Masiku 82 ndi nambala yodabwitsa yoti tilemberepo, koma ndagwira chinthu chachikulu lero. Mbiri yachangu. Ndidasudzulana ndipo ndidakwatirana ndi bwenzi langa loyamba (komanso bwenzi loyamba logonana). Izi zidatenga zaka khumi ndipo ndikuchita manyazi kuvomereza kuti PMO idandipangitsa kuti ndisamagonane.
Kusudzulana sikunali kokha chifukwa cha PMO koma ndikukuwuzani kuti ubale wopanda moyo wogonana ndiubwenzi woipa, nthawi.
Banja litatha, ndidakumana ndi zosintha zambiri, kuphatikiza kutaya kulemera LOTI, kusintha ntchito, galimoto, malingaliro, chilichonse. Koma sindinasinthe PMO, ngakhale mlangizi waukwati adandiuza molondola kuti ndimakonda zolaula (sindinawone chifukwa chosiya - ndinalibe GF ndipo zinali zotonthoza).
Mofulumira chaka chisudzulo ndipo takumana ndi msungwana wokongola wosamalira ndipo mutha kudziwa kale nkhaniyi - sindinathe kuyimvetsa. Ndipo monga paukwati wanga ndidayamba kuganiza kuti, ndangokhala wosweka mtima ndipo msungwanayu akuyenera kukhala ndichakuti ndine chibwenzi chachikulu Pokhapokha nditagonana.
Amandithandizira kwambiri ndipo adati 'titha' kuthana ndi mavuto anga - ndipo izi zidandipangitsa kulingalira za vuto langa. Ndipo popeza ndidapatsidwa chithunzithunzi chavutoli pafupifupi chaka chapitacho, ndidayamba kuwerenga za izi, ndidapeza tsamba ili, YBOP, ndi masamba ena. Ndipo tsiku lina ndili kutchuthi ndipo m'malo motuluka panja ndimapita kukaonera zolaula pa laputopu yanga ndikusangalala ndekha, zidandigunda - ili linali vuto. Ndinafunika kuyima.
Tsiku limenelo linali masiku 82 apitawo ndipo ndine wonyada kunena kuti ndakhala wopanda vuto lililonse kapena maliseche. Sindili wonyada kunena kuti ndimayambiranso zolaula masiku angapo akuwoneka - kawirikawiri ndimphindi zochepa chabe za bikini / zofewa koma ndikudziwa kuti ndizolakwika. Iyi ndi nkhondo yomwe ndimamenyabe.
Komabe, kwa ine, zikuwoneka kuti nofap ndiye maziko a yankho, chifukwa vuto lomwe ndinali nalo linali kukhumudwa chifukwa chakuwombera - sindinamve chilichonse kuchokera ku PIV kapena BJ kapena china chilichonse kupatula dzanja langa. Mwa kuchotseratu dzanja langa ndimatha pang'onopang'ono (pang'onopang'ono, koma ndithu) ndikumvanso.
Pafupifupi masiku 45 mkati ndimatha kumva kuti PIED ikuchoka, komabe sikunali kokwanira. Ndidauza GF yanga zavuto langa panthawiyo, chomwe ndi chinthu china chotsutsana pano; bola momwe ndinalili zinali zothandiza kwambiri kumuuza kuti amvetse zomwe ayenera kuchita kuti andithandize kukhala bwino.
Ndipo kuti ndikafike kumapeto kwa ngalandeyi - yomwe ndikuyembekeza kuti ndi CHIWERENGERO CHOYAMBA - m'mawa uno ndatha kuyisunga nthawi ya PIV kotero kwa nthawi yoyamba m'moyo wanga (ndipo ndili ndi zaka 30 ) Ndinapatsa mtsikana chiwonongeko kuchokera pamenepo. Ndinamvanso zambiri (mwachiwonekere kuyambira pomwe ndinatha kulowa ndikupitilirabe) komabe ndili ndi njira zopitira ndisanabwezeretsenso.
Chifukwa chake inde, iyi ndi nkhani yodzitamandira, koma ndimakonda kuwerenga zolemba zodzitamandira za anthu ena chifukwa kupambana kwawo kunandipatsa chiyembekezo chodzachita bwino. Ndili ndi njira zoti ndipitire, koma ngati ndingafotokoze mwachidule mfundo zapaulendo wanga:
- Kutalika kwakanthawi PMO komwe kumapangitsa ukwati kuwola kuchokera mkati chifukwa cha iwo
- Pomaliza ndidakumana ndi vuto langa pafupifupi miyezi itatu yapitayo ndipo ndakhala 100% yabwino pa nofap (yopanda m'mphepete kapena maliseche) koma osati yopambana pa porn (yochepetsedwa kwambiri, koma osati yamanyazi)
- Adagawana zambiri ndi bwenzi latsopano. Chifukwa chake ndili pa 'zosavuta' rewiring nthawi yomweyo ndikubwezeretsanso.
- PIED yambiri yachepetsedwa (m'malo mwake ndimakhala ndi nkhawa yamagetsi) za masiku a 45 mkati
- Tinatha kumaliza masiku a PIV 82 mkati
- Ndakhala masiku opitilira 90 opanda chiwonetsero changa, ndipo sindiphulika - chifukwa chake sizofunikira kwa anyamata onse
tl; dr PMO wokonda kugwiritsa ntchito yemwe sanathe kumaliza PIV adatha kuchita pambuyo pa masiku a 82 NOFAP. Reboot sichachidziwikire kuti ali ndi zambiri koma akupita patsogolo kwambiri komanso ayenera kudzipereka
LINK - Tsiku la 82 - pali kuwala kumapeto kwa mumphangayo!
