Zosintha zina sizingafotokozedwe m'mawu. Ndili wokondwa kwambiri kuti mzanga adatumiza ulalo wa NOFAP pokambirana ngati nthabwala…. Zasintha moyo wanga. Khalani nawo. Ulendowu ndiwodabwitsa komanso woyenera kupweteka !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Chifukwa chake, miyezi inayi yomaliza yakhala yosangalatsa kwambiri…. Ndinapita masiku 4, ndinabwereranso, masiku 54, ndinabwereranso, ndipo tsopano masiku abwino kwambiri a 50 a NOFAP!
Ndili pavuto la NOFAP la masiku 180. Kuwirikiza kawiri 90. Ndaganiza zopitiliza kuthana ndi vuto langa molawirira ndipo ngakhale ndimaganiza kawiri konse, ndikudzipereka. Ubongo wanga wama scumbag wayesera kuganiza kuti ndikangofika 90 kuti zonse zikhala bwino ndikutha kuthana ndi vuto langa. Ubongo wanga wama scumbag wayesera kunena kuti popeza ndidapanga masiku 90 ndi PMO m'modzi yekha kuti vuto langa latha. Ubongo wanga wachinyengo udandipangitsa kuti ndibwererenso kawiri ponena kuti kusanja kunali Chabwino…. Ndi momwe kutengeka kumeneku kwatengera ubongo wanga. Ndikunyansa. Ndizochititsa nyansi. Ndikupita ku 180 ndipo palibe kapena chinthu chomwe chingandiletse.
Ndakhala masiku 160 ndili ndi PMO awiri…. Izi pazokha ndizodabwitsa kwa ine.
Nanga chasintha ndi chiyani? Mwachidule…. ZONSE.
Kodi ndizosintha zingati zomwe sizinakule komanso kuchuluka kwa zosintha zomwe sindinakulire zimandipangitsa kuti ndikumane? Sindingayankhe izo. Sayansi iyenera kuyankha izo. Ndinganene kuti mosakayikira, ndasintha kukhala munthu wabwino. Ndipanga kanyumba kakang'ono kale komanso pano:
M'mbuyomu, ndinali:
- Osatetezeka
- Wodetsa nkhawa
- Tidalibe anzathu a REAL
- Panalibe zokonda zachikazi
- Mulibe chidwi polowa m'chipinda
- Sanathe kuyang'ana
- Sitinathe kuyimba bwino
- Munalakalaka kwambiri kugonana
- Ndimayembekezera zomwe ndingakope
- Amatha maola ambiri tsiku lonse kusepa, lingalirani za kusefera, kapena kupeza fumbi.
- Sindingapite kokasangalala.
- Anali ndi mawonekedwe ofatsa a ED
- Sindingaganize kuti ndingapeze bwenzi labwino
Pakalipano:
- Ndimayenda mchipinda ndikulamula chidwi
- Ndimatha kupita kwa azimayi ndikumacheza nawo bwino
- Ndimatha kumuyang'ana m'maso osawopa kuweruzidwa
- Ndili ndi akazi pa radar yanga omwe ali ndi chidwi ndi ine
- Ndikumva ngati ED yanga yakonzedwa (kuti ikutsimikizidwe posachedwa ndikutsimikiza)
- Ndili ndi abwenzi abwino a 3 pakadali pano komanso chidwi chabwino cha akazi cha 10
- Ndauzidwa kuti ndine wokongola, wokongola, wonunkhira bwino
- Ndinali ndi amayi m'sitolo kundiuza kuti mwana wawo wamkazi azindikonda (amayi avomerezedwa kale!)
- Sindikuganiza za zolaula kapena PMO kapena kugonana
- Sindikulimbikitsidwa kwa PMO
- Ndimalimbikitsidwa kuti ndiwadziwe bwino amayi kuti tidziwe ngati tikugwirizana.
- Sindikudzidalira thupi langa ndipo sindimakhala ndi nkhawa kwambiri ndi akazi
- Zomwe ndimayembekezera kwa yemwe nditha kukopa ndizogwirizana ndi zenizeni
- Ndimatuluka ndikupita kumaphwando ndi hangout sabata iliyonse m'malo kamodzi pachaka.
TL; Dr - Nofap wakhala akulimbana. Ndili ndimunthu watsopano ndipo ndili paulendo woti ndichite nthawi ino! Nthawi zina zimakhala zovuta kuzindikira kusintha tsiku ndi tsiku. Koma zinthu zimasintha ndipo zisintha mukadzipereka. Pezani zosangalatsa komwe mungakhale ndi mwayi wokumana ndi anthu omwe ali ndi zokonda zofananira. Musaope kuyankhula ndikumvetsera. Khalani nazo !!!!!
LINK - New Personal Best !! Ndipo NOFAP Zitsimikizirani !!!!!
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