Chonde tengani mphindi zochepa kuti muwerenge nkhani yanga. Sindinanene izi kwa aliyense, koma popeza tonse tili paboti limodzi, nazi: ine ndinali ku Iraq ndi zombo zina za 200. Tonse tinali pasukulu yaying'ono yoyambirira motero kalasi iliyonse inali ndi maulendo apamwamba a 40 m'miyala.
Ndinali pankhondo ndipo mwachilengedwe nkhawa zimandipeza. Gulu langa lidaganiza zoletsa zida zonse zamagetsi chifukwa zimayika chitetezo. Pamenepo ndinapita zolaula zanga. Ndinakwiya pachiyambi, koma ndinayenera kupirira. Ndinalibe chochita. Komabe, pambali pa zolaula ndinalinso ndi vuto lodziseweretsa maliseche chifukwa ndinali nditagona pachithandara chomwe chimanjenjemera nthawi iliyonse ndikamagwedezeka. Panali wapamadzi akugona pansi panga, ndinali pamwamba pabedi. Pochita manyazi kuti adziwa kuti ndine MB, ndinakakamiza. Panalibe kulikonse komwe ndingapite ku MB. Ndikatuluka panja, ndinkaphedwa.
Komabe, anali atakhala miyezi itatu ndipo mosadziwika gulu langa linabweretsa gulu la azimayi 3 kuti athandizire kufunafuna akaidi azimayi. Ndinali 12 ndipo sindinakhalepo ndi mtsikana m'moyo wanga. Atsikanawa atadziwika anali pakati pa amuna 19. Namwali wazaka 200 anali ndi mpikisano wotani pamaso pa amuna 19 ndi atsikana 200. Koma… pezani izi… modabwitsa mwachilengedwe !!! Mwachilengedwe! Ndinapita ndikukayamba kulankhula naye, kenako ndikulankhula ndi wina, ndi wina, pasanathe milungu iwiri atafika. Anyamata kumeneko adanditcha wosewera, amuna azimayi. Mtsikana wina ndinamuuza kuti sindinakhalepo ndi mtsikana, ndipo anayankha, inde, mwina munali ndi zibwenzi 8. Zosakhulupirika eti? Mnyamata m'modzi yemwe analinso situdiyo anandiitanira kuti ndipite naye kukalabu tibwerera.
Chabwino tsopano nkumenya. Ichi ndichifukwa chake ndimakhulupirira kuti kuseweretsa maliseche komanso zolaula ndi kachilombo, komwe kumachepetsa mwayi wathu. Chabwino, kotero ndinali pafupi kukhomera m'modzi kapena azimayi onse, pomwe lamuloli ligwiritse ntchito ma laputopu athu. Osazindikira kuti zosintha zanga zimayambitsidwa ndi zolaula, ndidabwereranso kukayambiranso. Patadutsa masiku awiri mtsikana wina adandipempha kuti ndibwere kuchipinda chake. Ndati sindingathe, ndiyenera kupita kwina.
Mantha anga adabweranso m'masiku a 2! Masiku a 3 apitawo ndinali wokonzeka kumugwira ndikumupanga kumalingaliro. Izi, anzanga, nkhani yanga. Izi ndizomwe muyenera kudziwa kuti muime.
Kuchokera nthawi imeneyo ndakhala ndikuyang'ana zolaula ndikuthawa ndipo ndakhala ndikulimbana ndi chidaliro chomwe ndinali nacho ku Iraq kwa milungu ija ya 3.
Malingaliro anga akhala akubwera ndi zifukwa zoti si zolaula, kuti ndimakhala ndi nkhawa pamagulu. Koma ndi zomwe zandichitira kumbuyo zomwezi zimandithandizira ndikudziwa kuti ng'ombe ndi ng'ombe. Tsopano ndinazindikira chowonadi chimenecho ndipo ndiyimanso. Pakadali pano sizivuta chifukwa ndilibe zopinga zomwe zimandikakamiza kusiya.
Mukangoyimitsa mudzakhala wamwamuna weniweni. Amuna wamwamuna wa alpha pakati pa ena onse, chifukwa pafupifupi aliyense tsopano amadziseweretsa maliseche kapena amawonera zolaula.
Tsambali latipatsa yankho, koma zili kwa ife kuti timvere. Tili ndi zomwe anthu ambiri satero: chidziwitso cha chowonadi. Chowonadi kuti zolaula ndi MB ndizoyipa. Tili gawo limodzi patsogolo pa enawo. Ndakuwuzani, ndipo inu nokha, nkhani yanga chifukwa ndikudziwa kuti mukhulupirira kuti ndi MB yemwe wandisintha. Ndani winanso kunja komwe angakhulupirire chifukwa cha mantha ndi nkhawa zimayambitsidwa ndi kusuta uku? Zikomo powerenga.
PS chonde ndikhululukireni ngati kalekale kapena galamala, ndagwiritsa ntchito piritsi kuti ndilembe :-)
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