ZOCHITIKA - Patatha pafupifupi miyezi inayi, ndikuyamba kuchita bwino
Tsiku lokumbukira tsiku langa linayi ndi masiku angapo apitawa. Nditangotha mwezi umodzi nditakumana ndi bwenzi langa laposachedwa, yemwe anali udzu womwe udasokoneza ngamila kumbuyo kwanga ndikuphwanya kuzungulira kwa PMO. Anali wokoma mtima komanso womvetsetsa ndipo ndimamufuna iye woipa kwambiri koma osakhoza kuchita ndipo kwa nthawi yoyamba m'moyo wanga ndidati ndikufuna kukhala wabwino, osati kwa iye yekha, koma kwa ine ndekha. Ndipo kenako ndinawerenga, kuwerenga, kuwerenga ndikuganiza zoyambitsa pulogalamuyo.
- Mutha kubwereranso (osudzulidwa chifukwa cha zolaula)
Kotero, ndakhala ndi vuto lalikulu ndi zolaula moyo wanga wonse. Mnzanga wapamtima anandiuza kuti ndibwerere kusekondale ndipo ndinali mwana wamanjenje, wamanjenje motero ndimakumbukira kuthera maola ambiri ndikuyesera kutsitsa ma GIF kuchokera pa modemu yanga ya baud 1200 ndikubisalira abambo anga (mbali: makolo anga amayandikira kuti angondiuza zoyipa zake osanenapo chifukwa chake SIYENDA. Muyeneranso kuganiza kuti ana anu ndi anzeru kuposa inu - ngati akufuna kuchita zomwe simukuvomereza, azichita).
Ubale wanga ndi zolaula unayambitsanso ubale weniweni ndi akazi. Sizinakhudze momwe ndimakhalira ndi akazi, koma zimandithandizira momwe ndimakhalira ndi SEX. Ndipo chofunikira ndikuti ndimakonda kugonana popanda chiweruzo komanso pakufuna m'malo mokwera ndi kugona kwenikweni.
Chifukwa chake ngakhale ndinalibe chidwi chokhudza kugonana 'ndisanalowe m'banja ndimakumbukira momwe zimakhalira zosauka komanso momwe ndidabwerera nthawi yomweyo ku zolaula. Sindinachite zogonana usiku waukwati, ndiyeno kwa zaka khumi ndi zinayi ndimachita mantha usiku wanga wogonana sabata iliyonse ndi mkazi wanga (wakale), ndikupanga zifukwa zopewa izi, kenako ndikufuna kupita kuchipinda china ndikapeze zina zolaula kuti musinthe.
Ngakhale ili silinali vuto lokhalo muubwenzi wanga, pakuwona pang'ono linali gawo lalikulu - mwina 90%. Ndipo ngakhale kusowa kwa kugonana, kwenikweni kunali kusowa kwaubwenzi. Ndipo panthawi yomwe ndimadabwa pomwe mkazi wanga (wakale) adapempha kuti athetse banja, pakadali pano ndiganiza chifukwa chake helo adadikirira nthawi yayitali, bwanji ndinalora?
Kotero panthawi ya chisudzulo ndinawona mlangizi waukwati yemwe adandidziwa bwino za zolaula zanga. Koma sindinanyalanyaze, makamaka popeza ndinali wosakwatiwa koyamba kwa zaka makumi awiri, ndipo zolaula zinali chinthu chabwino chomwe ndadziwa moyo wanga wonse.
Kenako ndinakumana ndi mtsikana wangwiro, ndipo tinagonana. Ndipo zinali zokhumudwitsa kwambiri. Zinapitanso molakwika. Koma nthawi ino, sindimangoganiza kuti 'ndi momwe ziliri'. Ndinafunika kudziwa chomwe chinali cholakwika, chifukwa ndimaganiza ndi mkazi wanga wakale kuti 'kugonana sikofunikira ngati muli ndi chikondi' kapena kuponderezana kotere. Tsopano ndinkadziwa kuti moyo wosangalala komanso wokhutiritsa ndi chinthu chofunikira paubwenzi wanthawi yayitali.
Ndipamene ndidakumana ndi nofap ndi ma forum azolaula ndikuwerenga nkhani za anthu onga ine. Ndipo wakhala msewu Wautali wobwereranso pakati, koma ndakhala ndikuyesera kusiya zolaula ndikukhala pafupifupi chaka chimodzi. Msungwana wapano amadziwa za vuto langa ndipo wakhala akundithandiza.
Popeza ndakhala ndikuyesera kuti ndisiye zonse ziwiri, ndakhala ndikugonana bwino (osakwanira mwanjira iliyonse) ndipo ndimatha kuchita nawo zachiwerewere ndi iye (sindinachitepo ndi mkazi wanga wakale). Ndipo yayitali komanso yayifupi ndikuti ndayambanso kuchita chibwenzi, nthawi ino moyo wogonana wopanda zolaula komanso zosowa monga gawo la dongosololi.
tl; Dr Chibwenzi choyamba cha zaka pafupifupi makumi awiri chinawola kuchokera mkati chifukwa chazovuta za PMO ndipo zidatsogolera kusudzulana. Ndinatha kutembenuka ndikupanga ubale watsopano (** NDAKHALA NDIPONSO **) nditasiya PMO.
Kotero kwa iwo omwe amamverera ngati inu muli otsika, ambiri a ife takhala tiri kumeneko. Mukhoza kuzitembenuza, mosasamala kanthu komwe muli.