Zaka 17 - Lethargic, ubongo wa ubongo, wosatetezeka, waulesi: Zonse zomwe zasintha

Sindimadziwabe momwe ndingasinthire komanso gawo la malo, ndipo pamakhala zolakwika za galamala / kalembedwe. Pepani. Ndikupatsa dzina zolaula

Nkhani Yanga Moni, ndine 17, wamwamuna, ndi namwali. Ndinayamba kuona zolaula ndili ndi zaka 4. Ndinalowa m'chipinda cha makolo anga ali kukhitchini akudya ndipo ndinawona magazini pansi pa kama. Ndinaitenga ndikuyamba kuyang'ana tsiku lililonse kwa sabata. Chidziwitso: Sindingadabwe ngati magaziniyo itha kundithandizira azimayi azungu. Chakumapeto kwa sabata, abambo anga adandigwira ndikundiuza kuti ndisadzachitenso.

Sindinaonenso zolaula mpaka 6. Ndidafunsa amayi anga kuti ndipeze kanema wa Power Rangers pakati pa VHS (lol) osadziwika. Adalowa m'makanema atatu asanawapeze. 3 mwa atatuwa anali kanema wolaula kapena banja logonana pamtengo. Sindidzaiwala zimenezo.

Kuledzera kwanga kunayamba ndili ndi zaka 12 (6th grade). Makolo anga adangogula HBO ndipo ndinali kuwonera kanema. Ndimagona ndikugona ndikudzuka maola atatu pambuyo pake ku Rebecca Love in Ghost mu Teeny Bikini. Mvetsetsani, sindinamvepo mayi akudandaula kapena ndamuwonapo wina akugonana zaka 3. Izi zinali ZODABWITSA kwa ine. Ndimakumbukira osadzigwira ngakhale ndikudzipangira mphindi 6. Ndinawonanso chochitika china mufilimuyi ndipo ndinagona.

Kuyambira 12-13 kompyuta yanga ndi zinyalala, ndipo intaneti siyabwino ngakhale. Zomwe ndingathe kutsata ndikuwonetseratu za GGW. Ndidayamba kufuna, uh, "zabwinoko" kuti ndichite maliseche. Ndimapeza kanema ndikutsitsa. Poyamba zimandipweteka, koma ndidapereka ndikuwonera zonsezo. Ndinaonera kanemayu kwa zaka zambiri.

Magiredi anga adapitilira kukulira zaka 12. Ndidayamba kuyesetsa kuti ndipeze ma A kuti ndikhale bwino ndi B. Mkalasi la 7ndinalephera kalasi ndipo ndinali bwino nalo. Sindinachite kupita kusukulu yotentha, ndiye vuto ndi chiyani? Ugh. Ndalephera makalasi a 2 pachisanu ndi chitatu, ndipo ndatenga makalasi onse 8 aku sukulu yachilimwe kusekondale mpaka pano.

Kuyambira Julayi 2005 mpaka Jan 2011 ndidasewera WoW. Izi zidatenga nthawi yanga yonse. Palibe chomwe ndinachita koma kudya, kusewera WoW, ndikugona. Sindinkachita kucheza ndi anthu.

Anandipeza ndi vuto la 10, ndipo ndidapeza mapaundi 30 mkati mwa miyezi isanu. Sindinakonde mafuta anga oyamba, koma sindinkafuna kusintha. Zinali zophweka kwambiri kungotsegula tabu.

Ndimakhala ndi kompyuta yabwino tsiku langa lobadwa la 14 (08) ndipo zonse zimasintha. Sindingathe kugunda zolaula popanda vuto. Sindingathe kuyendetsa HD, koma nditha kuwona makanema enieni tsopano. Ndatsegulidwa kudziko latsopano lopanda kanthu, koma kuthekera kosatha. Zimandisangalatsa.

Ndimangowonera zolaula "zanthawi zonse" mpaka tsiku lina mnzanga amatchula hentai. Sindinadziwe kuti chinali chiyani ndipo ndinachiyang'ana. Ndikulakalaka ASAKANAYAMBA kundiuza. Ndimatha kuwona izi kwa pafupifupi mwezi umodzi ndikumverera ngati zinyalala ndikupita ku 3, koma pitirizani kuwonera zolaula "zanthawi zonse". Kenako ndinkabwereranso milungu ingapo ndikumva kuwawa komanso ndikusowa madzi ndikasamba.

