Oo. 3 months kale? Ndimaona kuti zimandivuta kuti ndikhulupirire ndekha, kuti ndakwanitsa mpaka pano. Ndinadzuka tsiku lina ndikuganiza kuti sindidzabweranso, ndizosavuta. Tsiku limenelo linali zaka 3 zapitazo, lol. Ndadzuka ndi lingaliro lomwelo kambirimbiri m'mutu mwanga, ndipo sindingathe kuwerengera kangati komwe ndadziwonetsa kuti ndine wolakwa. Pafupifupi masiku 91 apitawo, ndidapeza sub-reddit iyi. Kwa nthawi yayitali kwambiri, ndimayesa kusiya chifukwa chachipembedzo, ndipo sindimadziwa kuti ndi phindu lanji lomwe NoFap lingapereke. Nditawona YBOP, ndi makanema onse kumeneko, ndinali nditalowa. Apa ndi pomwe padafika pachimake. Chinachake chinandizungulira m'mutu mwanga, ndipo ndinazindikira kuti ndinali ndi vuto lalikulu bwanji. Ndinasiya zinthu mpaka usiku, sindinachitepo kanthu kupatula kukhala pansi ndikusewera masewera, ndinali ndi vuto lalikulu la thupi. komanso mkhalidwe wamaganizo womwe umatsutsidwa). Ndinali ndi zolinga, koma ndinakankhira mawa ndikudziuza kuti ndili ndi nthawi, Ndine wazaka khumi ndi zisanu zokha.
Anthu masiku-masiku, osachepera omwe ndikudziwa amawopa Kuchita Zinthu Zovuta. Ichi ndiye chowonadi chophweka chomwe gulu lathu limamangidwa mozungulira, moyo waku America wokondweretsanso momwe mungafunire nthawi iliyonse yomwe mungafune ziribe kanthu ngati zingapangitse ena kukhala ochulukirapo kuposa momwe mungakhalire otonthoza. Izi sizomwe aliyense akufuna kukhala, koma mwanjira ina, 99% ya anthu amagwirizana ndi kufotokozera kwapakati. Sukulu, inunso! Funso lomwe ndimamva kawirikawiri ndikuti "Kodi izi ziyesedwa?", Osati "Chifukwa chiyani izi zimagwira ntchito?". Mawaya ena, kapena neuron idaduka m'mutu mwanga tsiku lomwelo. Chinali chothandizira kuchitapo kanthu kwa unyolo komwe kwasokoneza malingaliro anga padziko lonse. Ndikudziwa kuti zambiri izi sizikuwoneka ngati zofunikira, koma mudzaziyika pamodzi posachedwa.
Mwina sindingakhale wopambana pamasamu kapena mapulogalamu, koma ndine “wabwino kwambiri wazaka zanga", Monga aliyense amakonda kunenera. Nthawi zambiri ndinkakopeka kuti ndikhale wokhutira ndi mbiri yanga ya 'prodigy'. Ndinkakhoza kupeza A ndi B popanda kuphunzira mayeso amodzi chaka chonse, ndipo zimangowonjezera malingaliro anga oti "Ndine wabwino kuposa wina aliyense". Sindikudziwa chomwe chidandichotsa poyandama osayesa, koma china chake chidachita. Ndikuganiza kuti anali kuphatikiza thupi langa losauka, kukhumudwa koipa & nkhawa zamagulu, komanso kusungulumwa (Chodabwitsa, dzulo ndisanayambe NoFap, ndinali ndi phwando lachifundo chifukwa ndinkakhala chaka chimodzi ndisanakhale pachibwenzi. monga Mulungu, osasewera ndi dayisi ndipo musakhulupirire mwangozi ”-V ya Vendetta).
