Masabata angapo apitawa, ndinali womasuka kukambirana njira yonse yobwezeretsanso ndi anzanga apamtima. Nditangowauza kuti sindinapite ku zolaula za X masiku angapo, nsagwada zawo zidagwa. Ndinawauza za zabwino, zochotsa, ndi zina zambiri. Kenako ndidazindikira, onse 4 (Onsewa ndi azaka zanga) anali osokoneza bongo kwa PMO. Onse adavomereza kuti ngakhale masiku angapo opanda zolaula anali ochulukirapo. Ndinadabwitsidwa chifukwa sindinkaganiza kuti abwenzi anga anali kulimbana ndi zopanda pake zomwe ndimakumana nazo zaka zonsezi. Mofanana ndi ine, adayamba adakali aang'ono ndikuwonera zolaula kangapo pamlungu. Iwo sanadziwe konse kuti zolaula zimawachitira chiyani. Ndidawauza "Damn, nzosadabwitsa kuti tonse takhala osakwatira zaka zathu zonse kusekondale". Ndiyenera kunena kuti zolaula zopanda malire zomwe timapeza ndizodwala m'badwo wathu wamwamuna.
tsiku 38 Ndinayamba PMO'ing ndili ndi zaka 12, ndipo ndinayamba kuzichita kwambiri zaka zikamapita (Pali zolaula zambiri kunja uko amuna). Zowopsa, sindikukhulupirira kuti ndazindikira tsopano momwe izi zakhudzira moyo wanga wamagulu. Ndine mnyamata wowoneka bwino ndipo sindinakhalepo ndi zovuta kucheza ndi anzanga nthawiyo, koma zikafika kwa atsikana ndimakopeka ndi ... chisangalalo changa chidatsika. Ndinkangokhala wovuta nthawi zina pafupi ndi atsikana omwe ndimaganiza kuti ndiwokongola. Chifukwa cha izi chinali chakuti ndinali ndi chinthu chimodzi m'malingaliro mwanga ndikamalankhula nawo, zomwe zimawagonetsa (zikomo zolaula). Izi zidapangitsa kuti zolankhula zanga zikhale ngati za beta ndipo sindimatha kukopana ndi moyo wanga kapena kuyandikira atsikana. Ndinaganiza moona mtima kuti ndimangokhala chabe, ndipo sindinayanjane ndi atsikana. Chifukwa chake, ndidapita kunyumba ndikupita kwa azimayi anga abwino omwe akundidikirira pakompyuta yanga. Amayi ndi abambo, NDINALI wokalamba ine. Sindingathe kufotokoza koma kuyambiranso kumeneku kwagwira ntchito ngati matsenga. Chidaliro changa chawonjezeka kwambiri. Poyamba ndimaganiza kuti anthu amakokomeza kwambiri ma blogs awo, koma ayi, ndimalakwitsa mwamtheradi.
1) Kuda nkhawa ndi anthu kumapita pang'onopang'ono - Tinthu tating'ono ting'onoting'ono tomwe ndimakhala ndikudandaula sichimandivutitsa. F *** zomwe anthu amaganiza, ndimayenda monyada!
2) Kuyanjana kwa diso - Ichi chidawonekera kwambiri, ndimapatsa anthu Diso loyang'anitsitsa tsopano kaya ndi mlendo kapena mlendo wakugonana.
3) Kusangalala ndi anzanga - Sindikudziwa kuti ndi chiyani koma anzanga akupereka ulemu waukulu kuposa kale. Mwachibadwa ndimadziyimira ndekha munjira iliyonse yomwe anganene akamanena zachipongwe kapena kuyesa kundilankhulitsa. Zili ngati amandiyang'ana mosiyanasiyana….
