Pambuyo pazomwe zimawoneka ngati zosatha, pamapeto pake ndidamenya PIED. Ndimamva bwino kwambiri kuti ndikutha kugona ndi bwenzi langa, yemwe nditamuuza, anali womvetsa ndipo amandigwirizira kwambiri munthawi yonse yovutayi.
Kwa fapstronauts onse kunja komwe omwe ali ndimomwe ndinalili, osadandaula, pamapeto pake mudzagonjetsa. Ndikofunika kwambiri kuti musapezeke kwa miyezi ingapo kuti mukhalenso mwamuna wanu. Ndinanama, ndinabwereranso kangapo (2-3), koma sindinasiye ndikumapitilizabe, ndinachotsanso chimbale changa cha 300+ posachedwa! (Zinali zovuta kuti ndisiyane nazo chifukwa ndinali nditawonjezeka kwa zaka). Zabwino zonse!
LINK - Pambuyo pa miyezi ya 6-ish, ndili ndi cholembera chogwira ntchito (palibenso PIED!)
POST FROM 4 MONTHS - Kupambana kwina
Ndimangofuna kugawana kupambana kwanga pakali pano pochiritsa PIED yanga, komanso ndikufuna kugawana nawo nkhani yanga. Kukhala wonenepa kwambiri m'kalasi la 5th-7th komanso wosasangalatsa, sindinaganize kuti ndingapeze msungwana. Ndinkakonda kucheza tsiku lililonse, ndipo popita nthawi, zizolowezi zanga zolaula zimaipiraipira. Ndikukumbukira nthawi yoyamba yomwe ndidapita pa malo olaula zolaula, ndimachita manyazi kwambiri, ndimamva bwino kwambiri kuyang'ana anthu amaliseche. Koma patapita kanthawi kokhala wokonda zolaula, palibe chomwe chinandivuta. M'malo mwake, sindinathe kuyatsidwa ndimagulu "abwinobwino", ndidayamba kulumikizana ndi zamatsenga ndikulamulira zinthu za mtundu wa 34. Ndidasefukira kwambiri, nthawi ya tchuthi ikukwanira mozungulira nthawi za 7 zomwe ndimakhulupirira. Ndinkangokhala kuchipinda kwanga tsiku lonse ndi zopukutira komanso zodziseweretsa. Kusintha, pamene ndidaganiza kuti ndisiye kusiya kusuta, ndinali pafupi ndi 2 miyezi yapitayo, pamene ndinalowa naye pachibwenzi. Sindinkaganiza kuti zichitika, ndimaganiza kuti ndingokhala namwali kwamuyaya (ndisanakhale pachibwenzi ichi, ndinalowa mwa ena awiri, chifukwa chake sindimaganiza kuti sindidzatenganso mtsikana). Koma nthawi itakwana, sindinathe kuyimilira. Dick wanga anali opusa. Amayamwa, kundinyoza, kundipatsa dzanja lamanja, popanda chilichonse. Sindinathe kuzipulumutsa kuti ndipulumutse moyo wanga. Zinali zokhumudwitsa komanso zochititsa manyazi kwambiri. Pazinthu zonse m'moyo, sindinaganize kuti ili lingakhale vuto, ndimaganiza kuti zimangochitika kwa ena. Poyamba, tonse awiri tinkanena kuti inali chifukwa inali nthawi yanga yoyamba ndipo ndinali wamanjenje chabe, (zomwe zidamveka, monga tidakonzera kale ndipo timaganiza zokhala kuchita bwino tsiku lonse). Sindinkaganiza zongolumikizitsa ndikugwiritsa ntchito zolaula zambiri. Ndinaganiza zowona kulephera kwanga kuti ndikhale ndi erection, chifukwa nditatha kuziganizira, sindinathe kukhala ndi erection nthawi zonse. Ndimaganiza kuti dick wanga wopanda vuto anali boner weniweni, ndimomwe ndimagwiritsira ntchito zolaula. Zikuwoneka kuti, kugwiritsa ntchito zolaula zochulukirapo kumayambitsa ED, yotchedwa PIED, yomwe ndi Porn Induced Erectile Dysfunction. Ndinafanana ndi zizindikiro zonse, zonse zidadina. Ndidachita kafukufuku wambiri, kuti ndiyesere ndikuchiza matenda a PIED. Ndinaganiza zongosiya kutukwana. Ndinadabwa, kwenikweni ndizosavuta kusapanga, mwina kwa ine. Nthawi zonse ndimakumana ndi mayeserowa nthawi zina, koma ndimakana. Zakhala zikuzungulira miyezi ya 2, ndalephera kuwerengeka, koma ndimatha kupindula. Ndakhala ndikulandila zonse nthawi ndi nthawi, sizikhala motalika kwambiri koma, kupita patsogolo, NoFap ikugwira ntchito. Ndazindikiranso kuti ndili ndi ochezeka kwambiri tsopano, ndine wolimba mtima kwambiri. Sindikudziwa ngati ndingagwirizane ndi NoFap, kapena kuti ndakhala wokongola kwambiri (mwina ndi zomwe anthu amandiuza, zimangondipatsa chidaliro kuti ndiuzidwe lol lol) sindikufuna kubwerera, ndikufuna kutha kugona ndi bwenzi langa (Sidenote, ndili ndi bwenzi latsopano, sindili ndi msungwana yemwe ndidagonana naye koyamba). Sindikufuna kukhumudwitsanso, sindikufuna kudzimva ngati wamwamuna, ndikungofuna kukhala ndi ubale wabwino. Ndikudziwa kuti kugonana sizinthu zonse, ndine wamng'ono, koma mozama, ndizofunika kwambiri pachibwenzi.
TL; DR: Sindinaganize kuti ndidzakhala ndi gf, ndimaganiza kuti ndidzakhala namwali kwamuyaya, zolaula zambiri, ndinayamba kukopa, ndinayamba kupeza atsikana, kugonana koyamba, sindinathe kuzimva chifukwa cha Porn Electile Yanga Kulephera, kumverera kochepera kuposa munthu, adachita kafukufuku, anasiya kukula, ndipo tsopano ndimatha kuzipeza, mwina. Pepani khoma lalemba, sindikudziwa momwe ndingapangire izi / kuzipanga kukhala zidutswa.
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