Zaka 14 - Kuchokera pansi

Sindikudziwa kuti ndiyambire pati .. palibe fap yomwe yandithandiza mu Moyo ndikuwopsa kwambiri kuganiza zomwe zimachitika ndikaganiza zosadina pa reddit iyi?

Za ine: XXUMX wazaka, kusefera kuyambira wazaka za 14. Osungidwa 9-1 nthawi patsiku adayamba kuwonera zolaula ndili ndi zaka za 3. Age 10 kudali kovuta kuti uchokere ku makanema olaula kuti upeze yoyenera ..

Chiyambi .. kuyambira pachiyambi, moyo wanga unamverera ngati ukuyenda movutikira ndinali wokhumudwa, kuda nkhawa kwambiri pagulu (ngakhale kungolemba Facebook) ndimatha kulankhula ndi anapiye (ndipo sindinayang'anenso chilichonse kwa iwo ) sukulu inali yokoka - sikunangocheza nawo amangokhala kunyumba akusewera masewera apakanema. Sanapeze china chilichonse chosangalatsa. Moyo wodana ndi zolinga.

Kenako ndinali kunyumba tsiku lina ndikuwonera makanema apa YouTube ndipo ndidakumana ndi kanema yotchedwa 10 zowononga maliseche achimuna ndipo pachimodzi mwa izi idati "pali tsamba lomwe anthu samapewa amatchedwa fapstronauts". Chifukwa chake ndidasanthula chifukwa chofuna kudziwa ndipo ndikuvomereza kuti ndidaseka pomwe akuganiza kuti kusakula sikungasinthe.

Kenako ndidayamba kuwerenga ndikuwona zolemba za anthu zikuchita bwino komanso zolimbikitsa ndipo ndidadziuza ndekha kuti ndipita nazo. Mzere wanga woyamba unali masiku 8, ndipo m'masiku 8 amenewo ndinali munthu wosiyana. Mawu amawoneka ngati akutuluka mkamwa mwanga mosavuta. Wokondwa, wotsimikiza mtima komanso wotsimikiza, kenako ndinabwereranso ndinali wokwiya ndekha. Koma ndinaponyanso.

Tsiku lachiwiri la streak yanga yotsatira linali chisangalalo chodabwitsa kwambiri chomwe ndidakhalapo nacho m'moyo wanga. Ndinali pa laputopu yanga ndipo ndinali kuwerenga mozungulira pa nofap ndipo pazifukwa zina ndimakhala wokondwa modabwitsa ndipo sindinatchulepo zomwe anthu ena amaganiza kuti zisinthe. Zinali zodabwitsa kwambiri.

Masiku 1-7: wapamwamba Horny komanso wamphamvu komanso wosangalala ndipo wamva wamkulu komanso wolimba mtima ndi nofap

Masiku 7-30: Ndidayamba kulimba mtima polankhula ndi akazi ndidayamba kuyankhula ndi anapiye otentha kwambiri, ndikung'ung'udza, sindinena choti ndinene kapena momwe ndinganene kapena momwe ndingayankhire akamalankhula nane, ndikuchita mantha. Kenako patsiku 30 ndimakhala wabwinobwino ndikamalankhula nawo ndikumva chidwi chochuluka kuchokera kwa akazi konsekonse.

Masiku 30-60: Apa ndipomwe ndidafikirako ndipo ndidaphunziranso china chatsopano: Ndidali mkalasi tsiku lina ndipo zidangondigunda mwachisawawa, ndipo zinali zoti atsikana atha kukhala abwenzi, osati zinthu zogonana ndi abwenzi okhaokha, ndipo ndidalibe ndinakumbukira izi m'mbuyomu.

Ndinali woseketsa kwambiri mkalasi ndipo wamoyo kwambiri ndidasandutsa adani ena kukhala abwenzi. Komanso sindinkaganiza zolaula kapena maliseche nthawi zambiri, zomwe zinali zosangalatsa. Anali ndi zolinga zina: kupeza ntchito, kuchita bwino kusukulu, kupita kumalo olimbitsa thupi etc.

Masiku 60-90: Mukukumbukira atsikana omwe ndidati sindinayankhule nawo kale? Ndikulankhula nawo tsopano ndimatha kucheza nawo tsopano ndikuwaseka ... .. ndikhoza kupitiriza koma mumvetsetsa.

Tsiku 90 ndi kupitilira:

Ndinapeza ntchito nditapeza nsalu zatsopano, ndinataya mopopera pamutu panga, ndipo ndinametedwa bwino. Chisamaliro cha atsikana chinali chabwino - amatchedwa otentha kangapo apa ndi apo. Olimba mtima, wotsimikiza mtima, adatuluka panja ndikuyamba kucheza ndi anzanga kunja kwa sukulu. Kuphulika ndimphamvu, kutaya chidwi ndi PlayStation ndikukonda kutuluka panja ndikucheza ndikupita kukacheza ndi anthu achipani ndikuwona kusintha kwanga ndipo adandifunsa za izo kwakanthawi kakhala kolimba komanso wokondwa ndi moyo

Kutsiliza kwa nofap: Chifukwa chake ndidachita izi poyesanso kwachiwiri ndipo zinali zovuta kuti sindinganame ndinali ndi nthawi yovuta komanso mphindi zoyandikira kwambiri kuti ndibwererenso. Koma ndidatha ndikuthokoza ndipo sindingakhale wosangalala ndi moyo wanga tsopano. Awa ndi mawu omwe adandilimbikitsa kwambiri:

khalani ndi ululu wamalangizo kapena mukumva kuwawa kwambiri kwakubwera chisoni ndikukuthokozani nonse chifukwa chondithandizira paulendo wanga ndikukufunirani zabwino zonse.

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