4) Kuyanjana ndi atsikana- Ichi ndi chomwe ndimakonda ndipo ndichimodzi mwazifukwa zazikulu zoyambiriranso. Sindikungofuna kugonana nthawi yomweyo, ndikufuna kuti ndiwadziwe ngati munthu komanso kuti ndizilankhulana mwachilengedwe. Izi zimapangitsa kuti 'o, chonde mugonane ndi ine' m'maganizo mwanga ndikupangitsa kuti kulumikizana kwanga kukhale kosavuta, kokhazikika komanso kosangalatsa. Ndimakopana tsopano ndipo sindikuzindikira. Ndikudziwa kuti izi zanenedwa ndi abale anga ena ambiri obwezeretsanso koma atsikana amandiwona gehena yambiri. Ndisanayambirenso ndimayang'ana kutali ndikawona mtsikana wokongola akuyang'ana pa ine, tsopano ndimayang'ana mmbuyo (kuyang'anitsitsa maso) ndipo mwina ndikumwetulira. Ndikuwonanso zikwangwani zawo zokopa (ndikuganiza ndizomwe amatchedwa) nthawi yomweyo. Mwachitsanzo, kukhudza tsitsi, kuwonetsa khosi (kumandiyendetsa CRAZY tsopano bambo), mwendo, ndi zina zambiri.Ndikukhulupirira inali sabata 2-3 pomwe ndimapanga ndi atsikana atatu (3 ku kalabu ndi mnzake 2 yemwe anali wokwanira perekani mphindi zochepa BJ (kumangika kwanga kunali kofooka koma kumangokhalabe kosangalatsa) m'masiku a 1. Ndapanga kale ndisanayambitsenso, koma nditatuluka ndi atsikanawa, zinali zosiyana. kotero palibe erection. Koma panali zambiri zogwira pamtima pa bere ndi khungu. Ndinachita chinthu chomwe sindinachitepo chomwe chinali kupsompsona khosi lawo ndi dera lozungulira zomwe zinandidzutsa kwambiri. ndimakonda kwa iwo m'malo mongomvera pang'ono ngati amuna mukudziwa zomwe ndikutanthauza.Pomaliza, atsikana sawonekanso ngati zinthu zogonana, ali ndi zokongola zambiri zomwe ndimawona posachedwa kwambiri.
5) Cholinga chowonjezera chogwira ntchito yopewera kupsinjika nthawi yayikulu.
Chabwino anyamata, awa ndi ena mwa maubwino omwe ndimatha kukumbukira kuchokera pamwamba pamutu panga. Koma ndiyenera kunena kuti ndinalibe maubwino tsiku lililonse ndikayambiranso. Nthawi zina anali pamenepo, nthawi zina sanali. Ndidadutsa ku gehena ndikubwerera kuti ndikathane ndi kupsinjika, kukhumudwa komanso chisoni. Ndinayeneranso kuthana ndi mayeso kwa milungu iwiri yomwe idandikokera mpaka kufika poti ndimafuna kudzipha. Koma ndidakhala wolimba ndipo ndimapitilizabe kukumananso kuti ndikhale wolimbikitsidwa. M'kupita kwanthawi, kusinthaku kumasintha ndipo zabwino zanu zimayamba kubwereranso pafupipafupi. Ma Morning erections amabwerera pang'onopang'ono ndikulota maloto nthawi ndi nthawi (kamodzi zikachitika kawiri motsatira: S) ndipo ndimadzimva ngati wopanda pake tsiku lotsatira…. (Id othokoza ngati wina angathe kufotokoza izi)
Koma ndili ndi vuto tsopano anyamata. Izi zitha kumveka zosamveka koma ndilibe chilimbikitso kwa M, komabe, ubongo wanga umapempha P nthawi zina (nthawi zina chilimbikitso chimakhalapo, nthawi zina chimangondizembera). Imangofuna nsonga yaying'ono, pachimake pang'ono pokha koma ndimakhala ndi mphamvu zokwanira pazolakalaka zanga, ngakhale gawo lina la ine ndikulifera. Ndi nthawi yanga yopumula nthawi yachisanu, ndimakhala kunyumba kumapeto kwa sabata ndikusowa chochita. Chifukwa chake ndimayang'ana masamba ena kuti ndisangalale. Chomwe chimachitika ndikuti, masamba awa nthawi zina amakhala ndi ma gifs ndi zithunzi zomwe zimakhala zazing'ono koma zovekedwa pa TNA,. Ndinayang'ana imodzi, kenako ina, kenako ndinayamba kusaka 'tits' pa injini yosakira ndikupitiliza kuwona zinthu zopanda maliseche. Chotsatira mukudziwa, chidwi chowonera zolaula chimandigunda ngati njerwa. Mbolo yanga imamverera ngati momwe idachitikira sabata la 1 (kumverera komwe mukufuna kupukutira ngati mawa), ndipo ndidatseka zonse ndikubwerera kubwaloli. Koma kwambiri anyamata, ndinabwereranso ndikawona masekondi 3 kapena mwina 3.5 masekondi gif kapena kanema yomwe ikuwonetsa mawere enieni. Pambuyo powawona chilakolako cha P pang'onopang'ono koma kenako pamapeto pake chinatha patangopita mphindi zochepa.
