Ndinayamba / r / Nofap pafupifupi miyezi isanu ndi umodzi yapitayo. Ndinali pamavuto aakulu: zipsera zanga zinali kutsika; Ndinali mchaka changa chomaliza cha sukulu; Sindinataye konse kulemera kwanga; Ndinali wosokoneza kwathunthu. Ndidataya chidaliro cholankhula ndi atsikana atatu omwe anali ndi diso langa, ndipo ndidasokonekera. Sindinadziwe zomwe ndimachita ndi nthawi yanga, ndipo ndimaganiza zodzipha nthawi zonse, ndikudzivulaza, kuti zimveke bwino.
Ndipamene NoFap idabwera.
Chidaliro changa chandigwedeza konse kumwamba. Ndinalembetsa ku / r / howtonotgiveafuck, ndipo tsopano sindikusamala zomwe ena amaganiza za ine: kuchita chinthu choyenera, osapereka chiwopsezo chake, ndimamva bwino kwambiri. Kulimbitsa thupi kwanga kwasintha kwambiri.
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Malowo si mphotho; ndi ulendo.
Ndidamaliza sukulu. Ndili ndi zolemba zanga kwambiri. Tsopano ndili ku Yunivesite yomwe ndimafuna kulowa, ndipo ndikuchita zomwe ndimafuna.
Makolo anga amaganiza kuti ndili ndi mphamvu zambiri. Sindiopa kuwonetsa Mbiri yanga pa intaneti tsopano. Ndimalola abale anga kuti azigwiritsa ntchito zamagetsi, mopanda mantha. Masokosi anga, bedi langa, manja anga, bokosi langa lanyama, zonse ndizosabala. Sindingathe kukhulupirira.
Koma koposa zonse, koposa zonse: Sindikumva kufunika kodziseweretsa maliseche panonso. Ndimapeza dopamine yokwanira kuchokera pazomwe ndimakonda kuchita, osati china chomwe ndimanyansidwa nacho pambuyo pake.
Zithunzi zolaula sizinenso vuto. Ndi njira yodzisangalatsira yokhayokha, zomwe zimapangitsa kuti amuna ndi akazi omwe amaziyang'ana, azikhala opanda pake. Sindikutsutsa ena chifukwa chakuwonera: Ndikungodziwa kuti sizili zanga.
Anzanga onse amaganiza kuti izi ndi zopanda pake, koma ndi ine ndekha amene ndimatha kuwona kuwala: zoyipa izi zimagwira ntchito, anyamata. Zikugwira.
Ine ndakhala pano, osati ngati mwana, mwana; koma ndili wachinyamata. Ndasintha moyo wanga tsopano. Mukudziwa zomwe ndikunena ku 2014?
Ndakonzeka.
Kwa aliyense amene akulimbana ndi vuto ili: kugwa pansi kasanu ndi kamodzi, kudzuka zisanu ndi ziwiri.
Kwa anthu ena odziwa bwino ntchito: ali ndi mwayi ndi ntchito zanu.
Kwa aliyense: sangalalani, khalani otetezeka, ndipo mukhale nawo mwayi mu 2014.
Ndikukuwonani masiku a 90, amayi aamuna!
Ulendo Wochokera Kumnyamata Wachinyamata mpaka Mnyamata: NoFap 2013.(kudzikonda.NoFap)
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