Chifukwa chake, posaka mosamala intaneti ngati zombie, ndikuyang'ana zolaula zambiri ndikuwunjikira mulu, ndidapezeka kuti ndabwera. Sikuti ndimangokayikira izi. Ndinadabwa kuti anthu ena kupatula ine anali kuyesa kusiya kusefa. Osapitirira mphindi 10 kusakatula kwanga, ndapeza / r / atmotivated komanso. Ndinakhala mpaka usiku, ndipo m'malo mokhala ndikukula, ndinasefukira gawo lililonse laubongo wanga ndi anthu kuthana ndi (zomwe ena anena) zosatheka. Ndinakhala pansi, ndikuyang'ana moyo wanga, ndikuganiza kuti sindine amene ndikufuna kukhala.
Sindingathe kufotokoza momwe izi zonse zidachitikira mwachangu. Ndaphunzira zambiri m'miyezi itatu yapitayi, mwina kuposa zomwe ndaphunzira m'moyo wanga wonse. Ngati ndikufuna kukhala olemekezeka, ndiyenera kuyamba pano, pomwe onse omwe akuchita nawo mpikisano akungotsala pang'ono kutha. Nerd aliyense amasewera masewera ndikuti "Munthu, ndikulakalaka ndikadapanga china chake chodabwitsa!". Inenso ndinali ndi malingaliro omwewo, ine anafuna kuti pulogalamu masewera ozizira, Ine ndinali ngakhale tani malingaliro; koma monga china chilichonse, ndidakankhira zonsezi pamtsogolo. Tsogolo langa linali munthu yemwe anali nawo limodzi ku koleji, ndipo anali pulogalamu yamapulogalamu. Ndinali wokhumudwa kwambiri, ndinali ndi nkhawa (Zachipatala, monga ndinali nazo ndisanapeze zolaula), nkhope yanga inali ndi ziphuphu, ndinali ndi abwenzi pafupifupi 0. Ndidadzitsimikizira ndekha kuti kusewera masewera apakanema maola 7+ kumapeto kwa sabata, ndipo maola 16+ kumapeto kwa sabata sichinthu chabwino kuchita chifukwa ndimafunikira chidziwitso pamasewera kuti ndikwanitse. Ndinkakhulupirira kuti "ndimakonda kusewera masewera apakanema" zitha kuwoneka bwino poyambiranso.
Chabwino, zokwanira pankhani yanga yakumbuyo, zonse ndi zabwino komanso zonse, koma zilibe kanthu. Malipoti a masiku 90 sindiwo "chifukwa chake ndabwera" malipoti. Masiku 90 ndi pomwe msirikali amafotokozera lipoti lakumunda kwa anzawo onse omwe sanapezekebe pano. Kwa omwe mukudabwa, ayi, ndilibe chibwenzi. Izi zonse ndizovuta! Ndizotheka, ndipo sindikuwonanso tsiku lotsogola mtsogolo. "Zopambana" sizoposa mphamvu, ndizo zonse zomwe zikukula zomwe zachotsa kwa inu.
Ndimakumbukira masiku 60, komanso momwe ndinali nditagona pabedi ndikulira mosatonthozeka chifukwa malingaliro anga onse anali kusefukira mmbuyo mwachangu kwambiri sindimadziwa zomwe zinali kuchitika. Zili ngati kupatsidwa mphamvu kuchokera ku nkhondo za nyenyezi, opanda maphunziro, ndiye kuyesera kuzigwiritsa ntchito. Sizigwira ntchito. Poyamba, mutu wanu umangoyenda mu dziwe, ndipo pang'onopang'ono mumaphunzira kuyendetsa mtima, ndipo ndi wamphamvu kuposa kale! Tsopano, mmalo mokhumudwa mwatsoka, ndimakhala ndi chisangalalo mwachisawawa, momwe ndimamverera kuti nditha kuchita chilichonse!
Mukadandiuza chaka chapitacho kuti ndikhala ndikugwira ntchito tsiku lililonse, ndikadakuwuzani kuti mwachita misala. Ndine pano. Kuchita masewera olimbitsa thupi ndichinthu chomwe sindingathe kupanikizika nacho mokwanira, chimathandiza kuchotsa mutu wanu, kuthana ndi zokopa, komanso kumangowonjezera moyo wanu wonse. Ziphuphu zanga zikugwa pang'onopang'ono tsopano, zikutha, zikutha, zilizonse zomwe simunganene.