Komabe, lomwe linali funso langa lero ndipo ndipitilizabe kuyambiranso kwa masiku angapo a 8985.
Koma zivute zitani, kwa iwo omwe akuvutika poyambiranso, musataye anyamata, ndikukutsimikizirani kuti zikhala zofunikira mphindi iliyonse ndipo simudzaganiziranso zakumbuyo mukadzamva kuti mwasinthidwadi. Ndipo kwa iwo omwe akuvutika kuti adutse masiku angapo, Izi NDI ZABWINO KWAMBIRI. Anyamata, ndikuyesera kuletsa PMO kwa zaka 2 zaumulungu …… Ndikukumbukira pamene sindinathe kufika tsiku lapitalo 2. Koma ndikukulonjezani inu abwana, nthawi iliyonse yomwe mukuyesera, mukupita patsogolo. Sabata yoyamba izikhala masiku awiri okha, sabata yachiwiri ikhale masiku atatu, mwezi umodzi ikhale masiku 2; SANGOPATSA. Ndidakhalako ndipo iyi ndi nkhondo yomwe iyenera kumenyedwa pakati panu ndi ubongo wanu. Izi ndizovuta kwambiri ndipo ndikukhulupirira kuti aliyense wa inu ali ndi mwayi wobwezeretsanso. Zabwino zonse ndi gehena ndi Porn.
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Ndidayamba kugwiritsa ntchito njira ya Red X dzulo pamavuto anga azithunzi, omwe tsopano akumwalira pang'onopang'ono. Ndikulakalaka ndikadapeza izi kale chifukwa ma Flashbacks anga anali owoneka bwino masiku 20-30; Mukuyambiranso, ndikuwona kuti zowonjezera zazing'ono zimayamba kuchepa pakapita nthawi. (Sindikumbukira bwino nkhope ya nyenyezi yomwe ndimakonda kwambiri zolaula kapena bulu yemwe amadziwika kuti)
Koma zivute zitani usiku watha zinali zosangalatsa kwambiri. Sindikudziwa ngati kuyerekezera ndikotsutsana ndi kuyambiranso koma ndimayenera kudziyesa kamodzi chifukwa mbolo yanga imamva ngati ili pakomokere. Kotero ine ndinkangoganizira za msungwana "weniweni" yemwe ine ndikumudziwa ndipo ine pang'onopang'ono ndinayamba kugwedezeka mwamphamvu mkati mwa 1-2minutes osakhala ndi kukhudza, kusisita kapena chirichonse. Ndinadabwitsidwa ndikuti zidanditengera mphindi 10 zabwino, mwina kupitilira apo. Kotero izo zinayamba kuchoka ndipo ine ndinaganiziranso za msungwana wina ndipo ine ndinayambiranso. Ndidayimitsa mphindi zina 20 mpaka nditatayika, kenako ndinayesa kuganizira za mkazi wina wokongola amene ndimamudziwa. Ndimaganiza kuti sizingachitike kachitatu koma ndinali kulakwitsa. Panthawi yonseyi, sindinkafuna M, nkomwe. Pakumanga kwachiwiri, ndinali nditadzutsidwa, koma m'njira yomwe ndimafunira kuti mkaziyo amugwire, osati dzanja langa lamanzere.
Ndisanayambirenso, ndiyenera kukuwuzani anthu kuti zinali zosatheka kuti ndipeze malingaliro kuchokera kwa mtsikana weniweni wamoyo. Zili ngati zolaula zinandigwetsa ulesi kwambiri kotero kuti sindinathe ngakhale kutengeka ndikamaganiza kuti ndimagonana ndi atsikana okongola m'moyo weniweni. Komabe, mozungulira kalasi ya 9, ndimaganiza zonena za atsikana enieni komanso M'd kangapo patsiku ndikugwira homuweki pabedi langa (Panali tebulo lowerengera mchipinda changa: /). Zinali kalekale koma ndikukumbukira kuti pamapeto pake ndinatopa ndikusunthira pachimake chofewa (hardcore inali kutali kwambiri ndi ine pa msinkhuwu). Chifukwa chake sindingokhala ndi erection nthawi yayitali tsopano, malingaliro anga ndi atsikana enieni amandidzutsa!
Btw, malingaliro awa adachitika kwathunthu pakulamula, sangaonekere mwachisawawa m'mutu mwanga. Kupita kukana, P, M, O, F, ndi zokondweretsa zilizonse kuyambira pano.
