Kuyambira lero ndili ndi masiku 92 pa nofap ndipo ndasankha kuti sindidzakhalanso ndi maliseche monga ndadziwonetsera ndekha kuti sindingathe kuthana nawo popanda kuyenda mumsewu wakuda wopita kudziko la PMO.
Kufika kuno sikunali kovuta komanso kosavuta konse. Nditayamba ndinapita masiku 20, ndinabwereranso, kenako ndinapita masiku 14, ndinabwereranso, kenako ndinapita masiku 43 kenako mapanga.
Ndakhala ndikumva maubwino ambiri popeza palibe PMO yemwe adandipatsa chilimbikitso chogwirira ntchito ndikusewera masewera omwe ndidachokera pa mapaundi 185 mpaka 133. Sindine wosewera wolimba ngati momwe ndinkakhalira ndikumasula nthawi yamaluso anga oponya mivi .
Ndikhoza kuyang'anitsitsa m'maso ndikamalankhula ndipo ndili ndi nzeru. Ponena za momwe atsikana alili ndilibe koma sizimandivuta kwambiri chifukwa ndimatha kugwiritsa ntchito nthawi yanga yambiri kuzinthu zanga zomwe ndimakonda komanso kuchita zomwe zimandisangalatsa.
Sindikudziwa ngati anali ine koma nofap yandithandizadi kukula m'miyezi itatu ya 3 sindine munthu yemweyo pomwe ndinali PMOing ndinali mwana wonenepa, wopusa, wosasamala, wotopetsa yemwe amasewera masewera apakanema ndikusamba tsiku lonse .
Sukulu zanga zakhala zikuyenda bwino kwambiri chifukwa ndimakonda kuyamwa kwambiri masamu, ndipo tsopano ndimawononga geometry.
Monga nthawi zambiri masiku angapo oyambilira anali gehena wangwiro, ndiye zinthu zimayendetsedwa kwakanthawi koma zilimbikitso zinali zongoyambira komanso zovuta kuvina usiku kugona. Zokhudza kubwereranso m'mbuyo, ndimamva ngati ndikusowa kwathunthu pambuyo pa nthawi yanga ya 42 tsiku logwedezeka komanso ndinakulumwa pafupifupi masiku a 2 mpaka nditatha kubwerera.
Ndakhala ndikulota maloto ambirimbiri a 2 pokhala pa tsiku la 42 koma sizinamve ngati PMO sindimamva kwenikweni, zidangochitika ndipo ndimamva chimodzimodzi kuyambira pamenepo.
Ponena zamtsogolo sindikukonzekera MOing nthawi ina iliyonse m'moyo. Sindikukonzekera kuuza anzanga aliwonse chifukwa ndimadikirira mpaka atakula kuti athe kuwatenga. Zikomo kwa aliyense amene akuwerenga malembedwe olembedwa bwino awa.
Tl: dr- Ndimaika zaka zanga chifukwa anthu ambiri omwe samapanga nthawi zambiri amakhala 18 kupita ku 55.
LINK - Ndili ndi zaka XXUMX ndipo ndapita masiku a 14.
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