Kuyambira 6 mpaka 11 kalasi ndili wofooka, wonenepa, wotopa nthawi zonse, waulesi, komanso ndimakhala ndi utsi wabongo nthawi zonse. Ndinakhala kamodzi patsiku ndikumaliza kalasi ya 10th.

Mtundu wa zolaula zomwe ndidayamba kuwonera koyambirira kwa Meyi zidali zazikulu. Kuwona azimayi aku Asia akutenga umuna wabodza woponyedwa pa iwo ndizovuta kwambiri. Sindinalowe mu BDSM kupatula kanema m'modzi wa Destiny Porter (anali ndi zithunzi 10 zokha). Amuna okhaokha nthawi zina. Ndinkakonda kudya hentai miyezi ingapo iliyonse. Nthawi zambiri anali Lisa Ann, Nina Hartley, Sophie Dee, Lexi Belle, ect. Msungwana aliyense wazungu…

Momwe ndidadziwira za NoFap Ndimaika pagulu lanyimbo ndipo tsiku lina chakumapeto kwa chaka sindimagona. Ndimatsegula foni yanga ndikuyamba kubisalira. Chojambula pamenepo chimafotokoza momwe zolaula / maliseche ndizoyipa, ndipo ndasankha kuziwona. Ndidadzuka pakama ndikumva kudabwitsidwa. Ndine amene mwamunayo akunena zavidiyo ya TedX. Ndikudziuza ndekha kuti ndiwombera. Ndili ndi chilimwe chonse patsogolo panga, ndipo palibe chomwe ndingataye. Ndine wokondwa kuti positiyi idatumiza izi. Idasintha moyo wanga kwambiri.

Momwe sindinabwererenso Ndimawerenga NoFap tsiku lililonse. Ndimawerenga YBOP tsiku lililonse. Kuwerenga bwino ndikubwerera m'mbuyo kunandilimbitsa, ndipo ndimangodziuza ndekha kuti ndikhoza. Nyimbo, nyimbo, nyimbo. Mverani kwa Care, Halcyon Digest, ndi Loveless chonde. Osapitirira. Mugone mokwanira.

Ndidasintha bwanji ndekha Ndinayamba kumwa madzi ozizira. Pali zopindulitsa tani ndipo ndizachangu. Amadzutsanso. Ndinasiyanso kugwiritsa ntchito sopo. Chojambula china chinaima, chifukwa chake ndimakhala ngati bwanji osayesa. Ndinali ndi vuto lowopsa la masabata a 2, koma tsopano ndilibe zochuluka (ndimakonda kukhala ndi tani). Ndinayambanso kuchita masewera olimbitsa thupi. Ndinayamba kuyambira 194 mpaka 166 m'masabata 10 apitawa. Ndinayamba kupita kutchalitchi. Ngakhale, sindimakhulupirira kuti kupita kwa Mulungu ndizosangalatsa. Ndimakonda kulankhula ndi ena ndikuwona chikhalidwe china.

Zosintha zina Sindinakhale Superman, koma sindimayembekezera kuti ndidzakhala. Nditha kuyankhulana ndi wina tsopano osapumira kapena kuyang'anitsitsa. Kuyanjana ndi diso ndikosavuta tsopano. Ndili ndi mphamvu zambiri m'mbuyomu ndipo ndimatha kudzuka maola 5 ndikugona m'malo mwa 8 yomwe ndinkalakalaka kale. Ndilibe chibwenzi, ndipo ndidakali namwali, koma sindilinso wopanda chitetezo. Ndikulingalira zamtsogolo mwanga tsopano. Ndikulakalaka GPA yanga isakhale 2.0, koma ndikadzikumba ndekha chaka chino. Zovuta zanga ndizovuta ndipo ndimakhala ndi matabwa ammawa tsiku lililonse. Sindilinso oleza, mawu anga ndi ozama, ndipo kulibenso utsi wamaubongo. Ngati ndayiwala china chake ndimachikumbukira m'masekondi ochepa.

zikomo Zikomo NoFap pondipatsa zomwe ndimafuna. Tsopano, ndiyenera kulimbana ndi vuto langa lokonda kugwiritsa ntchito intaneti kuyambira lero. Kupatula ku Amazon, Dictionary, Livemixtapes, RYM, ndi Wiki ndamaliza ndi intaneti. Chonde mvetsetsani anthu omwe mungathe kuchita izi. Palibe chomwe chikukulepheretsani. Zikomo powerenga.

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