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Sindingathe kusankha ngati ndikadali wolimba kapena ayi. Chidaliro changa komanso kulumikizana ndi anthu ndikadali kopambana, masabata angapo apitawa, ndikupeza kuti sindingathe kudzuka ndi kukhala ndi / kuyang'ana atsikana (Monga ndikutaya chidwi chawo). Ndinazindikira kuti sindimadzutsidwa kapena kukhumudwa kuchokera kwa amayi monga momwe ndinkakhalira sabata ya 2. Pakadali pano, sindikudziwa gawo lomwe ndili pano, koma ndikudziwa kuti sindinapezenso bwino . Koma zosintha zomwe ndaziwona ndekha mpaka pano zimandilimbikitsanso kupitiliza.
Ndinatsala pang'ono kubwerera usiku watha ndikuwonera TV. Ndinalibe chilimbikitso kwa PMO kwa ONSE posachedwa kuyambira pomwe ndinasiya kuyang'ana pazinthu zopanda maliseche kuyambira positi yanga yomaliza. Sindinakhalepo kapena kuwona atsikana aliwonse masiku aposachedwa kotero ndimamva kukhala wosungulumwa ndikudina kanema wachikulire pang'ono pang'ono, ndikuganiza kuti ndabwera kale kuti ndikwaniritse. Ndinawona chimango chosavuta cha bulu wopanda kanthu ndipo ndinachisuntha posachedwa. Kuona mtima kwa mulungu, ndinasunthira chifukwa zimangokhala ngati ndalandira jakisoni wamtundu wina wa mankhwala ndipo ndinali ndi chilimbikitso chachikulu mbolo ndi malingaliro anga, kuti ndibwezere. Chifukwa cha mantha, ndinatseka TV ndipo ndinathamangira m'chipinda cham'mwamba ndikukasamba mano. Ndikadakhala pansi, ndikadabweranso 100%. Ndikupita kumtunda ndimatha kumva kuti ndili mbali yanga ndikupita ngati "ZIMENE MUNTHU WAKHALA, BWERANANI PANSI !!!!!!!!!". Ndikuganiza kuti ndimanjenjemera ndikupumira kwinaku ndikutsuka mano. Pambuyo pa 8min yotsuka mano osayima, ndidabwerera mwakale. Ndinaphunzira kuti sindinachiritse ndipo ndikufunika nthawi yambiri. Kuyambira pano, kanema wawayilesi wakusiku = kunja kwa funsoli.
Ndinalota maloto achilendo usiku watha, maloto ambiri onyowa kupatula kuti palibe kuphulika kwa maamu. Ndinali kupeza ntchito yoimba kuchokera kwa mzimayi wosadziwika ndipo ndimatha kulumbira kuti zimamveka ngati zenizeni. Maloto anga onyowa nthawi zambiri amakhala achangu kwambiri ndipo amandidzutsa nthawi yomweyo, koma nthawi ino anali osiyana.
Lero zinali bwino, osatinena zambiri chifukwa ndinkakhala kunyumba tsiku lonse koma ndazindikira kuti ndikulephera kulingalira zakalamulo. O chabwino, ndikupita ndi mayendedwe ndikudalira ntchitoyi. Pomaliza, zovuta zanga zolaula zatsala pang'ono kutha. Zimamvekadi ngati zatha chaka chimodzi nditawona zolaula.
Ndipo sukulu yatsala pang'ono kuyamba posachedwa. Ndikuyembekezera kuti ndidzatha kuyankhulanso ndi azimayi ndikudzisungabe. Zinkawoneka ngati ndikupenga nthawi ina ndikukhala kunyumba tsiku lonse. Ngakhale kulibenso kukondweretsanso ndikawona azimayi pagulu, chikhumbo changa chokhala ndi chibwenzi chakula kwambiri.
tsiku 59
Sindikukhulupirira kuti ndi masiku 60 opanda PMO. Ndisanayambirenso ntchito, ndimaganiza kuti ndizosatheka kukhala wopanda zolaula komanso kuti ndiyenera kuthana ndi vuto lakumwa moyo wanga wonse. Ndine wokondwa kuti ndadzionetsera ndekha. Pakadali pano sindikulakalaka kuonera zolaula (zododometsa zanga ndizofooka kwambiri ndipo sizikhala ndi zotsatirapo chifukwa nthawi zambiri ndimagwiritsa ntchito red x trick) ndikubwereranso sikumadutsa m'mutu mwanga konse. Ndine woona mtima, sabata ino yakhala ikukhumudwitsa nthawi zina koma osati yoyipa ngati kale. Ndinazindikira kuti malingaliro anga anasintha nditangoyamba kulankhula ndi mtsikana amene ndimamudziwa kuchokera ku yunivesite. Zili ngati kuyankhula naye atangoponderezedwa, ndikudzidalira ndikundikumbutsa kufunikira koyambiranso. Ndidazindikira kuti ndimamwetulira mosadziwa, makamaka ndikamalankhula ndi atsikana. Ndipo monga ndidanenera kale, ndizosangalatsa.
