Nkhaniyi ndi yayitali kwambiri. Ndikudziwa izi ndipo ndikupepesa, koma ndiye nkhani yabwino kwambiri ya zomwe noFap ingakuchitireni. Ndine Fapstronaut wazaka 18. Ndili ndi thupi labwino, wathanzi, ndipo sindimavutika ndi nkhawa kapena kupsinjika maganizo. Ndakhala ndikuyang'ana zolaula kuyambira ndili 10 ndikudziseweretsa maliseche kuyambira 12. Mwinamwake ndinachoka pafupifupi tsiku lililonse kwa zaka 6, ndipo kangapo patsiku. Kwa zaka zambiri, zolaula zomwe ndinkaziwona zinayamba kukhala zachilendo (ukapolo, piss, mumatchula dzina), ndipo chilimwe chatha ndinayamba kuseweretsa maliseche pa ____. Sindikunyadira izi konse. Ndikuganiza kuti ndikadakhala womasuka kwambiri kusukulu yasekondale kukanapanda zolaula komanso kuseweretsa maliseche. Atsikana nthawi zambiri ankafuna kuti agonane nane, koma ndinkangowanyalanyaza nthawi zambiri kuti ndichite chiwerewere kunyumba. Ndisewereni.
Komabe, chilimwe chatha nditatsala pang'ono kutaya unamwali wanga ndi mtsikana wodabwitsa, sindinathe kupeza lingaliro. Izi zinali zokhumudwitsa ngati kungoyenda. Ine ndikutsimikiza ambiri a inu aFC samawerenga izi mukudziwa zomwe ndikutanthauza. Mukumva zoyipa kwambiri mukapanda kupeza bonasi. Adali odekha ndi zomwe zidachitika koma ndimakumbukirabe momwe ndidamvera atakhala pansi osakhumudwitsa adati, "Ah ... Kodi ndikulakwitsa?"
Ndidanenetsa kuti ndikhala ndi mantha ndipo ndimaganiza kuti mwina sindimaganiza kuti anali wokongola monga momwe ndimaganizira kale, koma izi zinali zowopsa. Pambuyo pa nthawi imeneyi, sindinathe kukhalabe ndi mpangidwe, ngakhale ndikuwona zolaula. Ndinkakhala wachisoni nthawi zonse, ndipo ndinataya mtima kwambiri. Izi zinali zoyipa, makamaka chifukwa milungu iwiri itatha inali sabata yanga yoyamba ya koleji, ndipo ndinalibe chidwi chopita kuphwando, kupanga anzanga, kulumikizana ndi atsikana, kapena chilichonse.
Mu Disembala mzanga adandionetsa noFap ndipo sindimamvetsetsa konse. Sindinawonere makanema a YBOP kapena kuwerenga chilichonse, koma ndidawona positi yomwe NoFap adachiritsa ED yake ndipo adaganiza zothana ndi tsiku la 30. Vutoli lidali losavuta kwa ine chifukwa ndidali ndisanakhale wopusa kuyambira pomwe sizinkandivuta. Panthawi yovutayi, ndidazindikira kuti sindinali wokhumudwa pang'ono komanso wofunitsitsa kupita kukalankhula ndi anthu osapereka lingaliro lawo.
Kuyambira mu Disembala ndidali ndikuchokapo pa noFap ndikubwerera pang'ono koipa pakati (kubwerera ku [malo ochezera] kamodzi kapena kawiri). Sindinakhalepo woyipa ngakhale kuti ndimayamwa. M'mwezi wa Marichi, ndidaganiza zosiya kuchita noFap mwalamulo ndikuyamba ntchito yanga. Ndinaona zotulukapo zake pochepetsa nkhawa. Sindine munthu wazovuta kuyamba nawo, koma NoFap idandipatsa chidaliro chowonjezereka chopita kwa anthu ndikungolankhula popanda lingaliro lachiwiri. Pakupita pafupifupi milungu iwiri ndidawona mnzanga wina ali kuphwando ndipo tidayamba kulumikizana. Ndinamubwezera kuchipinda changa ndipo tinayesa kugonana, koma kamodzinso sindinathe kupeza nkomwe, pafupi 50%. Ndidanenetsa za mowa, ngakhale ndimadziwa kuti izi sizomwe zidali.
