Sindikadakhala ndikulemba mwachangu mu reddit iyi, koma ndakhala ndikutsatira, ndipo zandichotsera zovuta panthawiyi, ndiye, chabwino, nthawi yolipira pang'ono. Tsatanetsatane wachidule: Palibe opambana, ena azidalira, kugonana kwabwino kwambiri, ena amawunika kwambiri. Uzani SO yanu, mwina siyipweteke, itha kukonza ubale wanu.
Ndiye, ndichifukwa chiyani ndidachita izi? Chabwino, ndili ndi gf, sinali woyankha pabedi monga momwe iye kapena ine tikanakondera. Nditakumana naye, ndimakhala ndi zaka 4 zowuma. Anali wabwino, sindinachitepo kanthu momwe ndimayenera. Mwachitsanzo, ma Blowjobs amangomva "meh".
Komabe, ndimayesa ma minirun awiri amlungu umodzi sabata iliyonse, kuti ndione zotsatira zake. Zinathandiza pang'ono, koma sizinachitike kwenikweni. Chifukwa chake, ndidaganiza zoyesa nofap kwa mwezi umodzi. Tili ndi LDR, chifukwa chake ndidayamba nthawi yomwe sakanakhala mwezi uja. Anayamba nofap, kudula zolaula, kuchita masewera olimbitsa thupi, kusinkhasinkha mwakhama kwambiri, "maupangiri wamba". Ndinkasangalatsidwa nthawi ndi nthawi, koma ndinatha kupewa kupezeka mantha, popeza ndinali nditawerengapo kale. M'malo moopa, kuigwira, amenewo ndi masiku mosavuta.
Masiku makumi awiri oyambirira anali gehena. Palibe njira ina yeniyeni yokunenera. Mukadutsa masiku makumi awiri oyambirira, zonse ndizosavuta. Zimafunikirabe khama, sizinakhale zosavuta, koma zafika patali, zosavuta. Pa masiku ovuta, nofap inathandizadi. Patapita kanthawi, ndinazipanga zala zanga, motero mmalo mopita kumalo ena, chabwino, "ena", ndinamaliza kulemba "r / nofap" m'malo mwake. Ine N'kutheka obisalamo, koma podziwa kuti panali anthu ena kumeneko kudutsa mu chinthu chomwecho anathandiza.
Komabe, kumapeto kwa mwezi, amabwera kudzacheza, amazindikira kuti china chake ndi chosiyana. Ndidapita zomwe ndimawona ngati "medium mode", ndiye kuti, kutulutsa kovuta, koma ndikumapuma pakati ndi iye. Palibe kupumula kuchokera ku nofap, inde.
Komabe, atagona pabedi usiku womwewo, amafunsa zomwe zachitika, chifukwa china chake chikuwoneka ngati chabwino. Nditaganiza kwa masekondi, ndinabwera poyera. Ndimalongosola zomwe ndikuchita, bwanji, ndi zina. Pali masekondi ochepa, ndipo akunena kuti amandikonda. Tsiku lotsatira, ndikuganiza zowonjezera masiku anga 90.
Nofap adalimbikitsa ubale wathu kwambiri. Zomwe ndimamupangira izi pang'ono zidatipangitsa kuyandikira. Zowona kuti ndikudzipatula kwathunthu kupatula iye, chabwino, zimamutembenukiranso, monga amafotokozera. Popeza kuti ntchito yekha kugonana Ine amachita ndi naye, chabwino, iye amakondwera. Ananenanso kuti ngati ndikufuna kupita kolimba kapena china chilichonse pakati, ali wotseguka m'malo mwake, koma ndekha ndikukhumba kuti ndikhale okhazikika ndikugonana pa iye, chifukwa chake ndimalola izi. Pambuyo pamagetsi anga ovuta, sindimakhala motalika kwambiri, koma ndi nthawi zochepa zoyambirira, zimakhala bwino mwachangu. Iye kuposa wothandiza, choncho zikayenda bwino :). Ngati sanali iye, chabwino, ine mwina si mwayiyesa iyo ili kutali.
O, ndi ma blowjobs? Eya, anasintha kuchoka pa “E, eya, palibe vuto” kukhala “o… mai… wanga… mulungu” wanga. Iye akumverera ngati akutsimikiziridwa tsopano, ndipo iye ali nacho chifukwa chabwino cha izo.
Inde, ndimagunda masiku 90. Tsopano? Chabwino, ineyo ndikuganiza kuti tsiku lina nditha kuyimitsa nofap (ngakhale ndiyesetsa kuti ndizikhala zochepa kwambiri ndikuyesera kupitiliza noporn), koma, pakadali pano, ndiyimirenji? Ndinafuna 30, ndinamenya, ndinayang'ana 90, ndinamenya… nambala yotsatira ndi iti? 120 Ine ndikulingalira. Kapena 150. China chonga icho. Pambuyo pake? Angadziwe ndani. Sindikudziwa ngati malangizowa agwira ntchito kwa wina aliyense, koma ndimakonda kukhazikitsa zolinga zapakatikati m'malo mopita zazikulu nthawi imodzi. Cholinga cha 30, anagunda izo, kuwonjezera cholinga chanu. Kupita kwa 30 koyamba kumamveka "kocheperako", ndipo kukuthandizani masiku 20 oyambirira, lomwe ndi gawo lovuta.
Mwina sangakhale upangiri woyambirira kwambiri, koma ngati muli ndi SO, auzeni. Kwa iwo podziwa kuti mukudzipereka pang'ono podzipangira zomwe zingawathandize zambiri sizimapweteka :). Kupatula apo, kuchita masewera olimbitsa thupi KODI kumathandiza. Ngati muli ndi tsiku lovuta, thawani mpaka mutatopa, kwezani zinthu zolemetsa mpaka minofu yanu itapweteka… zikhazikitsa zofuna zanu tsiku lonse ndi lotsatira. Ikuthandizaninso kuti mukhale bwino, zomwe sizimavulaza mwina :). Sindinayambe ndakhalapo bwino, ndipo ndimangogwiritsa ntchito zolimbitsa thupi kuti ndithandizire pa nofap. Ndikukhulupirira kuti ndasungabe chizolowezichi tsopano, popeza ndikuyamba kukonda "zatsopano ine".
Mwina si malingaliro oyipitsitsa konse: Yambitsani kukonda omwe mukukhala. Yang'anirani pazomwe mwasintha, ndikudziwuzani nokha kuti zinthu zidzakhala bwino mukapitilizabe. Zandithandizadi :).
Chifukwa chake, chabwino, zikomo chifukwa chothandizidwa, ma fapstronauts anzanu! Ngati nditha kugunda 150, ndibweranso, ndipo nditha kupachika mpaka pamenepo. Sindikadatha popanda iwe!
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