Ndizotheka kuti ndinene kuti chidwi changa chabwerera chifukwa ndimatha kumangokhalira kumangodumphadumpha popanda zolaula kapena zongopeka. Ndinasangalala kwambiri nditazindikira izi chifukwa sindinathe kuchita izi kwazaka zambiri. pamene ndinkakonda kukhala PMO, kuchita izi kunali kosatheka konse. Ndasiya kuyerekezera ndipo sindinachite izi kwakanthawi. Ndayesera kuzichita koma sizimangondipatsa erection monga kale.
Chinthu chokha chomwe ndikudandaula nacho ndikuti ndataya chilolezo changa chogonana kapena chikhumbo changa chogonana. Ngati pali mtsikana wotentha yemwe wakhala pa basi, ndiganiza kuti ndiwokongola m'malingaliro mwanga koma sindidzadzutsidwa kapena kukonzedwa. Ndikudziwa kuti sizotheka kuti mwamuna azimangika nthawi zonse akakhala ndi mkazi wokongola. Koma ndikuwoneka kuti sindimayankhanso kumeneko kapena kumverera magazi ofunda ndikakhala pafupi ndi mkazi wokongola. Ngati ndingathe kufotokoza momveka bwino, sindine wamantha. Izi ndiye zomwe zimayambitsa kukhumudwa kwanga koma ndidzakhala woleza mtima ndipo ndikhulupilira zomwe zachitikazo.
Ndikumvetsetsa kwathunthu kuti sizachilendo kuti ndisamangokhalira kukondana ndi mtsikana wotentha. Chowonadi ndichakuti sindimakhala ndi nkhawa kwenikweni pazomwe zachitika, ndizokhudza gawo lodzutsa. Ndizovuta kufotokoza koma ndimayendayenda pamalo ogulitsira (pomwe pali akazi ambiri okongola) ndipo sindimapezanso chisangalalo ndikawona akazi. Mtsikana wotentha amatha kudutsa ndipo ndimapeza yankho "zilizonse" m'malingaliro mwanga. Ndizachilendo chifukwa sindinali chonchi pomwe ndinali wokonda kuyang'anira akazi poyenda.
tsiku 60
Palibe chatsopano koma ndimangomva ngati ndikulemba. Lero zinali bwino. Ndinali ndi maloto onyowa usiku watha omwe adatha mwachangu koma ndimamva kwenikweni ... Ndidadzuka ndi boner wokwiya kwambiri wosamvetseka, poganizira kuti ndidabwera zidebe ndikugona. Ndidayamba kupita kusukulu yanga masana ndikufika kokwerera mabasi. Pazifukwa zina, sindinali womangika komanso ndimawopa pang'ono (ichi ndi chatsopano) popeza panali anthu ambiri ozungulira ine. Ndimamva kuti chidaliro changa sichinali lero. Mtima wanga udakhala wopanda pake mpaka ndidafika kusukulu kukakumana ndi anzanga. Pambuyo pocheza pang'ono, ndidamva bwino. Palibe chilimbikitso kwa PMO + F nthawi zonse. Ndimakhalabe ndi nkhawa nthawi zina ngakhale palibe chodandaula. Moyo ndi wabwino ndipo ndiyenera kuyesetsabe kukumbukira izi.
Ndimakumbukirabe kuti "mfumu yadziko lapansi" ndimamva bwanji masabata apitawo. Kumva kumeneko kwatha ndipo zimamveka ngati ndikutaya chilakolako changa chogonana (kapena china). Ndikudziwa kuti sindinapezenso chifukwa ndimakayikirabe pankhani yosiya zolaula nthawi zina. Zimamveka ngati ubongo wanga ukukhalabe ukundilanga chifukwa choletsa zolaula + zofewa + zilizonse zomwe sizili nud m'moyo wanga. Sizikundidabwitsa komabe, ndakhala ndikuwonera zolaula zaka zanga zachinyamata. Cholinga changa chotsatira ndi masiku 90.
