Ndili ndi zaka 18 tsopano, ndipo ndakhala ndikuchita Nofap pafupifupi chaka chimodzi. Ndakhala ndi mikwingwirima ~ 3 miyezi koma ndi tchuthi cha chilimwe zidasokonekera ndipo kuyambira pamenepo ndangopita zinthu pakati pa masiku ochepa mpaka milungu iwiri popanda PMO. Zinasinthiratu muubongo wanga, vuto lomwe ndabwera kuti ndikonze.
Munthawi yanga yonse yaubwana / unyamata ndidazunzidwa ndikudzipatula ngati gehena kusukulu, ndikuwononga masiku anga ambiri ndimasewera makanema ndikuthawa. Kwa zaka zambiri ndakhala ndikudandaula mpaka kukhulupirira moona mtima anthu onse, kupatula ochepa, adagwirizana kuti andidane. Zimandipweteka kuganiza ngakhale pano, koma ndimaganiza zodzithetsa nthawi zina. Sindinakhalepo ndi chibwenzi kapena china chilichonse chotalikirapo ngati icho, sindinkagwirizana konse. Kupatula kwa inu a Nofappers, ndangouza mzanga yekhayo amene ndimamukhulupirira kwambiri ngakhale mawu oti zaipa bwanji. Ngakhale ndikuganiza makolo anga amamvetsetsa bwino ndipo amadziwa kuti mwana wazaka 11 akusweka ndikufuula momwe amafunira kuti asabadwe kamodzi kanthawi sizachilendo.
Ndili wocheperako, izi zisanachitike, ndimakumbukira kujambula ndikupanga zojambula zazing'ono nthawi zonse. Kubwera mochedwa ku chakudya chamadzulo chifukwa ndinali nditakopeka ndi nkhani yodabwitsa. Kapena otanganidwa ndikupanga zolengedwa zodabwitsa mu njerwa za Lego. Pambuyo pake, ndidafika mochedwa chifukwa ndinali nditakakamira pulogalamu yapa kompyuta.
Zinapitilira kukula mpaka malingaliro omenyera nkhondo atakula ndikutsanzikana ndi PMO komanso malingaliro anga owononga adandithandiza kuti ndiyambe kuyenda. Ndikumenyabe nkhondo kuti ndiyambe kugwira ntchito, koma tsopano ndikutenga ziwopsezo zoyimirira, osaphimba pakona. Chaka chatha ndi theka, ndiyambanso kujambula ndikulemba nkhani. Kusewera zida zingapo zoimbira ndikuphunzira malingaliro ake. Ndili ndi anzanga ambiri komanso athanzi kuposa kale, ndipo pano ndikuphunzira momwe ndingakondere atsikana. Ndimanyadira ndekha komanso zomwe ndimayimiranso.
M'mbuyomu, ndinkachita mantha kwambiri ngakhale ngakhale kuwonetsa kalasi. Ndinkadanso kugwira ntchito m'magulu, ndipo atanena kuti njira ziwirizi zitha kukhala zofananira mdziko la sekondale mdziko lathu, ndinangoganiza zoponya ma A anga omwe anali pafupi ndikuyamba maphunziro aukadaulo kuti ndingotsala mwamtendere ndikupeza kutali ndi makalasi.
Koma wanga zasintha motani. Tsopano, ndikulowa nawo makalasi ambiri odzifunira momwe ndingathere ndikusangalala ndikukhala papulatifomu. Ndikamaliza kulemba izi, ndimatenga banjo yanga kupita nayo ku jamu yopanda tanthauzo ndi anthu omwe sindikudziwa pamaso pa omvera omwe sindikudziwa, kusewera nyimbo zomwe sindikudziwa, ndipo ndimangokhala wokondwa ndi lingalirolo.
Nthawi iliyonse ndikapita ku Nofap izi zisanachitike, ndimagwiritsa ntchito Tor browser chifukwa sindinakonde lingaliro la ISP yanga podziwa kuti ili linali vuto kwa ine. Monga momwe ndimagwiritsira ntchito Tor pazolaula ndakhala ndikuchotsa kalekale, koma gawo loyipitsitsa ndi ubongo wanga wa PMO'd nthawi zina amangoganiza zongowonera popanda kudziwika, mumsakatuli wamba
Chifukwa chake apa, ISP, ngati mungatenge zoyipa zomwe ndakumanapo nazo, mutha kutenganso izi. Mwa njira, awa ndiye mapeto. Palibenso zopanda pake zomwe zikubwera.
Gawo lina la ine limamverera ngati kubwereranso kale, koma m'malo mwake ndinabwera kuno, werengani zolemba zingapo patsamba loyambirira, ndipo tsopano ndili pano ndikumaliza uthengawu ndi madzi akuthira chifukwa ndimakukondani kwambiri chifukwa cholumikizana komanso kuthandiza aliyense apange.
Mobwereza bwereza,
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Mukuyesa kundisandutsira m'chipinda cha bafa, chochita kunong'oneza, choseketsa choyipa kupusitsa wopusitsayo.
Koma sindingakhale kalirole wodzinyazitsa nokha. Mumandimenya ngati zida, ndikumangobwera kumene palibe tsamba lomwe lingaboole.
Koma sindidzaweruza mlandu wanu. Sindingachite chovina chamtopola mpaka nyimbo zabodza za psyche yanu.
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