Chiyambireni kubwerera komaliza (11 day streak) ndidapita masiku athunthu a 50 opanda Orgasm. Ndikuti Orgasm chifukwa nthawi ndi nthawi ndimatha kukhala ndi dzanja langa pa membala wanga ndipo ndimangolowera. Ndikudziwa, sizimayenera kuchitika koma sindimaganizira panthawiyo. Komabe, izi zidangochitika katatu kapena kanayi m'masiku 50 onse. Chifukwa chiyani ndinayamba NoFap? Sindingathe kumukonzera bwenzi langa. Ndikutanthauza, nditakhala ndi mphindi pafupifupi 10 zolimbikitsira ndikadakhala nditapeza theka koma zinali choncho. Sikuti sindinakopeke naye, sindinkafuna kugonana, ndikuganiza.
Sabata yoyamba inali gehena, koma zinthu zidasavuta kuyambira pamenepo.
Pafupifupi masiku 30 muzosankha zanga mwachangu ndinabwerera. Zinali zodabwitsa modabwitsa! Nthawi zina ndimakhala ndili panja mumsewu pomwe ndimangopeza boner mwachisawawa. Popanda chifukwa. Nthawi zambiri zimachitika kusukulu komabe. Sindinachoke pomwepo kupita kwa maboner osasintha. Zinali zabwino. Ndimapezanso zovuta mwachangu ndikamanyenga ndi GF yanga. (Amadziwa bwino NoFap kotero zidamudabwitsanso)
Vuto lokhalo pompano linali loti sindinathe kukhala ndi nthawi yokwanira kuti kondomu iyambe. Ndikhoza kutaya mtima mwachangu. Chifukwa chake ndimangokhala ku NoFap. Pang'ono ndi pang'ono ndinayamba kuchilakalaka. Ndiye, ndendende masiku 50 mkati, zidangochitika. Ndasiya kuganiza zakuti “sindiyenera kukonzekera kondomu chifukwa mwina sindingakonze munthawi yake” ndipo ndinangoyifuna. Nditayesapo kangapo masiku angapo ndisanafike. Ndimangofuna ndipo sindinalole kuti malingaliro anga asokoneze. Ndili ndi ngongole ndi inu, NoFap. Zikomo. Zikomo kwambiri. Ndikukonzekera kupitiriza NoFap chifukwa chowuzidwa chowonadi, sindikumva kufunika kodziseweretsa maliseche. Koma zikomo. Ndikukhulupirira kuti nonse mutha kukwaniritsa zolinga zanu.
LINK - Masiku a 50 mu ndipo Amakwaniritsidwa!
Ndabwereranso lero, ndikuganiza ndigawana nkhani yanga.
Hei NoFap, amafuna kugawana nkhani yanga chifukwa cha zovuta zake.
Ndine 17 ndipo chifukwa chachikulu chomwe ndikuyambira NoFap ndichakuti sindingathe kudzuka ndikafuna kugonana ndi GF yanga. Ndine namwali ndipo iye sali ndipo chowonadi sichingauzidwe, kugonana kunawoneka kofulumira kwambiri kwa ine. Tidakhala pachibwenzi kwa milungu iwiri, sitinkamudziwa mokwanira ndipo ndinali watsopano pamayendedwe aliwonse. Sindinadziwe choti ndichite, ndinali wosaona kwenikweni. Ndinali ndisanakhalepo ndi mkazi kale. (Ndili ndi abwenzi achikazi, sindinakhalepo ndi vuto lililonse polumikizana, sindinakhalepo pachibwenzi ndi m'modzi). Komwe ndingaike manja anga, chochita ndi pakamwa panga, palibe chodzidzimutsa. Tidakhala owuma ndi kupsompsona kwakanthawi. Anandiuza kuti ndikakhala omasuka naye, ndimayenda ndekha m'malo modalira iye. Ananenetsa kuti palibe chokakamiza pakugonana. Adanenanso kangapo, kuti ali ndi chilakolako chogonana komanso kuti kugonana sikofunikira kwenikweni kwa iye. Monga, adagonana kangapo kale ndipo sizinali zovuta kwa iye.
Zachidziwikire, ine pokhala namwali ndipo zonse zomwe adabwera zinali zamphamvu kwambiri. Mwa zomwe zidandidabwitsa ndimomwe adagonana nawo (anthu omwe ndimadziwa) komanso momwe amadzimvera. Zabwino kwambiri adandiuza kuti amadziona ngati slut komanso kuti akuyesera kusintha, kuti anyamata omwe adakhala nawo pachibwenzi amamuzunza nthawi zonse komanso kuti zimangokhala zogonana kuti ziwonjezere kudzidalira kwake komanso kuti awonekere. Anandiuza kuti ndinali wosiyana, yada yada. Anandipangira luso lake loyera, zomwe zidandipangitsa kukhala wopanda nkhawa mwanjira ina.
Posachedwa miyezi iwiri, tsopano tili pachibwenzi / chibwenzi ndipo tayesera kugonana, koma ndimangokhala ndi nkhawa. Chowonetseracho ndichambiri, ndimangoyang'ana pa iye tsopano chifukwa ndikudziwa kuti buluku langa litangotuluka m'manja mwanga silingadzuke. Zidachitika nthawi imodzi, osayesanso. Mwachidziwikire ndidayankhula naye za izi ndipo amaganiza kuti zitha kukhala zamaganizidwe. Ndili mwana, tinene, zaka 13, ndimakhala ndikumangika nthawi zonse. Kwenikweni. Simungathe kuyenda popanda juzi kuti mubise. Tsopano, nada. Simunakhalepo ndi boner poyenda m'misewu kapena pagulu kwakanthawi.
Ndinavomera kuyamba mankhwalawa kuti ndiwone zomwe zingayambitse nkhawa yanga ndipo ndikupitanso ku NoFap. Zingakhale kuti kuseweretsa maliseche linali vuto langa chifukwa sindinamvepo kufunika kogonana. Pomwe anzanga anali kupitilirabe pomwe adzataya makadi awo, ndinali wokondwa kungoseweretsa maliseche. Ndinalowa mozama kwambiri, ndinalowa mu hentai, zolaula, ndi zina zambiri. Zinali zosangalatsa kwambiri kuposa kugonana kwatsiku ndi tsiku, ndikuganiza. Tsopano sindingasangalale ndi chinthu chenicheni? Sindikudziwa.
Komabe, lero ndabwereranso. Ndinadzuka ndikuganiza za zolaula komanso kanema wakaleyu yemwe anali wodabwitsa. Chinthu chimodzi chinatsogolera ku china ndipo, chabwino, eya. Ndine wokondwa kwambiri ndi masiku anga a 10, komabe. Zachisoni ndidaziphwanya, koma ndikulimbikitsidwa kupitiliza chifukwa ndikufuna kusintha izi.
Kuyamba mankhwala mawa. Zikhala zosangalatsa kuwona zovuta zaubwana zomwe zikungokhalira kuganiza ndi ine pakadali pano, ndikukhulupirira kuti ndapeza chifukwa. Ngati sichoncho, ndipitabe ndi NoFap. Ndikankha bulu wamavuto awa.
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