Pamene ine ndi mkazi wanga posachedwapa ndinayamba chibwenzi, ndinamuuza kuti ndinali ndi mbiri yolaula komanso maliseche koma sizinali zovuta kwakanthawi (zaka zingapo). Anamvetsetsa kuti ndichinthu chomwe anyamata ambiri amalimbana nacho nthawi ina ndipo amandithandiza kuti ndikhale omasuka naye.
Nthawi ina pambuyo pake, ndinayenera kubwerera ku koleji kukayamba semester yakugwa pomwe amakhala kunyumba, maola 8 kutali. Mtunda unali wovuta ndipo sitinawonane kwambiri koma tidazipangitsa kuti zizigwira ntchito. Chakumapeto kwa semesita, ndidabwereranso ndipo idayambiranso kuwongolera moyo wanga. Yankho langa loyamba linali lakubwezera, ndinali nditazichita kale, bwanji sindinathe kuzichitanso? Sindiyenera kuuza aliyense. Ndingochichotsa. Uku kunali kulakwitsa kwanga kwakukulu.
Pambuyo pa miyezi ingapo ya izi ndipo ndinali kumapeto kwanga. Ndinali kumunena bodza pambuyo pomunamiza kuti asadziwe. Ndinkaganiza kuti ndikufuna kumukwatira, koma sindinathe kuganiza kuti zolaula zili pamutu panga ndipo sizimatha.
Tsiku lina tikulankhula pafoni ndipo adandifunsa mosabisa, "Vuto ndi chiyani? Simunakhale nokha kwa miyezi ingapo? ”
Sindingathe kuchita izi, choncho ndinamuuza.
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Tinalira.
Momwe machitidwe ake amomwemo adawonetsera palibe chikondi koma chifundo. Adandiuza kuti anali wokwiya kwambiri komanso momwe zimamupwetekera. Zinapangitsa kuti pakhale kukhulupirirana pakati pathu zomwe zidatenga nthawi kuti mugwire ntchito ndipo zimatibweretsa pamodzi monga banja pomwe tidakhalapo. Miyezi ya 3 pambuyo pake, ndidatulutsa funso ndipo tsopano tikwatirana pa Ogasiti 16th.
Ndinkadziwa kuti ndikufuna kukwatiwa naye chifukwa cha momwe anasankhira zochita. Ndipo chifukwa cha izi, sindisankha Fap. Zakhala masiku a 202 kuyambira pomwe ndinayang'ana zolaula ndipo ndakwanitsa kuchita izi chifukwa chothandizidwa ndi iye komanso kuchokera kwa anthu a / r / NoFap. Tikuthokoza nonse chifukwa cha thandizo lanu komanso kufunitsitsa kwanu kukhala opanda mwayi ndi alendo osawadziwa. Zimatanthawuza zambiri kwa ine. Nonse mwayitanidwa kuukwati!
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