Tsiku lotsatira
Maloto onyowawa anali ndi chochita ndi nkhawa yanga dzulo. Chifukwa ndimamva bwino kwambiri lero ndikupita kusukulu. Nkhawa zomwe ndinali nazo dzulo zidasinthidwa ndikudzidalira lero… ndimatha kuzimva ndikamayenda ndipo ndimakhala bwino ndimalo okhala. Ndangodabwitsidwa kuti ndimamva bwanji lero kuposa dzulo, ndiye ndimaganiza kuti linali loto lonyowa.
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Ndikumva bwino tsopano (malinga ndi malingaliro) poyerekeza ndi kale. Sindikudziwa kuti ndi chiyani koma ndikudziwa tsopano zomwe YBOP imatanthauza ponena kuti njira yobwezeretsanso siyofanana. Ndikupeza nkhuni zam'mawa zabwino masiku ano ndipo ndimangokonda kudziwa kuti chidwi changa chikuyendabe bwino. Miniti yokha ndikangogwira zopanda pake zikhala zovuta. Lero ndimatha kumva kuti "ndikumverera bwino" m'malo anga akubuula omwe analipo kale. Zimamva ngati kugonana kwanga kukubwerera pang'onopang'ono.
Chodabwitsa n'chakuti, ndinali ndi zilakolako zolaula masiku angapo apitawa. Ndikudziwa ndanenapo kale kuti adasowa kwathunthu, koma adabweranso ndi kubwezera masiku angapo apitawa. Kunena zowona, zolakalaka zinali zamphamvu kwambiri chifukwa ndinali ndi nkhawa komanso kutaya chiyembekezo panthawiyo. Maganizo anga anali kundiseka chifukwa nthawi ina ndimaganiza kuti malingaliro anga azikhala bwino ndikangobwerera. Nditafika pano, kodi ndibwereranso monga choncho? Ndinadziuza ndekha, "HELL NO !!!"
Chinthu china ndikuti ndalandira maloto amadzimadzi atatu m'masiku 3 apitawa. Chaposachedwa chinali chokhudza kubwereranso ndipo ndidamva chisoni chifukwa ndimaganiza kuti ndizowona. Ndazindikira kuti ndadzimva kukhala wopanda nkhawa (kukhumudwa, kusowa chiyembekezo, kusasangalala pagulu komanso kuchita mantha wamba) tsiku lomwe ndimadzuka ku maloto onyowa.
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Wakhaladi ulendo wautali ndipo sindingakhale woyamikira kwambiri kutsambali posintha moyo wanga wonse. Kuchira kwanga kukugwirabe ntchito koma ndine wokondwa kuti ndafika pano ndikuti ndikubwerera ku umunthu wanga wabwinobwino.
Zimanditsitsimula kwambiri kuti malingaliro anga akusintha tsopano kuposa kale. Pakadali pano ndikumva bwino, koma Pa tsiku 65, malingaliro anga ndikudzidalira kudali padenga. Sindinamvepo mphamvu zochuluka MU KANTHU kotero kuti nditha kuwona kusintha mkati mwanga tsiku lomwelo. Sindingathe kumwetulira tsiku lonse ndipo ndimamva kusangalala kopanda chifukwa. Nditafika kunyumba, ndinali nditatopa kwambiri. Koma uyu anali "mfumu yadziko lapansi" yemweyo akumva kuti ndinali ndi masabata pafupifupi 2-3 kotero ndikuyembekeza kuti zinthu zizikhala bwino kuchokera pano.
Chachiwiri chomwe ndikufuna kunena ndikuti ndidamva kuthamanga modabwitsa mthupi langa dzulo nditawona mtsikana wokongola uyu akuyenda pafupi nane. Sindinamvepo kumverera koteroko koma ndikadachita chilichonse kuti ndikadutsenso. Ponseponse, ndakhala bwino masiku angapo apitawa poyerekeza ndi sabata yatha pomwe ndimakhala wokhumudwa ndikukayikira poyambiranso ndikusiya zolaula. Ndiyeneradi kukhala pachibwenzi pano koma ndikudikirira mtsikana woyenera kuti abwere chifukwa ndikufuna ubale wabwino komanso wokhalitsa nthawi ino.
