Ndinazindikira nofap pafupifupi zaka 2-3 zapitazo. Sindikudziwa kuti ndafika bwanji pano koma ndikuganiza ndimasaka "chifukwa chiyani dick wanga sagwira ntchito nthawi zina" kapena zina zotere. Panthawiyi ndinali wophunzira ndipo ndinali ndi nthawi yambiri yopuma kotero ndimachita maliseche nthawi zina 6-8 pa tsiku kuti ndikhale ndi zolaula.
Tsiku langa lonse ndinali kuwonera kwambiri (38! Ndinachita kuwayang'anira ndi mawonetsero) a makanema pa TV, kusewera ma videogames (14h molunjika) ndikuwerenga nkhani (mawebusayiti a 12).
Ndine wodalitsika chifukwa sindinawerengepo zambiri ndipo ndinatha kukhala m'modzi mwa ophunzira omaliza bwino kwambiri kalasi yanga. Chifukwa chake kwenikweni ndimakhala kunyumba moyo wanga wonse. Panali nthawi m'moyo wanga momwe ndimakhala kunyumba kwa miyezi ya 2-3 osatuluka! Moyo wanga pamaulendo ochepa.
Ndikadali ndi abwenzi ochepa koma onsewa ndi amtundu wamakola amtundu omwe amagwira ntchito zaka 10 ndipo ali munthawi yosiyana m'moyo (kukwatiwa / kukhala ndi ana). Sindinakhalepo ndi vuto loyankhula ndi anthu. Anthu amakonda kundikonda.
Koma sindinakhalepo ndi chibwenzi pamoyo wanga. Sanagonepo. Zaka zingapo zapitazo ine ndinapsyopsyona mtsikana ali woledzera. Sindinamukonde ngakhale iye kapena ndinakopeka naye. Zosangalatsa ndichakuti sindine wolephera kwathunthu ndi atsikana okha ndi atsikana omwe ndimawakonda. Ndikuganiza kuti gawo lalikulu la vuto langali ndidali loti sindimakonda momwe ndimawonekera. Ndayamba kale dazi ndipo khungu langa lakutidwa ndi ziphuphu zaka zina za 10 tsopano.
Sindinakhalepo wosangalala ndi thupi langa / kulemera. Poyamba ndinali wowonda kwambiri. Nthawi zonse ndimayesetsa kulemera koma palibe chomwe chimagwira. Ndikukula ndidatha kunenepa. Koma idangopita molunjika m'mimba mwanga. Ndiyeno inafika nthawi yomwe sindinayesenso kuyankhulana ndi atsikana. Sindinasamale kuti zolaula ndimachoka.
Ndipo nonse mukudziwa zomwe zinachitika pambuyo pake. Kukoma kwanga kunadabwitsa kwambiri. Ndinayamba kumenya zolaula ndi nthungo za britney komanso zodetsedwa ndi christina aguilera ndi chithunzi cha chilimwe kuyambira kwa oc (wopanda wamiseche) pansi pa kama wanga. Pambuyo pake ndidayamba kuwona zolaula zenizeni. Zinthu zofewa kwenikweni monga kupsompsona atsikana. Koma zinkakulirakulira. Zinafika poti ndimakonda kuonera zolaula komanso zolaula.
Ndinalembetsanso patsamba lachiwerewere. Chowonadi ndikuti sindikanakhala ndi vuto ndikukhala gay koma ndimangokhala gay pomwe ndimakhala wowopsa. Pomwe ndinali wamanyazi ndimaganiza zokumana ndi mnyamata ndikuthamangitsidwa ndi tambala wamkulu ... Koma mphindi yachiwiri itatha. Komanso sindinapeze anyamata okongola osati m'moyo weniweni komanso osati zolaula. Ndinali muulamuliro kwambiri ndipo ndikuganiza kuti kuseweredwa ndi mnyamatayo ndichimake mwa zoterezi kwa ine.
Sindiyenera kunena kuti sindingakhale wovuta popanda zolaula. Kukhala pussy wotere ndinalinso m'mayanjano ochepa oopsa. Ndinkakonda mtsikana koma sindinamuuze. Zozungulira zonse. Nthawi zonse amandiimbira foni kuti andiuze mavuto ake ndipo sasamala zanga. Zimasakazadi pomwe msungwana yemwe mumamukonda akukuuzani zakugonana kwake ndi ma dude ena. Koma sindinathe kuthetsa chibwenzicho mpaka nditazindikira kuti sindinamuwone msungwanayi miyezi ingapo. Ndinkamukonda mtsikanayo ndipo ndimafuna kukhala ocheperako naye kotero ndimayesetsa nthawi zonse kukumana. Koma nthawi iliyonse yomwe tinakonza kena kake amandiyimbira foni dzulo lake kapena ngakhale tsiku lomwelo ndikuletsa. Chilichonse ndi aliyense anali ndizofunika kwambiri kuposa ine. Koma nthawi iliyonse akakhala ndi vuto amandiimbira foni kukadandaula za ilo. Kulemba izi sindikumvetsa kuti ndingakhale bwanji mnyamata wotere. Sindikumunena ngakhale. Amadzidalira ndipo ndine wotsimikiza kuti sanazindikire momwe amandichitira.
