Ngakhale kuti sindinagwire masiku 90 pano, ndinaganiza kuti ndipereka chidule cha momwe wanga / r / nofap ulendo wakhala kuti masiku angapo otsatira ndidzakhala otanganidwa. Ndine mnyamata wazaka 16 yemwe moyo wake wasintha kuyambira pomwe anapeza zamatsenga zamatsengazi. Ndakhala ndikuwonera zolaula pa intaneti (PMO) kwa zaka zonse za 2. Ngakhale kuti sindinali chizoloŵezi choledzeretsa, nthawi zonse ndinkakhala ndi manyazi komanso nkhawa nditatha kuonera zolaula (PMO) zomwe ndinangozisiya ngati "gawo lovuta lachinyamata." "Ine" m'mbuyomu anali munthu wosangalatsa komanso wodziwikiratu. Pang'ono ndi pang'ono munthuyo anayamba kukhala wotopa komanso wotopetsa.
Ndinadziwa kuti ndikufunika kusintha. Vuto linali kuzindikira chinthu chimodzi chomwe chasintha mmoyo wanga chomwe chingasinthe vuto langa. Kenako zidandigunda, "kuyamba kwa zoyipa zonsezi kunayamba liti?" PAMENE NDINAYAMBA KUSINTHA. Pambuyo pake ndazindikira vuto lalikulu la nkhaniyi. Nthawi yanga yoyamba kuyesa nofap (osamva za subreddit) ndidapanga 1 mwezi wonse. Poganiza kuti ndachiritsidwa, ndinayambanso PMO'ing. Pambuyo pake mutazindikira / r / nofap, zinali kuwunikira, kuwona anthu ena omwe ali ndi mavuto ofanana ndi ine atatha maliseche. Chaka chonse cha sophomore ndinali ndi ma 1 masabata omwe nthawi zonse ndimapeza njira yopumira kumapeto kwa sabata. Kenako, nditayamba zaka zochepa ndikuzindikira kuti inali nthawi yoti asiye kuyendayenda, ndinadziwa kuti nditha kuchita. Baji yokongola ya tsiku la 90. Kenako ndidzapereka mwachidule magawo osiyanasiyana mu / r / nofap ulendo:
- TSIKU 1-3: Kuchita zinthu modzikuza kopita ndi nkhawa zapakati
- TSIKU 4-20: Wokhala pansi, osakhala munthu wanga wabwinobwino, wowopa kwambiri, koma osati woipa ngati masiku 1-3
- Tsiku 21-30: Moyo sungakhale wabwino, zili ngati ndili pamwamba padziko lapansi, palibe amene angandibweretse pansi; kudalira kwakukulu; kuyendetsa modabwitsa kuti ndikwaniritse ntchito ndikupambana pamaphunziro m'moyo wanga
- Tsiku 31-56: Chiwonetsero choyamba; kunena zowona sindikudziwa kuti ndikadatha kuthana ndi vuto ili popanda / r / nofap dera. Pafupifupi ndinalibe libido, ndinamva ngati aliyense akundikonzera chiwembu (paranoia), nkhawa yayikulu yokhudza anthu, kuwopa 1 pazokambirana za 1 ndikuyanjana ndi azimayi; palibe zomangira zam'mawa
- Tsiku 57-70: Mfundo ina yayitali, inkawoneka ngati kuti ndachiritsidwa (pafupifupi masiku 20- 30 ndichidaliro chambiri)
- Tsiku 71-73: flatline yachiwiri; mwamakhalidwe abwino koma opanda libido mulimonse, osayesa kapena kufuna kuchita zogonana kapena SO
- Tsiku 74-77: Flatline Yachitatu; nkhawa nkhawa, zovuta, koma wanga wosavomerezeka, Ndinkafuna azimayi ena oyipa, koma mantha ndi mantha adalanda
- Tsiku 78-86: Chachitatu chakwera kwambiri paulendo wanga; kumva bwino, kumangokhala ngati zinthu zakale
- Tsiku 86-88: Pa tsiku la 86, ndidasochera ndi mtsikana uyu kuchokera kusukulu, adandipatsa dzanja, ndipo mbolo yanga idakhala ngati yowonjezera malo, kuyambira pamenepo ndakhala ndikudandaula komanso kuti kulibe abwinobwino (ayenera kudutsa tsiku limodzi kapena awiri)
Ndili ndi ulamuliro pa moyo wanga tsopano. Ndikupeza akazi ambiri, ndipo ndimamva ngati munthu wodalirika. Nsembeyo ndiyofunika kwambiri. (Masiku 10 kapena china chake chodetsa nkhawa pamoyo wamtendere ndi kudzidalira). Ndikhulupirireni ndikofunika kudikirira. Umenewo ndiulendo wanga, ndili wokondwa kuyankha mafunso aliwonse omwe mungakhale nawo kwa ine.
LINK - Ulendo Wanga wa Tsiku la 90: AMA
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