Masiku 166 - ED: munthu zinthu zasintha

Choyamba ndikufuna kunena kuti zonsezi sizingatheke popanda gulu lazomwe zili pa intaneti komanso kuchuluka kwa chidziwitso chopezeka pa yourbrainonporn. Ndidayamba kuphunzira bwino pazaka za 13 zaka kamodzi kapena kawiri pa tsiku kwa zaka za 7 ndisanapezeko zolaula zapaintaneti zomwe zimathandizira kuti ndizicheza ndi 3-4 kangapo patsiku panthawi ina. Nthawi yomweyo ndinayamba kuda nkhawa, kuwopa amayi komanso anthu ambiri, kusachedwa, kusinthasintha, kukwiya, kuiwalika kwambiri, kusowa chidwi, kulephera kucheza ndi anthu, kusiya chidwi ndi masewera, kapena kupita kunja komanso kusatha kusunga ntchito komanso kusiya sukulu ziwiri.

Ndidakhala ngati chipolopolo cha ine ndekha ndikuyamba kutaya abwenzi nthawi yomweyo zomwe zimapangitsa kuti asamadzidalire, kukhala ndi nkhawa zambiri komanso zina. Palibe chomwe chidasinthika mpaka ndidaloledwa kusiya ntchito yanga yakale nditangokhala mwezi umodzi ndikuchita nawo ntchito zazikulu za ED zomwe ndizovuta kukhala ndi munthu wapadera m'moyo wanu.

Tsopano, nditachotsedwa ntchito sindinathenso kuzimvera choncho ndinapita kwa dokotala ndikumuuza kuti ndinali ndi matenda ovutika maganizo, ndinapatsidwa mankhwala omwe anayamba kugwira ntchito patatha milungu inayi. Chokhacho chokhacho chinali kutayika kwa libido kotero ndinayamba kuzindikira kuti mwina ndinali wokhumudwa chifukwa cha PMO kotero ndidayamba kafukufuku wanga ndipo voila ndidapeza mdera lino.

Ndinadabwa komanso ndikuyembekeza kuti pali yankho pambuyo pake ndipo popeza ndinali masabata a 4 ndiyenera kumamatira mankhwalawa kwa milungu ina inayi. Pambuyo pa miyezi iwiri yopanda PMO ndinali wokonzeka kuchoka ku Antidepressant ndikupitiliza ulendo wanga wopanda fap yomwe yanditsogolera miyezi 4 + osabwereranso, malingaliro atsopano komanso zosangalatsa zatsopano. Ponseponse ndimamva ngati mwana wamwamuna wazaka 5 momwe ndimasekera kwambiri, ndimachita masewera olimbitsa thupi tsopano, ED wanga wapita, ndimasinkhasinkha, ndimadya wathanzi ndipo ndimakhala ochezeka kwambiri. Zonsezi chifukwa cha gulu lanu la yourbrainonporn ndi nofap

Ndikufunabe ntchito koma ndili ndi chidaliro kuti ndidzakhala ndi zida zambiri zopezera ntchito nthawi ina 🙂

Zikomo kwambiri chifukwa cha mawu anu onse okoma mtima.

LINK - Masiku a 166 mkati, anthu asintha

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