Lero ndi tsiku langa lalikulu; Ndinafika masiku 90 koyamba. Kwa nonse amene mukugwirabe ntchito; pitirizani, chidzakhala chinthu chabwino kwambiri chomwe mudachitapo!
Chiyambi Ndinayamba kuyendetsa PMO ndili ndi zaka khumi ndi zinayi, zomwe zimachedwa ndi miyezo ya anthu ambiri. Idapitilira mwachangu kupita ku PMO pakati pa katatu kapena kasanu patsiku, tsiku lililonse. Zinkandilepheretsa kucheza, choncho sindinkakhala womasuka kucheza ndi anthu ena. Ndinkadzidalira, ndinalibe chidwi, ndipo ndinadzipanga msanga ku ED. Pofika nthawi ya kusekondale, ndinali nditazolowera kwambiri kuti sindimatha kuyang'ana kusukulu. Zomwe ndimangoganiza za zolaula zomwe zimasokonekera kwambiri komanso zitenga nthawi yayitali bwanji mpaka nditapita kunyumba ndikufika. Ndinayamba kusangalala, kusungulumwa, kugonjetsedwa, ndipo popanda chifukwa.
Kuzindikira M'chilimwe cham'mbuyomu (2013) ndimwayi wamwayi, ndidayamba chibwenzi ndi SO yanga yapano. Ndinali khumi ndi zisanu ndi chimodzi, ndinali wokonda kwambiri PMO, komanso nditatsala pang'ono kukhala ndi PIED. Kuzindikira kwanga kunabwera pamene ndinazindikira kuti sindimamva chilichonse. Ndinamugwera nthawi yomweyo, koma ndinalibe woyendetsa, wopanda zokhumba, komanso wopanda chidwi. Sindingathe kuzitenga kupatula zolaula zolaula. Ndinazindikira kuti ndiyenera kuchitapo kanthu nthawi yomweyo, kuti ndimutayire kwamuyaya. Ndapeza / r / nofap, ndipo adayamba zovuta. Patatha masiku awiri, ndinayambanso. Tsiku limodzi pambuyo pake; kachiwiri. Patatha mwezi umodzi, pamapeto pake ndidafika pamtunda wa sabata limodzi. Kenako, mwezi. Kenako ndidavutika mwezi umodzi osakwanitsa tsiku limodzi. Pomaliza mu Januware, ndinayamba chingwe chomwe chimanditengera pano.
Zotsatira zomaliza Patatha masiku naini, ndine munthu watsopano. Pa 17 komanso koyamba, ndili ndi anzanga omwe amandilekerera, bwenzi lomwelo lomwe ndimamukonda kwambiri, ndikudziyikira kumbuyo kuti ndikhale ndi moyo wautali komanso mosangalala. Ndinasiya kudya zakudya zopatsa thanzi, ndinayamba kuchita masewera olimbitsa thupi, ndipo ndinasiya mapaundi 20 enawo omwe ndinali nditanyamula. Kwa nthawi yoyamba m'moyo wanga, ndine wokondwa komanso wathanzi, ndipo ndili ndi zambiri za NoFap nonse.
Zikomo nonse, kuchokera pansi pamtima wanga.
~ Lone_Trombone
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