Ndatulutsa chizolowezi pakhomo. Ndimakhala wolimbikitsidwa kuchita chilichonse chomwe ndimafuna. Cholinga changa chawombera padenga, ndinali ndi ADD, koma tsopano ndimatha kukhala pansi ndikugwira homuweki kwa maola ambiri osapumira.
Kuda nkhawa kwanga sikunathe, komabe. Izi zidalipo zisanachitike, ndipo mwina zidzakhala kumbuyo kwa mutu wanga pamoyo wanga. Komabe, ndapeza mwamatsenga mphamvu yakumenya wopusa yemwe amandiuza kuti sindingathe kuyankhula ndi akazi, kapena kuti sindiyenera kupita kukacheza ndi anzanga. Ndikutsimikiza kuti pali zambiri, ndipo ndikutsimikiza ndikudziwa kuti zonse zinali zotani ndikabwereranso lero.
Amati simudziwa zomwe muli nazo mpaka zitapita, ndipo ndikuganiza kuti ndakula m'njira zomwe sindimazindikira. Chibwenzi ndichinthu chomwe sindingakonzekere mpaka chaka chamawa. Ndiyenera kuyang'ana pazakhazikitso za moyo wanga, ndikudziyesa ndekha kuti ndikhale ndani ndisanakhale chibwenzi. Ndili bwino ndikudikirira, komabe. Ndimatha kuyankhulabe ndi azimayi, ndipo ndikapeza mwayi wochita izi, ndimachita bwino.
Awa ndi gulu labwino kwambiri, ndipo ndimawona funso loti "Malangizo aliwonse a n00b / munthu yemwe ndi watsopano?". Malangizo anga kwa inu, bwenzi, chitani chilichonse chomwe chingafunike.
- Choyamba, pangani zolaula, chotsani zosonkhanitsa zanu ZONSE. Sindikusamala momwe mumakhalira, koma ngati mukutsimikiza za nofap, ndipo mukadali nayo, malingaliro anu amalephera. Mukuyesera kusiya zizolowezi zanu, koma mukusunga stash yanu kuti "pambuyo pake". Zili ngati chidakwa chomwe chikuchira posungira kabati yake 24/7.
- Chotsatira pamndandanda, werengani mbali yamphepete! Werengani zonse pa YBOP. Phunzirani zambiri momwe mungathere. Lembani zonse muubongo wanu. Palibe chinthu monga "sindingathenso kuphunzira". Khulupirirani ine, ndayesera kuphunzira "zochuluka" m'miyezi itatu yapitayi, sizigwira ntchito.
- Dziyang'anireni nokha tsopano, kenako onani omwe mukufuna kukhala m'zaka za 10. Kodi mumafika bwanji kumeneko? Zochita zazing'ono, zatsiku ndi tsiku zimawonjezera zotsatira zazokhalitsa.
- Chitani masewera olimbitsa thupi! Zopanda pake sindinganene izi mokwanira. "Ndilibe membala wa masewera olimbitsa thupi" SIYO chodzikhululukira. Sindinapite ku malo ochita masewera olimbitsa thupi, konse. Monga osati m'moyo wanga. Yambani popanga ma push ambiri momwe mungathere (ziribe kanthu ngati ndi yocheperako), ndiye chitani zomwezo kwa situps, crunches, plank, kukweza mwendo (zonse zinayi; kumbuyo, mbali, mbali, kutsogolo), ndi benchi. Chabwino, mwachita zochuluka momwe mungathere? Zabwino, tsopano, tengani nambala yotsika kwambiri, ndipo usiku wotsatira, muchite zolimbitsa thupi kwambiri. Kenako, zitatha izi, onjezani 1 rep tsiku lililonse!
- Werengani mabuku, mabuku ndi abwino. Ngati simukudziwa choti muwerenge, ndikupangira "Fahrenheit 451", mabuku onse amasewera ndi njala, "The Book Thief", The Inheritance Series (Eragon, Eldest, Brisingr, & Inheritance), "Kufunafuna Alaska", ndi chilichonse Tolkien adalembapo kale.
