Zaka 19 - ED, masiku 149

Ogasiti 07, 2012 - Ndinazindikira koyamba kuti ndinali ndi vuto kumapeto kwa sukulu yanga yasekondale. Pa nthawiyi ndinali ndi zaka 17, ndipo ndinali nditakhala pachibwenzi ndi mtsikana kwa miyezi ingapo. Tsiku lina timayamba kukwiya kunyumba kwake ndipo adatiuza kuti tigonana. Ndinali namwali, koma mofanana ndi anyamata ambiri ausinkhu umenewo, sindinali m'modzi wosankha. Ndidatenga kondomu ndikuvala koma ndidazindikira kuti sindinali wovuta kulowa naye. Zinali zodabwitsa - Sindinakhalepo ndi vuto lokhala ndi erection kale.

Tinayesa kangapo osapambana, ndipo pamapeto pake ndinanena kuti anali wolimba. Iye ndi ine tidasiyana pomwe ndidayamba koleji kugwa. Pafupifupi mwezi umodzi pasukulu yasukuluyi, ndidapezeka ndi mayi wachichepere yemwe amafuna kugonana nane. Nthawi ino, ngakhale ndinali ndi nkhawa komanso mantha, ndinatha kudzuka ndikumaliza kuchita zogonana. Ndinali wosangalala komanso ndinali ndi nkhawa moti sindinkagona. Pomwe chaka chimapitilira, komabe, ndidapezeka kuti ndikulimbana ndi atsikana onse koma ochepa kwambiri omwe ndimagonana nawo. Mwa mwayi wapafupi wa 15 womwe ndidagonana nawo, ndimangokwaniritsa ndikukhalitsa ndi atsikana atatu. Ndimaganiza kuti zinali zamaganizidwe koma sindinathe kusokoneza malingaliro. Ndinayamba kukhumudwa ndipo pamapeto pake ndinayamba kuganiza kuti ndidzakhala ndi atsikana kwamuyaya. Pamaphwando, ndimapewa chidwi cha akazi ndipo ndimanyamuka msanga kuti ndipewe zochitikazo.

Ndinasokonezeka kwambiri. Ndili wathanzi komanso woganiza bwino (othamanga waku varsity kusukulu yotchuka ya 1) ndipo ndinalibe zovuta zathanzi, komabe ndimalimbana ndi ma erections komanso libido yanga. Masiku ambiri ndimakhala ngati sindimakopeka ndi azimayi- palibe chomwe chimandisangalatsa. Kuyendetsa kwanga zogonana kunali mthunzi chabe wa momwe zinaliri ndili mwana.

Tsopano ndili ndi zaka 19 ndipo ndikuyambira chaka chachiwiri ku koleji. Pafupifupi sabata yapitayo, mnzake wa facebook adatumiza ulalo wa yourbrainonporn.com ndipo ndidaziyang'ana mosazindikira. Ndidayang'ana nkhani ya Gary ya TED ndipo ndidadandaula. Ndinayang'ana pakompyuta yanga, pakamwa pa agape ndi ubongo wothamanga kwambiri. NDINADZIPEREKA. Nditasanthula tsambalo, ndidakhala wosangalala kwambiri ndikazindikira kuti zizindikilo zonse zomwe zafotokozedwera patsamba lino zikugwirizana ndi zomwe ndakhala ndikukumana nazo.

Ndinali ndisanadziganizirepo kuti ndine chizolowezi cholaula kapena ndimakonda kuseweretsa maliseche- Ndimasewera maliseche 3-5 pasabata, nthawi zonse ndimakhala ndi zolaula. Gawo lina la ine limaganizirabe kuti ndizopenga kuti moyo wanga wogonana sunakhalepo chifukwa cha china chake chomwe ndimaona ngati chosafunika pamoyo wanga. Koma tsopano, pambuyo pofufuza pang'ono ndikuwerenga zomwe anthu ena patsamba lino akunena, zonse zimakhala zomveka. Panopa ndili ndi sabata kuti ndiyambirenso kukhala wamphamvu kwambiri. Ndikulakalaka ndikadatha miyezi ingapo pakadali pano ndikumvetsetsa, chidaliro, komanso magwiridwe antchito omwe anthu ena amapitilizabe kunena za webusaitiyi. Kungoganiza za izi kumandipangitsa kukhala wosangalala kuposa momwe ndakhalira nthawi yayitali.

Whew… Zinandisangalatsa nditachotsa pachifuwa panga. Awa ndi malo oyamba omwe ndanenapo nkhani yanga. Zikomo kwa aliyense amene awerenga izi ndikusiya mayankho! Anayankha


November 12, 2012

Papita kanthawi kuchokera pomwe ndidatumiza zosintha, koma nazi: Ndili tsiku la 41 ndikumverera bwino kwambiri. Ndikumva, komabe, ngati kuti ndakhala ndikupewa kulumikizana ndi atsikana chifukwa ndikuopa kuti sindingathe kuyambiranso kuchipinda. Zikuwoneka ngati ngakhale nditakhala masiku 90+, ndikhala wochenjera pazifukwa zomwezo: bwanji ngati kuyambiranso sikugwire ntchito? Kodi ndingatani ngati ED yanga itakhala chifukwa cha chinthu china-chosasinthika? Ndikudziwa kuti izi ndizokayikitsa kwambiri ndipo ndiyenera kungomangirira ndi kutsata atsikana, koma mawu ang'onoang'ono okhumudwitsa kumbuyo kwa mutu wanga mosazindikira amandilepheretsa kutero. Wina aliyense ali ndi vutoli?


December 18, 2012

Sindinatumize pafupifupi masiku 40 ndiye pali zosintha zingapo:

  • Ndakhala ndi zibwenzi zingapo; sanagonepo ndi kugonana, koma kwa nthawi yonse yolumikizana, adakhala ndi erection yolimba kwambiri
  • Sindinakhalepo ndi maloto onyowa m'moyo wanga koma ndabwera pafupi kwambiri kangapo
  • Masiku awiri apitawa akhala owopsa kwambiri kuposa kale lonse
  • Ndapeza chibwenzi koma sindinakwanitse kukhala ndi vuto pazifukwa ziwiri: ndi namwali, ndipo tonse tili kunyumba kuchokera ku koleji nthawi yopuma

January 28, 2013

Tithokoze munthu ndipo pitilizani ntchito yabwinoyi! Msewu umangosavuta pokhapokha mutangodikira.


February 28, 2013

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Moni abwenzi!

Mphindi ino imandibweretsera kunyada kwakukulu, pamene ndikukuwuzani nonse kuti ndaima pamaso panu lero (mophiphiritsa) ngati nkhani yopambana. Pakadali pano ndili ndi zolaula za masiku 149 ndipo sindifuna kuyambiranso. Sindiuza nkhani yanga yonse, mwamva onse; M'malo mwake, ndikukuwuzani kuti ndizotheka kupitilira opanda zolaula ndipo ndikofunikira. Ndili ndi bwenzi tsopano (zomwe sindinathe kunena pomwe ndimayamba) ndipo zotsatira zadziwonetsera. Ndine wosangalalanso, wodalirika, komanso wotsimikiza za moyo wonse. Pitilizani ntchito yabwino, aliyense!

Chifukwa china chomwe ndakhalira pano ndikukuwuzani nonse. Posachedwa nditsegula akauntiyi. Ndisowa anthu ammudzi, koma ngati zonse zikuyenda bwino, sindidzabweranso. Sayonara ndi misewu yosangalala!