyamata, zenizeni. Zoyipa Izi zimagwira ntchito. Osataya moyo wanu kuti mupeze china chopusa ngati zolaula.
Ngati zindigwira ntchito, zitha kukuthandizirani.
Zikomo.
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