Pa 16 nthawi zonse ndimakhala mwana yemwe samachita masewera othamanga, sindinapite kapena ngakhale kuitanidwa kumapwando aliwonse. Sindinapeze atsikana ndipo ndinkalola anthu kuti adzichepetse kwa ine. Ndine mwana amene ndimalola kuti anthu amukakamize. Ndinali mwana yemwe amalola MOYO kumukankhira pansi.
Mchemwali wanga atamwalira ku 2008 kubwerera ku grade 7th zidandikhudza kwambiri. Kuyambira pamenepo ndakhala ndikufunafuna njira yothetsera mavuto. Ndinayamba kuganiza zodzipha. Kwenikweni kukhumudwa kumakhala maziko a moyo wanga. Kusukulu sindinathe kuyang'ana kwambiri ndipo ndinalibe chidwi chilichonse choti ndichite chilichonse pamoyo wanga. Ndinayamba kuchepa kupitilira kanayi patsiku.
Chaka chatha ngakhale ndinali kusakatula reddit sindinapeze fap. Ndidawerenga zomwe zidati zidathandizira kukhumudwa ndikuwapangitsa anthu kudzidalira ndikukhala abwino. Chifukwa chake ndilibe chilichonse choti nditaye ... ndinayesera ndipo nthawi yanga yoyamba, ndinapita masiku 200 osalephera. Umenewo unali msewu wautali, wodzaza ndi zopindika komanso zokumana nazo mosayembekezereka. Cholinga changa sichinali kokha kukumana ndi akazi kapena kupeza "opambana" amenewo. Cholinga changa chinali chachikulu. Cholinga chodziletsa, cholinga chodzikhulupirira ndikukhala ndi chidaliro chomwe ndimafuna nthawi zonse kupita patsogolo.
Nthawi yonseyi, moyo wanga unapanga 360. Ndinatembenuka kuchoka kwa munthu wopanda pake, kukhala munthu wotsimikiza. Ndinazindikira kuti ndine ndani kwenikweni. Ndinayamba kuganiza zolimbikitsa. Ndili ndi bwenzi langa loyamba ndipo ndidakweza gpa yanga yakutsogolo kuchokera ku 2.5 kupita ku 3.7. Ndinapambananso kuchokera pa mapaundi a 125 ndikufika pa 175 yolimba. Ndikukweza benchi yanga kuchokera ku 150 mpaka 315 m'miyezi ya 6.
Zili ngati kudziletsa kunadzetsa chidaliro changa komanso chidwi changa m'moyo kupita kumwamba. Maganizo anga anali akuti "ngati ndingathe kuthana ndi vuto langa lalikulu, nditha kuthana ndi chilichonse m'moyo." Zonsezi, No fap, chabwino m'buku langa ndiye mwala waukulu wopita ngati mukufuna kukhala opambana momwe mungakhalire. Ubwino ndi zomwe mumapanga. Ngati ndi placebo sindisamala. Ngati mukuganiza kuti ikugwira ntchito, ITHU igwira ntchito. Izi zimapita ndi chilichonse m'moyo. Ngati mukuganiza zabwino, zinthu zabwino zichitika. Ngati mukukhulupirira mutha, mudzatero.
Pa 17 tsopano sindinathe kufunsa moyo wabwino pomwe miyezi ingapo yapitayo inali yotsutsana kotheratu. Ndalephera kawiri pambuyo pa masiku 200 amenewo. Koma ndine wokonzeka kupitabe tsopano kwamuyaya. Zikomo kwambiri chifukwa chosintha moyo wanga kwamuyaya. <3
O ndipo tsopano ndine wotchuka instagram ndi otsatira 13,000! hahaha 🙂 zikomo chifukwa chodalira 🙂
LINK - Palibe fap yomwe yasintha moyo wanga. : ')
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