- Tsatirani zomwe mumakonda!
- Chepetsa nthawi yanu ya facebook / reddit.
- Ndipo koposa zonse, musataye mtima!
AMA mu ndemanga, kukuchedwa kwambiri, ndipo ndikufunika kuti ndikagone. Ndiyankha ZONSE m'mawa. OH! Onani wanga Blog! Ndikukonzekera kuyika zinthu zozizwitsa, zolimbikitsa pamenepo, komanso kulemba pamitu yomwe ndimawona kuti ndiyofunika. Komabe, ndiyenera kupita kukagona, ndatopa kwambiri. Wopambana wa fapstronauts
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ZOCHITIKA - Lipoti la mwezi wa 5
Miyezi 5 yapita I PMO'ed komaliza. Ayi, ndilibe bwenzi, koma sizilibe kanthu kwa ine. Chofunika ndikuti ndili ndi cholinga. Ndayamba mapulogalamu apakompyuta (ndangotembenuza zaka 16) zomwe ndizazikulu, ndikugwira ntchito tsiku lililonse, ndikwaniritsa cholinga changa choloza / kutsitsa ku youtube tsiku lililonse; Ndine bambo yemwe ndimafuna kukhala miyezi 5 yapitayo. Ndiyenera kuvala lamba tsopano! Sindinkavala lamba m'moyo wanga!
Chachikulu kwambiri, komabe, ndikuti ndilidi wosangalala. Ndinamva wina akunena kamodzi kuti, "Ngati wina akuwoneka wokondwa, akugulitsa kena kake". Nthawi zambiri zimakhala choncho, koma osati ndi ine. Ndimakonda moyo wanga tsopano, ndimauona kuti ndi wamtengo wapatali, ndipo sindikuganiza kuti ndigulitsa china chilichonse. Zachidziwikire kuti ndili ndi nkhani zambiri, koma ndikuchita zomwe ndimakonda, ndipo ndimasewera.
m'mbuyomu
M'mbuyomu, ndachita zopusa. Wopusa kwambiri. Ndipo ndidapweteka atsikana ambiri abwino panthawiyi. Ndimakhalabe namwali, koma pang'ono chabe. Monga Mkhristu, zomwe ndachita zidandilemetsa kwambiri kwakanthawi. Sindinakhalepo pachibwenzi pafupifupi chaka chimodzi ndi theka, sindinayesepo kuyesa, ndipo ndichifukwa choti ndimadziwa kuti sindinali wokonzeka. Ndinafunika kuti ndiyambe kudzipanga ndekha kukhala mwamuna yemwe ndimafuna kukhala, osakhala mdzenje lodzinyansa la kukhumudwa ndi umuna. Ine kwenikweni ndinangodzuka tsiku lina ndikunena "Dulani izi, pukutani moyo wanga, pukutani zonse; Ndikusintha ”. Ndasintha sukulu kwinakwake yomwe imasamala zamaphunziro, kuyika mtima wanga, malingaliro, ndi thupi m'zinthu zonse zomwe ndimachita, komanso kupyola mausiku ambiri ndikulimbana ndi ukonde wabodza m'mutu mwanga kuti ndizosatheka, pano ndaima. Ndinayamba koyamba kuika mtima wanga m'makalasi anga. Ndinayamba kuzindikira kuti maphunziro ndi ofunika, kuti ndi ofunika, ndipo ndinayamba kutengeka ndi kuphunzira momwe ndingathere. Ndikupeza kuti ndikosavuta kwambiri, kuyesa ngati mumvetsetsa nkhaniyo. Kotala yomaliza, GPA yanga inali 4.0 (yopanda cholemetsa kusukulu yanga), ndipo sindinaphunzire mayeso amodzi. Kumvetsetsa ndikofunikira kwambiri kuposa kuloweza pamtima, ndipo zikuwoneka kuti masukulu anga akale anali otanganidwa ndikuwapanikiza pakhosi m'malo mondiphunzitsa bwanji. Kenako, ndinayamba kuchita masewera olimbitsa thupi. Pang`onopang`ono poyamba, Sindingathe kuchita pushup. Zonse kuchokera pamenepo. Ndinawonjezerapo, pang'onopang'ono, zochita zolimbitsa thupi zomwe zinali zovuta kwambiri. Ndataya mafuta a mapaundi 20, ndikutsitsa mimba yayikulu. Chotsatira chomwe ndidachita ndikulemba. Maloto anga ndikupanga masewera apakanema abwino kwambiri padziko lapansi tsiku lina, motero ndikuyamba tsopano. Pakadali pano ndapanga tsamba lawebusayiti (pakadali pano, ndikukulemberani ISP), bot kuti muchepetse mayendedwe anga, matani amasewera a mini, ndipo tsopano ndikugwira ntchito pa forum. Kuphatikiza apo, ndatenga zolemba, gitala, matsenga pamsonkhanowu, ndikupanga pa youtube & twitch TV, kuwerenga, kulemba, kupanga ma tebulo a RPG, ndipo posachedwapa ndikuyesera kumvetsetsa ma fractals.