Masabata awiri pambuyo pake ngakhale ndidakumana ndi mtsikana wodabwitsa yemwe amakhala ngati ali mwa ine. Chifukwa ndinali ndisanatengeko fupi mwezi wathunthu ndidalimba mtima ndipo ndidalankhula naye popanda vuto. Msungwana uyu ndiwosokonekera kwambiri ndipo matani a ma dud ali mwa iye, koma adandipangira pomwepo. Ndidayamba kumacheza naye, ndipo anali atatsala pang'ono kundipatsa BJ koma pogwira dick yanga ndidabwera asadathe. Izi zinali zochititsa manyazi kwambiri koma patatha mwezi umodzi osapanga fayilo ndidamva bwino kuti sindinasamale.
Pambuyo pake sabata imodzimodzi ine ndi mtsikana yemweyo tidagonana! Nthawi yoyamba yomwe tidagonana (ndipo ndidataya mwamavuto anga unamwali) tidamwa ndipo ndidakwanitsa kupanga erection popanda vuto. KUPULUMUKA. Ndinali wokondwa kwambiri kuti ndinalibe ED. Komabe, tsiku lotsatira tinayesanso kugonana, nthawi ino modekha, koma sindinathe kuyambiranso. Apanso ndinadzimva wopanda pake komanso ngati shiti.
Usiku womwewo ndinadumphira mpaka zolaula kuti ndionetsetse kuti zonse zikugwira ntchito. Kenako ndinawonera makanema a YBOP koyamba ndipo pamapeto pake ndinazindikira chifukwa chake mbolo yanga sinagwire ntchito. Ndinamuwonetsa zolaula za ED ndipo pamakhala mankhwala! Zachabe!
Ndidasiya kuseweretsa maliseche ndikuwona zolaula, koma mwezi uno ndimakonda kucheza ndi mtsikanayo tsiku lililonse ndipo nthawi zambiri zinkandivuta kuti ndikhale ndimkangano ndipo sindinakhalepo ku 100%. Sindingavute ngati sakadandilimbitsa pamanja, ndikadavala kondomu, kapena ngati panali zina zomwe zidasokoneza. Sindinakhalenso wowonda kwambiri komanso wosatsala pang'ono kulowa zolakwika ngati momwe analiri. Anali ndi mwayi wogonana kwambiri ndipo ndimadabwitsabe kuti adakhala ndi ine mwezi wonsewo. Sindimatha kupeza mpangidwe nthawi yayitali, ndipo ndikadatha sindikanakhalitsa nditamaliza.
Tisanasiye sukulu nthawi yachilimwe, tinaganiza zokhala patokha komanso kukhala pachiwonetsero. Onani kuti noFappers ndapeza bwenzi! Sindinakhalepo ndi chibwenzi kale komanso miyezi ingapo ku NoFap ndipo zonse zatha pa ine! NoFap mwina singakupangireni maginito amwana koma imachita zinthu zosangalatsa kwa inu zomwe atsikana amakonda.
Sindinakhalepo chibadwire m'masiku a 37 motsatizana monga tsopano, koma ndakhala ndikuyesa noFap pafupifupi miyezi ya 3. ED yanga ndi chinthu chakale. Miyezi inayi yapitayo, ngati panali mtsikana wamaliseche pakama panga ndi miyendo yake nditatambalala sindikadatha kupeza bonon yopulumutsa moyo wanga. Tsopano, nditha kupeza bonasi ngati ndikulankhula ndi bwenzi langa pafoni ndipo amandiuza kuti sanavale malaya. Ndikufuna ndikudziwitseni nonse kuti: NOFAP NDIPO CHINSINSI CHABWINO NDI NTCHITO.
Komanso, pano ndilibe chidwi chowonera zolaula kapena kuseweretsa maliseche pa Omegle. Tsopano, ndikungolakalaka zinthu ziwiri: 1. Nditha kuthana ndi PE (ndakhala ndikugwira ntchito pa kegels) 2. Nditha kubwereranso nthawi yopita kusekondale popanda kusefera!
TLDR; 18. Sindikukhala wolimba nditatsala pang'ono kutaya v. Wapanikizika bc wa PI-ED. Yeserani. Khalani olimba mtima. Musamade nkhawa kwambiri. Kutaya unamwali. Pezani bwenzi. ED yakonzedwa. NoFap ndiye zoyipa. Ndine munthu wosiyana.
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by Captn_King
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