Amuna, izi ndizowopsa kwambiri. Masiku akale a 90 akhala osangalatsa kwambiri m'moyo wanga. Ndimadzinyadira kwambiri ndipo ndimakhala wofunitsitsa kuti ndikwaniritse chilichonse.
Ndakhala ndikulowetsedwa kuseweretsa maliseche kuyambira ndili 14 (Ndine 19 tsopano), chinali chizolowezi chozindikira kwambiri ndipo nthawi zambiri ndimatha kusewera ngakhale kawiri kapena katatu patsiku. Moyo wanga unasunthika popanda kusintha kapena kukwaniritsa kwenikweni m'zaka za 5, koma masiku awa a 90 akhala odabwitsa. Zosintha zina zomwe ndidadutsamo-
- Zinayamba kugwira ntchito ndikugwira ntchito tsiku ndi tsiku.
- Ndamaliza chaka changa choyamba ku koleji pamwamba pa kalasi yanga ndimapeto omwe adagwera masiku awa a 90.
- Ndayamba kulemba ndikulemba buku
- Ndimamveketsa bwino zolinga zanga.
- Ndawerenga pafupifupi 18 mabuku m'miyezi iyi ya 3 (ndili ndi cholinga chowerenga 100 chaka chino)
- Ndikumva bwino koposa.
Malangizo anga pa fapstronauts ndikuti nditenge tsiku limodzi nthawi.
Amakondweretsa anyamata!
LINK - Masiku a 90! Choyamba yesani!
by SaRe1995
ZOCHITIKA - Masiku a 216 opanda PMO, kuyesa koyamba (19 / M).
Munthu! Izi ndizosatheka. Ndinalembetsa nawo vutoli pa Feb. 24, 2014 ndipo pano ndili masiku 216 pambuyo pake, ndili pomwepo, sindinathe ngakhale kamodzi. Osati kuti ndikumveka mwamwano koma, ndikumva kuti sindingagonjetsedwe pakadali pano. Pa miyezi 7 yapitayi, ndasintha kwambiri.
- Ndachoka pasukulu ya Mediocre kupita pamwamba pa kalasi yanga ku koleji.
- Mulingo wanga wodalirika wapita 9000!
Masiku XXUMX poyesera koyamba. (300 / M)
Ndine wodabwitsidwa monga mwina ndinu. Ndine mnyamata wazaka 19 ndipo ndili mchaka chachiwiri ku koleji. Ndidadziwitsidwa ku nofap kubwerera mu Feb ndipo nthawi yomweyo ndasaina kuthana ndi vutoli. wa 12 kotero chizolowezicho chinali chokhazikika komanso cholankhula moona mtima, ndimaganiza zopitilira sabata ngati chinthu chachikulu (masiku 7 chinali cholinga changa choyambirira). Koma pano ndili masiku 300 kulowa mu marathon awa ndipo sindinataye mtima. Kodi zimamveka bwino? Gahena inde !! Kodi zinasintha bwanji moyo wanga? Zomwe sitimazindikira ndikuchuluka kwazinthu zomwe zimapha zolaula komanso kuseweretsa maliseche. Zimangodya pafupifupi maola 2-3 tsiku langa tsiku lililonse. Komanso, ngati pangakhale lamulo limodzi lokhazikitsa malire ochepera Nditangoganiza zosiya chizolowezi ichi ndinapeza kuti ndili ndi nthawi yochuluka mmanja mwanga yomwe ndinadzipereka pakuphunzira kwanga ndikulimbitsa moyo wanga. Ndinayambanso kuwerenga zambiri ndipo ndawerengapo mabuku 158 m'masiku 300 apitawa (kuwerengera si lingaliro labwino koposa koma ndidazichita kuti ndidziwe kupita patsogolo kwanga ndi chizolowezichi). Chinthu chabwino kwambiri chomwe chidandichitikira panthawiyi ndikuti pomaliza ndidafunsa bwenzi langa lapamtima kwa zaka 11 ndipo adati inde !! Sindingakhale wosangalala kwambiri. Ndikuganiza kuti ndingathe kunena kuti 'Ndili ndi mphamvu zanga' tsopano. Zikomo NoFap Ngati ndingathe kutero inunso mutha '.
ZOCHITIKA - Ndine munthu wosiyana.
Ndinayamba paulendo wanga wopanda fap pafupifupi zaka ziwiri kubwerera. Uku kunali kuyesera kwanga koyamba komanso kunena zowona, ngakhale zinali zovuta poyambirira, pamapeto pake zidasandulika keke kuti ndisazengereze konse. Ndimakhala moyo wopanda fap koma osafikako. Apa ndipamene ndidasankha kusintha. Ndinayamba kutuluka pafupipafupi, kucheza kwambiri ndikukachita masewera olimbitsa thupi. Ndinayamba kudzidalira komanso kukhala munthu wabwino kuposa momwe ndinaliri poyamba. Ndinali wopambana ku koleji ndikukhala moyo wabwino. Kenako 'zidachitika'. 'Iye' anali mzanga waubwana wanga. Tidakulira limodzi ndipo takhala tikugwirizana kwambiri mpaka pomwe ndidaganiza zomufunsa. Anamwetulira kumwetulira kokongola kwambiri nati inde. Momwemo ndinayamba gawo lokongola kwambiri m'moyo wanga. Ndili naye pafupi, ndinkaona kuti sindingagonjetsedwe. Anali chinthu chokongola kwambiri m'moyo wanga. Kungomuyang'ana kunandipangitsa kukhala wofunda mkati komanso kusakhala naye kunandipatsa nkhawa. Nthawi zambiri ankandiuza momwe amandionera momwemo za ine. Moyo unali wodabwitsa. Kenako thanzi lake lidayamba kumulephera. Anayamba kuonda ndikuchepera mphamvu. Anali wopanda magazi ndipo anali ndi mavuto ena azaumoyo kuti awonjezeke. Zovala zomwe zimamuwoneka bwino kwakanthawi anali atakula kwambiri. Maso ake okongola anali atamira. Sankawonanso chimodzimodzi koma anali wokongola kwambiri kwa ine. Kunali kundipha mkati. Uyu anali mtsikana amene ndinamudziwa kwa zaka 15, amene ndinali kumukonda kwambiri. Tinayenera kumugoneka m'chipatala mu September. Adamwalira ali mtulo pa 4 Okutobala. Ndinasweka. Dziko langa lidasokonekera. Nditamugwira dzanja lake lozizira, onse adandigwera ndipo ndidafa. Amayi anga ndi ine tokha tinali osalira pa maliro ake chifukwa cha mantha omwe tinali nawo. Sindinathe kugona mwezi umodzi. Ndimadzuka ndikumva kupweteka kwambiri m'chifuwa nthawi zambiri. Sindikadalakalaka adani anga oyipitsitsa ndipo ndikutanthauza. Mtsikana wanga anali atapita ndipo panalibe njira yoti ndimubwezere. Ngakhale mulungu sangatero. Zinanditengera nthawi yaitali kuti ndiyambenso kugwira ntchito bwinobwino. Zomwe ine ndiri nazo za iye ndizokumbukira za nthawi yodabwitsa yomwe tinali nayo. Ndikukhazikika pamene ndikulemba izi. Ndikudziwa kuti nkhaniyi sikugwira ntchito pano pamsonkhano uno koma anyamata akhala osinthasintha m'moyo wanga kwazaka ziwiri zapitazi kotero ndidaganiza zogawana nanu nonse. Zikomo chifukwa cha nthawi yanu.
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