Pomaliza, ndidakhala ndi maloto awiri onyowa motsatizana, usiku wa tsiku la 2 ndi 65. Ndadabwitsidwa kuti ndidamvadi "Zabwino" zitatha. Ndayiwala maloto oyamba koma lachiwiri limakhudza nyenyezi yomwe ndimakonda kwambiri. Maloto onyentchera amatha kufotokoza kutsika kwa mphamvu zomwe ndidakhala nazo kuyambira tsiku la 66. Kuyambira tsiku la 65 ndakhala ndikudziwitsani za usiku uti womwe ndakhala ndikulota. Sizinachitike koyambirira koyambiranso.
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Hahaha, ndimakonda momwe mawonekedwe amasokonekera popanda kuti
tsiku 70
Inde, zidachitika. Ndinabwereranso. Sindingathe kufotokozera momwe ndimadzimvera chisoni pakadali pano. Chilichonse chinali kukhala bwino kwambiri mpaka pomwe ndidapanga chisankho chotsika ndikukaonera "TV". Ndinawona zochitika zogonana zotentha pachiwonetsero china ndipo ndinapitiliza kudziyendetsa pawokha pambuyo pake (Zinali zochitika zazing'ono zogonana, choncho ndinathamangira m'chipinda cham'mwamba kuti ndikawonenso pa pc yanga. Inali nthawi yoyamba m'masiku a 70 kuti ndimadzipukusa pamanja ndipo zimandipweteka kwambiri. Ndinkayembekezera chisangalalo chachikulu m'moyo wanga koma m'malo mwake panali zopweteka zazikulu mu mipira yanga ndipo sipanatenge nthawi. Choseketsa ndichakuti ndinalibe chilimbikitso lero kwa PMO. Ndangopenga kuti ndimalola kuti zonsezi zichitike ndikupanga chisankho chopusa kwenikweni.
Komabe, ndiyesetsa kukhala ndi chiyembekezo chifukwa ndagwira ntchito molimbika kuti ndikafike masiku a 70, ndipo ndikukhulupirira kuti kubwereranso sikundibwezeretsa kutali. Ndikumva kuwawa tsopano ndipo ndikudziwa kuti yemwe akuthamangitsayo andimenyanso mwaukali. Ngati ndaphunzira chinthu chimodzi ndikubwezeretsanso ndikuti ubongo ukhoza kukhala wonyenga WAMPHAMVU. "Inde, ingoyang'anani pang'ono, sizingawononge kuyambiranso kwanu." "Wawona kale - -, utha kukafunanso zina" ndi zina zambiri- ndimamva zopanda pake m'mutu mwanga nthawi zonse ndipo zimaipiraipira ndikamada nkhawa. Koma eya, sindinaganizirepo patsiku 70 kuti ndidzabwereranso nditakumana ndi tsiku lopambana. Chifukwa chake khalani osamala nthawi zonse ndipo ndikutanthauza NTHAWI ZONSE.
tsiku 71
Ndimaganiza kuti masiku onsewa adatsika ndikudikirira. Koma ndikhoza kunena kuchokera pazomwe zachitika dzulo ndi lero kuti sizinandibwezere m'mbuyo. Ndikumvabe bwino limodzi ndi maubwino onse, ndichifukwa chake ndimakhalabe ndi chilimbikitso mkati mwanga kuti ndisamwe mowa ndikupitilizabe kuyenda. Inde ndikutsimikiza kuti ndinali ndi chilimbikitso champhamvu kwa PMO (ndimakhala nacho nthawi zina) nditayambiranso, koma pofika pano, mumaphunzira momwe mungathetsere izi. Ndikuganiza zobwereranso ngati chidziwitso.
tsiku 73
Ndinkafuna kufotokoza momwe ndikumvera masiku atatu nditayambiranso. Ndikumva bwino. Osati zambiri zoti munene. Ndine wokhutira ndi momwe ndakhala ndikumvera sabata yonseyi (kupatula tsiku la 70 usiku, inde). Dzulo ndimamva ngati ndikumana ndi bwenzi langa labwino kumeneko popeza kwakhala kanthawi ndipo ndimagwiritsa ntchito mafuta amwana. Sindikuganiza kuti ndidakhalapo ndikumverera kwakukulu kumeneko kuyambira nthawi yoyamba kuchoka. Zinkawoneka ZOSANGALATSA. Palibe zongopeka, Palibe zolaula, ndipo zidapangidwa mkati mwa masekondi 5-10. Ngakhale patadutsa mphindi 5-8 zikwapu zochepa zimakhala zolimba. Ndizotheka kunena kuti mavuto a E / D sadzandivutitsanso. Koma ndikupitilizabe ulendowu mpaka masiku 90. Ndimangodabwitsidwa kuti ndimayendetsa galimoto zokha tsiku la 70 powonera zochitika zogonana. Ndinkatha kukumbukira kuti ubongo wanga umalakalaka nthawiyo ifike. Koma chinali cholakwika changa poyamba kuyika chiwonetserocho, ndinali ndi mphamvu zokwanira kuti ndichokere pomwepo.
