Zaka 18 - masiku 90 ndipo tsopano ndi moyo wachiwiri.

Zikuwoneka kuti lero ndi masiku a 90 a PMO kusiya kuyambira nditayamba. Panali sabata kapena awiri tchuthi chisanachitike pomwe ine ndinasankha kujambulitsa nthawi yayitali pamoyo wanga. Chifukwa chake ndidasefa nthawi yomweyo ndikulongedza baji yanga ndikuyembekeza kuti zolemba zonse apa zopanda pake ndizowona.

Zinali zovuta kupanga 90, ngakhale sindinabwererenso ngakhale kamodzi, ndinali ndi maloto amodzi okha. Chasintha ndi chiyani? Zambiri, zambiri. M'mbuyomu, ndimakhala moyo woyipitsitsa momwe ndingaganizire. Kusakhala mvula, chifukwa ndimakhala tsiku lonse ndikusewera masewera apakompyuta, ndikumangodya chakudya kapena kungodya zakudya zopanda pake. Sindinkafuna ngakhale kukhala ndi dzuwa m'chipinda changa, kotero ndimatha kuseweretsa maliseche nthawi iliyonse ndikafuna. Ngakhale ndinali ndi anzanga, sindinachite nawo maphwando ndi zina. Kungokhala tsiku langa lonse mchipinda changa ndikuchita zinthu zopanda pake. Pambuyo pa masabata angapo zinthu zasintha, ndinayamba kusamala za kuvala bwino, kukhala waukhondo, kuyeretsa chipinda changa. Izi zidanditsimikizira kuti palibe-fap ikugwira ntchito, chifukwa chake ndidalimbikitsidwa kwambiri kuti ndikhale kutali ndi PMO. Kulimbitsa chidaliro? Fuck eya, zasintha kwambiri. Anayamba kuchita masewera olimbitsa thupi ndikusintha kadyedwe. Siyani kusewera masewera apakanema, kuti ndikhoze kuchita zinthu zopindulitsa ndikugwiritsa ntchito kompyuta. Ndimamva kukhala wolimba mtima, osasinthasintha monga kale. Ndikhoza kuganizira mosavuta tsopano ndipo kukumbukira kwanga kwasintha.

Komabe, sizili ngati ndidadzuka tsiku lina ndikuyamba kuchita izi. Nthawi zina ndimazengereza pamaso pa kompyuta, ndimakhala ndi masiku oyipa ndipo sindifuna kuchita kalikonse. Koma kusiyana ndikuti tsopano nditha kudzikakamiza kuchita chilichonse, chifukwa mphamvuzo zili mwa ine. Ndili ndi ntchito yambiri yoti ndichite. Ndi chiyambi chabe cha moyo wabwino.

LINK - Masiku a 90 ndi moyo wachiwiri.

by aegis12


 

ZOCHITIKA - Chenjezo: Momwe zizolowezi zanga zoyipa zidabwereranso pambuyo masiku 130 PMO free.

Moni, uwu ndi mtundu wa chenjezo kwa inu, omwe mulibe chidziwitso ndi nofap. Ndinakwanitsa kupita kuzizira kwanthawi yoyamba ndikukwaniritsa ~ masiku 130 PMO kwaulere. Nthawi imeneyo ndimaganiza zongobwera nthawi ndi nthawi. Chabwino, kuledzera kwanga kunali kutatha, kodi chingachitike ndi chiyani? 1 fap, mpumulo wina, wotsatira ndi wotsatira ndipo mwadzidzidzi ndikukula masiku onse a 2. Ndikumva ngati shit, utsi wamaubongo, sindimatha kukweza zolemera (ndikutanthauza izi, zomwe ndizovuta) chifukwa kumverera kwa ofooka kunalipo.

Mwamwayi, zomwe zimachitika chifukwa chomwa mowa mwauchidakwa "sizigwiritsanso ntchito ubongo wanu mu sabata limodzi kapena awiri chimodzimodzi momwe sizimasulidwira nthawi imeneyo.

Pozindikira kuti ndiyenera kusintha tsopano, Patha milungu iwiri ndipo tsopano zinthu zayamba kukhala bwino. Mphamvu zilipo, chilimbikitso chilipo.