Zinali chaka chapitacho pamene ndinasankha kusintha. Ndipo ine ndine mtundu wa munthu yemwe amapita wamkulu kapena amapita kunyumba ngati mukudziwa zomwe ndikutanthauza. Chifukwa chake ndimafuna kusintha zonse zomwe ndimadana nazo za ine nthawi imodzi.
Ndinadziwa kuyambira kale kuti sindinathe kuchita nofap chifukwa ndinalibe zina zambiri. Koma inali nthawi yabwino m'moyo wanga. Ndinali pafupi kumaliza yunivesite. Chifukwa chake ndidaganiza zopempha ntchito kutali ndi komwe ndimakhala. Siyani zonse kumbuyo. Kudulidwa koyera. Lero ndikutsimikiza kuti ndikadapanda ntchito. Ntchito yanthawi zonse, kugona mokwanira ndikuwongolera banja langa ndichofunikira kwambiri kuti ndichite bwino.
Ndidasamukira m'chipinda chochezera ndi anzanga (1m + 2w + me). Tsopano ndiyenera kulumikizana ndi anthu ndipo ndiyenera kuchoka mnyumbayo. Ndimakonda ntchito yanga ndendende zomwe ndimafuna kuchita ndipo malipiro ake ndi abwino. Ndimawakonda kwambiri omwe ndimakhala nawo ndipo adakhala abwenzi apamtima.
Chotsatira chomwe ndidasintha ndikugwiritsa ntchito makanema. Ndinagulitsa mavidiyo / maakaunti onse. Ndagulitsa PC yanga, TV, xbox ndi smartphone yanga. Ndili ndi Mac ndi iPhone kuchokera kuntchito kuti ndikhoze kuthana ndi zonse zaukadaulo zanga. Ndilibenso luso lililonse. Ndinachotsanso kanema, chithunzi, nyimbo ndi buku (osati zolaula zokha. Chilichonse!). Sindikuwerenganso nkhani. Kuletsa zolembetsa kuntchito iliyonse yomwe ndimagwiritsa ntchito.
Ndidapha ndekha digito yanga. Ndilibe inenso imelo adilesi (kupatula ntchito). Zachidziwikire kuti ndidachotsa zosewerera. Mukukumbukira nthawi yapa TV yapa TV inali yosangalatsa? Inenso ayi. Chidani chonsechi. Zonsezi zikuyimira. Ndi chiuno chenicheni cha nthawi. Ndinawerengapo pepala lonena za malo ochezera a pa TV omwe amachititsa kuti musamasangalale chifukwa mumakumana nthawi zonse ndi zinthu zomwe simudzakhala. Nditha kutsimikizira.
Komanso ndikukhulupirira kuti zotsatsa zonsezi zimakupangitsani kukhala osalankhula. Nthawi yomweyo yosuntha ndidachotsa aliyense amene ndimamudziwa mpaka nthawi imeneyo. Sindinachite chilichonse. Kungosunthira 600km, kufufuta media media ndikupeza nambala yatsopano yafoni. Monga ndidanenera chimodzimodzi - 100% kudula.
Chaka chapitacho ndidayamba kuchita masewera olimbitsa thupi ndikulowa nawo masewera azamasewera. Ndinali wofooka kwambiri. Ndipo kupirira kwanga kunalibe. Masabata oyamba anali ovuta kwambiri. Ndinkamva zowawa nthawi zonse. Ndimapita kukachita masewera olimbitsa thupi katatu pamlungu (Mo-We-Fr) ndikupanga zolimbitsa thupi. Ndipo masiku ena awiri ndimapita kumenya nkhonya. Tsiku limodzi lochita masewera olimbitsa thupi komanso tsiku limodzi. Sindinakhalepo wamasewera koma ndalimbikitsidwa kwambiri tsopano. Muyenera kuyamba ndipo patatha sabata zochepa simungakhale popanda.
Masewera adasinthanso momwe ndimaganizira ndi zakudya zanga. Kalelo m'masiku omwe ndinadya zopanda pake chilichonse chomwe ndimapeza. Tiloleni tikumane pakati pa Fastfood ndi zinyalala palibe kusiyana kwakukulu. S shuga iyi yonse. Ndikumwa ndipo ndadya bwino tsopano. Ndinakhala ngakhale vegan. Ndimangomwa madzi ndikuyesetsa kupewa shuga. Siyani mowa. Zikomo Mulungu sindinakhalepo mankhwala ena alionse.
Chachikulu chokhudza kalabu yanga yamasewera ndikuti amapereka mitundu yonse ya zochitika. Chifukwa chake ndimatha Loweruka ndi Lamlungu ndimayesa zinthu zatsopano. Tennis, gofu, bwato ive anachita zonse.
Ndipo ndimakumana ndi anthu atsopano nthawi zonse! Komanso ndimakonda kupita kumalo osungira nyama ndikuyenda galu. Nthawi zonse ndimakonda nyama koma sindimatha kupereka zomwe zikuyenera (danga / nthawi) koma izi ndizabwino kwambiri. Ndizabwino kuchitira wina kanthu kena.
Komanso ndinalowa m'gulu la anthu omwe amasewera masewera nthawi zina. Sindikukumbukira pomwe ndidasewera masewera olumikizana ndi intaneti nthawi yotsiriza.
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