tsiku 98
Lero ndi tsiku 98, ndidaganiza kuti palibe chifukwa choyambira kuwerengera chifukwa pakhala kupita patsogolo kwambiri ndipo sindinadye kuyambira pomwe ndidabwereranso. Komabe, ndikumva kuti ndikadasinthabe masabata angapo apitawa, koma zosinthazi sizoyipa zilizonse. Ndanena kuti ndimamva bwino pazomwe ndidalemba, koma ndikuwuzeni anyamata kuti ndikumva bwino ndikamalemba izi. Ndizosadabwitsa kuti ndasintha motani kuyambira chaka chatha. Ndikuwona ngati chodabwitsa kuti ndidazindikira za YBOP… .Ndikuthokoza inu anyamata sindingathe kufotokoza m'mawu.
Komabe, ndimalumikizana ndi akazi pafupifupi masabata atatu apitawa ku kalabu yausiku. Mtsikanayo anali wokongola kwambiri, ndimangoyenera kumuyandikira. Tidamaliza kupanga nawo ndipo panali zokhudza zambiri. Kwa nthawi yoyamba m'moyo wanga, ndimakhala ndi ma boners angapo pompsompsona mtsikana. Ndinadziwa kuti inali nthawi yoti ndiyambe chibwenzi motero ndinapeza nambala yake pamapeto pake. Sabata yotsatira ndidamupempha kuti ndipite naye kanema koma adangomaliza kukuwa. Zinandikhumudwitsa kwambiri chifukwa timatumizirana mameseji sabata yonse ndipo ndimayembekezera kukumana naye. Amamveka wofunitsitsa kuposa momwe ndimafunira chibwenzi, koma chowiringula chomwe adandipatsa ndichakuti ng'ombe zonse. Adatuluka maola ochepa tsiku lisanafike kotero sindinapemphe wina. Ndinabwereranso tsiku lomwelo chifukwa chokhumudwa ndi kugonana. Kusunthira koipa kumbali yanga koma ndidaphunzira kuchokera kulakwitsa kwanga, sindinamwe mowa mopitirira muyeso ndikupitiliza ndi moyo. Anali msungwana wabwino, koma ndipitiliza kuyang'ana.
Inali nthawi yobwerera koma ndinamva bwino sabata yonseyi.
1) Kuchulukitsa kwakukulu kwa mphamvu, motsimikizika mphamvu kuposa momwe ndinalili mu positi yanga yoyamba yopindulitsa
2) Maukadaulo a m'mawa akuyamba kulimba ndipo amatenga nthawi yayitali (ndiyenera kudikirira mphindi zochepa kuti ichokeko kuti ndipite kuchimbudzi changa popanda wina aliyense m'banjamo akuzindikira)
3) Anzanga amandilemekeza kuposa momwe amachitira ndikamalemba zolemba zanga zoyamba. Amakonda kukhala nane pompano, ndimakonda kuwaseka nthawi zonse ndipo ndimayankhula zilizonse zomwe zili m'maganizo mwanga.
4) Zomwe zimachitika mwadzidzidzi zimachitika popanda chifukwa nthawi zina
5) Mtsikana akuwonetsa khosi lake patsogolo panga mkalasi adandipatsa boner wabwino ndipo adatsegulidwa kwambiri. Ndinasangalala kwambiri ndi izi chifukwa zakhala masiku pafupifupi 60 chichitikireni izi.
6) kupeza mawonekedwe ambiri kuchokera kwa atsikana - (ndiyenera kugwiritsa ntchito izi ndikupeza chibwenzi kale !!!)
7) Chofunika koposa zonsezi ndikuti ndimangokhala wokondwa ndi moyo wanga. Ndizo zonse zomwe zimafunikira kwa ine kumapeto. Kuyambiranso kumeneku kudzatenga nthawi, koma ndine wokonzeka kuleza mtima ndi izi. Ndawona kusintha kwakukulu kwakukulu m'moyo wanga kuti ndibwerere ku PMO. Ndikuwonani anyamata patsiku 120.
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