panopa
Ndazindikira kuti ndikamachita zosangalatsa zambiri, ndimakhala ndi nthawi yambiri. Ndizodabwitsa kwambiri, sindikudziwa chifukwa chake zimagwirira ntchito, koma zimatero. Zotheka kwambiri ndichifukwa choti sindimakhala maola ambiri ndikufufuza intaneti. Pakadali pano ndilibe thupi la rockstar, koma ndikuyamba kuwona minofu yolumikizidwa. Pambuyo pake cholinga changa ndikupita ku parkour (zichitika, damnit!). Ndinayamba kuganiza kuti palibe amene anali kuzindikira, kupatula abale anga apafupi. Atsikana omwe ndimawakonda sangasamale kwenikweni, ndipo pafupifupi mwezi wapitawo, ndidayamba kufunsa kuti ndichifukwa chiyani ndimachita izi ngati palibe amene angazindikire.
Sabata ino yapita, ndidapita ku Play On Con, msonkhano wawung'ono ku birmingham alabama. Popeza ndidayamba kuthamanga pa youtube, ndimafuna kupita kumeneko kukakumana ndi ma LP'ers osangalatsa omwe adzakhaleko. Mayina akuluakulu monga Guude, SethBling, JoeHills, ndi The Shaft (kutchula ochepa). Onsewo anali anthu osangalatsa, ndipo ndidamumenya Mark_IRL ndikulemba zamatsenga. Lachisanu usiku, kunja kunkatentha kwambiri komanso kunali chinyezi. Ndinaganiza zolowa mu dziwe kuti ndizizire. Pasanakhalepo ndikadachita izi, makamaka pagulu, koma tsopano ndili bwino mthupi langa. Ndikutuluka, ndikuwona msungwana wokongola kwambiri akuyang'ana kutali. Ndinadabwa kuti akhala akundiyang'ana kwanthawi yayitali bwanji. Tsiku lotsatira amapita kwa ine (ndili pakati pa mpikisano wamatsenga), amadzidziwitsa, amandiitanira kuphwando usiku womwewo, ndikuchokapo. Pambuyo pa matsenga atakhala tsiku lonse, makadi olimbana ndi anthu, nthawi zosangalatsa ndi anthu ogwiritsira ntchito intaneti, mipikisano ya cosplay, ndi ma shenanigans ena ambiri omwe mwina sangaphatikizepo pinata kuti asankhidwe purezidenti, ndikuwonetsa chipani chake. Usiku wonse ndidakhala ndikuseka, ndikusangalala, ndikulankhula naye pang'ono, ndipo zitatha ndidayenda kuzungulira naye mpaka 4AM. Pomwe ndimayamba kutaya chiyembekezo, moyo umandiponyera mpira wokhotakhota.
