Zaka 16 - lipoti la masiku 80: munthu wosiyana kotheratu

Zanditengera nthawi yayitali kuti ndilembetse, koma nthawi yakwana tsopano.

Nditakhala PMO'er wosasangalala pafupifupi zaka 4, ndidapeza Sub-Reddit iyi ndipo ndidakhala modabwitsika. Sindinazindikire chifukwa chomwe ndinali wamanyazi komanso chete chifukwa cha PM. Sindinkaganiza kuti ndimakwanira aliyense. Ndimaganiza kuti ndine wonyansa kwambiri, kapena wotopetsa kwambiri. Ndinkaona ngati kuti anthu sangandikonde.

Chifukwa chake ndidati "Finya. Masiku anga a PMO atha. ” Ndipo siyani.

Ndabwereranso kangapo, koma ndikudziwanso zomwe zikulakwika ndikuzikonza. Sabata imodzi yapita lero, ndinali ndi mwayi wokhala ndi bwenzi langa lachiwiri. Nthawi ino komabe, tangodina. Ndizabwino kwambiri ndipo, ngati namwali wa Fapstronaut, izi ndizosangalatsa.

Nditayamba NoFap ndakhala munthu wosiyana kotheratu. Ndine wamkulu, wolimbikira kwambiri, womveka bwino, sindine womangika. Nditha kutsimikizira kuti NoFap mwina ndichimodzi mwazisankho zabwino kwambiri m'moyo wanga wonse.

Ndikulingalira ngati wakale wakale wakale (Wodzichepetsa kwambiri) mutha kundifunsa malangizo omwe ndimagwiritsa ntchito zina.

Zabwino zonse paulendo wawo. Mutha kuchita izi. Ndi nkhondo yodziletsa, koma ngati mukufuna kuchita bwino mudzatero.

TL; DR Fapper wazaka za 4, adayima, ali ndi chibwenzi, zikuyenda bwino, moyo wasintha kwambiri, akumva kuwongolera, AMA.

KULUMIKIZANA - Ndi masiku ati 80 andichitira ine

by flop_it_out


 

PEZANI

Nthawi yanga yafika…

Ndizosavuta kunena izi, koma ndathana nazo. Pafupifupi mphindi 25 zapitazo, NDAKHALA patadutsa masiku 240 (Miyezi 8!), Zomwe sindinadziwikepo kale (Popanda M).

Ndikumva kokhumudwitsa komanso kokhumudwitsa komwe ndidamvapo kwakanthawi. Kugwira ntchito molimbika miyezi 8, kutayika m'masekondi. Ndikumva ngati ndikulephera, koma ndikudziwa kuti zomwe ndachita ndizodabwitsa, chifukwa nkhani yaying'ono iyi sikunena za kutayika kwanga, koma phindu langa.

Ndikukhulupirira ngati munthu, kuti ndakula mopanda tanthauzo, ndipo kuposa momwe ndimaganizira ndizotheka. Ndakhala wokondweretsedwa kwambiri ndi zinthu, ndatha kuwona zowoneka mosiyanasiyana, kumva zinthu zosiyanasiyana. Moyo wanga ndiwodabwitsa pakadali pano.

Koma ndikufuna kupita pachifukwa chachikulu cha positiyi. Ndikusiya NoFap. Ndine mtundu wa munthu yemwe amakhala 'chimodzi-chokha'. Ndiziwerenga mpaka pano kamodzi. Kotero tsopano ndikupita. koma ayi, sindikuyima. Ndidzachita zonse zomwe ndingathe kuti ndisadzayambenso. ndipo ndikudziwa kuti nditha kuzichita, chifukwa ndatsimikizira izi kwa ine komanso kwa onse omwe ali pafupi nane kwa miyezi 8 yapitayi.

Osati mwa njira iliyonse, onani ichi ngati chowiringula kuti muchoke. Khalani pano kuti mulimbikitsidwe. Anthu omwe ali ndi nkhope zosekerera monga okonda kwawo, pitirizani kutero. Serisouly, ndimaganiza kuti masiku 90 adzakhala ovuta, koma musanadziwe, simudzakumbukiranso za Kukula.

Ponseponse, ndikuganiza pali chinthu chimodzi choti muphunzire pa izi. Ngakhale utalikire bwanji, padzakhala nthawi zofooka komanso zopweteka. Musalole kuti akupusitseni!

Aliyense kunja uko ali ndi mwayi woyamba kukhala wopambana momwe angathere. Pitani mukatenge, ndikuwonetsani dziko lapansi kuti gulu la NoFap ndi lamphamvu motani. Mwina tsiku lina ndidzabweranso…

TL; DR: Ndikunyamuka, koma ndili wokondwa ndi zomwe ndakwanitsa ndipo ndipitiliza kufunafuna NoFapness!