Momwe izo zinayambira Nthawi yoyamba yomwe ndinkaonera zolaula inali ndi zaka 4. Makolo anga anali kukhitchini kuphika chakudya cham'mawa, kotero ndidanyamuka kuchipinda kwanga kuti ndikayang'ane kuzungulira nyumba yatsopano. Ndidalowa kuchipinda kwawo, ndipo ndidapeza magazini yolaula pansi pa kama. Kwa sabata molunjika ndinapita kukayang'ana magazini yomweyo. Ndinaima ndikuyang'ana pomwe abambo anga adandigwira, ndikundiuza kuti ndisiye.
Zomwe zingayambitse - sindinaonenso zolaula mpaka zaka 6. Ndidafunsa amayi anga kuti ndipeze kanema wa Power Rangers pakati pa VHS yosadziwika. Adazipeza, koma mwangozi adayika zolaula kwa masekondi ochepa.
Zolakalaka zanga zolaula zidayamba usiku wina mu 2006. Banja langa lidangogula HBO. Ndinagona tulo mozungulira 9: 30 ndipo ndinadzuka ndikumva kulira kwa Rebecca Love's Ghost mu Teeny Bikini mozungulira 1 AM Chotsatira ndikudziwa kuti ndidakhala ndi moyo wabwino kwambiri kenako ndidatulutsa umuna.
Izi zidanditsogolera kutsitsa zowonera za GGW kwa miyezi ingapo mpaka nditatsitsa a Limewire. Ndikukumbukira kuti ndikumenya maliseche pavidiyo ya GGW dorm pamaso pa miyezi yambiri.
Pa 14 (2008) ndinalandira kompyuta yatsopano kuposa momwe ndimathamangitsira chilichonse chomwe ndikufuna kuwonera. Ndinayamba kuyendera masamba angapo tsiku lililonse. Poyamba anali mnyamata / msungwana & msungwana / msungwana ndipo pasanathe chaka ndimakhala ndikuwerenga nthabwala za hentai komanso zachibale.
Pofika Meyi 2012 ndimawonera maola a 1-2 ola zolaula patsiku, ndikumenya maliseche 1-3 tsiku lililonse.
Zomwe ndidayambitsa ndekha Kuledzera kwathu kunandipangitsa kuti ndikhale wovuta kwambiri komanso wodziwika bwino. Kuyang'ana m'maso ndikulankhula kudakhala kovuta ndipo ndimakhala tsiku lonse ndikusewera CoD4 / WoW unali moyo wanga. Ndinafika kunyumba 2:30 ndipo sindinanene chilichonse kwa aliyense. Magiredi anga adayamba kutsika phiri. Nthawi ina ndinali wophunzira wowongoka, koma pakati pa 8th-11th kalasi ndidalephera makalasi 10. Ndinalibe moyo wocheza. Nthawi iliyonse ndikafika pafupi ndi anthu ndimangomva kuti ndine wosavomerezeka ndikudzidalira. Ndinakumananso ndi vuto la kukhumudwa mu Ogasiti 2010 - Disembala 2010 ndikupeza mapaundi 30.
Momwe ndidapezera NoFap Ndinkakonda kutumiza kwambiri pagulu lanyimbo, ndipo usiku wa Meyi 16th m'modzi mwa zikwangwani zomwe ndimakonda adalemba kanema wa Gary Wilson. Ndinatuluka pabedi langa ndikuyang'ana modabwa. Ndimamva ngati munthu ameneyo amalankhula za ine mwachindunji. Popeza inali itakwana 12 sindinapeze chifukwa chosayambira tsiku lotsatira. Ndikutanthauza kuti ndinalibe choti nditaye. Choyipa chachikulu chinali kupita masiku 90 opanda PMO.
Momwe sindinabwererenso M'masiku 90 oyambirira ndimangowerenga NoFap / YBOP tsiku lililonse. Kuwerenga nkhani zopambana komanso kudziwa momwe ndinalili kale kunandilepheretsa kuti ndibwerere. Komanso sindinakhazikitse cholinga chomwe sichingafikire. Sindinadziuze kuti ndidzachita chaka. Ndinangowonjezera masiku 90.
Momwe ndidasinthira Ndimadzuka tsiku lililonse ndikusangalala ndikuwona tsiku latsopano. Ndikudziwa kuti ndilibe mtambo wakudawu tsopano. Ndine wotsimikiza kwambiri. Ndimatha kuyenda ndi mutu wanga m'mwamba, kucheza, ndikuyang'ana maso. Ndine wodekha, wochezeka, komanso wotseguka tsopano. Ndikutha kuwona vuto ndikuganiza momwe ndingathetsere m'malo mothawa.
Ndimagwira ntchito masiku 7 pa sabata tsopano. Kumverera kwake ndikwabwino, ndipo kugona kumakwaniritsidwa ndimamva bwino. Ndinafika molunjika A ndi semester yotsiriza iyi kwa nthawi yoyamba kuyambira kalasi ya 5th. Ndinawerengadi tsopano. Ndawerenga mabuku asanu ndi atatu kuyambira pomwe ndidayamba ulendo wanga! Ndili ndi zotengeka tsopano. Kalata yayikulu yomwe mzanga adandilembera idandigwira ndikulira.
Ndimayesetsabe kupita kutchalitchi kuti ndikangoona malingaliro ena. Palibenso chifunga cha ubongo. Milandu yanga yolimba mmawa, ndipo mawu anga ndi akuya. Ndinasiyanso kugwiritsa ntchito sopo.
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