Tsopano, tikukhala ngati maola atatu akutalikirana, koma ndi lingaliro kuti akazi, makamaka okongola, atha kukopeka ndi ine. Izi zidasintha malingaliro anga pa izi. M'mbuyomu, ndimachita izi kuti "Ndiwawonetsa zomwe ndingakhale". Pamene izi sizinachitike, ndinakhumudwa. Sizinachitike mpaka nditayamba kudzikonza ndekha kuti chilichonse chachitika. Phunzirani kukhala inu, khalani pafupi ndi aliyense, ndipo mudzakhala ndi nthawi yabwinoko. Chimodzi mwazinthu zomwe ndasiya ndikukula ndichinsinsi. Ndimauza aliyense chilichonse chomwe angafune kudziwa, nthawi yomweyo. Ndiosavuta kwambiri mwanjira imeneyi. Ngati mutakhala pamenepo mukuganiza "O, sindingathe kuuza aliyense za kuti“, Inde mungathe. Kodi simukufuna kuti anzanu azicheza nanu, osati anthu ena omwe mumadziyesa nokha? Ndimatero.
tsogolo
Tsopano, mwina ndikwanitsa matani kuposa momwe ndimaganizira miyezi 6 yapitayo, koma sizitanthauza kuti ndatha. Ndikadakwerabe. Onetsetsani kuti nthawi zonse mumakhala ndi cholinga chamtsogolo. Khalani ndi zochulukirapo, kuti m'modzi mukamaliza, musachite ulesi. Cholinga changa chaka chamawa ndikuphunzira Java ndi C ++, ndikupanga masewera oyambira. Ndikwaniritsanso zovuta 100 za pushup pofika nthawi yomwe sukulu iyamba, ndipo ndikonzekeranso kukhala ndi paketi 6 nthawi yomweyo. Ponena za yanga Youtube Zolinga, ndikukonzekera kupitilira olembetsa a 1000 m'miyezi yotsatira ya 6. Ndikhulupilira kuwona kukula kukulira Komanso, tikukhulupirira kuti pali otsatira 500 pofika Januware! Monga wamkulu-wamkulu, ndiyenera kupeza magiredi abwino, ndikumvetsetsa masamu koposa zonse. Pre-cal akubwera, ndipo ndikukonzekera kutenga A + mmenemo, komanso magulu ena onse. Ndikufuna kukhala katswiri woyimba gitala, ndipo ndiphunzira mphindi 30 tsiku lililonse. Kulemba nkhani ndichinthu chomwe ndimakonda, ndipo ndikhulupilira kuti ndichitanso izi tsiku lililonse. Izi ndi zolinga zanga, sizosatheka. Ndi zotheka, zotheka, ndipo zichitika.
Powombetsa mkota
Chonde, chifukwa chokonda mulungu, pitani kukachita kena kake (kapena khalani mkati ndikuchita kena kake). Ingochita china chabwino? Moyo ndi wautali kwambiri, komanso wotopetsa ngati simutero. Amakuuzani kuti ndalama ndizofunika, nthawi imeneyo ndi ndalama. Ndalama sizofunika kapena nthawi. Chofunikira ndikutenga nthawi, ndikuti mudasangalalira kuigwiritsa ntchito. Anthu ambiri ali ndi ndalama zambiri, ndipo ngati ndalama zitha kugula chisangalalo, ndiye kuti onse akakhala akuwala ndichimwemwe. M'malo mwake, anthu olemera adziko lapansi ali opanikizika, osankha bwino, ndipo samasangalala chilichonse. Ayi, nthawi ndiyofunika kwambiri, chifukwa simungathe kupeza zochulukirapo. Palibe chomwe mungachite chomwe chingakupatseni nthawi yochulukirapo padziko lapansi. Gwiritsani ntchito nthawi yanu mwanzeru. Pezani wina wokondana naye. Ikani mtima wanu ndi moyo wanu pazomwe mumakhulupirira. Khalani moyo, kuseka, kukonda, ndipo mufa osangalala. Si tsiku lakumapeto komwe limawerengedwa, koma momwe mudagwiritsira ntchito dash yanu, chifukwa kutalika pakati pa masiku amoyo wanu kumayimira nthawi yonse yomwe mudzakhale amoyo padziko lapansi lino, ndipo pamapeto pake, ndani adzadziwa mzere wanu wawung'ono ndiwofunika?
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